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So, I went to the Venus Gong Bath event, and it was beautiful. Below is a link to Amanda Kents website.
http://www.amandajkent.co.uk/
I was so open to this being a Big healing event for me, my intentions were to participate fully, and I was not disappointed.
Amanda has a beautiful voice and a great gong! The vibrations from the gong were so resonant and cleansing, it is like being 'washed' in its vibrations. My third eye was open and I could several visions which wrapped me in vibrancy and I was swept away.
My chakras were cleared and my DNA was blasted through with healing energy. I was so aware that this was a physical healing in the way that I needed at this time.
I could see guides that were assisting me in this, and I was aware of other peoples guides in the room that had come to this healing session.
I was even aware of the enormous guide and protector of the Gong energy as it issued its beautiful healing vibrations.
This is just what I needed for this period in time. It came at a place in time that was supposed to be.
When it was finished I knew that some things have to be, and you have to allow yourself to be guided through. I felt clarity and I knew, everything ' will be ok' just trust. Everything in its time, and everything in it's place.
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I have gone on about my recent health issues,( in recent posts,) which really are my body's way of saying "Ok its time to reassess and readdress recent issues and past issues" by, quite literally rugby tackling me to the floor and saying "enough of this, if you want to be authentic, with integrity and congruent, then STOP, and listen".
here is an excerpt from a recent email communication with a friend..
Its official now...my health issues are down to stress.
My stuff is 'stress' brought on by years of getting on with it....my body ok for now but HAVE TO cut back on what I'm doing until I resolve how I deal with stress. Stress has become my base line, and so my symptoms are somewhat IBS related, fatigue, bloated swelling, and feeling down. Even stuff that is normal, my body reacts abnormally to or 'innapropriately', as if in stress. Its a woman thing.... and we need to learn to dissect this and resolve this so to teach our daughters.... they should not have to absorb this stuff and then become vulnerable to the same thing... how do we do this???
My family stuff, shared with my sister as she has chronic IBS and hard swellings in her intestines, and my brother's cancer, primarily in his gut, stomach and Gastro intestinal tract, shows how our 'familial' way of absorbing discordant energy and 'distortions from what is considered normal and loving' have affected us. It was our baseline, our 'normal' and so it went on till even normal forms of stress i.e. daily living becomes discordant.
Have had some acupuncture which helps, and recently went for Gonging healing which was beautiful. Now I have to manage and deal with what I know and change things...My GP said that I have been 'so good' with dealing with stress (taking everything in my stride but pushing it deep inside) where most people would have said ENOUGH, f*ck off, or collapsed, I /we, (my brother and sister) continued because we didn't know it was an abnormal amount of issues to deal with..... OR it could be that our familial way of absorbing this kind of energy that is deficient...whatever, I have to observe how things are occurring and act in time.
My pattern of doing things.
I am a writer, an artist, a healer, and never allowing myself time to any of this without qualifying myself by permission. Everything else must come first....as is the way most women work, this is a very disabling pattern. It worked for many years but I became resentful and then ill with it.
This year I have been grieving my brother's death from Cancer. It is year that I my body has also said, Enough is enough.
It is my time. My life. I have my needs. I have given enough to everybody else and other's 'more needy than I', to the detriment of myself and it's unfolding.
This is the time, in the time of Ascension, enlightenment and general spiritual evolution, that I claim back that sovereign right.
I do not place resentment now in past and previous situations, circumstances and relationships, because without them, I would not be at the stage I am now in terms of enlightenment.
I bless them and acknowledge them for what they are.
I forgive myself for my choices, for my creations, I hold gratitude for all things in my life because they are, what grew from... what was. Everything is a consequence of what is at the time. How we go about understanding this and growing from it, is our business, and depends on default plans we put in place, before we came into this incarnation, and possibly with all sorts of gameplans and guidance in place to get us to the right place ....in order to outgrow the old paradigm, the old way of doing things.... as we continue in this life, now, as we speak. Synchronicity....
I do go on about energy and synchronicity. Last week, outside the kitchen I found a pair of daughters woollen knit boots, she had been wearing them in the garden as she played with some friends, they had actually gone to the bottom of our very large garden where there are many trees and bushes and broken out over the fence at the very boundaries of the garden and disappeared with her friends into the park that lies beyond... peace for a while.
It was later that day when I found the boots discarded outside the door leading to the garden. I picked them up and brought them inside, but just inside the door.
Later I was cleaning the kitchen windows, which is synchronicity as the clear glass of the newly cleaned windows, implies that my "vision" is being clarified (Remember the kitchen is the heart of the home, so we are talking about an outer manifestation of what's happening internally), when I knocked a heavy bottle opener which is beautifully smooth, and of ergonomic design, but is made of a heavy metal. This fell to the floor, which in turn should have made aloud crashing sound as it smashes into the very old red tiles of the kitchen floor. Instead it fell softly onto the woollen boots that I had placed there earlier on that afternoon. Normally I would not have left the boots there but this time I did. The falling heavy metal, bottle opener was cushioned as it landed on the woollen boots, strategically placed.
Then I knew that sometimes things we put into place, will be the landing space or completion docks of stuff that will eventually happen or is a ' potential' waiting to happen.
So I think the Venus Gong bath, was a completion point, a healing point, a completion of actions and healings, a point of tying together of all those loose ends that lay writhing around like live wires spitting out electricity. A time of pulling it all together and putting it down.
Energy is like that, we are so busy being dense matter in a 3D sense that we are mystified about the fluidity of energy. But the truth is we are of both particles and waves that interrelate and under the law of harmonics. The harmonics means that the energy that is us, is affected by all outlying energy and we in turn, can affect all outlying energy. The waves of the gong sound energy, moved through me and in the law of harmonics, its waves moved through and displaced each of my particles/wave composition (quantum physics) and in in so doing, displaced the distortions that were making me ill.
The synchronicity comes in the fact that I had to go through this whole kite-string of situations, familial, ancestral and other life situations, and being so deeply affected by them,...Falling but I was holding and transmuting them, and internalising and healing them, and more on many different levels....then parachuting down softly, holding and healing all this stuff and finally landing onto a soft pair of woollen boots, strategically placed to catch my fall, or in this case, a beautiful gong vibration bath, which completed the healing that the process had brought me to.
Namaste.
Michaela.
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