Awake, or awakening? Unravelling and alone? No one in sight to talk to within in a crowded room? I don't know who this content creator is.... "Forbidden Texts".... (using AI ?? probably) but they have done a great job of both narrating and summarising a journey I started many years many ago. So, To be helpful, and if it resonates I am sharing it with you> Michaela. " The Strange Reason Spiritually Awake People Suffer More Than Normal People" Copy and paste ___https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cJ_fsOG2QtU

The Strange Reason Spiritually Awake People Suffer More Than Normal People______https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cJ_fsOG2QtU _______and 7 Life-Changing Signs You’ve Survived the Dark Night of the Soul (Spiritual Awakening)_________https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-FIOK9JKoIw _____ Both By Forbidden Texts__________________________ I totally resonate with this content. I learned over time, as you get further in your journey, you tend let go of the previous stage and the things and influences from the previous stage that seemed to have helped you in some way, that resonated, but as you go further you learn that you can tease out new 'gold nuggets' of insights from various places. The journey is YOU, it is quantum and grows itself as you go along...But you go it alone as NO ONE is where you are. You Are Your OWN Business, It is the busy-ness with your own unfolding and unravelling from what is time to leave behind. But you, your quantum you, the 'unknown to you' YOU, has called yourself onto the path of unravelling to become the REAL YOU.....Leaving the identification with doll life behind______ I refer you to A post of mine from afew years: back Thursday, 14 May 2020------ "Unravelling to see whats beyond the betrayal: The answer is building up self approval and trust in ourselves as Source light individuals on Earth". _______________ There was also a post in 2015 about the art workshop I had created and was offering back then, it was called 'Unravelling'. I still do a version of it....From Wednesday, 27 May 2015------ "Unravelling. Art workshops for June." I did not know at that time, HOW DEEP it goes and how it continues, OUCH. Michaela.

from my previous post "What even is MONEY' ? and WHAT are we Manifesting, or being lead to 'Manifest' unconsciously." ? _____ £$£$£$£ A Youtube on Canada's Assisted death. Not Here in UK Yet but they are very excited by the huge management of handling the elderly and the infirm (sick) during the pandemic that we certainly have the infrastructure that is basically set up for large scale assisted dying.

I decided to lift this out from my previous post "what even is Money?" and underscore it, as the implications are definitely of "what the hell are we manifesting????' and is definitely birthed from the 'death DOll culture!' where people are not seen as people but plastic devalued dolls------ (my words)________ "Thirdly,--------- is this regarding the Great Euthanasia Cull in Canada the Organised killing, (is not painless, the mechanism of death is drowning listen to how it is described) "in front of your nearest and dearest", Brings in more funds by increased Harvest of organs. £$£$£$£$ This woman is saying that 'facilities are built to kill people', what she is saying about assisted dying is what we need to know. Using the word MAID makes it sound nice and caring and compassion." _____________________Copy and paste the link _____https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gBgh-yxZtzY_________ ----- MAID: Why the Government Wants You to Kill Yourself - Kelsi Sheren __________________Then I looked at the assisted dying bill in November 2024. Mps in the UK having to vote on progressing this. Means its piplines have already been put in the ground, and facilities have been accounted for. £$£$£$£ Oh I should mentioned, result of vote was: "'YES' we should progress this abomination!" _____ARE MPs getting a pay out (£$£$£$£) from the CARTEL that makes these assisted drugs?????? £$£$£$£$$ Dictionary Definitions from Oxford Languages · CARTEL as in drugs ______ cartel ______ _______/kɑːˈtɛl/ _______noun -------an association of manufacturers or suppliers with the purpose of maintaining prices at a high level and restricting competition. "the Colombian drug cartels" _______historical ------a coalition or cooperative arrangement between political parties intended to promote a mutual interest.

From: Childrens Health Defence. Are You an Organ Donor? Beware! Are you an organ donor? If so, you may end up reconsidering that decision after hearing Kate Shemirani’s stark warning. The process of declaring brain death has been controversial for a long time — the families of these victims and medical whistleblowers speaking out long before the broader population caught air of its many ethical and moral problems. But what, exactly, are those matters of contention? Kate Shemirani returns to CHD.TV to reveal all the appalling details. --------- Find out How you were automatically OPTED IN to donate your organs, without your knowledge, and the ways to Opt Out in UK. (wow More indications that our Death Doll Culture is finding evermore routes. Michaela)

Are You An Organ Donor? Beware! To watch copy and paste.... https://live.childrenshealthdefense.org/chd-tv/shows/good-morning-chd/?utm_source=luminate&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=chdtv&utm_id=20250120 ******** Lots more in this: strong advice and warnings. --------from https://www.organdonation.nhs.uk/uk-laws/organ-donation-law-in-england/------Copy and paste the link. ____________ To opt out of organ donation in England, you can record your decision on the NHS Organ Donor Register. You can opt out by: Completing an online form Calling the contact center on 0300 123 23 23 You can register or change your decision at any time. Who is included in the opt-out system? Everyone in England over the age of 18, unless they are in an excluded group Who is excluded from the opt-out system? People who have lived in England for less than 12 months before their death People under the age of 18 People who lack mental capacity for a significant period before their death What happens if you don't opt out? If you don't opt out, you are considered to agree to donate your organs and tissues after death. This is known as "deemed consent". What happens if you appoint a representative? You can appoint up to two people to make the final decision about organ donation for you. https://www.organdonation.nhs.uk/uk-laws/organ-donation-law-in-england/ Who does it affect? The opt out system applies to everyone in England, except for those who are part of what are called excluded groups. Excluded groups are: Those under the age of 18 People who lack the mental capacity to understand the new arrangements and take the necessary action Visitors to England, and those not living here voluntarily People who have lived in England for less than 12 months before their death Why was it introduced? There has been tremendous progress in organ donation but there is still a shortage of donors. Wales introduced an opt out system in 2015 and has seen an increase in the number of families supporting a loved one's decision to donate, resulting in more life-saving transplants for those in need. We hope that the change to an opt out system in England will see more people agree to support organ donation and help save and improve more lives. See the timeline of events leading up to this change What do you need to do? Use the information on this page to help you understand how the system works Register your organ donation decision Talk to your loved ones about what you've decided. Your family will be consulted if organ donation is a possibility, even in an opt out system

Dolls. And Game Over?

It came to me in vision I'd had recently. An image of dolls, a cluster of dolls, close up to their plastic faces. And I thought about it for a while. What came to me was that human problems right now is that WE see ourselves, and are being treated as little more than Dolls. To be pushed around and injected, have their hair cut, dress up, and discard. A child learns a lot about self through implements around him and those implements are usually toys. The spacial capacity to learn non verbal reasoning is like a sucking power that a child has. When children are young they suck in the information about themselves and the world, ususlly this is helped through 'learning tools', when the majority have dolls, their learning tools of life are dolls. Snap that leg and pull that arm. Only small numbers of these children will get to learn the biology of a human, let alone go to medical school and learn the physiology of a human. The child will project 'life' and character into the doll, and it will be real to child. But the bigger picture is that the doll detracts from the 'real information' of being a human that we should be learning as children. The big 'toy' corps (Cindy, Barbie, Action man, action figures, little copies, all disney film world and marvel merch etc, etc) have become the 'experts in our childrens early LIFE education'. They are who have taken over our childrens minds and have pushed out and displaced the real 'play' that needs to occur for a child to get to know the real energy of himself/herself. A child will identify with the character invented for the doll, but little else happens here. A child, children, US, we have learned during that effervescent and springloaded valuable period that a child has of picking up and building on the vital information for his or her unseen 'library of life'. Instead we just see the plastic features and stiff limbs of dolls, and plastic soldiers for blowing up in pretend explosions. WE DO NOT SEE US>>> We do not see the myriad 'live' features of a human body. We just see the 'stuffed with hay' rendition of what it means to be human. The strawman, or straw lady. Can be injected and thrown around and feels nothing, is a non-growing non developing, non-live creature to be done with as necessary for the game.The Doll does not feel. The concept of these learning bytes go deep. So, you then get children that grow into adults that are unaware of any biology and that of the capacity of other's feelings. The 'Other' then, including their own children are not seen as persons with feeling, or imagination, or anything deeper than just something to accessorise and Use for their own 'game'. Family members will not be able to 'see' the reality of who they are and who their family members are, treating them with contempt, abuse, pain, etc etc etc ...and then family life becomes one big troll fest, reinforcing as children grow into adults to repeat the cycle. This is also normal in wider examples. it is normal practice in how people 'see' the wider community, the next person on the bus, the people in traffic, the waitress, the patient waiting to be seen, the opposite community, the next town, city, country, belief. ALL 'OTHER' DOLLs, with no personal value to us, not part of our game, until they invade that is.******* This evading of 'the knowledge', the deep knowing, that other people have feelings... allows us all to be treated like plastic dolls, to be done with, used up and burnt out as suits the bigger Players of the game... Allowing a pass for the authorities to discard and normalise the barbaric inequality that has driven, and reinforced, the acts and politics that work only to continue taking 'humanity' out of the human. ******* The human is not a doll. Feel a doll and it will bend and break, and it has no fear, or will, love or memory. Feel a doll and know there is no life blood, no circulation of blood, no endocrine system, no visual cortex, no perception, no heart, no growth, no pulse. How we became associated and treated like plastic dolls, with no thought, no belief, no life..... is a blurred event..... and one that scars our collective psyche.... as it will be very difficult to pull out that psyche sinkhole. We need to get back to full understanding that humans are intricate, complex continuations of the 'god' spark, we are quantum and multidimensional, with intricate chakra systems and are in dynamic relationship as a body/mind/soul complex, related and interrelated with self, with each other and with the energy systems of the land and planet...affected by and participating in the frequency of schumann resonance, we are constantly absorbing and radiating the incoming cosmic radiance that is pushing us forward now, as we evolve. Still we are being trolled by 'dolls' that can see only 'other' dolls. Looks like we are coming to a Game Over point, however it happens, But WE need to end this doll game.

'What even is MONEY' and WHAT are we Manifesting or being lead to 'Manifest' unconsciously. Report: By 2022, the Macron government spent $2.4 Billion euros on consulting firms

£$£$£$ Sorry in advance, as this is obviously written using a 'not so very good blogware'and I dont have access to word. It might be as hard to read as it was write, but hey-ho what happens when updates cost £$£$£$£$.... £$£$£$ Donations welcome, and gratefully received to pay for a word subscription, only if you can't stand the monologue!!!!. £$£$£$ So What is Money? Lets try viewing gmoney as A Created Energy, used by humans, that is malleable and transferable, takes many forms and is diverse in its power by its absence or presence. It is a Langage of identification of value, historically brought to us and our shores to transform how we do 'business', when Our 'busy-iness', in all actuality is about our body/mind and soul. Before we had money, we had a very different identifcation with our selves and eachother, and our value... Our value as humans is indigenous to the dynamic between oursleves and our land and eachother.For example The Irish language was reduced and devalued in Ireland by the incoming forces that sought to take over the value of the land and peoples and therby needed to devalue the people and their relationships to eachother and the land. The ruling English, knew that by devaluing the Irish 'indigenous' language, and introducing their own language as dominant language it would create identity problems with the people and the land and use an 'overpower' to sweep through the land/people, Overpowering and creating schisms and taking by force that which was not theirs. So in the same way, this introduced 'value system' has devalued the original human values coinciding with the new manipulated 'self'-identification, hook line and sinker. So where the energy of money has been 'used' to create schisms in how we use our body mind and soul, we have been alotted enforced trajectories, by us adopting the value identifcation wrapped around the language of money. And we spend all our lives now to the paying of taxes and keeping ourselves to that trajectory. Blatanly obvious is that this is NOT sustainable. How much you know about money, stocks or finances, savings, interests, AI or digi (and blah blah blahdi blah) you are forever poor in spirit. As it is never your body/mind/souls language, it is a language enforced on you by slavery. How much money you have is an indication in your willingness to play the game of slavery. £$£$£$£$£$ That said, all money is...is energy, and we are coming into the time/times when we shall be able to do magic with all that, transforming our abilities and identities from the unsustainable as we get to evolve in higher value self and identifications. This is where we get to play in the 'turf and surf'of conjuring and creating abundance in ways that are unimaginable to us (in our slave capacity) right now. £$£$£$£$ But for that to happen, to open the doors of transformation, we need to actually see what it, MONEY, is being used to 'do' to us, and what we we are doing to ourselves by playing the game, and to stop having our identities stitched into it. Eventually we learn how to withdraw from the 'captiv-'ating spell that allures us, but that has darkened our hearts. £$£$£$£$ Where it is interesting, is getting to see where and what are the channles that money is funnelled down.£$£$£$£$£$£$ . XXXXXX £$£$£ There is of course the most OBVIOUS Money syphons in weaponsgra and death culture, freeing land up for landgrabs and powergrabs, WARS have always the favoured choice as it deconstructs cities, lands peoples and most importantly psyches. So WAR, pestilence and plague are the obvious that we are AWARE OF. £$£$£$£$ So lets a take a look at only a few interesting facts and observations about some of the Not so obvious channels where money is BEING SYPHONED OFF to a bottomless Dark-hearted pit... located somewhere in this planets system. Okay, some observations and opinions from different directions and sources of knowledge and enquiry including:... 1. physical Human questioning with it's 'concerned and truth finding' reporting.... and ....2. off-planet observance and communicating are converging NOW, to bring to light 'What the fuck' was, and is still going on. £$£$£$ £$£$£$£$ First (Link below, Meryl's substack) is a Report:By 2022, the Macron government spent $2.4 Billion euros on consulting firms. The written report below shows the billions upon billions made by corporate 'advisers' (shadow govt) that actually controlled the 'acting' govt's rollout of pandemic, the latest big step in the machine of turning humans, or what is left of them, into non thinking units of production. The report is long but eventually you get the message that mammoth corporates headed, infiltrated and controlled the agenda, with the vaxx and the testing protocols and the passports. By the end you see that the bigger message was about the power grab and influences over the populations to bring the populations to the desired next stage, that of acquired intelligence on the population in order to have control and dominance of the populations, in ways the acting govts could never have done alone. It looks to me that 'trialing' the passports, and the damage done to populations was to collate intelligence on humans and provide data required for the next stages. What are all these billions and billions of money being extracted and siphoned off for, (What even is MONEY) and what is all the high tech surveillance for??? we may never know the true depths of depravity but we know it surely is not to create better health and civilisations for the betterment and empowerment of evolving human. No something more dire. £$£$£$£ Also is a Youtube on Canadas Assited death. Not Here in UK Yet but they are very excited by the huge management of handling the elderly and the infirm (sick) during the pandemic that we certainly have the infrastructure that its basically set up. Also, three short videos below, one a follow from the other, explain from an off-planet point of view what those billions upon billions £$£$£$£$£$£are all about. We might not like this, or even agree with it, and we definitely hope for a reality based on something different, but it all seems to be falling in line with 'the ruling plan' designed for destruction of the human soul and consciouness. £$£$£$£ Will it succeed? If We let it, it surely will. But keeping vigilance is key. KEEP BUSY WITH YOUR BUSINESS!!! Your business (busy-ness) IS YOUR body, mind and soul and Follow the HEART signs out of this CRAZY CULTURE. Michaela. XXXX https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QOjEd3g3Yvk SHOCKING UPDATE FOR UNVAXXED PEOPLE. THEY ARE NOT HUMANS ANYMORE! YOU ALREADY HEARD LOT OF TIMES! 36 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ySNjoS6GAn8 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ySNjoS6GAn8 By 2022, the Macron government spent $2.4 Billion euros on consulting firms......By 2022, the Macron government spent $2.4 Billion euros on consulting firms In the UK, Consultants’ fees were estimated at £6,250 a day Meryl Nass Dec 29 ...Link https://merylnass.substack.com/p/by-2022-the-macron-government-spent Thirdly, is this regarding the Great Euthanasia Cull in Canada the Organised killing, (is not painless, the mechanism of death is drowning listen to how it is described) "in front of your nearest and dearest", Brings in more funds by increased Harvest of organs. £$£$£$£$ This woman is saying that 'facilities are built to kill people', what she is saying about assisted dying is what we need to know. Using the word MAID makes it sound nice and caring and compassion. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gBgh-yxZtzY ----- MAID: Why the Government Wants You to Kill Yourself - Kelsi Sheren Then looked at the assisted dying bill in November 2024. Mps in the UK having to vote on this. Means its piplines have already been put in the ground, and facilities have been accounted for. £$£$£$£ Check to see what your MP for. The MP where I live did not Vote, Interestly. Assisted dying bill: How did my MP vote? https://www.bbc.co.uk/news/articles/c9wr95nkrr1o Under the proposals, a High Court judge would have to rule each time a person makes a request to end their life. A patient would then have to wait 14 days before acting. A doctor would prepare the substance being used to end the patient's life, but the person would take it themselves. The bill does not say which drug would be used. It would be illegal to coerce someone into declaring they want to end their life, with a possible 14-year prison sentence.

Where The pergola is tarot's 4 of Wands. And where Home is the heart. To install the energy of Pergola, (the 4 wands upright) is to invoke, and evoke the energy of the 4 of wands in tarot.

This has been an incredibly mischievous year for me, energies having caused or intended to cause harm or trouble. Big internal earthqukes bringing my internal landscape to rubble while trying to unveil and show me where was hidden, the wounds that I ignored. Hidden because I was too entangled with masking them as to make them invisible to my present and to be able to continue to be a normal functioning adult, in a disfunctional functioning way, making myself look, feel and seem to be 'alright' to others. Whilst the 'The Sun' Card, burned through the summer illuminating it all for me in painful pixel pieces, I engaged in the plan of getting the pergola. This didn't really happen till July. But then It was there. Good, and strong and up. Now In October I figure this summer erection of the pergola was 'keeping afloat survival' Plan, to bring a small win during an otherwise difficult time...made difficult by my wound being seared through to its heart. I didnt know it then, but the idea of the Pergola was evoking an end-point for me, and simultaneously, erecting an emergency medical tent in a private war zone, to tend to the wounded. *** Invoking the promise of 4 of wands energy on the horizon, while creating a etheric tent of healing during the battle. MAnifesting a heart free from the wound. Where heart is the Home, free from the pain.

4 of wands card in tarot: "It suggests a time of happiness and fulfillment, often related to family, home, and harmonious relationships".https://www.spiritdelalune.com/tarot/wands/four/yes-or-no/

Thinking and reflecting on and about the manifestations we would like to see.....Same old, same old? Or dream dreams not yet thought of?

Firstly, knowing that the energy vibrations we carry will 'spike' anything we manifest. So unhealed wounds and hidden traumas will colour the outcome. So if you feel like manifesting 'baby blues', or 'cockatiel greens', if we carry unknown mud floods in our subconscious history, we will skew the outcome colour to 'wet pigeon greys' or 'vomit soup'. Secondly manifesting our dreams from the preprogrammed regime of the societal collective consciousness, means recreating the same old same old. That is picking a dream from ' the history of times,' and pulling out an age old instruction set 'prefab' dream, much like shopping in an ancient department store, and getting the same old cardboard game board with a seventies picture on the Box. 8888 These times now are not about Choosing from what was dictated as available from before, but letting the inner spark play with all the colours that enthuse, vibrate, inspire and call out to be expressed. Healing the inner swamp individually, as is being done collectively, will allow a new rainbow of sparky choices from which to manifest. Dare to allow the god spark in you manifest ITS creation. When the inner clearing finally gives you the green light, patiently open the 'never-seen-before-choices' as this is how we create from new. Until we get to create from a better palette using the now freed up 'inner magic' hold back on decisions, because everything we see out there in the chaos we witness is only a direct reflection of what was in fact history, we are, as always, living through the consequences of our before story. And we find that we would never in a million years have created that or this mess.....but we inherited this mess, like we inherited all short comings and shortsighted actions and behaviours believing that what was set up around us was 'the way it is', without realising we perpetuated it with our perceptions and all of us repeating on the loop, put ourselves back here. There is Nothing new under the sun. Everything has been repeatedly thought up, dreamed up, screamed up, churned out, holed up, buried deep, created and recreated manifested into being again and again, ad nauseum, until we get the message and get sick of 'being sick'.8888 Abstract as it is, it is the 3d 'ad nauseum' that brings US to the front seats, to finally see the picture. Ad nauseam is a Latin term for an argument or other discussion that has continued to the point of nausea. For example, "this has been discussed ad nauseam" indicates that the topic has been discussed extensively and those involved have grown sick of it. 8888 Clearing and healing self is an act of self love, so that one can venture into a love filled world, and see the perception that Devil Card has been pisoning us with till sickness is everywhere. We are aware of the great sickness overtaking the world till we suffocate on the sickness, and cant breathe....Then we start looking for the emergency exits out of this charade of life. What we discover is that our mind is an integral part of the world's mind, and that worlds mind and its beliefs and collected percpetions vary, but nearly all of it has been tampered with and subjected to, in varying degrees, the horrors that are now on the many stages and many platforms. Its like a collective therapy session so that it all comes to light for healing. We carry the childhood vaccinations that Welcomed us to this simulation, and gave us the starting identity laid down in this 3d perception, and we took it up the challenge, and we learned the language and grew our physical skin and bones in this understanding. So we learned to keep standing under the heavy weight that we took on to be children in this world.8888 What we need to do is UNLEARN THIS World and learn to create New. Dont manifest more of the same, or a bike, or a house or a home, or less homelessness or addiction free people. The only way to turn this on its head is to learn to be completely new, where the heart is the home, and the soul is the heart of the home. The manifestations that will wing out from purest desires of being free, will be reflected in freedom to manifest dreams not yet thought of. Completely start again new, whatever your age.