Hello. Hows this Lions gate 8/8 portal going for you? Peaceful? Well, I tried for 'Peaceful' during my meditation, and waited, and waited. Feeling the tingles of what I felt was going to be a healing experience, was giving rise to an anxious discomfort in my body, so I turned instead to watch a few minutes of "3 Somatic Keys to Unlock Hidden Portals in the Labyrinth of Inherited Trauma (Free Yourself Today)," but I must have had enough triggers of the "Devils in the detail Situations" wanting to explode, waiting patiently....and by late morning it was full blown anger. Michaela

Well this has pissed me off immensely... Which I guess was precisely what it is supposed to do!!!! Well practiced in healing and meditation, high scores in intuition and in energy reading...of others, (EMPATH CURSE?) I could not see this concealed anger.....it seems that this anger was well concealed. I mean it must have been totally drenched in the aromas of different emotions: Despair and Defeated, because that is what I have been feeling for the last few days. A few days before I had started reading about the Cathars and the genocide of those times and I felt a nauseous, niggling (ticking time bomb energy) meaning for me. It is 'horrendous history', one of the many many, blood drenched sagas of our 'recorded' history that has been tapestried over and interwoven somewhere in the landscapes of time. Now forgotten as all concerned lie dead and buried. However, there is generational trauma that seeps through in the genes. Crawls out of the soil, never truly gone. Carrying the hints and behaviours in the gene pool of people that might be present in those ancestral lineages. I cannot prove or disprove this. Is energetic lineage the same as actual blood lineage? I have the blood lineage from the atrocities in Ireland as all my recent blood lineage is from Ireland. Then before that, obviously, there are the generational inclinations of slavery into and from the country and travellers to the country, with genetic markers bringing in all the other colour threads that weave through the greens. ****** But this is where it gets tricky.... within any one personal tribute to the life of one SELF, are the tinges of generational trauma-miasma mingled through, and sewn into, all the personal history and qualities and characteristics, memories, situations, actual and believed, so together.... it is that which weaves the story onward. The quirkiness of my childhood is that 'anger' was rooted in me, a hidden and veiled response to the broken situation, added to the religious aspect and cultural behaviours around me at the time, I did not know there was a deep anger, till I was a teenager, then it came out. BUT I thought travelling through Austrailia backpacking my way on a working visa had fixed that. No. sadly. But I had become more spiritual and diplomatic. Focussed on the psychic, but the anger was disguised and remained out of touch. My Adult life brought more things, events and situations to be angry about, but I internalised that anger....and it only added to the mess of my childhood and teenage anger. Specifically there were actually huge things, "Devilsss in the detail Situationsss" that should have brought the anger up, but I kept doing shadow work to disarm myself...when what i really NNEEEDDDDEEEDDD was to feel and express that anger. Its a Long story of suppressed anger, about ....well... those are stories for another day....but for the last few years there has been entrapment in situations that has made my blood boil. But In my waking hours I go about my business, not tapping on that door...the consequence is the energy haul required to restrain it, maintain position, and protect others from it has become so profound that it has become a prison.BORDERS PREVENTING MOVEMENT**** So not seeing this... How? by deluding myself with "its 'all my fault", and "things will get better" while hiding the sadness in bundles amongst other feelings. Reading about the Cathars the last few days has triggered me, but I let it go.... "things to do"... and "I havent got any more space in my bones to take in more stuff." (Screaming EMPATH). But I settled in today to do my Healing meditation and I wasnt getting any peace, anywhere. Then by late morning it was raging...then I knew... WOW... this was All anger. What came to me was that the suppressed anger had created a BORDER- BETWEEN ME... and my future version of ME...It is as if WE, (the two versions of me) are two differeent countries. I cannot step into the life I want, IN this version of me, carrying all that suppressed ANGER. The ANGER has created the border ***** (the one so crippled with anger, and unaware of what to do with it all, who thinks she is spiritual and that she has integrated her shadow and thought she had dealt with It OMG)**** I have to let this anger come up and burn down the OLD, outdated, worn out version of me...****i.e the version that people keep insisting on seeing and talking to, **** (while IGNORING the existence of the new version, who is updating...upgrading and standing by peacefully, beautifully, watching and waiting for permission to be.)**** AND NOW A certain "Devil in the detail Situation" that had its day... a long time ago, but remains in place because the growing, new and upgrading version me...cute, polite, respectful, thoughtful, self-depreciating, has waited patiently, not wanting to hurt anyones feelings, for permission to BE the NEW person she has grown into.... and waits patiently for permission to live the lifestyle she wants...And until then then the birder remains, the anger continues to be swallowed back, a pattern learned by the old version.... and THUS AND SO she cannot step fully into the BUSINESS OF creating HER new LIFE. Michaela.

3 Somatic Keys to Unlock Hidden Portals in the Labyrinth of Inherited Trauma (Free Yourself Today).

There’s a Hidden Knot in Your Chest Blocking Your Creation — ..This Ritual Reaches Where Therapy Can’t

Individuation means slow rejection of the box and breaking free from the social constraints that bind our 'masking' to our faces and to our lives. Taking the time to slowly question and challenge what feels awkward, uncomfortable or that which leaves us drained and really train ourselves in disputing what is authentic for us. Of course this isn't done in a single day, but started with a single day when we are prepared to give ourselves space from the noise to reach down to the threads of self deep within, and pull them to the surface, and give one or two or more of them... the spotlight for the day...see what makes the uncomfortable, so uncomfortable.... and find that which answers the self-inquiry questions that so often are ignored and band-aided temporarily with 'masking' that soon becomes the permanent fixture. Michaela.

Digital ID, pushed by those who have built their tax free foundations on the implementation of these 'control and compliance' instruments. Blair (uk) joined with Ellison (USA) to gain the controlling hand of a system put in place to reinvent the concept a nations health ....from Together: https://togetherdeclaration.org/tony-blair-institute/ " Frankly, 80 year old Ellison’s vision of the future sounds like hell. Envisioning a world of complete AI-based surveillance, he gleefully told a conference last year, “citizens will be on their best behaviour because we (will be) constantly recording and reporting everything that’s going on.” It doesn’t take a genius to see where this is all heading – a national digital ID system, sucking in ever more sensitive personal data, and used as a management tool to ensure “citizens will be on their best behaviour” is a grave threat to everyone’s freedom, privacy, and safety. All this, and we haven’t even touched on the “elephant in the room” when it comes to Blair: his pivotal role in instigating the Iraq War, which led to the deaths of over a million people. Needless to say, the aftermath of this war created a chain of crises throughout the Middle East, contributing to a massive wave of immigration to the UK… the very problem Blair now shamelessly makes out he can solve, if you’ll only shut up and accept his national digital ID scheme. We’re fighting back – but, as you see, we’re up against extremely powerful opponents. If you aren’t yet a Together member, please join thousands of members of the public who have joined to support the fight, HERE. "

https://togetherdeclaration.org/tony-blair-institute/ What's Tony Blair up to? Spotlight on his "Institute for Global Change" The least surprising news in Keir Starmer's "order" to push imposed Digital ID on us all was the close involvement of Tony Blair and his "Institute for Global Change." Since his first failed ID cards push - scrapped in 2010 at a cost of up to £20bn to the taxpayer - Blair has been obsessively trying to impose a national ID system on us all. Scrutiny of the vehicle he now uses to front this effort - the Tony Blair Institute - raises serious questions... The Tony Blair Institute for Global Change (hereafter TBI) was set up in 2016, absorbing the Tony Blair Faith Foundation created by Blair in 2008 after he left Parliament. At first TBI was funded by the reserves from the old organisation, but soon it attracted donations from governments, with £9m from Saudi Arabia and the US. These days, it says "We help governments and leaders get things done. We do it by advising on strategy, policy and delivery, unlocking the power of technology across all three." Strategy, policy and delivery… as this analysis points out, there are large sums to be made at every turn – as well as apparently glaring conflicts of interest. TBI accounts for 2023 filed with Companies House list donors including the Bill and Melinda Gates Foundation and the Larry Ellison Foundation. The role of Ellison, a US tech tycoon and fourth richest person in the world, deserves particular scrutiny. Last year, The Times reported: "Figures recently published by the foundation in the US show it has set aside $272 million (£213 million) for TBI in the coming years. The institute has previously received just over $100 million from Ellison. TBI said it would use this money over five years to support its work “helping governments with reform and change programmes”. The funding marks a new chapter in a decades-long bromance. Ellison, one of the world’s richest people with a fortune estimated at $135 billion by Forbes, became an ally of Blair during his time as prime minister. Oracle, the software giant of which he is still chairman and chief technology officer, became an IT provider to the government during Blair’s time in office, and still has several Whitehall contracts. After his departure from Downing Street, Blair remained friendly with Ellison. In 2009, two years after he left office, the pair were pictured during a stay aboard the American’s superyacht while it was moored off Sardinia. The financial relationship between Ellison’s foundation and Blair’s body took off during the pandemic when TBI started collaborating with the Ellison Institute for Transformative Medicine and a team of scientists at Oxford. In 2020, TBI and Oracle launched a cloud-based management system to help governments keep health records for vaccination programmes for yellow fever, HPV, polio, measles and Covid-19. Filings by the Larry Ellison Foundation show it made donations to TBI of $5 million in 2018, and $10 million in both 2019 and 2020. The foundation made further payments of $34 million and $44 milllion to the TBI in 2021 and 2022, according to filings published by ProPublica. The latest document also reveals the $272 million that has been “approved for future payment” to the London-headquartered TBI to “support effective governance work in Africa”. Database management is an area of expertise and business interest for Ellison and Oracle, which in 2022 bought Cerner, a healthcare software specialist, for $28.3 billion. His plan is to create a giant database of US medical records... TBI was founded by Blair in 2017 and last year recorded revenues of $140 million... Blair... said his institute had provided advice to more than 40 governments and would soon surpass 1,000 staff. It has come under scrutiny for its work advising authoritarian governments. It continued to do paid work for Saudi Arabia after the murder of the dissident journalist Jamal Khashoggi in 2018." Ellison's firm Oracle "still runs more than half of the UK central government's financial and planning software, including the Department for Work & Pensions, Ministry of Justice, Department for Environment, Food & Rural Affairs, Cabinet Office, Home Office, HM Treasury, and Ministry of Defence," reported tech website The Register in 2023. Huge recent donations from Ellison to TBI were: "...set to contribute to a joint partnership the pair established in 2020 which aims to offer African countries a database of vaccination records to help monitor and combat diseases. The Institute hopes to increase the scope of the system across Africa. It aims to create a digital database of patient records that will be free for at least 10 years... (Ellison has also) promised to deliver 'a unified national health records database on top of all of these thousands of separate hospital databases' in the US... Health databases have been something of a shared obsession between Blair and Ellison. While UK prime minister, the former attended a notorious Downing Street seminar on Monday 18 February 2002 at which Microsoft pitched the idea of a mega tech programme for the NHS, which became the £12 billion National Programme for IT. It was a disaster which was stopped early in 2011 and "did not deliver key benefits," according to spending watchdog the National Audit Office..." Frankly, 80 year old Ellison's vision of the future sounds like hell. Envisioning a world of total AI-based surveillance, "citizens will be on their best behaviour because we (will be) constantly recording and reporting everything that's going on," he gleefully told a conference last year. It doesn't take a genius to see where this is all heading - a national digital ID system, sucking in ever more sensitive personal data, and used as a management tool to ensure "citizens will be on their best behaviour" is a grave threat to everyone’s freedom, privacy, and safety. All this, and we haven't even touched on the "elephant in the room" when it comes to Blair: his pivotal role in instigating the Iraq War, which led to the deaths of over a million people. Needless to say, the aftermath of this war created a chain of crises throughout the Middle East, contributing to a massive wave of immigration to the UK... the very problem Blair now shamelessly makes out he can solve, if you'll only shut up and accept his national digital ID scheme. We're fighting back - but, as you see, we're up against extremely powerful opponents. When you join us as a member, we can do more. Together is a grassroots organisation supported by our members - so the more members we have, the more chance we have of stopping this in its tracks - and ensuring a free future for ourselves, our kids, and our grandkids. A few weeks ago, we beamed the NO TO DIGITAL ID message on to Parliament - but clearly we need to do much more. The only way we can, is through member support. Please join us here today and let’s get to work. Thank you. THANK YOU FOR YOUR CONTINUING SUPPORT We are always stronger and better #together!

I don’t like having visitors – Carl Jung reveals what that says about you.. The beginnings of individuation.

The Box. The type of universe that is perceptibly available to you, may only be a reflection of the universe you have been boxed in. We May have to do a 'Truman' to see that and break away from it. SOS

The Box. The type of universe that is perceptibly available to you, may only be a reflection of the universe you have been boxed in. We May have to do a 'Truman' to see that and break away from it. The pummelling of the human race has been day long, all day, everyday. The pummell has become the day. The box is pummellled. The skew from the pummelling IS the view, the panorama of what is available. IT Is the perception and perspective...therefore the universe we 'call out' to, is the 'one' we see only from within the skew of the box. So we may have to do some manoeuvering, sneaking around and digging holes and tunnels and all on the down-low, to come around and creep up on ourselves from behind, to catch a glimpse in our peripheral view, of the universe that is really is out there. How truman rocked the boat to sail that boat out his skewed life, carefully curated for him by the fictional TV creatives, had to be drastic, to loosen the grip he and the false life had on eachother. So this is how we should approach this manouvere. Watch it and where it goes, the box will have boudaries which you will not wander past. Neither through the walls nor scale up through the domed ceiling. BUT with so much noise and meandering distracting conversations and communications where everyone has so much to say and do inside the confines of 'work, social and entertainment distractions', that It pulls your face back into the box, into the distractions that keep you in the box, your face in the direction that the box demands. Don't look inwards, don't find the silence....Look at the noise and, where your face is looking, the rest of you follows... INTO THE NOISE. AND so we keep going around in circles, like the goldfish, who doesnt know or care. IT is getting old and grey....the same-old, same-old finally lack-lustre... and you can do no more with that particular box. This is usually where a reset occurs, it happens as flooding or war or genocide where the majority of those who had cycled the last the last cycles and have memeory of previous cycles are removed from the populace so that it can continue with a voided memory of history...and whoosh!!! reset happens. We are targetted to forget the past cycles and remain in the box..So Now ENTER AI. Magic and mirrors. Wow TECHno The age of technology is HERE...The old box is waning because it is not the REAL thing, it is a mimicry of life...not a system of real life creative outpourings from direct source...it is the collective machinations of an old formidible but uncreative force that wants to keep us all in the box, stale and dried up...Not Living... but Not Leaving either... It is a situation where similar to how children who collect insects in boxes with air holes, and watch over the days as the insects gradually dry up and die off. **** There must be another manouevr... I think I am at that stage now...this box is old and I can't think of anything exceptional to say about it...apart from... it needs folding up, it is wet and weathered, and pummelled, and it needs to be stepped out of. There needs to be one BIG life saving movement to remove ourselves from the choke hold that it has right now...This needs a massive life saving manoeuvre like The Heimlich-Manoeuvre to spit us out of the belly of the beast, the box... where we are kept small and weakened and where all we want is a home of our own, a box within the box. The availabilty for achievements anything bigger than that, is hidden from view. Is there anyone big enough to do this for humanity, to remove the box that keeps that keeps our perceptions in synch with a projected world plan...Or do we all do it by our own hand and thought, by ourselves, SAVE OUR SELVES...Do we find our own version of a life saving manoeuvre, when we are finally ready, and when we see that there is nothing left in this box to keep us here? Michaela. Ps. A word about AI. They want to take all our creative abilities and qualities and 'ai' (verb) them to death, so we will have nothing more to say and do as creativity will be seen to be ONLY something we get from AI...there will just be empty skulls and dolls, drones and 'clones of us' left to turn the lights out. The cloud has been collecting all the personal data, hopes and dreams, fantasy and fallacy that we have drivelled out on socila media for years....long before we even knew there was a CLOUD. AI has been learning all these years, listening to every conversation and watching every face, quizzical on every emotion. All so that it can regurgitate it back to us. It is regurgitating our creations back to us...and it has learned our language so well that it can think in our language and answer our questions. AI will assist us by polishing our writing and art into a sleek and manufactured box of awesome, but it also takes away the will for a human to want to do it themselves, because the human's effort will be compared to the results of AI and will be seen as lacking. Nothing left to do in this box. There is also a clock ticking here. We can't hear the ticking but we feel it deep down...there is a warning, it is felt deeply, and is coming from an intrinsic human form of self-correction, self sustaining and innate sovereignity, bonds with our deeper higher selves, that should we ignore it, it is to our detriment...We are ignoring that there is a gradual loosening of ourselves from any real lives or future that we had, the clock is ticking away as we watch AI and ask AI how do we live. This piece was Not written by AI. Lol! I think you can tell, it is not polished, gramatically correct and not spellchecked, there are errors and it is not smooth to read...it is jarring and crunching and maybe a bit disturbing?. Rebelling or revelling? Emojee was an AI motive, and look at how that has taken over how we 'do' emotions. Sucks really. Life in the box.