5/5.... Toning it down a bit with this but staying on the same theme with misunderstanding and misinformation, misremembering and insertion of false facts, false memory or memorising something that is false...from which we derive our story of the world...and this year seems to have been the time to locate that, pin point it within the deluge and find the need and courage to pull back from- or - extract the scenario from the psyche, .../// This is From Jenny Schiltz, who talks about the grief involved when confronting a future that was falsely presented, and believed to be true..... -"Coming Face to Face with Expectations and the Life We Thought We Would Live. " https://www.jennyschiltz.org/.....https://mailchi.mp/jennyschiltz/facetofacewithexpectations?e=eef0e90078

I wonder how many of us are grieving a life that never actually happened. One of the things I've been noticing as these timelines continue converging is that we're not only watching old realities dissolve. We're also coming face to face with the expectations we built within those realities. Expectations about what this time of our lives would look like, how our awakening would unfold, which relationships would survive, how abundance would arrive, or even what we believed the collective would experience. Most of those expectations were so subtle we didn't even realize we were carrying them until life began asking us to walk a different path. I'm seeing this play out in very practical ways. People know they want to write the book, launch the offering, have the difficult conversation, leave the relationship, or finally begin the thing that's been sitting on their heart for years. Yet they hesitate, convincing themselves they need one more sign, one more confirmation, or one more perfect alignment before they're allowed to begin. The more I've sat with this, the less I think it's simply fear. I think much of what we're experiencing is grief. Grief for the timeline we expected to unfold, the version of ourselves we thought we'd become by now. Frankly, I think many of us have been fed distorted information for years. Some of it was intentional. Some of it came from people who genuinely believed what they were sharing. Either way, it quietly shaped our expectations. It taught us what awakening and disclosure were supposed to look like. How abundance would arrive or what 5D and the "new earth" would feel like. It handed us a script long before we realized we were reading and creating from one. When reality began unfolding differently, many of us didn't question the information. We questioned ourselves. We assumed we had missed a sign, misunderstood Spirit, or somehow failed to align with the "right" timeline. The challenge is that expectations are incredibly deceptive. They often masquerade as intuition because they feel so true. We become convinced abundance has to arrive a certain way, healing has to unfold in a particular sequence, disclosure has to happen on a specific timeline, or our purpose will only become available once a particular event takes place. As those expectations dissolve along with the timelines that held them, we're left standing in unfamiliar territory. It can feel disorienting because we're not only grieving what happened. We're grieving what we THOUGHT would happen. There's a profound difference between honoring the vision your soul is calling you toward and becoming attached to the route you think it has to take. One keeps you moving. The other quietly keeps you standing still. This time isn't asking us to become someone new. It's asking us to stop negotiating with the life we thought we were going to have long enough to fully meet the one that's HERE. It is not only about choosing faith over fear. It's about having enough faith to take the first step, and even many more, before the proof ever arrives. Each step we take into the unknown helps to lock in our highest and best timeline. Sending you lots of love as we traverse this massive timeline convergence. Sending you all lots of love, Jenny

4/5.....More on the theme of crossed wires, misremembering and misinformation, and the mandala effect. Where mass collective issues have been a major part in the 'build' of the psyche and where there are inconsistencies, leaving clues of potentials and possibilities, but no real tangible information of truth. ..... For example, when asked this question: What Was Supposed to Happen to the world in 2012 ? Co Pilot AI gave this answer: The year 2012 was marked by a range of eschatological beliefs and predictions, particularly those related to the Mayan Long Count calendar. The phenomenon was believed to bring about cataclysmic or transformative events, with the date 21 December 2012 being the end of a 5,126-year-long cycle in the Mesoamerican Long Count calendar. Festivities were held in countries that were part of the Maya civilization, with main events at Chichén Itzá in Mexico and Tikal in Guatemala. Various astronomical alignments and numerological formulae were proposed for this date, but these predictions were largely dismissed by scholars and astronomers as 'pseudoscience'. (Wikipedia).....So maybe something DID happen, at a level of understanding that we aren't able to digest in the ways we are humanly accustomed to experiencing, and we cannot find the corresponding memory in group collective psyche, of anything happening at all that would tell us, personally, we were at the crux of the beginning of the end of the World...AS WE KNOW IT ....Or actually 'The end of TIME , as we know it.....We, have and hold all this collective information and these collective MEMORIES from past ancient civilisations that record somewhere in our consciousness 'waters' of this event, BUT that we cannot see, there is confusion, and so we can only trust our intuition of what is happening in the waters of our bodies....which is a language above and beyond the information matrix. Body information is requiring that we need to feel into and devise ways to read the room, in ways above and beyond our usual physical sensory apparatus. The jungle of the mind has become overgrown and hairy, (as we get in mid summer with overgrowth all over) and it needs a healthy cull, a healthy fire to burn out the wrong, and the 'no longer serves' and the 'no longer helpful' psyche hoarded and shelved stuff. Normal language is not designed for this, and it isn't just about having bad history, or misinformed history, but where incomplete memory pieces have trajectory into our present day formed from incomplete or unfinished or misunderstood memories, OR EVEN had 'memory inserts' to make us believe a version that it didn't happen when it actually did, and vice versa, something did happen when it actually was a inverse to that...(such as in claiming freedom for people in societies that are still slaves to bills, and in claiming security and salvation for the people against invading virus pandemics, when they were contrived situations all along.) Because our human thought apparatus doesn't have the required access to the silent unseen pieces of the puzzle we are trusting in what we are being told.....And so, coming back to the example of 2012 and the end of TIME...maybe IT WAS SUPPOSED TO HAPPEN but It didn't happen ...because the majority were 'memory implanted', in a form of having collective consciousness invaded with the inverse i.e " that it was of no consequence", "that's all mumbo jumbo, woo-woo ", "an old myth and not of scientific logic" ....and "get back to work, and pay your bills", and "check your screens for what you need to know". Therefore, needing us and our full human participation for the event to happen, the occurrence of it happening was sabotaged. AND, Left with ' memory of it --supposed to be happening', we became bereft of the event ... and we carry the loss and grief of that into the next cycle. Just saying. Michaela.

3/5 .......Forbidden memory, covered up with lies (or flies). On a personal level, the first half of this year for me was grief. A very physical thing happened, a death that allowed me the space to grieve, but also brought with it, a deluge of grief, from other moments that had not been allowed the chance to be processed and grieved. So began the deluge of memories that poured out...a flooding of distinct and indistinct, memories and half memories, and for which the overwhelm was demanding and painful. But like a flood, there is the clearing up after. When a town is flooded, all the debris and things that furnish a town having been lifted up in the dark waters, but then are left sodden on the wet ground to be found and sorted through...to be reclaimed or returned. Certain things for me, which I attempted to write down a few weeks back, but which was too intense and so in depth and required a lot of patience, soul searching and days of time, to actually fully write out... was therefore too much of task to post. Everybody has their own stuff to process in their own ways. Yet this deluge can allow some stuff to be weeded out, as 'bad seed' memory, or as 'bad memory' seeds.... that have trajectories into the present life stories, giving bias and leaning you in one way, too much for too long. A brief glimpse into this is an example of one where I have memory of being a very young child...3 or 4 years old. I am on the see-saw with my sister who is two years older. We are Alone in the park. She bounces the see-saw high, one minute I am high up in the air, and in the next I am falling off the sea-saw. As I go up in the air and come down head first to hit the ground I have the picture of a big old oak tree Upside down, imprinted in my vision (which still remains today). Then nothing- it is blank. What happens next is my sister, only a little girl herself, must make her way home to tell our mother and leave me unconscious and unattended in the park...We are in a park that is a good 15 minutes walk where we live. So apart from the obvious shock and horror, running and an ambulance arriving..... a big time lapse ensues.... Between me being awake, with my sister, and then the fall from being UP high, and seeing the tree upside down---- to where i wake up with a bandage on my head. In that time of being alone, the consciousness of babyhood/young childhood, (or maybe the baby ego) has managed to narrate or conjure up a frightening 'feeling only' story to my child's psyche, of being alone, abandoned, hurt and in danger.....But where the memory has faded to, 'did that really happen?' The babyhood narration remains more intensely as ''the attachments'' than the memory, as the memory will always fade. . The ego has a script of being in danger that was never processed, and so never released from.. (and possibly because of being seeded at that time with such force, grew, and so was grimly reinforced by other and later events)...but the seeding was from a self-protective ego worry, and what happened or didn't happen to me during that time frame of being left alone... would be the same thing happening or not happening to any young baby child left alone and abandoned in a park, whether she was awake and conscious of it, or not...(Trauma cracking open a young psyche) I also have memory(?) of seeing me, the baby child on the see-saw and fall, from the perspective of someone watching. Was I there as the watcher also? Or Did my baby mind conjure up that image of watching the event, to give some kind of containment, or safety to it, or some kind of account of it, ??? So that i could put it somewhere safe, which became necessary due to the fact of being unconscious the whole thing is very nebulous, and demanded a structure for me to land it somewhere in my psyche. The point is there are many dangers in this world, both seen and unseen, hidden in the dark and hidden in bushes. But there was also a trial involved in this, at a young age where there was.... superimposed upon a blank slate, a bad seed memory, (or a bad memory seed) which became something leaving an indelible mark on my psyche, being alone and abandoned and which probably forced out an instant unfurling of my spidey senses for danger all around me, and where the upshot is a super sensitivity to energy and the hidden (unseen) dangers all around.....This is where the ego's good intentions to alert you to all the dangers, seen and unseen, have trajectory into the future to become a dark burden. Even though the memory for me is only of the tree being upside, the rest of story , even though I know it to be true too, was never spoken of again by my sister and my parents...life goes on, and these things happen...But there was never a parent handling the situation for the child to process the darkness and fear, the fright and nebulous, nor the random violent confrontation with death. So what remained was the intense whisper of memory trails....showing me that I could see the event from being both the perspective of the child on the see-saw, and as a watcher looking on from the playground. It is indelibly recorded in me somewhere. The bad seed of a truth that went unprocessed...there was Not a chance for adults to help 'make good' a wound sprung into the well of a child, and to help heal the pool of darkness and confusion that drifted wider and wider during the time taken between it happening and to wake up with a bandaged head. This was the 60's in London, and everyone is busy with their role, being in London in the 60's. No therapy for council kids. So as it was never spoken about, and the child was never asked/or allowed to express anything about it, The head healed in the bandage but the indelible imprint was never healed. The baby child was never validated or reassured, because people didn't or couldn't relate to their children as being sentient beings, and the unconscious is the unknown, therefore forbidden as having a say in anything. So even though I woke up, and had forgotten the whole thing...the unspoken and unprocessed trauma became the 'bad' seed, from which grew many tentacles into the future.. Was this early EVENT one where abandonment and being alone was inserted into my memory complex, and if so WHY? Maybe it was a choice point on my part, from my sou'ls perspective, to open up a can of worms and make the child learn to walk through an enchanted forest of trees. Where the branches created were only the result of being touched by the magic of that indelible memory. That these nebulous Memories can form trajectories into the present, where we get to see them and decide if we want them to come into the future..... A Random accident (yeah in the 60's! no doubt).... OR...inserted into the timeline to bring about the initiation into life and death and the ensuing voyage into the underworld, interjecting and changing an otherwise different life story ? Yeah that is possibly true too, you'd have to ask my soul. BUT the final thing is this....having the memory is one thing, but the attachment that grew out of it is quite another. The bad memory seed, is a seed of a bad memory, and when let run amok, it will grow tentacles and create the havoc that your soul decided it needed to experience. Possibly to clear the passage way in this life from all the (other/previous) lifetimes of unprocessed soul grief and abandonment, etc etc.... you've got to feel it to heal it. I can't think of any other reason that we would carry indelible pains, not seeing where they came from. Not to judge but to give compassion for, and to wave a fairy wand over the wound to release the attachment/tentacles/branches that grew from it......AND It takes an ADULT (grown through the forest, and come out the other side) to hold the inner child's hand to do that. Michaela

2/5.....Caution ⚠️ This energy can be EXPLOSIVE 🧨 (but it can also be HEALING) 🌊 AquaGem Oracle AquaGem Oracle......//// Is this about truth? will always come out where we always find out and then there is emotional uproar with that...Okay, so I don't know where I am going with this...until i get there....So, Watching This Youtube, and at 32.mins there is mention of fertility and the fruit of the loom, (for which the cornucopia is usually used as a symbol)... Now yesterday, my daughter was talking about the 'mandala effect' and how the example of the symbol of a 'cornucopia' is used to explain the mandala effect...Where there is a mass mis-remembering of something, in this case, of the logo for 'fruit of loom' including a cornucopia...which it did not. (From co pilot: The Mandela Effect is a phenomenon where large groups of people remember events or details differently from how they actually occurred, often resulting in shared false memories. Definition and Origin The Mandela Effect is named after Nelson Mandela, due to a widespread false memory that he died in prison during the 1980s, even though he was released in 1990 and passed away in 2013. The term was coined in 2009 by paranormal researcher Fiona Broome, who noticed that many people shared this incorrect recollection of Mandela’s death Parade Parade +2 . It describes instances where collective memories do not match historical records, highlighting the fallibility of human memory, (( Science of People )).....So watching the content of this Youtube, linked me with the implication of mass mis-remembering of something, themes/ concepts, facts, fictions/ or whatever we pull into our systems.... as we go about our day...OR LIVES. And having 'that false memory' imprinted in there... it becomes ingrained in the 'story that we hold deep in our selve's shelves.... and that we never get to take it out and look at to ponder its truth, its effects having run amok already, and where it came from...there are too many. We are too distracted, too busy..so we Never get to look at the stuff, holding 'memory' that is perhaps misinforming us...And the fact that there is something about this, that actually needs healing. What have we been misinformed about to carry SUCH deep Mis-remembering, that has concocted a vast mess that has converted our internal waters, our life force blood, has been carrying substancially wrong infomation about ourselves... that it should never have, and that will need patience and persistence to find a correct memory. And the floods of memories that will bring through a correct memory, to counteract a misinformed or misremembered memory....Or falsity's that had been inserted through a time/dimension/portal jump to purposely replace and supersede a truth prior to that time......The mandala effect is described by the cornucopia as: "This perception is considered a classic example of the Mandela Effect. In basic terms, the Mandela Effect refers to instances of "collective misremembering" in which large numbers of people share the same false belief. The belief that the Fruit of the Loom logo included a cornucopia is strongly held. " .....Are Our thoughts and feelings about the attainment and freedom of abundance and prosperity, (symbolised by the cornucopia) actually wrong, inserted into 'mass memory' that has created a mass occurring plight, concerning lack/poverty consciousness working hard, slavery and sacrifice to survive....???? The mandala effect was observed, a time when people were thinking about a great occurrence on earth, and were preparing for something (physically/spiritually/emotionally that NEVER happened....Or did it happen,????!!!! BUT with all the---- 'smokes and mirrors, bells and smells, whistles and spells '---- slight of hand, we just remember it differently, OR NOT AT ALL...waking up in the same day, ground hog day. That would be a tragedy to big to handle...stuck or pushed into a timeline that denied us the evolution we were on track for...the trajectory changed for us....But how and why? Its possible. Just Saying. Michaela.

https://www.snopes.com/fact-check/fruit-of-the-loom-cornucopia/

1/5....Undoing the done and dusted, what we did and what was done to us, and learning the difference, unravelling with balance and compassion.... where we have walked through the different portals to gain the different pollen that we use eventually to make our honey. Transmission ends. Michaela. (So this, and the next 4 posts tie in together are on theme of undoing.)

New Fated Developments! Life Changes with North Node in Aquarius, South Node in Leo ~ 2026 Astrology Molly McCord Molly McCord

"When The Bough Breaks" - NEW MOON at 21°59′ Cancer, Tuesday 14 July 2026, 09:43 UTC “The cradle rocks above an abyss, and common sense tells us that our existence is but a brief crack of light between two eternities of darkness." ~ Vladimir Nabokov..... Ang Stoic (substack) ..."The real transformation lies in understanding how it all ties together, and that understanding is beyond the capacities of any media outlet or algorithm. The machine is built to trick you by serving up a gobbledygook of the likeliest words, reels and opinions in the most predictable order for you. It captures the reactive, predictable you inside a bubble of non-awareness and feeds on your raw emotional energy. It cannot actually satisfy your inward hunger to understand anything. Real understanding runs contra to the bombardment of scattered data aimed at your easily distracted mind. It has to be felt, digested and lived to become yours. May be art [art: David Alvarado] What is stirring now operates far beneath the arbitrary noise floor. It is slow and profoundly restructuring, remaking the ground we think from before it ever touches the words we think in. The machine may never replace us. But it’s not the machine we must worry about. Most of the world will miss the cues entirely, heads down in the trough, until the day it can no longer be missed. By then, it may be too late to understand what brought us to the point of utter, irreparable soul-disconnection. It is hard not to feel disenchanted. For many of us, the spell has already broken, and what stands exposed behind the scenery is neither moral nor coherent: predatory incentives, managed illusions, frightened conformity and damage so thoroughly organised and rewarded that our maladjustment to the gross anomalies passes for normal life. There is injury in seeing this clearly, only to be expected to carry on as though nothing essential has been violated. There is real grief in realising that the world we trusted was partly theatre, and that whatever remains worth loving will have to be guarded, cultivated and rebuilt by folks who can no longer pretend they do not see the machinery marching towards their soul. Astrology cannot undo that injury. It can, however, give it context, timing and somewhere to go." © 2026 Ang Stoic

"The work, at least this once, is to recognise the one person, place or feeling that actually counts, that keeps you being you, and hold the gate open to it. "- Ang Stoic.