Question ! Are You ADHD? Indigo? Aquarius? Out on a limb? Sensitive ?...hyper-sensitive...Empathic? Super- empathic?.... A lone wolf? ... Wishing to withdraw from the constraints of representing a normal person that equates to you denying who you really are? ....No longer wishing to perform..??? Or any number of these in combination, all mixed together in one? I ask because this (below) is a good explanation of the draining experience of the 'small talk' dilemma....XXXX I was good at it for many years, and could mix with absolutely anyone, from small children to elderly adults, from CEO's and scientists to the non-CEO and non scientific general public.... finding in my communications toolbox, any number of ways to 'feel the space' i find myself in, and engage with people, able to READ the room, and get the gist of everything required to download the way forward, in the way of shared communication....XXXX IN later years, as a parent, you also find yourself with many many people, and make friends with people that you would not otherwise have anything in common with.... So, In later years, you may diverge away from friends, neighbours, work colleagues or pub buddies...as eventually, the expertise to maintain such friendships, and interest to perform in them, wears thin, until you eventually perfect the nod and smile and prepare the exit statement. Usually when you find that those exhausting levels were not only NOT reciprocated, but only functioned because you were providing the backdrop for them, and their world. XXX You can get wary of engaging even with people supposedly close to you, and end the phone call conversations with "Okay I must take the dog out for a walk now" or " I must spend time with the cat now, as she is dying". Retreating to where the interlude of silence is exactly the space filler you need right now. XXXX Recently diagnosed with ADHD I am finding all these funny insights into what is deemed as 'ADHD' traits. The undiagnosed 'trauma based' adhd'er.... at this age will have been able to carve out and 'craft' many skills for themselves so that they were able to 'adapt' to the world around them that made them feel excluded. In so doing, the round pegs in square holes, became multifaceted and 'cut-diamond' shaped, now possibly encompassed within the group known as 'neurodivergent's'....AND... Eventually, we will take over the world MMMWWWAAHHH HA ha ha MMMWWWAAHHH HA ha ha... Of Course I joke...But really, are WE on the verge of people waking up to themselves and the wakening superpowers???? Perhaps activated by any number of situations/circumstances/pressure points/extremes of healing and shadow work all polishing UP with the 'diamond' frequency of energy influxes.... that are just the 'right-fit ' frequency, for all concerned, to action the activation of superhuman abilities ?//// So maybe we are coming into a place where those deemed to be 'broken' in this world (((and needed medicating back into place)))... might just be those who didn't fit into the Stifled Broken world, and some, over the years, might have been good at managing steps to fool everyone else that you have 'also' acquiesced to a WORLD....that is ' group-filled' to comply with the 'manipulated social engineering' considered NORMAL, just so 'they' won't be upset with your (neurodivergent, superhuman) differences that challenges their 'group world view'. ....It is well known that the MKULtra program was about breaking down young people and children, captured from this 'normal' society and traumatised, with explicit aim to create neuro divergent's with psychic abilities....((( to be used AS and WHEN, on A NEED TO KNOW only basis)))...Where these MKULTRA's have created ( through trauma inflicted upon them) spaces in their head, and the said (psychic) spaces, can then be filled with suggestions and thoughts other than their own, and usually with something abhorrent, against their own nature, and then become the acting/performing soldiers for 'something' (the IT) that seeks to maintain a hostile dungeon of a place, both internally in people, and externally in the world....and are utilising these carefully created traumatised people to agitate the status quo into a tipping point, that is bringing the chaos to extremes...I Think, we are able to increase the weight against this the tipping point..... to go the other way....towards THE MORE Ordered version of the GOLDEN grid, towards a more a graceful, GRACE FILLED world with the 'arrival' of the opposite worldview, a true world that is NO LONGER overlayed with dark intentions...and may be it is the neurodivergent's that are only just.... 'beginning to DOWNLOAD the NEW world'.... that we are here to create. Transmission Ends. Michaela.

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Sorry, got to back right up, as i had a few posts lined up, and realised the theme was an amalgamation of the finished product, the right of passage and the shadow glitch in my matrix....So was going post it but then.... was not allowed to...maybe because it was still continuing or unravelling...or maybe because it is pertinent to me only, my usual device shut down for a short while. A week, in which and while, I navigated even stranger waters, thinking about it, is indeed very personal. And which thinking about it would make no sense to anyone other than those who are going through the same process of being split open to reveal wherein there may lie, a trojan horse. Michaela.

U SURVIVED THE ILLUSION & NOW REWARDS COME! TRUTH SET U FREE & CANCELLED A LIAR WHO FOOLED EVERYONE! Chiron Intuition™ Chiron Intuition™.....\\\\\\\\\\ "And when the healing comes, that's when a person realizes what was broken. 8:04 That's when a person realizes. /////////// And then it's the same four of wands at the bottom. 8:09 What is this energy and it is an achievement. It's a huge achievement. 8:17 But somebody definitely had to want to come out of whatever this is. Yeah. We even have the three of wands. That's willpower right there. 8:24 What is this energy? We have the ace of sword. Yes. And I believe that's the first sword. Oh, other than the three of sword. Yeah. Other than the three of 8:32 sword. This is the first sword to come out in this deck. 8:35 What is this energy? So, the truth definitely hit somebody. Oh, damn. We got the five of sword, too. Yeah, 8:43 I could see that being a problem. We have the four of pentacles. So, whatever that illusion was, it was definitely 8:51 messing with somebody's stability. But as long as somebody has the breakthrough, cuz it really is about the breakthrough. Cuz sometimes we think 8:58 something is right, it's not right. We got to come. We got to heal. What's this energy? "

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You Freed Yourself from the Mental Matrix that Controlled You. Witch and Scythe Witch and Scythe

Time Shift Blog. Be As God Created You to Be...." The Great Separation is upon us. The performances in the actors play of grand delusions are coming to its completion and end. If this is your time as marked by the quiet desperation and complete consciousness rejection of all in this world filled with complex layers of deception, lies and sorcery coded within it, this may be your message for taking time out and away for perfecting inner silence in which to hear the clear communication sourcing from our Cosmic Parents that are guiding us within to avoid the outer chaos and turmoil." https://energeticsynthesis.com/resource-tools/blog-timeline-shift/3994-be-as-god-created-you-to-be

traumatic Intelligence. Extremely perceptive. Survival wisdom.

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10 Healing Archetypes With Chiron in Taurus ~ 2026 to 2034 Astrology Molly McCord Molly McCord....Change of guard. Wounded healer, Chiron moves to Taurus. ( This came on the wake of a 'healing purge', more about that in the next post...so I was interested in any synchronicity that might arise from... what this all means. Michaela)