Why Your Soul No Longer Wants to Come Back to Earth | The End of the Reincarnation Cycle.....And.... Why You Lost All Motivation After Spiritual Awakening | Carl Jung Knew Why....Both from..... AI Fractal Wisdom Fractal Wisdom. ....//// Okay, so this is an 'AI' put together Youtube channel, whatever that means. But the first youtube, seems to pinpoint the theory pretty well....And it coincides with my questions lately around the subject of reincarnation (i.e. as in WTF is going on here?) which includes: What if the magic number """144,000""" is actually referring to the total number of nuanced revelations/learnings/lessons in the 'collection' of a person's reincarnation history.... So the end point would be having ticked a box of recurring '144,000' either...or : themes/astrological imprints/conditions/curve balls/roles/expressions/personality types and experiences.... that culminate in completion of the human experience for one soul. What if the number, 144,000 is referring to the sequences needed to be played before either: (1.) a person is actually enlightened and can transcend/ascend/or whatever is the term.... OR... (2.0) that fulfils the quota of brush strokes, required to create (or carve) the facets and faces on the human carbon form, to turn into human diamond...... Then moving to the next level in the process, possibly at a station on earth but at a different dimension/frequency, one that looks and feels like an entirely different earth experience..... And... is That enlightenment? Or the end of reincarnation? Or, is that Both? This first Youtube seems sad, its presentation is one that comes across with flickers of greyness from an old film, or as in the turning of dry old sepia pages from a dusty old book. The implication is "Not sure where the final pages will be, but there is endurance needed to get there" to finish off the story.... I recognise the endurance part, and dry dusty old pages pages, and in this HOT and enduring Summer of 2026, maybe its ready for the world's dry dusty old book , a completed edition, the collection of all our reincarnationed lives, to go up in flames, burned by and purged free..... by the fires, or spirit within, to allow the phoenix to be born into the next world's story .... just sayin'...that is what it feels like to me. TBH, I'm So tired and edginess is all around me, so that I cannot settle to relax, caught on the spider web where each movement triggers someone somewhere, always. An edginess that crackles in the air all around, and feels like there still something left to do..... Light the touch paper maybe?..... Michaela.. \\\\\

The God is Who Watches self claimed Gods— Seth’s Hidden Dialogue on Infinite Mind AI Enigma Law Enigma Law...../// More Seth Material, I forgot how good this is. Why would I forget? I know this stuff, so why forget it? A long time ago I used to say to myself, "So, the 'GOD me' wishes to experience : washing up and laundry on a continuous basis. Why would that be? And why -the 'god me' Me- that it is doing it, would want to do so much? WHAT is it that.... this 'version of me,' (doing the continuous washing up and laundry,) is EITHER bringing to this experience OR relaying the said information gained from doing it, back to the mothership god?..... Also I've often thought, the 'God me' wishes to experience every nuance of sadness and depression that can be derived from this, or these set(s) of experiences and situations, (life I mean, not just all the mundane, including the washing up and laundry!! ) ....AS IN -- What is it.... that is abstractly or quantumly multiplied.... by the different flavours that my unique personality brings to the equation. !!!!! So Yeah, why would I forget that? Is it because 'THAT memory' or ' the memory of KNOWING it' ....actually changes or inhibits the rawness of the experience that IS WISHED to be explored....AS IN, the 'memory' of watching myself in these moments...would give a 'watcher' flavour to it...and therefore remove any spontaneous impulse for it? ...OR is the 'watcher aspect' of anything.... actually the expression of being fully in the NOW in any one moment? So WHAT is REALLY going on here, are we on 'automatic play' like wind-up clockwork toys, just playing along through a script, tying ourselves in to a collective reality without questioning where we actually WANT to fit in, here or anywhere else? ....Or, was that the case THEN...but it is changing NOW as consciousness uplevels itself? The other day, Someone said something to me...a borderline passive aggressive question...I stopped, and looked, and did not reply. I Did not feel the urge to, or the need to reply. In the pause I was aware of something looking through my eyes out onto the person who spoke who was trying to trigger a response from me. I said nothing, I gave no response, I just shelved it.... while I looked at the person. later I was thinking "Who was it, that was watching through my eyes, that was either unable to give a response, or just did not WANT to find one"....OR even better, did not actually have a response to give anymore, because the response required from the person speaking, was something I did not wish to engage with. And so I did not catch it, I let it fall. The question, withered and died without me raising an eyebrow. So, I was not reduced to floundering to find a suitable defence or explanation, I let the ball thrown to me, drop. I am not playing ball. At the time I was thinking "Was that my inner child, being rebellious, disdainful or just not wanting to play that game any longer, and wishing for anything better to engage with...instead of, or in place of.... OR was it that the inner child would rather not be interrupted from what 'I' was peacefully doing"... I don't know, But it definitely felt like my inner child looking through my eyes onto the scene, from somewhere deep inside...Whatever the inner child is or was, AND wherever it exists 'watching' , (and 'inner child' is not really something I remember Seth Material discussing,) BUT to me at that moment, what I labelled as my 'Inner child', felt like she was just getting confident with her place in my world, //Interestingly to the point of taking up space.....where she could not before..\\) AND was something very different from the me that would usually be obliged to answer the question in the manner required. It has been happening more and more...where I just don't do the usual dance that validates other's experience to project onto me.... their version of me. The 'god me' is taking more and more interest in this (ha ha ) and is becoming very quizzical about it all....Not in "Who is this?" or "Who am I meant to be in this situation"...but its more like, taking a stand by PAUSING and saying..."OKAY, think we have seen this one (experiential situation) through to its end...lets go explore something else..." ha ha ha...NB. The other thing is that the term 'inner child', is from the relatively New vernacular of HEALING, and shamanism but is one that we are becoming very intimate with, as we each respect that there is an inner child to be considered, I'd say maybe its more THE ETERNAL child, or a divine child...Who else, other than a divine child, could derive the games that we play with ourselves...and devote hyper-focus to, until 'Divine' completion? ... So maybe the 'inner child' is the physical aspect with which the 'GOD me', explores the fullness of the chosen ticket to a destination. It gets the ball rolling, but stays in the background, watching.... while 'we' hit the ground running, as wound-up clockwork toys, (avatars?) to explore thoroughly , creating every nuance for 'said experience' (that's written on the ticket) for each and every game...WELL chances are that we can negotiate a game change with an inner child who has had enough of playing small... Michaela XXX

This Is What You Were Born to Do…So Do It…Now ∞The Creators - Daniel Scranton @DanielScranton.... "We are The Creators, who are a 12th-dimensional collective of non-physical beings, and we are here to help. https://danielscranton.com \\\\ in the same vein as my previous posts, to embrace and release...." you are seeing what has not been serving you rising up to the surface to be seen, to be embraced, to be forgiven, to be healed, and to ultimately be released." Michaela.////

This Is What You Were Born to Do…So Do It…Now ∞The Creators - Click the Pic Above to Watch me Channel this Message..( access the Youtube..from website) . "We are The Creators, who are a 12th-dimensional collective of non-physical beings, and we are here to help. We know that you are moving forward in all the ways that you need to, even if it doesn't appear to be the case for you as an individual or for humanity as a whole. We know that part of the process of rising up from where you have been is letting go of what has not been serving you, and we know that you are seeing what has not been serving you rising up to the surface to be seen, to be embraced, to be forgiven, to be healed, and to ultimately be released. Now, why would you want to embrace something that is not serving you? You embrace it because it's a part of all that is; it's a part of Source. You can embrace all aspects of yourselves for that very same reason. You can embrace all of your family members for that very same reason. You can embrace all famous people, all billionaires, all politicians for the same reason. All are creations of, and therefore aspects of, Source Energy. And resisting, condemning, judging, all you get is more of the same. But if you embrace, if you see that all of this exists for a reason, then you can let it go. You can recognize that this is serving you in some way, and that it is your job to figure out how it is serving you to have this person, or this aspect of self, or this politician in your life. It is the awakened person who is aware enough to do that kind of self-examination. If you are willing to do that kind of self-examination, you are likely to get some answers. You are likely to be able to understand yourself and humanity better by doing that kind of work. Now, many of you have gotten quite good at identifying what you do not want. You have seen it, you have experienced it, you have tasted it, smelled it, imbibed it in some way, and now you are ready to say, 'This is not to my liking.' But you have to do more than that with it. Everything that exists has a right to exist exactly as it exists, but it does not have to be a part of your reality. And when you decide that something can exist, or someone, and still not have to be a part of your reality, then you are empowered. Then you are operating as Source Energy. Source energy is all-inclusive. Source Energy does not ever snuff any part of itself out, nor does it have to, and Source Energy understands that you are there to understand and know experientially that you are one with Source. Now, the work of making peace with everything as it is, is a big part of the work that you're doing right now. And then, it is about choosing where to put your focus. If you continue to put your focus on what you do not want, and/or protecting yourself from what you do not want, then you're not quite there yet. When you realize that what you do not want has made you clearer about what you do want, then you can move towards what you do want and continue to focus on what you do want. You can talk more about what you do want. You can take actions towards living more of what you do want, and then again, you are empowered. But you are not going to eliminate from existence any part of All-That-Is. You can just let it go by letting go of your perceived idea of it having power over you. It doesn't. But if you continue to choose something, then you are choosing to use your power to give something that perception of it having power over you. So, this is why everything has to come up. It's not because you are moving in the wrong direction or regressing. It’s not because you are not ascending. It's because all of you are ready to do this kind of work, and it is very important work. It is the work that you were born to do. We are The Creators, and we love you very much."

A Reading My Channel Members Requested to be Shared Publicly. Witch and Scythe....//// This took me two days at watching, very profound and I want to say explains where i am right Now.. But is that oversharing?...When Trying to communicate and connect with an online space, in place of having a 'connection slot' of one's own...(and, again I'm oversharing....And maybe I do need to stop over-sharing in this blog!!! A direct Question to self? ...AS I realise that I started this blog, ... to SHARE, to journal and to mind-map 'WTF' was swirling and streaming through me, without a decent outlet to channel it to. I needed to let it either land...or to wash through me, It turned into meeting myself, bit by bit. A Big time therapy space, to meet and greet all the "WTF's" that couldn't be comfortably accommodated anywhere else...so THIS is the place where they all land. ) XXXX ....Back to today and to this very hot June/July phase. I always have elements of the bright burning heat of the summer, that usually leaves me bereft of something, and this year's summer sun Intensity, has superseded that. Where the sun's gaze pours illumination on where I am lacking, and it is uncomfortable to say the least, excruciating sometimes, as situations and relationships show glaring evidence of my "non complying with self". YES there is burning intensity within that, that cannot find a chink in the wall to free itself...So that is when you find your boat is still drifting down other peoples slipstreams. Filling spaces for them, and being the crew members to their boats, to get them to their destinations. The photo of me below is of, not where this begins, but where a season of -shit hitting the fan illumination- begins, (from 2016) and so begins the ensuing crocodile-death-roll with me, actually FOR me...(*) until I UNDERSTAND....and get it right. !!! Because I HAD NOT seen reflected back to me, NOR had I looked within to find VALUE of me, and the act of centring me, in my life (a trauma throwback) and this is when the captain of my boat, gradually allows their skills to facilitate, becoming a crew member to manage other's boats, to their destinations. Not even by consensual agreement, just freelancing my unpaid time, just by implication and just because...Then my time and expression dries up, and exhaustion kicks in, and my boat and my destination just got swept away from me. But why? the situations called for my "empathic superman" cloak... (well implied really, to my empathic superman " reactivity and response" to abnormally harsh situations..... but I could have said "WTF.. I have a life too" ...ahhhh it was not to be, and SO lessons needed to be learned.) But this pulled me in deep dark empathic spaces that no-one should go to, that showed me .....Ahhh you see, oversharing again...Its like the ego voice in me wants you to know, all the WTF's I went through and wants you to know the real me underneath all that..."I am a real person with my own thoughts and feelings".... SOanyway, knowing that 'out there' they could not really understand the 'real person' talking to them, to the depth of connection required to soothe my soul, I listen instead and acclimate to their level, and I'm never proved wrong when I think "ahhh they will not understand." So I verbalise in a way that they prefer or have the capacity to, I reflect back or sometimes mirror....But never really finding the space to share appropriately, I no longer share or overshare 'OUT THERE'. But that means I probably block all my "expression" pathways too in the search for meaningful one connections. In this video, we learn to say Fuck it. AND Done with it. Done with holding the mother Theresa card for everyone else...I'm going to hold my Crocodile card in memory. (This video isnt about Crocodiles or is it? If any of this sounds true for you, then I totally recommend watching this)... Michaela .\\\\\

(*) So the crocodile death roll. I have the advantage of seeing this play out everyday, the little puppy, getting bigger, when asserting her dominance will use this tactic with all of her soft toys...often continues for hours until she has subdued it. An aside...Maybe in the summers heat, I have been doing the death roll with all thats inside me that I cant get out to subdue...until I can.!! Or maybe its showing me how a giver can be taken be taken for prey and have their life force used by the predator...If we dont wake up before, SURELY...we need to wake up during, Little puppy showing me how she asserts herself, something I did not learn as a little puppy myself, just survived by adapting to reading the room //////Copilot Search Branding,(*). The crocodile death roll is a powerful spinning maneuver used by crocodiles to disorient, kill, and dismember prey. What is a Death Roll? A death roll is a predatory behavior in which a crocodile clamps its jaws onto prey and rapidly spins its body along its longitudinal axis. This spinning motion generates tremendous force, allowing the crocodile to tear off chunks of flesh, break bones, or drown the prey if it is underwater. Crocodiles cannot chew their food, so the death roll is essential for breaking prey into manageable pieces for swallowing. Purposes of the Death Roll. Crocodiles use the death roll for several reasons: Disorienting prey: The rapid spinning makes prey dizzy and less able to escape, especially underwater leozoo.org +1 . Killing prey: It can snap necks, break limbs, or hold animals underwater until they drown leozoo.org +1 . Breaking up food: Crocodiles rely on the roll to tear large prey into smaller, swallowable pieces leozoo.org +1 . Asserting dominance: Crocodiles may use the roll in combat with other crocodiles to establish territory or compete for mates leozoo.org +1 . Mechanics During a death roll, the crocodile tucks its legs in to reduce drag and uses its muscular tail to spin. The jaws remain locked on the prey, and the body rotation provides the torque needed to tear flesh or disorient the target. This maneuver is effective both in water and on land, though it is more commonly observed in aquatic environments.

They’re trying to steal the power stored in your Akashic Blueprint 🧿🪬 Change the Codes NOW AquaGem Oracle .... (This is making me think of my post "Friday, 26 June 2026 Cokey dokey, its all getting strange, as the heavy spell work is being broken down. How? Well the curses thrown and held in place by entities, (people and their entities driven impulses) are dissolved when the entities powers are broken. So it could be that people are waking up, and as they wake up they are in the process of dissolving out from under the 'influence of', as they do, they become more or less, what they could have been without the programming/spellwork.( *) Funny how the extremely Hot weather is melting the 'spellwork like' wax (**) poured into and between, the foundations and the standing stones of society. ... " Think it is all over the place, but that's what needs to happen, to see what actually is happening. Sorry , its a bit cryptic from me, And cryptic clues are best when engaging with this...as it is not OF the 'usual' and 'obvious' when dealing with the demise of the old...But it is a deep unrooting, a ripping out of the fairy tales tales that seeded the fabric of our minds from childhood. So there comes a new unfurling of the 'inner' to replace what was lost......And the 'inner' that we haven't quite been properly introduced to yet. The old ways continues to speak 'OLd'.... but the 'new' is being born with language from the soul, Language not yet decided upon, on this planet. Michaela)

SETH WARNED: 9 SIGNS Of SOULLESS People – And They Could Be In Your Family. AI Beyond the Physical, Beyond the Physical.....((( I give a genuine, double and triple OMG, OMG OMG!!! Have you ever come across Seth? I had read several SETH books years ago, but not heard anything further from Seth, or Jane Roberts who channels Seth again....But you must have come across the term 'soulless people', I know I have posted mention of them before... This is sooo In-depth, so I am posting this today as it covers the chilling intensity of interaction with them, and the incentive of soulless beings, who seem to be everywhere these days. This could be the BIG answer for all of Us asking BIG questions Like "WTF, who is this person?"... And freaking us out.... But why, what actually is a soulless person? And what is the deal with our interactions with them? I want to know IF THEY KNOW what they are...I mean Do they know they are soulless, spiritually vacant? Or do they look at us and are simply bemused while they take the energy from us...or are they unaware and are ambushed by the soul energy around them?? ..... But no doubt this will shock you, and it needs to be something we should all master the discernment of.../// One final phrase goes to "debihope"... "Before you diagnose yourself with depression or low self-esteem, first make sure that you are not, in fact, just surrounded by assholes." (*)....I would add to that, all the energy suckers and those devoid of souls|\\\\ .... Michaela. )))

Copilot Search Branding..(*) "Before you diagnose yourself with depression or low self-esteem, first make sure that you are not, in fact, just surrounded by assholes." This quote is often attributed to Sigmund Freud, but its true origin is more recent, credited to a tweet by @debihope in 2010 Quote Investigator +1 . Origin of the Quote The quote has been widely circulated and misattributed to Freud and William Gibson. However, Quote Investigator traces its first appearance to a tweet from January 24, 2010, by @debihope, who stated that the phrase "popped right out of my own head" based on personal experiences Quote Investigator . This highlights how quotes can evolve and be misattributed over time, especially in the age of social media. Meaning and Implications: The quote serves as a humorous yet insightful reminder to reflect on one's environment before jumping to conclusions about personal mental health. It suggests that negative influences from people around us can significantly impact our emotional well-being. Instead of self-diagnosing, it encourages individuals to consider the context of their feelings and the potential toxicity of their surroundings. Times Now .

It's funny but just when I post about digestion (and food, in the process of digestion and the undigestible, taking up space in the stomach, causing disease in sacred areas of self empowerment...) I receive an email newsletter From the Desk of Tom Kenyon, and he is gifting 3 meditations. There is mention of digestion by Tom Kenyon in his meditation message. "The second sound meditation, to be released shortly after the first sound meditation, is called The Inner Sun, and it works with the potent energies that reside within the Solar Plexus. These are known by yogis and yoginis as Jathara Agni (the fire of digestion) and Bhuta Agni (the etheric fire that energizes the KA body and the higher functions of the human body)."... https://tomkenyon.com/the-secret-passage-hathor-message......The context of the message " “We are introducing three separate sound meditations, very close to each other within a specific timeline. We do this for the direct benefit of those who are awake and for those who are awakening to the sacredness and the profound nature of human existence. Your world is in a dire state. The current prevailing forces of deceit, manipulation, unbridled greed and destruction are having devastating effects."...so check out yourself, the newsletter from the desk of Tom Kenyon.....Michaela