Monday, 29 September 2025

Scintillating Scotoma - Objectivity 255. I had another Scintillating Scotoma today. Very interesting. Ocular Migraines without the pain. HAd three or four over the years, since 2018. A small Crazy pulsing light that blurs in a spot in the peripheral vision.. but quickly opens up into a a string of moving in spiral or circular fashion, triangular lights of scintillating bunting that continue dancing around the contours of the eye, enlarging and growing, taking up full the visual range...then disappears. Usually last about 20 minutes. Have blogged about this in the past but wondered if any new information is around...seems not. But found this youtube about it. Links below Michaela

More Scintillating Scotoma this week... Posted: 05 Feb 2021 04:23 AM PST I experienced this phenomenon again recently, a few days ago in fact. A strange vibrant scintillating vision in the peripheral field, which grows to fill the field of vision in mainly one eye. I don't know what it is, but the closest I found was the description of the Scintillating Scotoma. Monday, 17 September 2018 I had a Scintillating Scotoma again Sunday 16th September. The last one was August 16th, this summer.XXXXXXXXX https://www.tonibrayermd.com/post/scintillating-scotoma scintillating scotoma Writer: EverythingHealth EverythingHealth Oct 23, 2020
ree This blog was first published in 2011 and had over 300 comments on my prior blog. Because it is such a popular blog post I am publishing it again. There is nothing like experiencing a medical condition first-hand to really help a doctor understand it from the patient's point of view. After all these years, I had my first (and hopefully last) scintillating scotoma while sitting on the couch playing "words with friends" on my ipad and watching TV. A scotoma is a partial loss of vision in a normal visual field. Scintillate is flashing, sparkles. Put them together and you have moving, flashing sparkles with a blind spot in your eyes. This visual aura was first described in the 19th century by a Dr. Hubert Airy who had migraine headaches. The visual sparks and flashes are in a zig-zag pattern and they can precede a migraine headache or occur without any pain. The scotoma affects both eyes and closing one or the other does not make it go away. Sometimes the term "ocular migraine" or "retinal migraine" are used to describe this phenomenon but these involve only one eye, not both. The terms are often used interchangeably but they are not the same. The cause of these migraine auras are not understood. Only 20-30% of people with migraine headache experience them. The visual defect occurs not in the eyes, but in the visual cortex which is located in the back of the brain in the occipital lobe. My scintillating scotoma lasted about 15 minutes and it took me awhile to figure out what it was. I went outside and gazed into the distance and it persisted. I closed one eye and then the other and it was still there. I never got a headache or any other symptoms. Then it just went away. There is no connection between this phenomenon and a stroke or permanent visual impairment, even though it can be quite scary for the patient who is experiencing it. The next time a patient with classic migraine with aura comes in, I will have a better understanding of the prodrome before the headache. I hope I don't have to experience the entire headache. I could do without that. Some other links: https://thoughtshrapnel.com/2024/03/13/scintillating-scotomas.html XXXXXXXXX https://www.resetera.com/threads/first-experience-with-scintillating-scotoma-acephalgic-migraine.52298/ XXXXXXXXXXXXX https://www.google.co.uk/search?q=Scintillating+Scotoma&tbs=rimg:Cf7Z6OjyM033Ijh9mLzB4G-ry-12eAp7xgIQaFY4YzLZjZDmpHNz7y9VoMwXdOTJHx1p7mOZntPv_1PsF2UdfNmcblioSCX2YvMHgb6vLERk5QILjtR-eKhIJ7XZ4CnvGAhARv_1PS5QPqUFwqEgloVjhjMtmNkBGW5IEyujLxMCoSCeakc3PvL1WgEQ50wJxrC_1HKKhIJzBd05MkfHWkRxLMP8zQORfUqEgnuY5me0-_18-xGXp7FWbM1Z7SoSCQXZR182ZxuWEXILmmVx-Hsz&tbo=u&sa=X&ved=2ahUKEwjW4O6mq_HcAhVBExoKHRNxCdUQ9C96BAgBEBg&biw=1366&bih=662&dpr=1&udm=2#vhid=mmC3J9ZVOGDCcM&vssid=mosaic

Friday, 26 September 2025

26th September 2025. Waking in a New dawn. Waking today was strange, still half asleep I was saying "fill my cells with new life". The sensation was then that 'new' life had indeed filled my cells and that I was actually a stranger to myself. I got up feeling quite discombobulated again and wanted to lie down again. It was like being a new person in my old body. And I couldn't get a handle on it. Was I the new person, or was i the old body? Or was I my old self in a new body ???? The past days and weeks healings must have had the desired outcome but I was having a time getting used to it. The morning came and went as the colours of the autumn day outside changed with respect to the movement of the sun. I relaxed, enjoyed my tea with sugar and like a stranger would be, slowly walking around an OLD house... that she was a NEW visitor new to, and observing someone else's life.... I was amused with all the very many health supplements and vitamins bottles, and books reinforcing beliefs that there is something drastically wrong ......that would be made better with this or that supplement or this and that vitamin...Amused that the body had become wise and calm, listening to my mind, agreeing to this and to take these supplements to lead the mind to believe that it would feel better....It was all a very sensitive auto response saying that yes that something is wrong. that I am Not myself, I am not in my true status of being... I had been telling myself to look for the antidote... when all along the self is busy behind the scenes, throwing the mind clues, and the body supplements .....while it gets on with the LONG and serious business of finding itself and Righting The wrongs it had brought itself here to do. OMG Michaela

The King, The Witness, and The World Stage .......( my comments added " Wow thanks, this is great. I like what you said 'they' had not accounted for the prayers coming from the masses, and that we were encoded to find our way home, our liberation, our due north, by our prayer. 'They' kept things cold. In science, extreme 'cold' (freezing) is used to inhibit the 'heat' required to cause a reaction from taking place. They have used this extreme cold, referring to the influences plied against, and applied to humanity to inhibit the raise in frequency and to keep humanity in low cold and dark eras. Living within these degrees of separation, we could not find unity, unity mass, as we had been plunged into darkness...We needed the Heat, sun, light, and dropping of weights. Dropping 'personal density of mass' and LOOKING UP (prayer) to find our due north...leads to the, slow at first, but building up in momentum... movement. Reaction in, first some, then more and more people, each to have the personal 'reaction' that is needed to make the changes for Sovereignty to come back on line for them. Sovereignty is coming back on-line within the masses, as we have pulled back, or are pulling back from where we have been giving our power away, or having it taken from us in those times of cold and dark fear, where we were locked into the solidity of a 3d mass. Then the individual reactions happen and spread , from atom to atom within the mass, releasing from solid 3d mass. Within the masses. One reaction causes heat for other reactions in domino effect. ". Michaela.)

Wednesday, 24 September 2025

THE WHEEL OF HATHOR TURNS. " 8:53 causing our alchemy. And so this time 8:55 period that we just moved out of with 8:57 this uh eclipse cycle that happened here 9:00 uh which is all about endings, right? 9:01 The second eclipse cycle within the year 9:03 is always about endings. Um what we've 9:05 really come into is the energy where a 9:07 certain dissolution has taken place and 9:10 we're going to start rebuilding 9:11 something new for ourselves moving into 9:13 the next eclipse cycle. 9:16 So right now there is a whole heavenly 9:19 divine process taking place. So if you 9:22 are someone who has recently um suffered 9:25 loss, if you are uh currently undergoing 9:28 this whole reinvention of self, if 9:29 you're currently experiencing some very 9:31 tumultuous energies, just understand 9:33 that this is happening for you. Um it 9:35 doesn't necessarily mean that all losses 9:37 have to be permanent. It doesn't 9:39 necessarily mean that um all all of this 9:42 pain is something that you're going to 9:44 carry. But this is something that's 9:45 happening to alchemize some places 9:47 within you particularly unseen places uh 9:50 in order to make you a better version of 9:53 yourself. Um the ones who really suffer 9:56 are the ones who don't take that 9:57 opportunity because what happens they 9:59 will find themselves in the cycle again 10:01 and again and again because the 10:02 alchemization will happen right it will 10:06 have its way and if it doesn't that's 10:07 how we have a very miserable life " (its all about alchemising, deep healing and alchemising Michaela) "

12:15 There may even be this sort of 12:18 reclaiming of the inner child. If you 12:20 are someone who hasn't necessarily uh 12:22 connected with somebody new, there may 12:23 be a reclaiming of some aspect of 12:25 yourself that is the inner child. For 12:27 some of you, this is the first time that 12:28 you're actually working with your inner 12:29 child is after the events that have 12:31 taken place. Uh particularly from the 12:34 black moon to the solar eclipse. I'm 12:35 feeling that entire time period was 12:37 extremely significant for people. 12:47 Yeah. Um this is a time period where 12:49 people are being very honest uh about 12:52 their connections, right? Being very 12:54 honest about their connections. what 12:56 what do I contribute um what do other 12:59 people contribute to me? What are the 13:01 underlying self-sabotage mechanisms uh 13:04 that are at play within my connections? 13:07 I feel that the people who are going to 13:08 benefit from this energy the most are 13:10 the people who are able to see things 13:12 from all sides. Right? So, if you're 13:14 used to just seeing things from your 13:16 side, it's going to be something you 13:18 want to take care of. Um this is a very 13:21 self-reflective collective that I am 13:23 speaking to. However, because I do have 13:25 the sage underneath that. So, um, with 13:27 this, there's this, um, 13:31 again, remember, not everybody who 13:33 watches this reading is this reading 13:34 going to be meant for. And so, my 13:36 messages are meant for confirmation 13:37 only. So, unless otherwise specified, 13:40 and this is definitely a confirmation 13:42 only. I know that whoever this message 13:43 is for, you are someone who 13:45 self-reflects. You do take things from 13:47 other people's um, viewpoints, maybe to 13:50 your own detriment sometimes. Um because 13:52 this honesty isn't really speaking to me 13:54 about somebody who um 13:58 this honesty isn't really speaking to me 14:00 about somebody who is closed off to 14:02 viewing themselves, right? That's not 14:03 really the energy I'm seeing here. I 14:05 usually get like devil energy or seven 14:07 of swords when I get that. Um I'm seeing 14:10 somebody here who uh notice all the 14:13 colors, the various colors. We 14:15 understand various aspects of oursel. 14:17 Um, whoever this message is for, you've 14:19 been on a very long path of internal 14:21 alchemy, uh, self-realization. 14:24 Um, your spirituality and your healing 14:25 journey are probably merged. You may not 14:27 even resonate with being on a spiritual 14:29 journey. That's okay. Uh, labels. And, 14:32 um, but what's happening here is that we 14:34 are being very honest about maybe a 14:36 particular connection is something that 14:37 we had to leave behind or it's the 14:39 energy that we receive in particular 14:40 connections. I feel that there is 14:42 something here where we have over time 14:45 repeatedly sacrificed our internal 14:47 devotion to others. So um this feels a 14:51 little bit like allowing things that we 14:53 shouldn't have allowed and allowing that 14:55 to um create scenarios or situations for 14:59 us to then you know maybe in the past 15:02 behave ways that we shouldn't or maybe 15:03 you find that that's still the case 15:05 about behaving ways that you shouldn't. 15:08 But I do see inside the eyes of this 15:09 honesty card, there is something that's 15:11 rather tortured. Um, and so I do feel 15:13 that whoever this message is for, you've 15:14 been taken advantage of a lot. And um, 15:17 this is kind of an energy where now what 15:19 you're doing is you're giving all of 15:21 that energy with the six of materials. 15:22 You're giving it to this journey. It's 15:24 just all your energy needs to go into 15:27 this crossing of the threshold, right? 15:29 Um, you may be, for example, in a 15:31 transition and you may feel like you're 15:33 in a transition. Um, when we're in that 15:36 transition energy, sometimes it can feel 15:38 like crawling, right? We feel like we're 15:39 crawling on the ground like, "Where am I 15:42 going? How do I do this?" Um, the 15:44 message of this threshold card is you 15:46 don't have to be in that transition, 15:48 it's time to stand, right? Put all your 15:50 energy, your emotions, your thoughts, 15:52 your willpower into standing. Because 15:55 whatever it is, these cycles and these 15:57 things from these connections that were 15:58 really self-sabotage mechanisms, how do 16:00 we know what a self-sabotage mechanism 16:02 is? It proves our beliefs true, right? 16:06 If we wind up in these cycles that have 16:08 continuously proved our deep beliefs 16:10 true, not what we know we deserve, but 16:12 our deep internal side, right? What we 16:14 think about people, right? What we think 16:17 people are going to do, how they're 16:18 going to treat us, then we know we've 16:20 self-sabotaged in some way. Is that 16:22 always the responsibility of another 16:24 person? No. Sometimes that's our 16:25 responsibility, right? Because again, it 16:27 comes down to what have we projected?

Its All in the blood. We can move WHOLEHEARTEDLY. The perspective that shaped human experience was imposed and trespassed into the psyche like torpedos into a child. The "Hurt People hurt people " perspective gave rise to a continuing fallen race, which continued to fall other races. Giving rise to fractured and lost souls, more easily to be governed and placed , (complied with ) into squares that their rounded wholeness would never fit into otherwise. The end result is captivated participants that endure and prolong the film being played out to them in habituation, NEVER seeing that there is a different way... a way in which their wholeheartedness is actually built for and equipped for...AND NEVER having had that experience of 'wholeheartedness' , it being removed or hidden, made them unable to see that 'broken heartedness' was the building foundations of their life....Some have sensed this, those who feel there is a HUGE omission or retraction, of a truer reality....Who feel that there is a quality of themselves, being withheld from them, and these people will suffer greatly as they have to either play the game....or get kicked out of it and become the outliers. They Become those who fly at night, and can speak nothing of their testimonials to the world.... 'OF THE WORLD' being lived in through a corrupted perspective. They get inklings and cravings and search for clues...until they realise it is 'wholeheartedness' they seek and look for the ways to retrieve that.. The ObVIOUS world picture instructs people to vibrate in the way they have been entrained : to hold up their end of the game and keep the puzzle piece...that they are....hidden behind a mask that keeps them in the game, and that keeps the game going for them. The OBVIOUS world picture book does nothing to avail them or satiate the longing........ as it holds up no MIRROR to suggest that there is a different way....OR DOES IT?...HURT PEOPLE, hurt People. Transmission ends.

Leading upto and including the weeks of the eclipses, time has been doing funny things...Well not hilarious, actually breathtaking overwhelming and rug pulling. I suspect that we are colluding with the RIGHTING of WRONGS, but first must feel the WRONGS so intently, that we are not mistaken. WE MUST KNOW deep in our BONES.. that "YUP...THAT IS WRONG."... Collectively in world events and in our personal worlds where we play out a reenactment of where harshness has follwed in our own bloodlines. Where we have become fractured. Mostly as soon as born we have the blood line that carries patterns dispersed in our bodies like programs coded to come on line to cause the damage to obviate where the healing must occur to right the wrong and return the Wholeheartedness. Where we fly at night to retrieve the broken pieces like shaman, and reconstruct the FULLNESS OF BEING from out of the FALLEN BEING. ****** So If you are interested.... I am explaining now HOW a 'visualisation' came to me on sunday.. and inserted some urgent 'Shadow work' to relieve the build up of intensity. This was intrusion into myself, by myself. This is/was the climax of the eclipses for me. Immediately I recognised that certain difficult and challenging scenarios that had been invading my thoughts, building up and had been pounding at my minds door, relentlessly for a few days before, and simultaneously while I was ill with an infection. To fight the infection was apt here, because when the body is fighting something it can only fight it when it knows what and where the infection is present. Often illness only comes after a timed release of flooded infection. That it coincided with personal images/messages/ and knowings, now loudly shouting at me from my outside world, something is WRONG. The body/mind complex, became so overwhelmed and had to lie down, and be dealth with. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX Without going into my own personal stuff, I explain now what to do to clear, once you get the message that you are being bombarded with your own personal craziness that may or may not be linked with a direct experience in your outer world...(some may be lucky to have softer versions of this. But softer versions may not yeild the results required to perform the clearing.) At this time You may have a long illness that perpetuates and gets worse. You may have had dreams that were ugly and disconcerting, and made no sense as dreams are the symbols of inner dealings. This is not for everyone but if it So for you, by the time you come to this stage you will feel sure that this is some travelling that you have to do. TRAUMA TRAVELLING was the term that came to me this summer, I wasnt sure what this meant for me so I was looking for the clues pre-empting this 'travelling' and following the intensity of each clue as it came...be it dreams, dark and murky, chilled to the bone, intuitions and throughout I was held captive in attention to how events were playing out in my external world, and How they were affecting me. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX Relax as in lying down and meditation or self healing. XXXXXXXXXXX See your inner child...Or a younger YOU. At an age that the bombing started. Read this as you may and interpret this as feels resonant. Lie down with child and allow a ceratin amount of fluidity with what happens...You are looking for the broken heart that you may not see, or even know is there. But if you are drawn to the phrase "Finding wholeheartedness" than you'll know something is missing. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Very often why this is so difficult is that it has remained hidden to you. The complex layers of healing will have peeled off over the years exposing only what can be exposed at any one time. Often the CRUX is lyiing under somethings that at first mean nothing to you....but will have an impactt to the child that has harmed them very much. AND this CRUX is laden into the visceral nature of the skin and bones of the growing child. XXXXXXXXXXXX Visualise Cuddling or holding the child, maybe with a long forgotten family pet, or toy or meaningful item from the childs memory, or your own and allow softness in this action, as it is reassurance. This interaction may come many years after your first connection with the inner child, but has not reached the stage where the inner child has felt OKAY to show you the EXTENT of the damage. The CRUX will only have shown you snippets up till now. In the past You may have been observed to have not been strong enough...or in the right phase of your own healing before. The child needs a master self to step up to the plate. Visualise the wound in the childs heart. I saw a cannon ball shaped wound, with a bloody cannon ball near by, it had gone straight through, shattering that space. But realised at the same time it was a continued torpedoed effect. HOLDING yourself in therapeutic space, you the adult, now becomes the emmotionally mature saviour to the child, to stand for the child and for the self, accountable and responsible, kind and strong for the child and yourself. Throughout, Use symbolics and metaphors where they spring to mind, because it is the self assisting the self in this journey, and knows what will be best images and symbols to use, such as the pet for me... The next thing is to introduce the child to your inner warrior. This may look like anything that comes freely to your mind and heart. This is the fun part, but can be shocking as from yourself you raise a part that you've never seen before. As I say, what stands before you will be the culmination of lifetimes. AND can be the culmination of many shadows, in many lifetimes and dimensions. A monster even. I saw A HUGE, Darkened in shadow, with blazing orange eyes, ninja-like warrior..silhouetted against the scene that i lookedupon with the child. HE/SHE/IT seemed to have many arms like a KALI. This is visual and produced from the intensity of necessity. Created by the MOTHER inside. We have all things inside us...we have whatever we need. We are multidimensional and when we seek WHOLEHEARTEDNESS the WHOLE thing, within, comes together to make that happen. Creating or producing the 'pieces' of self that we have necessity for in that time. I explained to the child that this is OUR warrior. And IT IS PART OF US. Then a weird thing happened that surprised me. I had no idea when starting off this healing, what I was actually doing. It was the urgency of the self, in that moment that took over. From the 'dark ninja/shaman warrior with Kali arms' stepped many, Many others...maybe thousands. Then watching us with their bright burning glowing-orange eyes, they flew off, into the darkness, in different directions. Then I smiled as I knew they were going to get all the pieces of the shattered heart. The pieces were each...from a time a torpedo had hit. But each such trespass onto the soul had created a fracturing and each was along different timelines and lifetimes, and dimensions. Of course I can not know it all, we are huge and many, many intrusions and trespasses have been made. The comforting thing was not having to know everything. I said to the child "they/WE are getting our heart pieces back". I knew that healing was being done so I relaxed and went into into a deep sleep for a few hours. As I went into sleep I saw dreamlike fragments of faces, and ghosts, and demons, coming and going. Some male some female...very many young female faces. All Forlorn. I did not recognise any. So feel it may be also healing of the feminine aspects of self...and the Male aspects may have been the ninjas themselves in action. Or MAybe Vice -Versa, in that it was the dark feminine doing what only she can...retrieve herself. I con only guess. The demons and goblins and vague distorted faces show where wounds when they fester allow infections in... and also that demons can, and do...enter through those dark portals and occupy those spaces, becoming the spokesman for how we create from those spaces. At the end... as I was waking up..I asked " are they all back?". I saw one last young female face, like a painting. The answer was "Yes". I turned to the child and Said, "They are all back now". Each fragment that had broken off in some time and space leaving a fractured piece of heart somewhere in time and space, had been ressurected and returned to its place within the whole heart. The pieces formed back into the heart space, and from there a new heart was born, bigger and stronger having integrated the shadow. The cannon ball that symbolised the hole was rolled away out of the picture. XXXXXXX Now when I got back to my day, I was tired but not overly impacted in a conscious way, this work in the shadows had been subconscious to lead to the conscious unveiling I guess. BUT The space under my ribs ached. It was painful but not a physical pain, it was 'aching' from all the action of being put back together. I was discombobulated to say the least. XXXXXXXXXXXX So the corruption we see in its downward spiral, re-enacted out in what we see today, either in our personal exterior worlds or the collective external world, and we see where corruption of the personal soul leads to the INFECTION of Corruption into the collective..... is where WHOLEHEARTEDNESS had been corrupted and this corruption had been cycled and cycled back into the world. Making fresh cuts each time. Michaela

Friday, 19 September 2025

The only way is up. To fill your own hot air balloon with your passions and creativity so that it lifts you higher. Having integrated the personal shadow and allowed it space and voice, it must be heard and be accounted for, in order to alchemise the tensions barometer that lie in your personal systems. This is akin to studying hard for an important academic test and one which requires you to pull the rabbit out of the hat, so to speak. Showing up for yourself as the real and true you, and showing up for the test. This intense TENSION period, as when studying for exams in school or college or university...means you are unlikely to be able to eat or sleep properly until the test has been completed. This alchemisation period is the mechanism by which the shadow is restored to your normal health and the balance of energy is resumed but having acquired a greater spiritual mass and stature, having accomplished that which the 'tension' asked you to do. Some frame it as karma. Some say it is building relationship with intuition. Either way, it grows a whole new level onto your building that upgrades the previous. It embellishes and adds muscle. To return to the hot air balloon allegory... You now have integrated a whole host of reserves and resources with which to 'Spirit' your passions and enthusiasms into life... (which may be different from ones before). This is creating the hot air, out of YOUR OWN spirit and consciousness, to fill the life to which you are heading, and that which also adds to the collection of like minded hot air balloons that will fill the horizon and paint the skies a different colour ....AND which, will be taking up space, previously occupied by the transient '''belief '' hot air balloons mentioned before, that will have no more breath of belief to keep them in place.. . Transmission ends. Michaela.

MK ULTRA TUNNELS SURVIVOR - Annalie Cummings - Podcast 751....( It is all in the blood: Commented on here is the many blood test samplings that she was aware of, and the drugging. The many testimonies that we have coming out indicate ONE huge continuous injection of trauma into many thousands of certain individuals and that trauma would/will percolate out into the collective consciousness psyche. I wouldn't normally add content to do with this subject, because I would feel woefully unsure of how I could do it properly without any personal knowledge of it, but I have been aware of it for the many years that MK ULTRA have been discussed on line. And I can say here that the trauma inflicted is one that we share deep down, in the shared blood of the collective psyche.....This trauma writhes within the general population as a whole. However testimonies such as this enlighten, or throw their individual lantern light out into the narrow and hidden tunnels where people and children are kept frozen in time. Then and Now. We wont see it all, we just get the glimpse that only the survivors can bring back to the surface to reveal to us. "This is what is being done to us. THIS IS WHAT IS BEING DONE TO US>>> " .... Fragmented and dissociated memories that are kept in place by self-destruct buttons, with the button to be pressed hovered over, by another's finger. Or tentacle. Whose agenda is this, that uses de-humanising trauma to get what it wants? Whose agenda is this, that also enlists and harvests the many emotions that spring from its disclosure? The rage, of the many survivors, and of those who are still sitting in those dark places, is split into tiny internal fires, but not big enough yet to hold up a light that shows the whole creature and all of its tentacles. There is only the light of people who together will finally identify it and make it accountable. The unique mind control implies just that... The control of minds is to create a totally dissociated population, and while all the links between all the perceptably 'un-linkable' tentacles of this Octopus' remain hidden, it keeps the whole Beast in the dark. Michaela )

Wednesday, 17 September 2025

Sabatteans: an early Jewish cult , but "extreme in the reverse", infiltrated and injecting into layers of society to bring about its downfall? The link here will blow your mind about what you think you know...( To me it is a synchronous direct link to the 'huge hot air balloons' I was channelling about in my previous post. Where 'hot air' is literally just that, the continuous persistence of overriding, and competing thought themes, by humans creating their existence parameters and that have inflated and coloured and defined the thought world around us, and vying for superiority. The result is being weighed down, unable to move under these huge heavy weight, engulfing egregors.....So, To get another poke in the brain, take from this what you will..... Michaela.) https://davidicke.com/2025/03/21/shabbataian-kabbalah-curses-spells-christopher-jon-bjerknes/ Could this be the origins of the early earth players... that played, OR were 'played', to bring about a destructive downturn and downfall ? BUT for whom? AI text on Sabattean "Sacred Sin": Some followers believed that violating commandments became a sacred duty, and that actions traditionally considered sinful could become righteous. "Holy Sparks": The justification for sin: These acts were explained in kabbalistic terms, suggesting that the Messiah had to descend into the realm of evil ("the shells" 𝑘𝑙𝑖𝑝𝑝𝑜𝑡) to liberate the divine sparks trapped there. And here, in this other interview, https://davidicke.com/2024/10/16/david-icke-explains-his-view-on-israels-role-in-the-new-world-order/ ( or here https://theconsciousresistance.com/david-icke-mam-zionism-ventura/) , its all very interesting, dated Oct 2024, but at around 57 minutes, and more specifically at around 1hour, mentions where it fits in to whats happening now.

These are not the normal people that operate within the laws of their religion, but spoken of here are those secretive agents, weaving a long thread through from past ideology that have taken extremes to the extreme, to reverse the natural outcomes of being right ...to being very WRONG, to go against the sense of righteous that we would expect such a religion to have as it portrays.....to being 'righteously wrong' .....all in the name of bringing about their god to intervene and save them from their time on this planet. Chaos has been woven into the weave, in curating the belief of the END TIMES, and that in the wake of the end times.... that they propelled to make happen, they will be redeemed. This is the demand on their god, by them, riotous and challenging, children -now claiming freedom from the poisons of a dark earth experience....caused by their own hand. Paradoxical Bible stories. https://x.com/i/status/1845873924212502575 https://davidicke.com/2025/03/21/shabbataian-kabbalah-curses-spells-christopher-jon-bjerknes/

Monday, 15 September 2025

UnderLINGS. The things which we are.... lie under huge balloons of beliefs and we are weighted down by them, not tethered to them. The huge balloons are shaped structures and visible only when you recognise the weight becomes that which you have exhausted the lessons held within them.

The mechanism a being has to be constrained to walk a particular path can be seen as where the biology of the body/mind/brain complex has become enmeshed with a particular experience of endurance through it. Some like the experience as it holds the being down into a HUMAN experience that becomes totally enmeshed with that experience that portrays onto the being the totality of the individual Avatar. The balloons are the heavy kind, as big as cities that contains cathedrals, the air that continues to fill the ballon is from the life force expelled by the beings that are operating their avatar experience in that particular way. The mechanism can also be reduced to the personal routes of inter-human exploration with relationships and projections and can too feel as heavy as the cathedral filled city balloons. The weight on a being keeps the being in place otherwise as, energy or spirit creatures we would all fly off. The belief Balloons encapsulate the being within film projections, that cleverly interweave into the psyche creating modes of operation that determine the experience of the being. The being in Human clothing can be whomever they have agreed to be within the scope of beliefs held within the weights of those balloons. That is the 3d. Shape. Where we begin as 'light', we have to produce shadow in order to see the shape and structure of a form we have created. It is the shadow emitted that helps a being UNDERstand the energy it is creating. The force of the shadow (emitted/carried) is directly proportional to the light carried... that is being created away from its original truth of 'being light'...energy. Light has no polarity it only experiences its opposite form, shadow, when it comes to play the 3D game. The degree of shadow, and tone thereof, can vary with its continuation in the NOW moment of how that instrument is being played. In this game, Spirit is Like the wind blowing, can only feel 'itself' as it blows through instruments that allow it to make varying sounds. The huge balloons upon us are spirit filled, but with the light and shadow of beliefs that created the architecure to make the sounds so that spirit can hear itself. We are the instruments that allow spirit to move about in this 3d game. This is just one level. We are The pieces in this game that can NOW know this, and choose the next movements. The mechanism to remain constrained, or not, is by choice after exhausting the sounds made in any experience. The experience/apprenticeship for a being within this game has eventually learned the proficiency to master those sounds and wishes to make new sounds, all in the process of mastering sound making. Through this path the instrumnet, blown through, can become the musician. Can become the magician. Many have come to this. Many have not. The weight of the balloons underwhich they stand still give them the structure to form their early offerings of shadow form and sound. Those that change, having exhausted the previous, will offer different tones and the new sounds.. will change the kind of weights and beliefs held in the Balloons that weigh them to the 3D game. Transmission ends.

Blood. And Blood curses?!?! Its all in the blood. Why is that some races have included in their genetic patterning obstacles to a long and healthy Life? I have been prompted to offer this post today as a few synchronicities are coming together and this might help someone out there. After watching the previous post where Bashar talks about the early stage of manipulation by Annunaki... with their genetic tinkering to inhibit human being's development in order to keep them subservient and worshipping them, the 'creator gods', that they imposed themselves as...So at the same time I was also looking into a blood condition that occurs with a certain group of races with the same genetic burden that goes mainly undetected, until symptoms around the age of 40/50 become very problematic...

Okay this is a different kind post that I'm offering today. It will be synchronous to some but not to all. Its to do with a blood condition that is not very well highlighted and it can be the cause of so many symptoms that worsen as they get misdiagnosed and even undiagnosed because the awareness of this condition, as far as I am aware personally, IS NOT in many families 'health stories'. But the families I am referring to are from, or have origins from Northern European genes that have been impacting blood for generations. So For Irish genes mainly, but not only, as these genes could have come in at any time through ancient history. The condition is Haemochromatosis and refers to the iron in blood as being overloaded...due to over absorption of iron and its continuous overabsorption. But as its not generally well known as is for example, diabetes or arthritis, (which are in themselves also indicators of this condition). Its symptoms go undetected and patients go down other lines of health investigation ignoring the possibility of treatments that would relieve this condition, and so therefore would eliminate treatment of the symptoms. This condition is known as the Irish Curse and is as synonymous with the Irish as Sickle cell is to people of black races. But awareness of sickle cell is high, and symptoms can be quickly observed and taken under the canopy of the local health systems. But when I asked my family in ireland what they know of haemochromatosis and its link to the irish people, I was met with blank faces. Which might explain why my family, mother, father brother, and quite a few cousins had very differing but serious health situations which they died off, or died young or maintained a death later in life but with very little quality of life and that needed care throughout. The reason I am speaking about this is because if I didn't know better, it would seem that certain family lineages would be the victims of a curse...to be linked to a blood condition that remains so obscure, hidden as to be undetected and that can sadly give rise to complicated problems that if undetected result in a long slow death due to organ failure caused by continuous, unstopped absorption of iron to toxic levels. Enlarged spleens, (that can and do rupture), pancreatitis, enlarged livers (that could have had iron toxicity levels monitored if known of genetic problem) mistaken for being caused by other means....The reason I am sharing this, (apart from the obvious questions HOW WHY and WHERE did all this start???) is that simple blood tests asked for by GP after the obvious routine tests are not revealing anything conclusive, can act to raise new questions that are not being asked. Knowledge of Now INTERNET-accessible material makes this so that we intervene on our own behalfs. If it is mainly an Irish or north european condition, not many doctors in UK will actually know about it, and so will not be tapped in on how to investigate. The populations in UK are so diverse and there are (were and radiating outward) huge populations of the Irish, now intermingled with other unsuspecting peoples, that can make this gene alteration mishap a far wider consequence than we knew. Even the Irish in Ireland, and in general those of populations originating with Northern Europe genes don't seem to be aware of it and so it continues to go undetected. Misdiagnosed or Not diagnosed at all. The information regarding the past seems to say that it would not be a THING really because it was a survival mechanism to keep keep the young of reproductive age able to reproduce before the usual death age of 30 -40. Preservation of Iron in the blood during harshest of living conditions such as famine and stavation but even before that during migration and seeking food out. As conditions now are generally considered to be food in abundance then the Iron continued increased iron absorption leads to the toxicity and debilitating symptoms that come from it. SYMPTOMS can be seen in Early Young Adulthood, but without the correct blood test will be misdiagnosed and therefore conditions become then serious problems for life. Usually the symptoms shout out loudly in Adult Middle Aged years, only when the toxicity levels, undetected throughout youth have become harmful. Only When you have cause for concern with your own symptoms and their undiagnosis or misdiagnosis do you look into the Internet-accessible vaults. When you read the long list of symptoms, and can tick the boxes do you realise that WOW, thats me, and sadly see that your wider families collection of health problems including, brain fog, mental health, depression, menstral problems, heart problems, early onset osteoporosis, arthritis stomach, swelling and painful body parts etc in varying combinations....could have been due to high iron toxicity held in the cells in the heart/liver/stomach/pituitary gland and that it is down to a combination of genetic snakes and ladders. But the thing to take away here is that we are still...very much so..unaware of the truth about the knowledge of the Body and its health systems...'pharmaceuticals and co' will have us believe that whatever the symptoms are..there is always a PILL for it. Without taking responsibility and accountabilty for ourselves... we believe them, and acquiese... as they want us taking 70 pills a day by the age of 70. Even when we think of the technology that is available to the world at Large, we are still largely crawling around in the dark in terms of education about ourselves and the health of our brain body mind complex. If you are interested in investigating this condition further, and learning the best way to deal with it ONCE A. you have found a doctor who is a agreeable to ask for the blood test to see if there is iron overload in your blood and B. the doctor helps you get a genetic test to see if Iron overload is due to Genetic Haemachromatosis. THEN Once diagnosed, IT IS HELPFUL THAT THE DOCTOR REMAINs to be helpful in arranging and monitoring the treatment of reducing iron overload by frequent blood letting...i.e giving up a pint of blood regularly to reduce the toxic levels back to normal levels...So if interested a few links to copy and paste. here...https://medical-news.org/early-signs-of-iron-overload-few-patients-recognize/120660/... https://www.ruh.nhs.uk/pathology/blood_test_info/docs/gpquickguidetogenetichaemochromatosis.pdf ...https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=36n37AaVVLc ...https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bPu7gliKuYU ....

Monday, 8 September 2025

Lunar and Solar Eclipses into Equinox, September 7th and 21st 2025 Spiral Trinity into Sacred Cross ....... " Those on your planet plane, world realm 5:20 who hold negative polarization 5:23 will attempt to spin you outwards rather 5:26 than allow you to spiral naturally. 5:31 They employ many methods to do this 5:34 using and manipulating your emotional 5:37 bodies and fields. 5:39 Yet your fifth strand DNA level 5:42 activation and your quartz key hold 5:45 structures that are fail safes, if you 5:48 will, that broadcast your emotional 5:51 energetics into the fifthdimensional 5:54 streams. 5:56 You then undergo emotional alchemy from 6:01 that space, the fifthdimensional space, 6:06 which is then broadcast as a canopy over 6:09 others. 6:11 Not all will come under these canopies, 6:14 but many will as you shield them from 6:18 emotional body and energy body hijacks 6:22 in the form of mistruths, 6:24 disinformation, false screens, and what 6:27 you may know as gaslighting. 6:31 For those creating these canopies, you 6:34 who hears our words now, you hold the 6:38 keys to accessing profound returns of 6:42 ancient memory through Lamura, Atlantis, 6:46 Hyperoreia, and many other worlds and 6:49 realms. 6:51 For indeed, these are realms you now 6:55 traverse. And you build the architecture 6:58 and the transportation to be able to do 7:02 this. 7:04 Cellular memory cascade accelerates and 7:07 spirals through the trinity spiral in 7:11 response to activation of the moon, the 7:14 sun

NorthPoint Journal Your guide to planetary energies for September 8 to 14, 2025 by Astrologer Pam Younghans. "The wave of energies that have wafted in with the September 7 eclipse are helping wash away our attachment to what we once clung to in order to feel safe—the attitudes, the need to control, the rigid rules, the protections. As we tap into these Piscean energies, it becomes far easier to surrender to the higher flow. This letting go is especially vital leading up to the Solar Eclipse on September 21; that lunation will be a South Node eclipse in the very last degree of Virgo, representing the completion of a major karmic cycle. "

From NorthPoint Journal... Your guide to planetary energies for September 8 to 14, 2025... by Astrologer Pam Younghans...ECLIPSE CORRIDOR: We have now entered the Eclipse Corridor, that two-week period between eclipses when life-changing events tend to occur and life may seem quite surreal. The sense of being untethered is especially strong with our recent Total Lunar Eclipse / Full Moon being in oceanic, mystical Pisces. The wave of energies that have wafted in with the September 7 eclipse are helping wash away our attachment to what we once clung to in order to feel safe—the attitudes, the need to control, the rigid rules, the protections. As we tap into these Piscean energies, it becomes far easier to surrender to the higher flow. This letting go is especially vital leading up to the Solar Eclipse on September 21; that lunation will be a South Node eclipse in the very last degree of Virgo, representing the completion of a major karmic cycle. SUN, MERCURY, AND THE SOUTH NODE: We will likely have plenty of opportunities to observe old karmic patterns in action this week as the Sun and Mercury both conjoin the Virgo South Node. The Sun will shine a light on unhealthy habits such as overanalyzing, fault-finding, nervousness, excessive worry, and basing our well-being on the ability to control outcomes. With Mercury conjunct both the Sun and the South Node, our minds may easily fall into old mental ruts, so mindfulness practices are especially helpful now. It will be essential to use our powers of discrimination regarding news and other information we receive. Questions we can ask ourselves include: Does this communication help me view life from a higher perspective, or does it keep me overly focused on how things could go wrong? Does this conversation open my heart and inspire my compassion, or does it stir up old patterns of blame? Does my internal dialogue support my faith in a greater plan and my ability to trust in positive outcomes, or does it feed fear and worry? The spiritual work we do this coming week, as we reflect on these questions, will greatly assist our personal soul growth as well as the overall evolution of humanity. Our efforts to instill new patterns of thought and behavior will also prove to be very helpful as we move through the South Node eclipse in two weeks' time.

Edited: September 7th Full moon in Virgo. "Trauma Travelling." It is so. What can we be eclipsing out of our energy.....(Edit...actually the full moon is in Pisces and is an eclipse..the virgo moon is 21st September and is solar eclipse. My bad, sorry. But actually i was so out of it I slept most of yesterday apart from an sitting in the garden with my feet in a paddling pool and then i had a long salt bath.)

So leading up to it, and since from the past new moon, half moon and full moon, I had heard the distinct phrase, "Trauma Travelling". We know the phrase "Time travelling" and know what that can mean. But when I first heard "trauma travelling" I thought I had heard something incorrectly... as these hearings are not loud, but are my personal down loads. So if, over the past few weeks or months even, you have taken steps back in time and 'further' back into grief to do the work, you have been trauma travelling. No bright lights here with this, but you have been called underwater, deep sea trawling of oceans, to seek out and identify the wounds that you either thought you had worked with, OR had no idea were there. So if you got the heads up, like I did, you were prepared that the upcoming landscape was going to be a bit rocky. I had told myself..."just till the end of July then" but ha ha ha to that... Seems like the climax to wind up this particular invasion of trauma travelling is Today. When the impact of looking at reels of old black and white movies, on speed dial, and picking up clues and flags and fragmants and signs is helping you to transmute and bilocate in your energies...all while appearing NORMAL.. is EXHAUSTING. I can do nothing but rest, but even 'resting' is difficult because the edge of resting, is where the land meets the sea, and is the place where the consciousness is grappling with the waves as they recede after the tsunami. If this is you too, lets hope the Full moon today in Virgo acts as the override that cleans/clears/filters/funnels and finishes this speed dial into the past and cuts the cord to traumas lying there. Michaela. edit added 8th September 2025.

The best things in life are free. The view from the trees down to us is where we see all the running around and scattered energy. Energy that is whipped up in frenzies...ascertaining a public role for the creature that lives inside. The inside is the director of the force but when it is coming from the top segment of the instruction set of the brain body complex, it is only from the place of where we have taken cues from the outer edge of of collective order and disorder. We then become infused with it the frantic running around as when an ants nest is disturbed. There is a deeper structure that is not easily seen but is invited into, that we can step our toes into and instantly be calmed. Why is it that touching deep inside and away from the structure of our collective radiowaves is so difficult. Because the density of the outer region is newer, more recent and is one which we are aware of, can hear, and that we have personally became enmeshed with, the familiar. It is the loudest programming. The further back we go, into the internal segment, as if venturing deep down into the earth itself, using vaults and inner staircases, we see a different world view. Now the frenetic energy acts to allow either the scattering of our casings, which now acts to shatter the program and unsee that which has been the illusion, that which has brought us away from the centre. OR it works to bind us deeper and wrap us further into it to be lost in it. Picture a storm and stand in the centre. Picture a strong wind and allow that to swirl around you and crash off the things that meant so much to you to attain. Then hold the centre of you and allow the skin and bones to be revealed as they are stripped off you and you find then, the centre was something so big and grand that it created a lifetime...it created many lifetimes. It was part of the creation of civilisations, it was part of the holding of civilisation together. But the parts of time that need eradication have become old and learned from. Wise to the change needed. Nothing lasts for ever. And the best things in life are free. transmission ends. Michaela

So what happens next? It Could be that all the energy circulated in this world, is to be ushered by the sun, transmuted, recycled, transformed and utilised as free energy to create a New world version that pops out of the sun as if a new planet is ejected into the solar system, with a whole new energy frequency, having learned and upgraded from the previous. A lighter and ultimately uplevelled version, newly birthed from it..that takes it place, as if all the other previous versions are pushed along and into the outer rings of the solar system. The outer versions are free to send messages to the newer world closest to its birth, like broadcast radiowaves to remind us of the past. The beings which do not want to let this happen and wish to keep the current status will hope that the flurry of energy and distraction will keep the creator beings, US, that provide our energy to maintain and allow the maintenance of the present level of frequency..... remain holding onto it, to continue to maintain the frequency of this current level. But we cannot, it is not permissable and so it is ineveitable that things change, and is inevitable that the old is blown free from being snagged on our trees...but not without us grasping onto the things that we have created, and alas. We feel upside down as we are wrestled from our place and the identities that we have built up around us. Is it that is US, WE in a wave of consciousness that have actually agreed, or actually deciphered this arrangement to pull us from the embers of the current stage of consciousness as we knew we would we get lost in it? Particles of god, drops of life that make up the whole of the consciousness wave. Intricate patterns and fractals of the whole. Time to move the wave onwards.

I had heard about Tartaria a few years ago. A civilisation that had been wiped from the face of the earth, but had left clues. There Are MAps..and buildings. A few years ago I visited an old library, in an old manor house in he city of Exeter, Devon, South England. I was entranced by a huge and ancient Globe sitting there untouched, but delicately dusted and over the years was merely ornamental, but was a testament to the history of the world as seen, and KNOWN in those days. A vast region was assigned to Tartaria, clearly labelled in olde world writing, and seemed to be occupying the regions that we call Russia and along into China. I recalled then knowing about a people called the Tartars, and the information I recalled was that their infamy had been reduced to fighting and they were demonised as monsters, similars to the Mongols, and the Hun and that Gengis Khan and Atilla the Hun were the named Demons of the day, So wars and tribals conflicts brought about their own demise...extinction and irradication.. ("What we know of the Tartars now. https://www.worldatlas.com/articles/who-are-the-tartar-people.html : History of the Tatar People In the early 13th century, several nomadic groups joined the Genghis Khan’s army, leading to a fusion of the Turkic and Mongol elements. The army invaded the Pannonian Basin and Rus’ and became known as Tartars or Tatars to the Europeans. After the collapse of the Mongo Empire, the Tatars were identified as people living in the western part of the empire, referred to as Golden Horde. The Tatar Khanates’ dominance of Central Asia came to an end in the late 15th century. However, the gradual but steady expansion of the Russian territory from the 16th to the 18th century led to their absorption into the territory. " ..... Is this the same Tarataria that is being called back into light now? With new and interesting information about Tartaria being dripped into our internet feeds over the last few years, and associated with mud floods and resets?. We are learning the ideas that Tartaria was a very different system from the one which was hinted at as barbarians, and we see that cities in our known lands are being attributed to Tartarians, where governments and enlightenment and was supposed to have been progressive, a truly remarkable fusion of civilisations, bringing enlightenment and technology, that spanned many geographical territories and cultures. All this aligned within a progressive evolution that would, if left to grow, BE the bridge to the future . A different future to the one we have stepped into now. Tartaria, where electricity was free and easily pulled from the ethers using spires and copper domed buildings to harvest it for running the cities and communities and populations.... What other technologies were denied to us? That future, based on the 'promised potential' presented in those times... didn't happen, that future was wiped off the face of the Earth, that bridge was burned. The future, it seems now, had long been 'decided' by different 'thought agencies' that wanted a decline and NOT an incline in human evolution. The plan was to irradiate the natural organic bloom, and that means war, targeted genocide, etc...and the DICTATE of a different plot. The plot was to install something quite different, a virtual life would be intercepting/interjecting humans understanding of themselves by replacing the history of the themselves with a recorded history. A history that set about injecting a reset....In the ' unrecorded' history was the story that we were never supposed to know, acknowledge or lean into...That history was the basis of understanding for where humanity had grown, and where there had been expansive properties of civilisation and growth as people. AS HUMANS. Instead from the 1800's we had been returned to the dark ages that our 'taught' history tells us is OUR story. We look at our past through the images of popular writings and social commentary of the times, which written by influential people, became our influence and the foundation of our knowledge. We have similar things going on today where we are influenced in directions and by distractions to things. and away from things. to knowing things, and to unknowing things. The 'influencer' game started well before the Romans got busy curating the 'world' through their lens. The concept of Tartaria, forgotten, but walking back through the veils of time, veiled in mystery and becomes like BIG FOOT, a conspiracy, a laughable joke as we were influenced by projections of various kinds, that taught a very different kind of learning: forgetting and reduction...Reducing us and circling us back down a plug hole that, once pulled down into the sink hole of time, we have been held tight in an ever tightening virtual reality of reduction and contraction. The biggest clue is the architecture. In London, and cities the world over are buildings so ornate and crafted that, if we are to believe the state and education of those times, looking at it through the lens of 'Oliver twist's bowl'....who the hell was around to build them in 1800? Not only to Build them but to envisage them, and to have the organisational skills and logistics to accomplish even the planning stage? It does not make sense, in 1800's when these phenomenal buildings were supposed to have been 'founded' (actually FOUND) : the masses were depicted as uneducated and filthy, living like wretches, without health and brain cells, in london swelled with Gin, and in other USA on donkeys building train tracks....that took years to cross the country. These super human buildings could not have been built in those days, we do not have both the technology or the money or impetus today to build them let alone in the 1800's . I am not historian, but I know a lie when i see one. So, yeah, the masonry of those buildings could have already been there.... but 'claimed' to be the domain of the status hunting influencers of the 1800's, and so starts the free'masons of the new times. With all the SWEARING OF SECRETS. I just don't see how the 1800's would have the masonry technology, or the type of intelligence to build these creations from zero. because....if we are to believe informations sources that describe life in 1800's....it just was not there to build these creations...A little light read on a rainy monday afternoon, the first day September 2025/ Michaela.

Also a little aside to inject here. A lot of our knowledge is now coming from AI platforms. Have you ever heard of the AI error, where an error is absorbd into the AI library or cloud, and is stored and repeated unchecked, and that's a fact. So what if all our facts have been diluted with errors and untruths, but AI is the repository and our source of information, we are getting unchecked facts at best, and misleading errors at worst. SO how long has that been going on??? "AI search engines fail accuracy test, study finds 60% error rate Bump that up to 96 percent if it's Grok-3 " https://www.techspot.com/news/107101-new-study-finds-ai-search-tools-60-percent.html
What we know of the Tartars now. https://www.worldatlas.com/articles/who-are-the-tartar-people.html