Weekly Forecast: October 29 - November 4, 2017
11/3 ~ Venus (relationships) ~sextile~ Saturn (responsibility):
This energy has to do with your obligations within the context of relationships. They are not difficult obligations (in this case) but more emphasis is placed on enjoying serving those you love. This is also what I would call the "keep it real" energy, regarding relationships. This energy makes you want to really sit down and define your terms within your relationships (which I am a total advocate of). It's really hard to grow to the next level when each person is not clear on what the other expects. Of course, this starts with you knowing what you want/don't want and what you are willing to compromise about so you can articulate that clearly.
11/3 ~ Sun (authentic Self) ~trine~ Neptune (intuition):
This energy triggers your idealistic, altruistic inclinations, but remember that help has to be invited. But if you have the energy to share & to spare, then dedicate your Self to something greater than you. Choose a cause to support or help those less fortunate for the sheer pleasure of giving. If your energy is low at this time, it is better directed inward. If you can, take some extra time in intentional solitude, praying, meditating and connecting to Spirit this week, you will be rewarded with deep revelations & mystical discoveries within you. It's a great time to do divinations, ritual or ceremony if you're into that. Your intuition is heightened also, so pay attention to any 'messages' that come through or to you. Try to use this energy to reflect on where you are and dream a little about where you want to be, mentally, spiritually and physically in 6-months to a year from now.
11/4 ~ Venus (values) ~oppose~ Uranus (freedom):
Any time Uranus is involved, it becomes the "wild card" and hard to predict how things will unfold, but right now there is a push-pull between your apparent values and your unique individual self. Venus also represents relationships, so you may begin an unusual relationship or you may have something unusual happen in an established relationship. It is not necessarily a "good/bad" thing, as much as an unpredictable shift or sudden awareness, which requires some compromise & integration. This energy works beautifully if your personal Truth and values are in alignment. It will be very disruptive if they are not. Be open and flexible, while looking for the win/win situation for all involved.
The Karmic Tools Weekly Forecast covers the current planetary transits which affect people in different ways and to various degrees of intensity. Take notice when it is a Personal planet (Sun / Moon / Mercury / Venus / Mars) interacting with a Social (Jupiter/Saturn) or Collective planet (Uranus / Neptune/Pluto). And pay extremely close attention when it is a Social planet interacting with a Collective planet because that means something *big* is brewing that will move large groups of people along their evolutionary paths. Tuning in to the energy and rhythm of the planets can serve as a useful *guide* as you move along your Individual Path. It also helps to understand your place within the context of the larger Social & Collective Story. Below, you will find out how these energies tend to manifest, as well as guidance and direction.
*NOTE* There are some days when there are NO CONTACTS (besides the Moon), please note that there are no missing entries, we just list the actual Activations of each week + the day they happen.
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Tuesday 31 October 2017
" This energy makes you want to really sit down and define your terms within your relationships (which I am a total advocate of). It's really hard to grow to the next level when each person is not clear on what the other expects. Of course, this starts with you knowing what you want/don't want and what you are willing to compromise about so you can articulate that clearly. "
Monday 30 October 2017
Balancing feminine and masculine, Yin and Yang, for a balanced productive and restful life. It cannot be ALL or NOTHING, BLACK or WHITE. It is a dance between partners...
Zig zagging through life bouncing from the poles of the masculine to the feminine, the Yang to the yin, did you ever get stuck in one and not know how to pull back into balance?
I see that from my years of Yanging, it was because there was no one else to rely on to do the Yang stuff and so it fell to me, and I stepped up to the plate, and so my Yin had to go into hibernation until I was forcibly pushed into Full on YIN in recent times.
But back to the Yang years. I was so stretched, awkwardly and diametrically to cover this stuff I lost sight of who I was and what I wanted to be and do. Its not even that I did a really good job of everything. I just "did", working my way through the list of stuff to be done, I couldn't stop to bring in any Yin to soften and yield. I probably did not know that there was an option to do this. It was so far removed from me, I had no knowledge of this and worked to supply for the presenting need. It was not working a job to create a career, or about creating a chosen lifestyle. It was the basics of supporting a family and not having time or depth of breath to see I had a life too. My actions were for everybody else, and I had no real emotional back up, or anyone who was interested enough in me to help me step aside from relentless Yanging. I felt that support was no where on my horizon. There was no defining long term plan that actually came to fruition...I missed myself and felt sad. I blamed the situations and looking back I see most of what I was doing was on automatic, ticking boxes....but not actually creating anything, just seeing what needed doing and doing it, and not being able to adjust into another way of being.
I had always been interested in psychic phenomena, alternative therapy, being compassionate and altruistic. When my children were small I studied counselling, and went into healing, and had major breakthroughs. I could see people's stuff and could see their perfect template, but they could not act on it because they could rise up to meet the vision in that zone. It was really quite Yang. I was doing it all for everybody else, even my art was with the intention of doing workshops for others, and my joy in being artistic was still a long way. Through meditation, and only after years of doing it do I realise that it was very active meditation, so again... very yang.
I see now that my foray into counselling and healing and meditation in those Yang years, was about me calling out to find 'me'. I kind of knew that no one had answers for me...well not the answers I needed.
If you knew me then and now, it would appear that I have succumbed into the Yin. Totally. I have lost touch with the exterior outside world because, and other than doing my chores, and so separating out the two aspects of inner world and outer world, I am choosing more to explore my personal internal world which does not include the outside members of my world.
But the Yin, while being beautiful inner space, and allows me to be receptive to myself, I am finding that meditation, and seeking answers only in the Yin is unbalancing me to TOO MUCH YIN.
How to pull out of the Yin winter and wake up in the Yang summer?
How to listen (Yin)? and to be receptive to what I am, feel and want to do create (Yang)?
Manifestation and abundance are the words that buzzing around right now, but from what function are we creating?
Wholesome Creation, in the 'whole', can only be created from a place of being whole.
Anything else created is from a 'lack of' or 'too much of' one thing or another. The You that creates situations and events, will only create from the platform of where you are creating. If mainly Yin, then nothing will happen, just more Yin but will gradually feel 'less than'. If you are operating mainly from the Yang, then everything will have you running head long off many cliffs.
Yang qualities include 'taking control'. So when Yang is 'unbalanced' by absence of Yin, it takes control, even if it doesn't have the necessary qualifications to take you into situations where perhaps you'd rather not be.
Yin likes to be the receiver and so left unchecked, or when unbalanced by absence of Yang, you are waiting for something to happen that will not.
In these times we are undergoing a complete change so that as ...
the lesser masculine YIN and feminine YANG, are becoming the Higher versions of themselves. the divine feminine returns to full empowerment to meet her divine Masculine counterpart in full empowerment.
We too are undergoing steps to become consciously aware of this 'higher Yin and Yang' in balance in us.
To embody this change in our being, we are being nudged to RECOGNISE/SEE/UNDERSTAND:
- firstly that we embody qualities of YIN and YANG.....Masculine and Feminine aspects, and see how we act with them, and within them, and how we can act to balance them.
- Then, from this point of understanding the balance, and attaining balance... we can assume naturally and with ease, the 'Higher Balance' of the Higher Yin, (Divine masculine) and Yang (divine feminine) qualities.
While looking for a narrative on balancing the feminine and masculine I came across this which the writer describes the dance between Yin and Yang.
THE BLOG
Balancing Your Dual Energies for Greater Happiness
Besides reading on the topic, I began taking ballroom dance lessons to strengthen my feminine energy. In ballroom dance, there is a leader who is usually the male (masculine energy) and a follower, a female (feminine energy). During my first few classes, my instructor would request that I stop leading and anticipating the next steps, and allow him to lead. A good dance leader is one who can guide his dance partner through touch and sight. A follower can feel the direction and the steps by the energy and the touch of her partner. By giving up my “control,” I was better able to follow his lead which led to a more enjoyable and pleasant dancing experience. Dancing became easier when we were not competing against each other (masculine energy) but rather working as a team (feminine energy). The result of letting go, trusting and receiving his gift of safety was freeing and allowed me to enjoy the experience.
photo I found on Pinterest.
The Incredible Photography Portfolio of Robert Doisneau
But for now, it makes sense for me to go back to the old and the ancient, to get to grips with the description of the qualities ascribed to Yin and Yang, and to work on bringing back qualities that are missing when a life has become unbalanced, by oscillating in extremes between the two. This may take some time....
Michaela.
http://www.acupuncture-in-denver.com/the-concept-of-yin-and-yang
The Concept of Yin and Yang
- Shady side of hill/ sunny side of hill – there is one hill with two aspects
- The shady side of the hill is cool, moist, less active. This is the yin side, within yang.
- The sunny side of the hill is warm, dry, more active. This is the yang side, within yin.
- As the sun moves across the sky, the sun and shade also move across the hill.
In this example, the hill is constantly changing, by having variations of more or less sun or shade. It is always in flux and never remains exactly the same. The Yin and Yang symbol exemplifies this process as Yin literally means "dark side of the mountain" and refers to nourishment, enduring, moving inward; Yang means "sunny side of the mountain" and encompasses active movement, growth and outward energy. All of nature can be viewed as an interplay of the two, where one cannot exist without the other.
https://youtu.be/Pm6kGwOFQZ4
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i_B8rjqNnC
...and from old folk lore did you know that both Canabis and Coffee are known as feminine herb/plants.
http://www.spiritwalkministry.com/plants_and_herbs
A FEW PLANTS & HERBS
Some Uses From Old Folklore
ALOE: Feminine, Moon, Water
Magical Properties: Beauty, protection, success, peace.
Uses: For treating wounds and maintaining healthy skin. It may be applied right from the plant or in gel form for burns, sunburns, and can relieve poison ivy rash and helps to combat a variety of bacteria that commonly cause infections in skin wounds. It is also an excellent additive for soaps and creams as a conditioner.
AMARANTH: Feminine, Saturn, Earth
Magical Properties: Eases the pain of emotional loss. Used by indigenous people in the making of ritual foods and drinks.
Uses: Very palatable, easy to cook, and its protein is well suited to nutritional needs. Used externally as an application in ulcerated conditions of the throat and mouth and as an injection in leucorrhoea, and as a wash for ulcers, and sores.For its astringency it is much recommended in diarrhea, dysentery and hemorrhages from the bowels.
ANGELICA: Masculine, Venus, Fire
Magical Properties: Grow in the garden as a protection from spirits. Burn the dried leaves in exorcism rituals.
Uses: It is generally used as a stimulating expectorant, combined with other expectorants the action of which is facilitated, and to a large extent diffused, through the whole of the pulmonary region. It is a useful agent for feverish conditions, acting as a diaphoretic, though it should not be given to patients who have a tendency towards diabetes, as it causes an increase of sugar in the urine.
ANISE: Masculine, Jupiter, Fire
Magical Properties: Protection, purification, awareness, joy.
Uses: For treating coughs, bronchitis and a stuffy nose, it loosens bronchial congestion. As a digestive aid it. Also a good sedative.
ARNICA MONTANA: Feminine, Saturn, Earth
Magical Properties: Thought to be especially potent on the summer solstice. Bunches are gathered and set on the corners of fields to spread the power of the corn spirit and to ensure a good harvest.
Uses: DO NOT TAKE INTERNALLY! Applied topically as a cream, ointment, liniment, salve, or tincture, arnica has been used to soothe muscle aches, reduce inflammation, and heal wounds
BASIL: Masculine, Mars, Fire
Magical Properties: Best known for its properties to aid and strengthen love. Although known to bring about prosperity, love spells are the general domain for basil. It is used to soothe communication and heal relationships between two people.
Uses: As a tea for calming the nerves, settling the stomach, and easing cramps and good for the bladder. An ingredient of the purification bath sachet.
BAY: Masculine, Sun, Fire
Magical Properties: Wisdom, protection, psychic powers.
Uses: DO NOT TAKE INTERNALLY! Use as a poultice on chest for bronchitis and chest colds.
BELLADONNA: (Deadly Nightshade): Feminine, Saturn, Earth
Magical Properties: Belladonna is said at certain times to take the form of an enchantress of exceeding loveliness. The plant belongs to the devil who goes about trimming and tending it in his leisure, and can only be diverted from its care on one night in the year, when he is preparing for the witches' Sabbath Used to invoked the aid of Bellona, the Goddess of War.
Uses: A DEADLY POISON! Belladonna is a most valuable plant in the treatment of eye diseases, Atropine, obtained during extraction, being its most important constituent on account of its power of dilating the pupil. Atropine will have this effect in whatever way used, whether internally, or injected under the skin, but when dropped into the eye, a much smaller quantity suffices, the tiny discs oculists using for this purpose, before testing their patient's sight for glasses.
BETONY: Masculine, Jupiter, Fire
Magical Properties: Betony is best in love spells, purification and protection packets. Use in sachets and pillows to calm an unsleeping creature.
Uses: Commonly used as a relaxing agent, it should not be used by a woman who is pregnant.
BLACKBERRY: Feminine, Mars, Water
Magical Properties:Used in money spells; vines are protective; sacred to the goddess Brigit.
Uses: An astringent tonic for diarrhea and dysentery, chew the leaves for bleeding gums.
BURDOCK: Feminine, Venus, Water.
Magical Properties: Used for studying, creative work and divination areas because of its tendency to strengthen one's strongest talents.
Uses: As a diuretic, an ingredient in antifungal and antibacterial preparations
CANNABIS/MARIJUNA: Feminine, Venus, Air (HEMP: Masculine, Saturn, Earth)
Magical Properties: Has all the qualities of quartz crystal, including magnification or amplification of any magical work,manifestation, “programming” with positive energy, remove negative influence, healing, love, protection, psychic vision, peace, meditation, beauty, harm-none bindings. Use hemp fibers in your magical incense blends to magnify or manifest (i.e.“weave” into existence) your desires more quickly, to increase psychic visions, or inpurification blends to rid of negativity, or even in protection blends, and Midsummer’s ritual incense. Because hemp fibers are known to be strong you can use the yarn or twine itself in harm-none binding rituals, such as handfastings
Uses: The flowers of the female marijuana plant comprise maximum amounts of yin, (the principle of darkness, negativity, and femininity in Chinese philosophy) and the herbal element is administered to women suffering from exhaustion during menstruation, to cure rheumatism (firmness in joints and muscles), malaria, beri-beri (a degenerative disease of the nerves caused by vitamin deficiency) and constipation. Used for treatment of galucoma severe nausea and vomiting.
CARAWAY: Masculine, Mercury, Air
Magical Properties: Protection, passion and attraction
Uses: A mild stimulant for digestion, as a tea for relief of colic.
CATNIP: Feminine, Venus, Water.
Magical Properties: Cat magic, familiars, joy, friendship, magic for contract law, legal confrontations and signing of documents, used as incense to consecrate magical tools.
Uses: Its flowers and leaves have often been used to treat colds and insomnia. It lowers fevers, dries up postnasal drip, gets rid of bad headaches and relieves aching bones due to colds and flu, when taken in tea form.
CAYENNE PEPPER: Masculine, Mars, Fire
Magical Properties: Healing, love, passion
Uses: A flu fighter. Promotes fast recovery, stops internal and external bleeding. Said to prevent heart attacks and also helps with depression and headaches. A liniment that quickly brings blood to the surface of the skin, using either cider vinegar or alcohol as base. Dilute with rose water or distilled water, heating the vinegar or spirits before using them.
CHAMOMILE: Masculine, Sun, Water
Magical Properties: Good as a meditation incense, for centering, peace, sprinkle in your home for protection, healing, money.
Uses: An excellent herb both internally and externally for calming. Good for digestion, fevers, burns, anti-inflammatory for wounds, and sedative for nervous disorders. Relieves stomach aches in tea form, made of 2 teaspoons of the herb steeped for 5 minutes in a cup of boiling water is a gentle sleep inducer. Chamomile tea is an insect repellent when applied to exposed skin.
CINNAMON: Masculine, Sun, Fire
Magical Properties: Spiritual quests, augmenting power, love, success, psychic work, healing, cleansing.
Uses: It is recommended as a skin astringent and digestive aid in tea form. Ground, or taken with milk, good balance after a heavy meal or dessert. Also used for diarrhea, dysentery or general indigestion. It is an excellent aromatic and makes good anointing oil for any magical working.
CLOVE: Masculine, Jupiter, Fire
Magical Properties: Dispels negativity, an incense against gossip, used for vision and cleansing.
Uses: It has a mild antiseptic quality for toothaches when chewed, or in tea form it is an expectorant for colds, also good foe nausea or vomiting. It is an antibacterial, antiseptic, and analgesic, it helps prevent disease and infection.
COCA LEAVES: Feminine, Mars, Water
The Incas discovered the medicinal and magical properties of coca leaves around 2,000 BC., but the large industrialized nations found other applications for the coca leaves,(Chlorhydrate of Cocaine), that have nothing to do with beneficial applications for the human being.
Magical Properties: Coca has been a vital part of the religious cosmology of the Andean peoples from the pre-Inca period through the present. Coca leaves play a crucial part in offerings to the Apus (the Mountains), Inti (the Sun), or Pachamama (the Earth). Coca leaves are also often read in a form of divination analogous to reading tea leaves in other cultures.
Uses: Coca leaves might be useful as a natural treatmentfor; altitude illness, asthma, gastrointestinal ailments and motion sickness, high blood, as a fast-acting antidepressant, boost alertness, as a substitute stimulant for coffee in certain cases, and as an adjunct in programs of weight reduction and physical fitness (reduce the to anxiety of eating). In leaf form, coca does not produce toxicity or dependence. Its effects are distinct from those of cocaine
COFFEE: Feminine, Jupiter and Neptune, Water
Magical Properties: Used in divination, the grounds are read like tea leaves or the beans used like I-Ching sticks.
Uses: Coffee enemas are thought to stimulate the liver and remove toxins from the body. Also used as an ingredientin a skin scrub or facial mask and as a stimulant in beverage form or aromatherapy. An active brain stimulant, which produces sleeplessness, hence its great value in narcotic poisoning; in acute cases it is injected into the rectum. Valuable in cases of snake-bite, helping to ward off coma.
"This Saturn-Chiron square has been testing our ability to stay positive and to have faith during times of great stress and uncertainty. This week we have the final exam after a year of ongoing classes and workshops. It's never too late to study! Time to hit the books?"
NorthPoint Journal
Your guide to planetary energies for
October 30 to November 5, 2017
By Pam Younghans
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Vera Ingeborg: Why we NEED the Mind to shift our Reality
Vera Ingeborg: Why we NEED the Mind to shift our Realityby ForeverUnlimited |
It is common understanding in the spiritual world that we need to leave the mind to make the shift into a new reality and become a successful creator. But this is only half of the truth and often is misinterpreted, thinking that we need to abandon the mind and live alone from the heart and feel. This could not be further from the truth. Inner balance is only possible through alignment of heart, mind and physical body.
A lot of spiritual practices and methods are excluding the mind and concentrate on feeling only. Yes, true, in order to shift frequencies, we need to feel energy and have an emotional experience. And that clearly does not take place in the mind but through the heart and through the physical body. And yet, before we actually have an emotional experience, we make a choice and set an intention. And that is whether we go into trust or mistrust: if we come from a place of love or fear in how we deal with our emotional experience. This choice is done with masculine energy. It is observing, focusing, and choosing before it is handed over into the feminine field of energy again, where we actually feel and process. If we ignore the mind, we automatically invite it to stay in the same old patterns and programming And those are fear based. So very often, the methods and exercises are not as effective, because the mind wanders off into past or future, trying to figure out what is happening and projecting all kinds of things. We judge and blame ourselves or others for feeling in a certain way or being emotional. We feel wobbly and unsafe, we feel like a victim, driven by the emotional experience. Without the active choice of the mind, we are not taking responsibility for our own creation in that moment.
“Without the active choice of the mind, we are not taking responsibility for our own creation in that moment.”We have been so busy with being in the feminine only, because we have subconsciously and consciously made the masculine responsible and accountable for all the misery in the world. We have abandoned the masculine traits, and were learning to just be, receive, nurture etc. The more we did, the less actually happened, because we need the masculine energy just as much for a successful creation. The doing and action does not come from the feminine. So the feeling of being stuck is not only a result of the panicking mind, it is also a result of us ignoring our inner masculine. What we need to understand is that we need both, feminine and masculine for creation. And in order to change the experience from one that is based on mistrust/fear/lack to one that is based on trust/love/abundance, both – masculine and feminine – need to operate on a different, higher frequency level. And also that shifting needs a choice and intention first how I will deal with the emotional experience: with trust or mistrust.
“The mind is the translator of masculine energy into intention and action. It is the gateway for consciousness to come through.”The mind is the translator of masculine energy into intention and action. It is the gateway for consciousness to come through and is the energy of focus. It focuses in a way that energy can materialize (by structuring and thus increasing density).
The mind sets the intention to make a choice. That choice is always: Do I trust or do I mistrust.
Without the mind, there is no translation of masculine energy. That means, there is no action, no manifestation. If we only remain on the feeling side, we remain in the field of possibilities, without ever making a choice and focus. There is no commitment. And commitment is the essential basis for dedication and manifestation – feeling the new choice letting it grow (feminine) and then let it manifest (masculine).
“As long as the mind is programmed to react out of fear, it will always choose mistrust.”As long as the mind is programmed to react out of fear, it will always choose mistrust. So we need to retrain and reprogram the mind to choose trust and set an intention build on trust. How do we do that?
1) Accept your Mind
First of all, we have to stop to condemn the (ego) mind for being the root cause and block to happiness. It is not doing that on purpose and has not learned any other way than trying to protect us. By accepting the mind, we stop fighting against ourselves. The mind is and will always be an important part of us, it just will change its way of working and processing information once we start transforming it.
2) Understand how your Mind works
In order to be able to re-program the mind, we need to understand how the mind works. So actually, we provide the mind with the knowledge about itself and the way it functions to reduce reaction from fear and to creation from love. The so-called ego mind has its roots in the Amygdala, a small part of the brain in the hippocampus. There, the fear responses (fight, flight, freeze) are produced. Yet, this is also the center of production for motivation. And we can shift motivation out of fear into love/trust.
The old neuro-pathways have to be replaced step by step by new ones. So every time we discover a fear reaction, we can stop, breathe and be aware that we are about to go down that neuro-pathway we had built over our lifetime. This is the moment of choice. Instead of choosing the old and react with a fear pattern, we can choose to embrace the experience and step right into it. This way, we are overcoming the fear of the fear and are step by step learning, that the fear has a much bigger and more dangerous looking façade than it actually is.
3) Appreciate and love your Mind
By having gained a better understanding how the mind works and what we need it for, we can really start appreciating it in a whole different way. We can accept is as and essential part of us that helps us to accelerate on our path to inner balance. Inner balance means the balance of masculine and feminine energy, so how would it be possible without the mind? As long as the mind is still in ego-mode, we need to hold a safe space for it so that it can re-discover its true essence.
4) Support your Mind into Trust
The mind just wants to understand what is going on. If it does not understand what is going on, it goes into panic mode and starts to interpret and to create stories around pure facts that are based on experiences in the past. Again – it goes into the library of old programs and strategies from the past to protect us from pain. And that is what keeps us in old loops of experiences.
In order to redirect the mind, it needs to understand how energetic dynamics work. It will be surprised and baffled first that it is basically the opposite of all the programming it had been provided with. And it will not be able to play that new program directly. Repetition of information/new data is necessary to step by step take the mind into a whole new paradigm of thinking: An operations mode that switches from linear (time – past- future) to parallel (moment to moment / NOW).
5) Be patient with your Mind
That also means that we have to be patient with our mind. The ego does not transform over night, just as it had not been created over night. The physical body actually has to rebuild the neurological pathways – which again is a process of creation, where we again choose whether we trust or not.
Each time we use the mind to let consciousness come through, we also become aware of the old programs still running. And awareness is the first step to set an intention from a different/conscious perspective. Accepting it all means we are not fighting within any longer. The inner conflict dissolves and we are truly aligned to embody the balance of masculine and feminine. Enjoy that perfect dance of the feminine and masculine energies!
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The texts I share are always based on my intuition (“downloads”) and/or on experiences of clients and my own. I do not claim what I share to be the ultimate truth. I encourage you to only take what resonates to find your own truth and wisdom. As this is universal wisdom, I do not claim any copyright. Please feel free to share this content as long as you keep its message complete so that the meaning does not get twisted. Thank you. With lots of love, Vera Ingeborg
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Sunday 29 October 2017
October intensity with what feels like Locked jaw. Intense drilling sensations around my teeth and down through my head, symptoms of being shipwrecked and then finally, the serenity of washing up on a deserted beach..
This last week in October has been an intense week of energetic weirdness and indeed wired-ness.
I could not fathom anything and then Friday night through Saturday night it intensified and I suffered with a few nasty symptoms which wiped me out and made me cry...
I write my accounts on whats occurring in the belief that whats occurring... actually is... meaning something towards...something.
Sometimes, not often, I get so blasted that I can't make sense of anything. I have to wait a few days to see how...if anything, it all falls into place. It is getting stranger and stranger.
The 'finding yourself swept up on a peaceful beach', after a shipwreck of torrential downloads, doesn't happen often... but today, this Sunday afternoon, it has.
I have some peace and stillness even without leaving the building.
Michaela.
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