Friday 28 April 2017

an understanding of a personal nature.


I had an intriguing meeting an aspect of my higher self.

I was in a meditation reflecting on the post:
A Message to Lightworkers – April 25, 2017  by Caroline Oceana Ryan

It is time now to sit down and say to your beautiful Spirit team of guides, Angels, and higher self, “I am ready to remember exactly how to manifest in conscious ways, and to work on manifesting that which is for my higher good.
“I know I don’t have to carry debt. I know I don’t have to work a job I dislike, or be underpaid, or unemployed.
“I Am ready to remember how to manifest! Show me how to create what is for my higher good.
“If there is something or someone I need to release, show me that. If there is something I need to give to another, show me that. If there is some visualization I should be using, or some old belief I need to transmute—show me! I Am ready to learn.
“My life has placed me where the old solutions and ideas no longer work for me. Bring to my conscious heart-mind the skills and abilities—the Divine Solution—I am seeking.
“I Am ready to accept this now! I Am ready to remember the manifestation skills of other lifetimes, and of my soul abilities.”
You are capable of informing your Spirit team that you do not need to struggle.
Tell them that whatever your current situation is trying to teach you, you happily accept that now.
Sit quietly with them and ask what it is you are meant to learn from this.



So A beautiful golden man shows up. He is my guide and an aspect or a version of my (higher) self that is required. He has a sense of humour and a golden glow. He looks like a 'Roman'  wearing golden armour. Smiling, and with a sense of humour,  he is hiding a sword, which he then brings out shyly, Then  I ask him "Is that a Sword, are you Michael?"
" No, I am not MichAEL."   "So who are you? Are you tricking me???"   "No." Smiling. It seems odd that he chooses an angel appearance. As to me the archytype of angels is old fashioned and so antiquated. But as an image to behold it is very powerful.

The wings are there but he is not showing them. 

He is showing me that he is a very powerful and golden energy, that NOW has been able to come to my attention and we can actually speak clearly in conversation. through thoughts.

He seems to know that what is going to happen will be tricky and he is very sensitive to what needs doing, with smiling reassurance he is answering the call that I put to my higher self. I felt the information 

" I am a version of you, I am a higher self version of you, I am addressing an aspect of  my 3rd dimensional self discovering that she is much more than that". 

"So what do I need to understand at this time".

With comfort and ease I was shown that even though I had worked through so much inner and outer chaos to release myself from the 3rd dimensional restrictions, fears and isolation, there was something else needed to be done.

I had done a meditation in cord cutting, a few days previously, and that had seemed like an old fashioned modality,  but strangely it was subliminally effective. Maybe I had been guided to do that meditation then so that I would know that I could trust the power of this method, as it was obvious some giant kind of cord cutting was about to happen!!

So... the sword came out and I saw from my solar plexus a giant seething cord like an umbilical cord to the 'Old' structures, the matrix of old 3rd dimensional living. The last remaining cord was the one that held me to the structures that I had been been fighting to release myself from. The cord was from my power house, It was fueled by fear and self doubt, and transported to and from my systems beliefs that the structures are the 'all powerful' and ever present life support systems, from which I could not be separated. Try as I might, I was linked by hidden beliefs that formed deep tendrils between me and the matrix from which I was breaking free.

The cord from my solar plexus, umbilical in nature, was like a giant octopus tentacle, thick and with blood vessels and other transport systems running through it. Like plants that have  Xylem and Phloem running up and down the stem, delivering packages of 'life' giving  nutrients and water. In this case, the life giving was a process of me giving my life force to the matrix, and it supplying me the 3rd dimensional environment for me to live a 3rd dimensional life. But Now I knew it was time to shed that dynamic I had outgrown it, and need to shake myself free from it and participate in a larger life. 

Before I could cut this life-cord to the matrix, I had to have done the inner and outer work to support myself in a larger energy arena. Its like cutting an umbilical cord from a baby only when its seen that the baby can breath by itself.

That's why  he had the sword. I also have an inkling that he is the divine the masculine counterpart to my divine feminine counterpart. Both work together in full yin and yang balance. They give me Yin when Yin is due and Yang when Yang is needed. Yang is white gold action in this situation, and my Yang turns up in this white-gold divine being, that is a higher aspect of me.

It didn't hurt, the cutting.  
He (the multidimensional version of me) was expert at the (yang) action of cutting the cord, and he was the absolute right, golden energy power for the job. It could have only happened when it was right to do so.

 He embodied the power and strength that shows up when we trust that we can embody and express our true powerful nature. 

It is us, our  own selves doing this stuff, but guided from higher aspects of our selves. 

And it is  done in images and symbols that are impossibly real, this is the higher way to work.

The cord was cut away from me. Gold light energy was then packed into my solar plexus and filled the spaces left by the cord and its transport systems. 

He remained charming and powerful and smiling, with lots of gold energy twinkling in bursts enhanced by his delight and there were little fireworks of laughing when he smiled, and this energy surrounded me. We were buddies. 

I felt the reverberations of the depth of what had just occurred, for a while after....but felt nothing physical really. I understand now that you cannot create and manifest something free from the limitations and restrictions of the matrix while you are still tied into it. 

To create in free flowing spontaneity and to manifest creations in delight and love, free from the lower base of fear, than you have to peel yourself off from the grid. 

I had done that to a large degree, but when the time was right, I had to have myself cut the blood flow vessels in an attaching cord that both supported the matrix/grid, as I sent it my energy.....and that too held me tight by the thickness of beliefs that I could not survive totally away from it. 

Just the knowing of what has happened has been uplifting and delights me when I think about it.  

....Michaela. 

from the post

 http://inspiredheart8.blogspot.co.uk/2017/04/speak-to-cells-of-your-physical-body.html

Energy cords are created whenever there are intense experiences of either good or bad between two people and become a facet of ones’ energy field until removed or until one of the two evolves beyond the energy that created the cords in the first place (the cord no longer has anything to attach to). The dissolving of energy cords does not remove a person from one’s life, but removes the intense and often unhealthy sense of bondage that accompanies them.


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