Pluto Enters Aquarius The Autistic Mystic The Autistic Mystic..../// Short but sharp.\\\

Back to seeds....watching the TV....and having your seeds of consciousness changed... English Only - Football and the Planetary Network - 2 Tasks: World Cup & CERN - Matias De Stefano....////A different explanation but it is all about the seeds of consciousness, cleverly modified, in ways we would not choose. Listen carefully as its hard to pick up. Modifying the genetics of the seed...so to me good seed, bad seed, and seeds need nourishment and cultivation.....Seed Of the pineal, seeding with what we see etc....Matias De stefano is an interesting character and worth looking into, here he describes :"So when a lot of unconscious people are gathering the focus to nourish a soil of 11:41, the sub of the subconscious what they are doing is to create a specific seed. 11:48 So the conscious what it does in those cases is to modify the frequency of that seed. 11:55 It shifts the frequency transform the essence of it the the the 12:03 genetical code of it and allows the seed to create a new fruit that will change the entire field. So today we have an 12:12 option to open a big field of transformation. 12:20 So this that I'm proposing is not something that no one does. It's something that we do all the time. 12:29 But what I'm proposing is let's do it in a conscious way. So the reason why I'm 12:37 sharing this is because we have to start learning how to use this power all of us because there's a lot of people using 12:45 that through social media through um shows music which is basically to modify 12:52 the genetics of that seed in our heads slowly and slowly until we are control 13:00 in our minds to become something that maybe we didn't want to be. "

Another way of saying that it is easy to have OUR field of consciousness manipulated. By light, smoke and mirrors to make us believe one set of beliefs.... when in fact the other is true. So who would be doing that, playfully or purposefully, or in plain ignorance, and maybe many are doing all of these at different times for many different reasons, and we may pick what sounds most likely, pick what you think...and that can and will change. The point is the the full on rubbish and smear campaigns we have to endure to the backdrop of this life is confusing and meant to confuse. We need to pick up LIFE where we want it to go. cultivate and nourish from where stand now, to open the paths that consciousness is striving to create, From my post. xxxx "Thursday, 16 July 2026 4/5.....More on the theme of crossed wires, misremembering and misinformation, and the mandala effect. Where mass collective issues have been a major part in the 'build' of the psyche and where there are inconsistencies, leaving clues of potentials and possibilities, but no real tangible information of truth. XXXXXX """"" So maybe something DID happen, at a level of understanding that we aren't able to digest in the ways we are humanly accustomed to experiencing, and we cannot find the corresponding memory in group collective psyche, of anything happening at all that would tell us, personally, we were at the crux of the beginning of the end of the World...AS WE KNOW IT ....Or actually 'The end of TIME , as we know it.....We, have and hold all this collective information and these collective MEMORIES from past ancient civilisations that record somewhere in our consciousness 'waters' of this event, BUT that we cannot see, there is confusion, and so we can only trust our intuition of what is happening in the waters of our bodies....which is a language above and beyond the information matrix. Body information is requiring that we need to feel into and devise ways to read the room, in ways above and beyond our usual physical sensory apparatus. The jungle of the mind has become overgrown and hairy, (as we get in mid summer with overgrowth all over) and it needs a healthy cull, a healthy fire to burn out the wrong, and the 'no longer serves' and the 'no longer helpful' psyche hoarded and shelved stuff. Normal language is not designed for this, and it isn't just about having bad history, or misinformed history, but where incomplete memory pieces have trajectory into our present day formed from incomplete or unfinished or misunderstood memories, OR EVEN had 'memory inserts' to make us believe a version that it didn't happen when it actually did, and vice versa, something did happen when it actually was a inverse to that...(such as in claiming freedom for people in societies that are still slaves to bills, and in claiming security and salvation for the people against invading virus pandemics, when they were contrived situations all along.) Because our human thought apparatus doesn't have the required access to the silent unseen pieces of the puzzle we are trusting in what we are being told.....And so, coming back to the example of 2012 and the end of TIME...maybe IT WAS SUPPOSED TO HAPPEN but It didn't happen ...because the majority were 'memory implanted', in a form of having collective consciousness invaded with the inverse i.e " that it was of no consequence", "that's all mumbo jumbo, woo-woo ", "an old myth and not of scientific logic" ....and "get back to work, and pay your bills", and "check your screens for what you need to know". Therefore, needing us and our full human participation for the event to happen, the occurrence of it happening was sabotaged. AND, Left with ' memory of it --supposed to be happening', we became bereft of the event ... and we carry the loss and grief of that into the next cycle. Just saying. Michaela. """""

Weekly Intuitive Astrology of July 15 to 22 ~ Rare Revolutionary Basket, Mercury RX squares Saturn Molly McCord

Your Heart Has Been Carrying This Ever Since 🜁 Collapse Codes 🜁 Collapse Codes ".....didn't have like fully conscious parents at the time. Um but notably like something impacted you and it hurt you 22:36 and I feel like you can find that in your first heartbreak. 22:40 Okay, you are the temple here. But also I feel like this is about making your life 22:47 what it should have always been and not allowing this to impact you anymore. not allowing this to be this critical energy of yourself anymore. Again, that that 22:56 feels like um something that you've lived with for quite some time that's had an impact and how you in how you even you like you've manifested your 23:04 life, how you've moved through life. And I think that this is about where you're going um without that attached to you "

5/5.... Toning it down a bit with this but staying on the same theme with misunderstanding and misinformation, misremembering and insertion of false facts, false memory or memorising something that is false...from which we derive our story of the world...and this year seems to have been the time to locate that, pin point it within the deluge and find the need and courage to pull back from- or - extract the scenario from the psyche, .../// This is From Jenny Schiltz, who talks about the grief involved when confronting a future that was falsely presented, and believed to be true..... -"Coming Face to Face with Expectations and the Life We Thought We Would Live. " https://www.jennyschiltz.org/.....https://mailchi.mp/jennyschiltz/facetofacewithexpectations?e=eef0e90078

I wonder how many of us are grieving a life that never actually happened. One of the things I've been noticing as these timelines continue converging is that we're not only watching old realities dissolve. We're also coming face to face with the expectations we built within those realities. Expectations about what this time of our lives would look like, how our awakening would unfold, which relationships would survive, how abundance would arrive, or even what we believed the collective would experience. Most of those expectations were so subtle we didn't even realize we were carrying them until life began asking us to walk a different path. I'm seeing this play out in very practical ways. People know they want to write the book, launch the offering, have the difficult conversation, leave the relationship, or finally begin the thing that's been sitting on their heart for years. Yet they hesitate, convincing themselves they need one more sign, one more confirmation, or one more perfect alignment before they're allowed to begin. The more I've sat with this, the less I think it's simply fear. I think much of what we're experiencing is grief. Grief for the timeline we expected to unfold, the version of ourselves we thought we'd become by now. Frankly, I think many of us have been fed distorted information for years. Some of it was intentional. Some of it came from people who genuinely believed what they were sharing. Either way, it quietly shaped our expectations. It taught us what awakening and disclosure were supposed to look like. How abundance would arrive or what 5D and the "new earth" would feel like. It handed us a script long before we realized we were reading and creating from one. When reality began unfolding differently, many of us didn't question the information. We questioned ourselves. We assumed we had missed a sign, misunderstood Spirit, or somehow failed to align with the "right" timeline. The challenge is that expectations are incredibly deceptive. They often masquerade as intuition because they feel so true. We become convinced abundance has to arrive a certain way, healing has to unfold in a particular sequence, disclosure has to happen on a specific timeline, or our purpose will only become available once a particular event takes place. As those expectations dissolve along with the timelines that held them, we're left standing in unfamiliar territory. It can feel disorienting because we're not only grieving what happened. We're grieving what we THOUGHT would happen. There's a profound difference between honoring the vision your soul is calling you toward and becoming attached to the route you think it has to take. One keeps you moving. The other quietly keeps you standing still. This time isn't asking us to become someone new. It's asking us to stop negotiating with the life we thought we were going to have long enough to fully meet the one that's HERE. It is not only about choosing faith over fear. It's about having enough faith to take the first step, and even many more, before the proof ever arrives. Each step we take into the unknown helps to lock in our highest and best timeline. Sending you lots of love as we traverse this massive timeline convergence. Sending you all lots of love, Jenny

4/5.....More on the theme of crossed wires, misremembering and misinformation, and the mandala effect. Where mass collective issues have been a major part in the 'build' of the psyche and where there are inconsistencies, leaving clues of potentials and possibilities, but no real tangible information of truth. ..... For example, when asked this question: What Was Supposed to Happen to the world in 2012 ? Co Pilot AI gave this answer: The year 2012 was marked by a range of eschatological beliefs and predictions, particularly those related to the Mayan Long Count calendar. The phenomenon was believed to bring about cataclysmic or transformative events, with the date 21 December 2012 being the end of a 5,126-year-long cycle in the Mesoamerican Long Count calendar. Festivities were held in countries that were part of the Maya civilization, with main events at Chichén Itzá in Mexico and Tikal in Guatemala. Various astronomical alignments and numerological formulae were proposed for this date, but these predictions were largely dismissed by scholars and astronomers as 'pseudoscience'. (Wikipedia).....So maybe something DID happen, at a level of understanding that we aren't able to digest in the ways we are humanly accustomed to experiencing, and we cannot find the corresponding memory in group collective psyche, of anything happening at all that would tell us, personally, we were at the crux of the beginning of the end of the World...AS WE KNOW IT ....Or actually 'The end of TIME , as we know it.....We, have and hold all this collective information and these collective MEMORIES from past ancient civilisations that record somewhere in our consciousness 'waters' of this event, BUT that we cannot see, there is confusion, and so we can only trust our intuition of what is happening in the waters of our bodies....which is a language above and beyond the information matrix. Body information is requiring that we need to feel into and devise ways to read the room, in ways above and beyond our usual physical sensory apparatus. The jungle of the mind has become overgrown and hairy, (as we get in mid summer with overgrowth all over) and it needs a healthy cull, a healthy fire to burn out the wrong, and the 'no longer serves' and the 'no longer helpful' psyche hoarded and shelved stuff. Normal language is not designed for this, and it isn't just about having bad history, or misinformed history, but where incomplete memory pieces have trajectory into our present day formed from incomplete or unfinished or misunderstood memories, OR EVEN had 'memory inserts' to make us believe a version that it didn't happen when it actually did, and vice versa, something did happen when it actually was a inverse to that...(such as in claiming freedom for people in societies that are still slaves to bills, and in claiming security and salvation for the people against invading virus pandemics, when they were contrived situations all along.) Because our human thought apparatus doesn't have the required access to the silent unseen pieces of the puzzle we are trusting in what we are being told.....And so, coming back to the example of 2012 and the end of TIME...maybe IT WAS SUPPOSED TO HAPPEN but It didn't happen ...because the majority were 'memory implanted', in a form of having collective consciousness invaded with the inverse i.e " that it was of no consequence", "that's all mumbo jumbo, woo-woo ", "an old myth and not of scientific logic" ....and "get back to work, and pay your bills", and "check your screens for what you need to know". Therefore, needing us and our full human participation for the event to happen, the occurrence of it happening was sabotaged. AND, Left with ' memory of it --supposed to be happening', we became bereft of the event ... and we carry the loss and grief of that into the next cycle. Just saying. Michaela.

3/5 .......Forbidden memory, covered up with lies (or flies). On a personal level, the first half of this year for me was grief. A very physical thing happened, a death that allowed me the space to grieve, but also brought with it, a deluge of grief, from other moments that had not been allowed the chance to be processed and grieved. So began the deluge of memories that poured out...a flooding of distinct and indistinct, memories and half memories, and for which the overwhelm was demanding and painful. But like a flood, there is the clearing up after. When a town is flooded, all the debris and things that furnish a town having been lifted up in the dark waters, but then are left sodden on the wet ground to be found and sorted through...to be reclaimed or returned. Certain things for me, which I attempted to write down a few weeks back, but which was too intense and so in depth and required a lot of patience, soul searching and days of time, to actually fully write out... was therefore too much of task to post. Everybody has their own stuff to process in their own ways. Yet this deluge can allow some stuff to be weeded out, as 'bad seed' memory, or as 'bad memory' seeds.... that have trajectories into the present life stories, giving bias and leaning you in one way, too much for too long. A brief glimpse into this is an example of one where I have memory of being a very young child...3 or 4 years old. I am on the see-saw with my sister who is two years older. We are Alone in the park. She bounces the see-saw high, one minute I am high up in the air, and in the next I am falling off the sea-saw. As I go up in the air and come down head first to hit the ground I have the picture of a big old oak tree Upside down, imprinted in my vision (which still remains today). Then nothing- it is blank. What happens next is my sister, only a little girl herself, must make her way home to tell our mother and leave me unconscious and unattended in the park...We are in a park that is a good 15 minutes walk where we live. So apart from the obvious shock and horror, running and an ambulance arriving..... a big time lapse ensues.... Between me being awake, with my sister, and then the fall from being UP high, and seeing the tree upside down---- to where i wake up with a bandage on my head. In that time of being alone, the consciousness of babyhood/young childhood, (or maybe the baby ego) has managed to narrate or conjure up a frightening 'feeling only' story to my child's psyche, of being alone, abandoned, hurt and in danger.....But where the memory has faded to, 'did that really happen?' The babyhood narration remains more intensely as ''the attachments'' than the memory, as the memory will always fade. . The ego has a script of being in danger that was never processed, and so never released from.. (and possibly because of being seeded at that time with such force, grew, and so was grimly reinforced by other and later events)...but the seeding was from a self-protective ego worry, and what happened or didn't happen to me during that time frame of being left alone... would be the same thing happening or not happening to any young baby child left alone and abandoned in a park, whether she was awake and conscious of it, or not...(Trauma cracking open a young psyche) I also have memory(?) of seeing me, the baby child on the see-saw and fall, from the perspective of someone watching. Was I there as the watcher also? Or Did my baby mind conjure up that image of watching the event, to give some kind of containment, or safety to it, or some kind of account of it, ??? So that i could put it somewhere safe, which became necessary due to the fact of being unconscious the whole thing is very nebulous, and demanded a structure for me to land it somewhere in my psyche. The point is there are many dangers in this world, both seen and unseen, hidden in the dark and hidden in bushes. But there was also a trial involved in this, at a young age where there was.... superimposed upon a blank slate, a bad seed memory, (or a bad memory seed) which became something leaving an indelible mark on my psyche, being alone and abandoned and which probably forced out an instant unfurling of my spidey senses for danger all around me, and where the upshot is a super sensitivity to energy and the hidden (unseen) dangers all around.....This is where the ego's good intentions to alert you to all the dangers, seen and unseen, have trajectory into the future to become a dark burden. Even though the memory for me is only of the tree being upside, the rest of story , even though I know it to be true too, was never spoken of again by my sister and my parents...life goes on, and these things happen...But there was never a parent handling the situation for the child to process the darkness and fear, the fright and nebulous, nor the random violent confrontation with death. So what remained was the intense whisper of memory trails....showing me that I could see the event from being both the perspective of the child on the see-saw, and as a watcher looking on from the playground. It is indelibly recorded in me somewhere. The bad seed of a truth that went unprocessed...there was Not a chance for adults to help 'make good' a wound sprung into the well of a child, and to help heal the pool of darkness and confusion that drifted wider and wider during the time taken between it happening and to wake up with a bandaged head. This was the 60's in London, and everyone is busy with their role, being in London in the 60's. No therapy for council kids. So as it was never spoken about, and the child was never asked/or allowed to express anything about it, The head healed in the bandage but the indelible imprint was never healed. The baby child was never validated or reassured, because people didn't or couldn't relate to their children as being sentient beings, and the unconscious is the unknown, therefore forbidden as having a say in anything. So even though I woke up, and had forgotten the whole thing...the unspoken and unprocessed trauma became the 'bad' seed, from which grew many tentacles into the future.. Was this early EVENT one where abandonment and being alone was inserted into my memory complex, and if so WHY? Maybe it was a choice point on my part, from my sou'ls perspective, to open up a can of worms and make the child learn to walk through an enchanted forest of trees. Where the branches created were only the result of being touched by the magic of that indelible memory. That these nebulous Memories can form trajectories into the present, where we get to see them and decide if we want them to come into the future..... A Random accident (yeah in the 60's! no doubt).... OR...inserted into the timeline to bring about the initiation into life and death and the ensuing voyage into the underworld, interjecting and changing an otherwise different life story ? Yeah that is possibly true too, you'd have to ask my soul. BUT the final thing is this....having the memory is one thing, but the attachment that grew out of it is quite another. The bad memory seed, is a seed of a bad memory, and when let run amok, it will grow tentacles and create the havoc that your soul decided it needed to experience. Possibly to clear the passage way in this life from all the (other/previous) lifetimes of unprocessed soul grief and abandonment, etc etc.... you've got to feel it to heal it. I can't think of any other reason that we would carry indelible pains, not seeing where they came from. Not to judge but to give compassion for, and to wave a fairy wand over the wound to release the attachment/tentacles/branches that grew from it......AND It takes an ADULT (grown through the forest, and come out the other side) to hold the inner child's hand to do that. Michaela