Finding You. Brenda Hoffman posted Tuesday, 12 May, 2026 Originally published at lifetapestrycreations.wordpress.com

Finding You Brenda Hoffman. posted Tuesday, 12 May, 2026 275 views, no comments Originally published at lifetapestrycreations.wordpress.com Dear Ones, Everything in your inner and outer worlds is changing rapidly. What was is no more. And what will be is slipping into your life, even if it feels wrong or inappropriate. Perhaps that last thought is intimidating because it seems as if you are out of control. In reality, your control is just beginning, for you were never in control in your past Earth lives. You are now making decisions that are correct for you, which is frightening. Not because it has to be, but because it is so different from your prior Earth lives. Others are discovering the same confusion and fear. The Earth is currently in tremendous upheaval, jumping from one hopeful truth to another, only to disregard both truths the next day as you create another truth for yourself. This is a confusing time for those of 3D, as well as for those of you who have transitioned. Nothing feels or seems as it was. And nothing is. You ponder something, then step there only to discover that it feels uncomfortable until it does not. Do you remember how learning to ride a bicycle or drive an automobile felt so confusing that you believed you could never conquer that skill, or that you might do so, but with great fear and trepidation? So it is now. This is your new world, with numerous new skills clamoring for your attention at once. You are exhausted not from your expected daily tasks, but from the new ideas and skills pushing you toward your new place. When you first initiated your transition, the pace was relatively slow, with days, weeks, months, or even years between skill adoption. Such is no longer true. You are being bombarded by new skills, ideas, and actions. All of which would be interesting if accessed one at a time, but it seems overwhelming now. The obvious question is: why do you need to access so many skills in so little time? You decided to extend the initial transition steps, believing that by this stage in your transition, you would have the skills and energy to adapt to multiple pieces rather than the one or two you have been accustomed to. So you are exhausted, fearful, and probably angry, much like the feelings you had in the first few days of any difficult academic course. You will conquer any task, learning base, or action you need to conquer. It merely seems overwhelming because you have never accessed this many new skills at once while of Earth. You will achieve what you wish as you create your new being. In truth, you will adapt to skills that can be applied across time and place. What you are achieving now is not your end product but instead a conglomeration of ideas, actions, and activities that will coalesce into the new direction that will become you. In a sense, this is rocket science because what you are tapping into now is not something you were aware of in your eons of 3D Earth life, but were very comfortable with in the times you were not of the Earth. Allow yourself to explore, learn, and most of all, accept that all is wonderfully well in your world as you fly into a new you with hundreds, if not thousands, of new skills and ideas. So be it. Amen. Copyright 2009-2026, Brenda Hoffman. All rights reserved. Please feel free to share this content with others, post on your blog, add to your newsletter, etc., but maintain this article’s integrity by including the author/channel: Brenda Hoffman & source website link: http://www.LifeTapestryCreations.com Originally published at lifetapestrycreations.wordpress.com

Your Higher Self Is Very Secretive & Protective About What Happens NEXT Miss Z Tarotland

Welcome, kings cross. London. Welcome, a pharmaceutical Giant has opened doors to its world and prepared stylish lounges and reading rooms and exhibitions for the humans it entices to enter. XXXX (read also the fairy tale of Hansel and Gretel, where the children are lost in woods and are enticed into a ginger bread cottage) XXXX....Welcome ... https://wellcomecollection.org/ .... XXXXXX Of course in all, or most , of my postings there IS as much left 'unsaid' as there is 'said or implied'.... To read between the lines is to see the liminal spaces of energy on offer...and it is a practiced skill....it takes a while to do this. We are learning that energy is largely UNSEEN...and that means ALL energy, whether it be heat or wind, effort, power or force, thought or the energy involved in action, causing effect. But it exists and can be felt mainly by 'what it can effect' in something else, or in others. Or if it makes you sick, ill or diseased...you will get the idea of the kind energy you have come up against, that has affected in you 'a sickness, or other malady ', ill health and bad luck and THE KIND of energy that has been pushed your way...or that you have entered into....(energies considered harmonious/good/bad/downright manipulative/confusion and evil, such as lying stealing cheating) all have signatures in the ways they cause effect on you, and the way they affect your body can be causing the kind of stress you wish to eliminate. I am now referring you onto the telomeres...XXXX And this is a scientific antidote (parallel to both the spiritual and the wellness and wholeness movements, whose benefits not all are able to access) to bad energy that brings you dusty crusty bad health. The book I was browsing in the welcome library, and which I will probably buy for myself is linked. Telomeres are the ends of chromosomes, and the length of which, the telomeres that is, directly relates to health and wellbeing. So with Regards to the shortening of telomeres, and what to do about it, go to https://cdn.bookey.app/files/pdf/book/en/the-telomere-effect.pdf...

A freind had told me about this place, in London. I am looking for a place to do some work on my laptop outside home, maybe give readings and meet people, not too sure on the details of what I want, but i have been Looking in london to find a free space to do this. So I went yesterday to the welcome collection kings cross, for a browse. My friend said the libray and reading rooms are really nice, high tech or stylish sophistication, which they are. Lovely but pricey food and good coffee. A Shop selling all the things you would find in any London museum or gallery. But mainly books. So far, like all such museums and galleries in London, its an experience that offers london sophistication and its free to enter. A good place to pop in out of the rain. Only half of the obvious building is dedicated to giving the public a pharmaceutical experience, the other half is closed off for private ventures, meetings, and towards the furtherment of 'public engagement with their god replacement' (pharmaceuticals) and of course the obligatory satanic rituals....(of course I am joking) XXXXX The spaces and crash out areas in the readings room are so nice. One area is a corner of books and artwork devoted to the other god, religions, and is quite interesting. Strange that it is there but fits in neatly....as If IN THE OLD DAYS PEOPLE TRUSTED GODS AND RELIGIONS WHEN THEY WERE SICK, whereas nowadays THAT would be seen as so outdated but was included as awalk through the world of human disease and illness, and of course the distress it brings. So you eventually get the idea that this whole welcome monument was Homage to ITS ROLE AS SAVIOUR AND PROCUREMENT in human suffering, human ILLNESS and DIS ease.Not that there is anything wrong in wanting to make people better, BUT that it is on an altar now. The idea of disease and illness is normalised as if it is the NORm, and that we are being indoctrinated to believe that there is a huge chunk in a humans life span where illness and disease is the developmental marker. As if this were a disease-and pill fair for the public to engage with, and familiarise themselves with, as we would attend a wedding-fair to familiarise ourselves with that developmental marker. I had a tour with a guide to show me the various places reading and studying places, and the library. On the way to the library she proudly showed me, as if showing me a Princess Diana dress on loan from the royal family, in a large glass case, was a black net evening ball gown. It was decorated with millions of little squares of metal or plastic, which I thought were microchips from different devices. WRONG, They were cut out from strips of contraceptive pills, and were to indicate how, cleverly, a woman would have taken this amount of hormone/pharmaceutical in her life. I was actually horrfied. and felt sick.... Due to very bad period pains and possible endometriosis, the medical treatment THEN (and NOW) was to take shed loads of contraceptive pills....So I was taking contraceptive pill from age 15 to 25, Then I stopped completely when travelling, and had another wagon of problems with polycyctic ovaries. After a year of that, I found another way of not having a baby until I was ready...But that is, of course, another long story.

So the thing here is that Welcome have NOT got it wrong, the human IS besieged with health problems that send it spiralling through health issues THAT are treated with pharmaceuticals. However THAT we went down that plughole is the issue. Health is linked with longevity and good living. Not the hellish rapture of confusion that has blighted our development down this plug hole. XXXXX I got a day pass and read some books in the library. These books are pharmaceutical, medical and engineering, old and dated No longer Not used in medical advancement but still used in research papers. I was looking at DNA, my question was...Where did it all go so wrong? To undertsand in a way that is scientific, but that can be juxtaposed to spiritual understanding and that parallels our undertsanding with dis-ease is DIS ease. I found an old book from 2005 and browsed through, The telomere effect by Elzabeth Blackburn. https://cdn.bookey.app/files/pdf/book/en/the-telomere-effect.pdf. XXX ( https://archive.org/details/telomereeffectre0000blac/page/n1/mode/2up) XX So as with the story of HAnsel and Gretel getting lost (in confusion,) wandering through a dark forest, and wandering into the ginger bread cottage (in the hope of being well again, BEING SAVED, as is offered by the world of pharmaceuticals)....there was a happy ending of sorts...

Available in PDFs as free reading , but it can be bought in copy from amazon or here: https://www.worldofbooks.com/en-gb/products/telomere-effect-book-elizabeth-blackburn-9780297609230?sku=GOR008838780&msclkid=1cb76b1297ea10be878f0115c14b4f87&utm_source=bing&utm_medium=cpc&utm_campaign=World+of+Books+-+GBR+-+Bing+-+pMax+-+GOR+-+EN+-+XX+-+Used+Books+-+SalesRank%3A+500001+-+2000000&utm_term=2323680387255852&utm_content=500001+-+2000000

There is a final piece to this visit, i noticed, as i was in the shop looking at the books. The thought crawled through my brain..."what is wrong here? why is it Odd? What is the feeling I am getting"...No words came, just the feeling of being very tired all of a sudden, and then quite sick... (by the time i got home i wascccompletely done in and ready for sleep .It was like ....MY health or energy batteries were being zapped and depleted as I was standing looking at the books in the shop. Then the explosive energy packet of info was delivered, HOW WOULD YOU 'GET' ENERGY FROM AN ENERGY SOURCE without being noticed...? You could make a library and reading room for the 'energy suppliers' HUMANS, to relax and let their guards down, while being somatised into being fed from. or milked quietly, unobtrusively, just sitting passively, as were all the people in the reading room. HAving their 'energy' sucked out, Vacant faces, being plumbed from the depths of our energy pipes.HOW?? Dont ask me how its done...Remember the confusion aspect? it works the same way as giving your energy away to something that has convinced you that it is better/bigger/more supreme than you...as school church temple// and the worhip aspect, (as in worship is energy being delivered into the church/temple space to feed the egregore or the demiurge that lurks therin.) But really I dont know the ins and outs of the processes involved. Just that your power is given away freely, consentually or not consentually, to entities that harvest it to add to add to the stockpile. And as we are learning that Energy is UNSEEN, but a very real and felt agency, and can FEEl how we are affected by It or left feeling unquenched or even bereft by interaction with it, and so we see the results of what It causes. Anyway, I dismissed it, not too quickly, because it is too much of a coincidence to being left sick, tired and diminshed after spending a few hours in an arena set up to celebrate 'How the sick come to be saved by the pharmaceutical giants', and because, spiritually these things DO happen. Even if it does sound like a story from Black Mirror. Hansel and gretal were enticed into the gingerbread cottage, but what if the witch/warlock of the story wanted not to kill and eat them amd eat them, but only to suck them dry...isnt that the same thing? xxxxx TAke with it with salt.

a MASSIVE wave of energy is HERE to combat lunar distortions 🌊 🐬 AquaGem Oracle (Quite a few confirming synchronicities in this, with what's been coming to me recently...Michaela)

And finally for today, a reminder, and more confirmation: Thurs., May 14 - Pause ⏸️ Reflect 🪞 & Then Fly Like A Bat 🦇 Out Of H. E. Double Hockey 🏒 🏒 Sticks! My Angel Soul....." ...a level of swift moving hogwash ( ///for example 🚨 King Charles just announced Digital ID. !!!!!\\\\ ) that causes a temporary doubt or pause and ultimately reminds us that we are a self made individual. Were doing the best we can in every moment and that's enough.....if you somehow get engaged today....///...... and it sets you off and temporarily creates doubt ...///....its just a flash of energy and its a reminder to be steadfast "

🚨 King Charles just announced Digital ID. ( Deep From the black heart of the 'lie.'...All the furs and jewels, bells and whistles, smoke and mirrors...cannot cover up the deception, the aim of which is to take from the souls of the people that have been subjected, to be the subjects, to drain them of their life blood, their energy, spontaneity, authenticity, sovereignty, entrepreneurial ship. The aim is to severe the people from their 'natural' relationship with their environment, and to break the individuals natural organisation of, and within their own life . THIS is to re-tether subjects into solidifying contracts with their compliance to the LIE. Michaela. )

You are of the few that can so far elevate the truth within the spin. The depth and breadth of the consumption of truth, has filled your skin and bones, your blood sweat and tears and in so doing has released the contamination that held you locked in the grim prison of never ending cycles....But, be assured as you walk about your day, your spin frequency is elevating the air around you to render the inversion as obsolete. This is accomplishing the walk back, through the inverted distorted mirror, and although difficult to your mind, it is breaking down the 'folly of belief in the lie,' and it is being done. Transmission ends. Michaela.