Honor Yourself.... Brenda Hoffman Brenda Hoffman posted Tuesday, 3 November, 2026 Originally published at lifetapestrycreations.wordpress.com """Death and war were not necessary for this shift away from 3D. What is required is a change of thoughts and actions from fear to love. When you no longer fear or honor others more than yourself, you need not follow anyone but yourself. You are fully capable of creating the life you have been dreaming of for eons.""" https://spiritlibrary.com/brenda-hoffman/honor-yourself.

Aquarius today from HeyHoroscope: Today's Horoscope Something you've been saying about your work is finally being heard the way you meant it. The Sun and Mercury are traveling together over your work and your name right now, and that sharpens how you explain yourself. Clearer sentences. Fewer apologies tucked in at the end. If there's a message you need to write where you lay out what you did and what it cost you, today you can say it plainly, and plain is what carries. Talking has been uphill for a while. The same discussion with the same person, going around again. Saturn's been retracing its steps through your conversations and your short runs across town, so you keep landing back on old subjects instead of opening new ones. That isn't a stall. You're closing out unfinished business, and it does close. By the end of the day the Moon turns toward distance: the person who lives too far to drop in on, the belief you've been half holding, the trip that's been on a sticky note on your fridge since who knows when. It gets a little nearer than it was. You're thought of more highly than anyone's bothered to tell you. That's not flattery. It's just information you haven't been handed yet."

An excerpt from: A message from Mathew November 3, 2026 Global economy; planetary, personal ascension; status of the population; densities; effects of evil actions on souls; time “speeding up”; crop circles; insects///// ( Now I am not saying that all channels are correct in all things, but I am saying that when things corroborate, its worth adding it to the files. Michaela. ) \\\\\ https://www.matthewbooks.com/november-3-2026/ ..... "Via mainstream and social media you are seeing national elections and political incivility, high cost of basic necessities, controversy about AI, warring in the Middle East, and spreading protests. Some information is factual, some is not, and the violent protestors in European countries and the United States are imported and funded by dark money. One way or another all those and many other goings-on are part and parcel of the pivotal battlefield: the global economy. The dark ones created a financial octopus as a stranglehold on the population and for long ages this worked exactly as intended. That this could be slipping from their grasp has put them in a panic—they know that losing economic control of the world would doom their evil empire. They do not know its doom already is sealed by the unstoppable power of love-light that is undergirding ascension. "

AND "When God, Sol and Gaia co-created the planet they called Terra, there were no insects—animals in the seas, skies and land predated humankind and were the planet’s first vegetarians. All species mingled and telepathically communicated with each other and with souls in the plant and mineral kingdoms. That bliss is what attracted the human population and for long ages the planet was the paradise called Eden. When puppets of the dark forces entered, they established the predator-prey hierarchy and insects were at the bottom. Some were designed specifically to cause discomfort to humans and animals or to jeopardize their health. At this point in Earth’s ascension insects still are necessary, but they will not be when she reaches fifth density. The low vibrations of the predator-prey instinct cannot exist at that energy level, and once again the lion and the lamb will lie side by side. Earth’s Golden Age population will choose whether they want insects to add beauty and pleasure—perhaps dragon flies, lady bugs and butterflies. "

THE construction of cities is to create energy that overpower the human energy and so reduce them to dust on the side walk. I was in London yesterday and immediately felt this, the overriding energy was heaviness of weights anchored into the air, to obstruct normal access to air and day light. It was made all the more darker, as people scurried in the dimming November light. I had been up at Horizon 22 in Bishopsgate, a high rise view of London, one of a few, where there is free pass to ride the lift and come out into a high rise viewing platform, but it requires booking. When I came down and exited back onto the street, it was eerily strange, as when birds stop during an eclipse. I am not sure what this was, IT WAS ONLY MOMENTS, but it was uncomfortable, and unrecognisable. It felt like when the tide goes out before a tsunami. I am sure no one else felt what was, I presumed, a spontaneous personal thermometer drop...(on my part) ...into the city, to take its 'temperature'. AND this random and spontaneous 'checking of the city's vitals' ....felt like being face to face with a cyborg in an AI backdrop. Then walking in this feeling, turning the corner to see up high, the GOLD statues in Bishopsgate, that are not at eye level, are not even seen properly, obscured by scaffolding, but that have eye vision on the city streets below. What or Who ARE THEY? (I looked them up today, and could find no description or mention of them) ...And yes, and yeah I know, London is full of statues and gargoyles, heroes on horses, and sometimes even women and angels. So Many statues, and so much so... that we walk past them without even looking, they are NOT unusual. They are everywhere, as memorials and place markers, wayshowers and watchers. There, seemingly forever, and mostly they are staunch reminders of corruption and social imbalance, inequity and equity. They signify the place IS 'owned' and 'bought, lock stock and barrel' and also signify that there ARE STILL MASTERS to look up to...and They signify obeyance to external authority, That is my point, it is the non stop indicators that we are under the grip of external authority...Masters, who have masters themselves, which are of the unseen variety, and therefore not only is there is NO retaliation, there is no acknowledge that there are masters to which we are giving our lifeblood to. In allegiance with the whole hypnotic trance that keeps us treading in it day after day. There ARE masters, there are slaves, ..IT IS a Fact and end of story ///// I digressed. Anyway, pretty soon I was awkward and shifting uncomfortably as If I was in an unreal place, a stage setting, No air no space. just scuttling in and around the place leaving their life-signature snail trails. \\\\\\\\ I feel for the huge amounts of people that work and spend a lot of their waking time in this place. Of course most are only too happy to be working in the exciting and dynamic crates of London, In a creative vibe or financial hub. But I fear the creativity and energy drawn off the workers is like having their blood syringed out daily and will eventually be left as husks. The life blood of the workers is an unseen donation to the egregores of the city. The usual wages and salaries will never make up for the energy exchange that takes place. The energy exchange reduces the worker, but the workforce is always renewed by a steady escalator of people into the city. The lifeblood acts to keep the CYBORG city going as clockwork, by the constant reengineering and diverting of the creative energy given off by people, by the inhabitants TOwards the egregores of the city, and that whole motion is kept in place by constant monitoring and sucking up the sloosh that feeds it....Never allowing an 'alternative' city arrangement to manifest THAT could be better, wiser, altruistic, thriving for itself and its people.......Because the life blood and curiosity, the compassion and drive, the motivation and the mobility of humans IN this place is curated, managed, branded and therefore owned by the corporates. This is the global feature that the corporates utilise and it is all magic. BUT this dynamic is largely unseen and unknown by those donating their life blood for their "the much needed paychecks " to pay for their sky rise rents and mortgages ... and that supply branded id's, for the type of status, that goes with the type of money...that gives the labels and identities THAT are the ONLY things SEEN to be available.... SO, sidelined, hoodwinked and blinkered to SEE only THIS PARTICULAR construct, This way of life...there is no other, and it is as its always been, AND that we have been educated to PERCEIVE is the truth of life here. AND this is the construct that derives it animation in this construct ONLY. ???? ///// Yeah, as a young vibrant beating heart I worked in London, as many young people do...and nobody knows when the SLOW HIT happens to the psyche, or when the vibrancy is replaced with irritation depletion, depression, questioning life, and its meaning. Even those in the golden hand cuffs are not aware '''HOW much lifeblood" the long march everyday is taking out of them. Alternative/s ???? Yes Please!!! . Lets see HOW ??? HOW the magic can be REplaced, RE-Assessed, REdistributed, RE-Equilibrated, Balanced, Filtered and Cleaned up!! But first the mechanics of the distortion has to be Analysed. And withdrawn from use. Michaela.

*** Tying it all together. So I am linking and merging the previous Four posts together, and annotated as ***. (edit updated 5/11/2026) I am tying The posts: 🔥YOU’RE NEVER COMING BACK TO EARTH! 🌍⚡with my Analogy of rats trapped in a sack ((( as in 'what to do with the ropes that tie you in the sack' ))) and the post "When push comes to shove" together with the last post, 4 Signs The Monad Is Already Pulling Your Soul Out Of Demiurge's Trap....WHEN """It becomes the thread you follow out""" ....SO in the context of : "31:24 They're you finally recognizing it for what it is. And once you recognize it, once you see the pattern, you can't 31:31 unsee it. It becomes the thread you follow out. Not in one dramatic moment, but in a thousand small choices to 31:38 identify with the awareness instead of the content. To rest in the part of you that's watching instead of the part that's reacting. To trust the inner yes instead of the external authority. 31:50 That's the path the Nagamadi texts were preserving. That's what got buried. 31:54 That's what survived anyway."" .... I'd also further describe that the structures around the identity that become the bricks and supporting beams of the identity, become REALITY that traps you with their distractions.. the job, the house, the status, friendship groups, are all the LIVE containment and content to those memberships to LIFE. ....For example: A home, a house, a shack or property with land, where the upgrading of and maintenance of it all.... become that which are the Full blown distractions, that tie the identity into its belief ...That you are it. It is you, and therefore you have to spiritually and physically maintain it. The emphasis goes into and onto the house, pulling emphasis away from YOU, the being that requires a physical place to live then YOU become lost in maintaining and achieving what is REQUIRED by the 'house'... i.e. YOU ...for the desired support structures status or comfort and stability....that YOU are told by the outer structures, that YOU need...the required works and repairs to the house...Love attention and devotion to the HOUSE...distracting you away from being LOVE TO THE SELF. ( I know the example does not fully extrapolate here, but to those who are figuring this out, this is an extra bean in the bag of magic beans, from which a giant stalk grows... to climb up out from). The post on the 4 signs gives those that are getting more familiar with not relying on their structures about them to KNOW who and what they really are, will welcome any bean or golden nugget or breadcrumb clues....when all they have had, IS BREAD CRUMBS, and which, when it is realised that "trapped in rat sack, " is something they no longer wish for their "human part of THE awareness and consciousness" to be limited too, the world begins to look a whole lot more interesting, out of the demiurge constructs. I am sorry if this is confusing...but it is primarily so, because the architecture and constructs around us DO NOT give easy walkways to this and in fact has been Branded OUT of our knowledge with increasing URGENCY. Find your own rope that binds you and get them loose. Michaela. easy

So, and it has taken me a long while to tie all these things together. The latest HITCH/ mountain to climb, for me, personally is actually to do with the 'house' and NOT getting PEACE in my home...as I had been spending months deconstructing my identity outside the HOME, it soon became evident that the tricks and traps had transferred more aggressively to that arena. IN full FORCE (archons?)....Whereas the real situation is too difficult to explain, and with so many variables and parameters, I cannot actually take the length of text to describe it all, be it suffice to say, it is all definitely a head fuck. The short word is seeing is believing, and believing gets you to the places that you need to witness. XXXX Coming out of it now, but ONLY when I can put PERSPECTIVE of what are the ropes holding me back...Programming/ coding and conditioning/distraction, tricking and self- identification with something that calls from your wounds....But your wounds are NOT you either. THEY are the false flags that act to bind you./////// SO, Back in January early this year, after two years of stressfull incidences, nervous system dysregulation and outright shaking with fibromyalgia pains and THAT, all BEING ME, was beginning to make to me feel Like I was going mad! But I Am aware Of that and So I can watch that and hold the tension...BUT I was craving REST from it all. It was my birthday late January, and I'd recieved a birthday Card showing a figure resting on a sofa, comfortably reading a book, with a cup of something nice and rug and a potted plant. Peaceful. I remember saying, or rather screaming to myself...THATs what I need!!! I NEED TO REST. So I put the Birthday card on the wall, where I can see it, to remind myself, that my EGO needed to be 'let rest'... I started the practice to PUT MY 'EGO reactions' on 'rest order' or better described as CEASE AND DESIST. I could NOT think properly and my ego was wounded...so I put into better practise, The NON SLEEP DEEP REST, a NDSR practice I had been doing but only intermittently. I adopted the style to let myself watch what was going on...only. Not react. Eventually 10 months later...AND now, I do it really well. The situational thing has come under better control...BUT Learning IT, MEANT ME HOLDING THE USUAL TENSION BETWEEN MANY THINGS> to the point, of not even commenting, Till I was sure whether I needed to or even wanted to comment. or act...(okay, so yeah, this is a quick explanation). During that time, 10 momths, incidences and situational stuff got worse...But I was able to work through and whittle it all down to see the tension and acknowledge the burning coals on which my soul lay.. AND the Struggle with 'self'and """the outside AUTHORITY""" (programming and conditioning) that I was in constant battle with...(the ropes of the 'rat trap sack'/the shadow/the 'demiurge structures and architecture, etc. etc. GOING BACK millenia (literally life times, Gosh it was UGLY). Humanly, I could see it was leading me into the realisation that my pains/problems/relationship echos, keeping me stuck was from a whole heap of 'back sliding into backlife' Programmimg.... which still arises, but NOW i know to SEE it and to hold the tension and watch...I ask 'what is the RESPONSE I want?'...and watch to see the trigger that is possible to backslide into old programming...where I had just got myself out of...I had long ago stopped looking at the mainstream religions and the new age spiritual stuff as I realised that most speakers do not speak from outside the demiurge structure...and that most spirit and entities are only ever in context within this construct. So there is NOT going to be anything new in ANY of that, so what to do? The answer is to Find the ropes that tie your experience into the rat trap sack...and free yourself... /////////////////////////////////////// And as we are on the subject of Sophia and the resulting 'accident' of the demiurge, and demiurge's minions the archons, who are responsible for the holding the ACCident in its structural place, not wanting to let it go... AS IT IS THE REALITY THAT BIRTHED THEM>>> THE RESULTING black hole of incidence requires some very 'clever tension holding' techniques in conducting the orchestra of instrumentatl Incidences in ones life, but remember it is the conductore that holds the tension and displaces or replaces it. referring back to my post xxxxx Saturday, 3 January 2026 So in my meditation/vision I got a story, a version of Sofia Wisdom. The story was that Sofia was the beginning of the sense of separation from source...So the story we are told is that Sofia fell ...(i.e. created a miscreation that consumed her) when she wanted to..../or let's say that was 'called to', or pushed from within ....(from, or by a greater aspect within her aeonic self, wisdom) ....to create ......from 'outside' of the usual ways of doing things...FROM OUTSIDE the organic unified and cosmic coupling system, which was/is required for the 'God Source' creation of such things. This fall of cosmic proportions brought about a sphere of Production, created not from the usual compatible cosmic coupling. but from the most 'unusual' disposal of cosmic ingredients, all mixed up in an 'unorthodox accident,' which resulted in what we have today...The continued spiralling out of, and of 'mirroring this accident' (sorry I cant think of a better word) xxxxx

*** 4 Signs The Monad Is Already Pulling Your Soul Out Of Demiurge's Trap — Nag Hammadi Names Every One Gnostic Talk ........ "" 7:22 The gospel of Philip is explicit about this. It says those who say they will die first and then rise are in error. If 7:30 they do not first receive the resurrection while they live, when they die, they will receive nothing. The resurrection it's referring to is not 7:38 physical. [music] It's not escatological. It's the shift in identity. It's the moment you stop [music] experiencing yourself as the 7:46 construct and start experiencing yourself as the awareness that the construct appears within. That's the resurrection. That's what has to happen 7:54 before death or the bond just reasserts itself at the moment of transition. And the monad call is what initiates that process. [music] It doesn't do it all at once. It does it in stages, in layers. 8:06 And the texts are very clear about what those layers look like. The first layer is disidentification from the body. You stop feeling like you are the 8:15 sensations, the impulses, the pain, the [music] hunger. You start recognizing that those are experiences happening 8:23 within awareness, not the source of awareness itself. The second layer is disidentification from the emotional 8:30 structure. You stop feeling like you are your grief, your anger, your fear, your [music] desire. You start recognizing 8:38 that those are weather patterns moving through a space that is larger than they are. [snorts] The third layer is disidentification from thought. And this 8:46 is the one that most people get stuck on because thought is subtle. It masquerades as you. It says, "I think, 8:54 therefore I am." And it sounds so convincing that you never question who is hearing the thought. [music] But the Nagamadi texts, particularly the 9:02 treatise on the resurrection, point directly at this. [music] They say the thought is not the thinker. 9:09 The thought is the [music] echo. And once you recognize that, the bond starts to loosen. Not all at once, but 9:16 unmistakably. ""

*** When push comes to shove, a direction appears within the 'already here'. We Cannot create from that which was 'never here before', AND the energy steps required, were always just hidden under the overgrowth which became the feature instead of the STEP. But what passes for unavailability was always available, just that it needed the right amount of seasoning in the seer, to be seen. Because the seasoning brings the luminosity to the seer, and those that tire of the overgrowth under-step, that which falters the step, and keeps the seer from seeing the path under-step.... has had to FEEL the energy pathway instead. RE-introducing new.... but ancient, filaments of energy feelers, rather than the usual sensors. Without them available, we were reading the straining signs before they disappeared, not yet solid, and with eyes that needed more than sight...Now WE ARE Unfolding the filaments of FEEL, from where they were packed away... in the travelling luggage of what might be useful on the journey. It is time to unpack and SEE where the journey has arrived at. Before dismissing the undergrowth, as the realms of overgrown forest of witchy trees and vines that bind, see it as the playing fields in the lands of witches and fairies, to practice the arts of bows and arrows, targeting an arrow with internal eyes, and also detonating the false scripts and maps that never deliver what you can't 'see' yourself. Transmission ends. Michaela.