Oh yeah, how could I forget to mention that, neck deep in it still.... we've just ventured through the heady, heaving summer solstice climax of energies, which is why midsummer is feeling so heavy and encumbered right now, unlike when children are running in a summers field, they do not feel the slumbering oaf of the sleeping world. They feel only only their light bodies. But to us, everything is overgrown, cumbersome, heavy with heat and humidity, everything needs a good washing down and a good haircut. And that goes for nature all around, heavy heaving, greenery having done its job of growth, and animals heavy with coats. We are left with the duty of care for the resultant heaviness to be pruned, shaved, washed and left to dry in the high summer sun. Michaela. XXX And from From Highheart Life blog there is a quote from Barbara Hand clow astrologer... " A new spiritual cycle germinated when Saturn conjuncted Neptune in early Aries on February 20, 2026. A cleansing of male-dominant beliefs ensued with the exposure of the shocking corruption and cruelty that was enriching old narcissistic and prideful males. A revelation: the Emperor has no clothes!" https://highheartlife.com/2026/06/23/barbara-hand-clows-june-2026-astrological-update/

"Many knew the wars were power grabs—using violence to line the pockets of the rich. Amidst the chaos, some heard a new sound, higher vibrations urging them to form a conscious relationship with their higher self, their guardian angels. This summer is already subtle and fascinating: our inner selves are speaking a new language, the guidance of the outer planets. This shift inward is coming fast now because the outer world is passing away so rapidly. Right now as I write this in late May, 3I/Atlas has passed beyond the controlling field of 3D, flying beyond the inner planets taking us out to the outer planetary 6D geometry. The outer planets, Uranus, Neptune, and Pluto are holding in a formation called a KITE—a resonating geometrical pattern that activates our higher selves in 3D. " https://highheartlife.com/2026/06/23/barbara-hand-clows-june-2026-astrological-update/

Its almost like stockholm syndrome. I like this phrase, because it most definitely is, like Stockholm syndrome. (used in this youtube video reading, about being happily ensnared by master manipulators... of the human, or any other kind... for that matter...) So, taking Another look at why, or mainly HOW manipulators manipulate, what makes a person be so false? Is it that it is the NORM? Low density performing, is that really the foundation of life here ? IS IT THAT they are so busy seeing only that they have their small slice of the pie, that they want someone else's? The prevailing density allows the habituation of entitlement, to grab what is not theirs to grab...(land, energy, people resources.) Does this hyperfocus on their own tiny slice, one piece of the pie, mean that they fight to death for it and grab as much of anything else as they go down? Whatever it is, BEING so unaware of their true self that, means that when they see someone is ""different, becoming, a burgeoning blossom out of hell, and dancing with the potential to being their true self""", they, the 'mud walkers' slam it down...they have to stop it at all costs. The question here that has been brewing for months....is it that are people in general so unaware of life and life's potential to be running through their veins to become the agents of incredible prowess and progress, spiritually mentally and emotionally, that they have to lash out, snag and entrap those who are using their inner navigation tools to move towards that state of being??? In other words is it a NATURAL starting point for humans to be so dull, so dense, so stuck in the mud...and not see that they are????? OR is it that en masse, people have been manipulated through reverse hot housing social engineering to be this way?.... IS IT A NATURAL state, or one CONTRIVED into being. The long history of a people, so dumbed down, to be en masse, a self policing force that takes it upon themselves to batter down any person who is trying to find upliftment, anyone who finds their wings and takes to 'fledgling fly bys' before the full flight occurs? Like, is this the natural/normal/status of humanity's standing, or was it carved into them by some other outside force....its hard to tell from where I'm standing, and whereas before id say, "you know its archons interfering, or the influence of the dark overlay," but when you are down here in the trenches...to me, it looks like the soldiers all mucking in and getting on with this quite happily, in this density, happily rolling around in the mud...The question is, IS THIS IT? ///// BUT WHAT IS IT exactly? A prison planet, a learning planet, a quarantine planet? A space to allow the unfolding of karma lessons, quite unique to the earth experience, to slowly bring the low vibe energy of deranged cosmic outlaws, back into the fold of cosmic brotherhood? OR something very different ? Michaela.

What is in the world that we have so many narcists, or naricist exhibit behaviours, coming up for debate lately. Perhaps we are waking up to the 'loggerheads we find our selves in', with others, that leaves us confused. Maybe this exposure is about how we look at ourselves and are actioned to challenge and question our own authenticity. Peeling back the layers we find the crux of human weakness, the shadow path, that we all have a duty to see, explore, grow out of and leave behind, in order to be the co-creators of an evolving world. When we look at others we see, mirrored back, how we can be informed about ourselves. Then we get to strengthen that which needs strengthening, and those relationship dilemmas we deem no longer a need to be part of. Michaela. "@michaela " Agreed, they never say sorry, just spray confusion with no accountability, AND actually what they did is for their benefit only, and the intention is not to provide reciprocity in an adult, growing evolving relationship. THEY need to have their entitlement to you and all the resources you provide... VALIDATED by .....you not needing more than they are willing to give. Breadcrumbing. So they get annoyed when you say how sad you are about a thing happening, or not happening. Whether the thing happened or Not was for their benefit, or to keep the 'action of the relationship' locked into THEIR comfort zone only. They are avoiding stepping into their discomfort by ignoring when you need them... to step up for you. They don't to want be a reciprocal partner/friend/other... and will avoid it at all costs, making YOU the villain for needing/asking them for reciprocity. But they are AWARE of HOW things look to others, to an audience, so they shift manoeuvres around that... to keep the mask of GOOD PERSON to the audience, and come up with masked behaviours that look good...But even without an audience, they have masks for everything to enable them to remain stuck in their version of life. They are quick with excuses and then YOU are shamed for asking for reciprocity, then you become the one trying to undo the damage you have been made to believe YOU caused. Exhausted by it, don't ask anymore. Don't ask for anything, do what you need to do, yourself, it allows answers to questions about how valid their contribution is essential to your life. Just watch as the mask slips. Without them having to keep exercising the MASK muscle, it is no longer strengthened by your 'asking them for providing partnership', SO the mask gets lazy, it fails and slips, without having the need "to combat your distress" , the mask isn't being prodded or poked, they get comfortable in that and relaxed, then you see all the things that you have left them unattended, to be, in full view. Its not the words anymore, the words were from the mask, without the words, laid bare are all the actions and behaviours seen clearly. With you no longer ASKING the 'MASK; that makes up the lies to explain the actions and behaviours' ..... you just witness the actions and behaviour, or all the non action and non behaviours. Then Bingo. You see the intention all the time was to keep you locked into a one-sided arrangement that was only ever for their benefit.

@michaelamcgrath Agreed, they never say sorry, just spray confusion with no accountability, AND actually what they did is for their benefit only, and the intention is not to provide reciprocity in an adult, growing evolving relationship. THEY need to have their entitlement to you and all the resources you provide... VALIDATED by .....you not needing more than they are willing to give. Breadcrumbing. So they get annoyed when you say how sad you are about a thing happening, or not happening. Whether the thing happened or Not was for their benefit, or to keep the 'action of the relationship' locked into THEIR comfort zone only. They are avoiding stepping into their discomfort by ignoring when you need them... to step up for you. They don't want to be a reciprocal partner/friend/other... and will avoid it at all costs, making YOU the villain for needing/asking them for reciprocity. But they are AWARE of HOW things look to others, to an audience, so they shift manoeuvres around that... to keep the mask of GOOD PERSON to the audience, and come up with masked behaviours that look good...But even without an audience, they have masks for everything to enable them to remain stuck in their version of life. They are quick with excuses and then YOU are shamed for asking for reciprocity, then you become the one trying to undo the damage you have been made to believe YOU caused. Exhausted by it, don't ask anymore. Don't ask for anything, do what you need to do, yourself, it allows answers to questions about how valid their contribution is essential to your life. Just watch as the mask slips. Without them having to keep exercising the MASK muscle, it is no longer strengthened by your 'asking them for providing partnership', SO the mask gets lazy, it fails and slips, without having the need "to combat your distress" , the mask isn't being prodded or poked, they get comfortable in that and relaxed, then you see all the things that you have left them unattended, to be, in full view. Its not the words anymore, the words were from the mask, without the words, laid bare are all the actions and behaviours seen clearly. With you no longer ASKING the 'MASK; that makes up the lies to explain the actions and behaviours' ..... you just witness the actions and behaviour, or all the non action and non behaviours. Then Bingo. You see the intention all the time was to keep you locked into a one-sided arrangement that was only ever for their benefit. XXX AND XXXX XXXX When we look at our relationship with others, we see mirrored back, how we can be more informed about ourselves. And we see well enough, what we needed to see to make those changes ourselves. Michaela XXX

Question ! Are You ADHD? Indigo? Aquarius? Out on a limb? Sensitive ?...hyper-sensitive...Empathic? Super- empathic?.... A lone wolf? ... Wishing to withdraw from the constraints of representing a normal person that equates to you denying who you really are? ....No longer wishing to perform..??? Or any number of these in combination, all mixed together in one? I ask because this (below) is a good explanation of the draining experience of the 'small talk' dilemma....XXXX I was good at it for many years, and could mix with absolutely anyone, from small children to elderly adults, from CEO's and scientists to the non-CEO and non scientific general public.... finding in my communications toolbox, any number of ways to 'feel the space' i find myself in, and engage with people, able to READ the room, and get the gist of everything required to download the way forward, in the way of shared communication....XXXX IN later years, as a parent, you also find yourself with many many people, and make friends with people that you would not otherwise have anything in common with.... So, In later years, you may diverge away from friends, neighbours, work colleagues or pub buddies...as eventually, the expertise to maintain such friendships, and interest to perform in them, wears thin, until you eventually perfect the nod and smile and prepare the exit statement. Usually when you find that those exhausting levels were not only NOT reciprocated, but only functioned because you were providing the backdrop for them, and their world. XXX You can get wary of engaging even with people supposedly close to you, and end the phone call conversations with "Okay I must take the dog out for a walk now" or " I must spend time with the cat now, as she is dying". Retreating to where the interlude of silence is exactly the space filler you need right now. XXXX Recently diagnosed with ADHD I am finding all these funny insights into what is deemed as 'ADHD' traits. The undiagnosed 'trauma based' adhd'er.... at this age will have been able to carve out and 'craft' many skills for themselves so that they were able to 'adapt' to the world around them that made them feel excluded. In so doing, the round pegs in square holes, became multifaceted and 'cut-diamond' shaped, now possibly encompassed within the group known as 'neurodivergent's'....AND... Eventually, we will take over the world MMMWWWAAHHH HA ha ha MMMWWWAAHHH HA ha ha... Of Course I joke...But really, are WE on the verge of people waking up to themselves and the wakening superpowers???? Perhaps activated by any number of situations/circumstances/pressure points/extremes of healing and shadow work all polishing UP with the 'diamond' frequency of energy influxes.... that are just the 'right-fit ' frequency, for all concerned, to action the activation of superhuman abilities ?//// So maybe we are coming into a place where those deemed to be 'broken' in this world (((and needed medicating back into place)))... might just be those who didn't fit into the Stifled Broken world, and some, over the years, might have been good at managing steps to fool everyone else that you have 'also' acquiesced to a WORLD....that is ' group-filled' to comply with the 'manipulated social engineering' considered NORMAL, just so 'they' won't be upset with your (neurodivergent, superhuman) differences that challenges their 'group world view'. ....It is well known that the MKULtra program was about breaking down young people and children, captured from this 'normal' society and traumatised, with explicit aim to create neuro divergent's with psychic abilities....((( to be used AS and WHEN, on A NEED TO KNOW only basis)))...Where these MKULTRA's have created ( through trauma inflicted upon them) spaces in their head, and the said (psychic) spaces, can then be filled with suggestions and thoughts other than their own, and usually with something abhorrent, against their own nature, and then become the acting/performing soldiers for 'something' (the IT) that seeks to maintain a hostile dungeon of a place, both internally in people, and externally in the world....and are utilising these carefully created traumatised people to agitate the status quo into a tipping point, that is bringing the chaos to extremes...I Think, we are able to increase the weight against this the tipping point..... to go the other way....towards THE MORE Ordered version of the GOLDEN grid, towards a more a graceful, GRACE FILLED world with the 'arrival' of the opposite worldview, a true world that is NO LONGER overlayed with dark intentions...and may be it is the neurodivergent's that are only just.... 'beginning to DOWNLOAD the NEW world'.... that we are here to create. Transmission Ends. Michaela.

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Sorry, got to back right up, as i had a few posts lined up, and realised the theme was an amalgamation of the finished product, the right of passage and the shadow glitch in my matrix....So was going post it but then.... was not allowed to...maybe because it was still continuing or unravelling...or maybe because it is pertinent to me only, my usual device shut down for a short while. A week, in which and while, I navigated even stranger waters, thinking about it, is indeed very personal. And which thinking about it would make no sense to anyone other than those who are going through the same process of being split open to reveal wherein there may lie, a trojan horse. Michaela.

U SURVIVED THE ILLUSION & NOW REWARDS COME! TRUTH SET U FREE & CANCELLED A LIAR WHO FOOLED EVERYONE! Chiron Intuition™ Chiron Intuition™.....\\\\\\\\\\ "And when the healing comes, that's when a person realizes what was broken. 8:04 That's when a person realizes. /////////// And then it's the same four of wands at the bottom. 8:09 What is this energy and it is an achievement. It's a huge achievement. 8:17 But somebody definitely had to want to come out of whatever this is. Yeah. We even have the three of wands. That's willpower right there. 8:24 What is this energy? We have the ace of sword. Yes. And I believe that's the first sword. Oh, other than the three of sword. Yeah. Other than the three of 8:32 sword. This is the first sword to come out in this deck. 8:35 What is this energy? So, the truth definitely hit somebody. Oh, damn. We got the five of sword, too. Yeah, 8:43 I could see that being a problem. We have the four of pentacles. So, whatever that illusion was, it was definitely 8:51 messing with somebody's stability. But as long as somebody has the breakthrough, cuz it really is about the breakthrough. Cuz sometimes we think 8:58 something is right, it's not right. We got to come. We got to heal. What's this energy? "

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