Ok, so this is my stuff. Many years ago I went to Australia and stayed for some time. I was 24years old. I was mesmerised and totally resonated with the place. I experienced depression for some time on my return, but threw myself into some big adult education, it was a return to study to get qualifications to enter university. I also worked in a gym as a fitness instructor in order to earn the money to do this. I also spent a great deal of time working through my energy by working out. I did this to preserve the energy I carried in the form of a dream to return to Australia to live.
From then on I showed little regard for myself as I battled on with grim determination to get through the overwhelming urgency of settling the upsetting energies I was carrying. I moved up to the Midlands and began a degree in Pharmaceutical science, and studied very intensely. I found to my surprise, I really liked science and was able to take on so many new concepts. But the intensity of life at that time meant that returning to live in Australia became a distant memory, until it was at last, lost. I became a scientist and lived through a period of my life defined by that immersion in science.
Two things that I need to remember from this period. Firstly, the choice I made to return to England, was from a place that I had no choice. It was, I look back to see, a karmic contract, a fulfilment of purpose, a setting the scene for the next stages, the time I am speaking about is 1987 -1990.
Which includes the life transforming trip to Australia and then leaving and returning to England. Then the period of time that followed. leading to the start of my degree. This time frame is frequently referred to by people writing about the Ascension time frame. So that's where I was.
Secondly, a few months into my arrival in Australia, I had a very, intense spiritual event take place. It was like a vision or knowing, of complete and utter love, that completely blew me away. The occurrence took place as I was in a church, on Good Friday afternoon. As a young adult I didn't really go to church except for weddings and funerals. But, brought up a catholic, I was interested if Aussie Catholic mass was the same. I went into the church in Sydney for the Good Friday service, and it was during this service, that I experienced a serious stabbing pain which exploded through my body. It was a galactic size wash of grief and sadness. I don't remember the precise details apart from being so intensely sad and trying to muffle my sobs and tears, and then, shortly afterwards I was soothed with love.
A washing over with intense enlightening love. However it is only now that I know the feeling was LOVE. Because it was very unlike the love that exists for humans in our 3 dimensional world. It was 'the High' that people try to conjure up for themselves synthetically by taking drugs. I could not recognise it as love because it wasn't anything I knew in the way we express love as mere mortals. This feeling, this High stayed with me for a long while.
I remember returning to the house I shared with four others and walked in feeling so light and out of it, Totally. It was an amazing High that I couldn't explain to the guys I lived with, who actually were into taking synthetic highs. That feeling lessened from its dizzying height over the days. But stayed with me for the rest of my time in Australia . It was fuelling me throughout the rest of my stay there. It was only when I returned to England some sixteen months later, and back into revisiting the unsettling framework that I was from, that the 'High' seemed not to be there anymore. From my perspective now, I can see that it hadn't left me, but that my focus had returned to what I viewed as the harshness of life.
It is only now that I revisit this whole dream of returning Australia. I am frequently getting these synchronicities that excite me.
Here is an email I sent a friend yesterday. It is only today that the full realisation is dawning on me.
Apr 24 at 10:57 AM
Hi Hun, here's a link to my blog where you will find that Paxton Robey interview and channelling, if you scroll down you come to the post starting "Realise..."
Today though, really excited as I found and posted, a weekly reading from Lee-ann Peters. Her site is called Temple of Balance, you must have a look at it. Anyway for this reading, on facebook and youtube, She uses her own cards which are absolutely beautiful. The weekly reading was so apt for me and very close to what I got from my reading with you Yesterday. Also I didn't realise that she is in Australia, on the beach in Tasmania. You have got to see this , really, This clicked in me big time as Extra synchronicity about travelling to Australia. Travel to Australia has only just come back onto my list now after years, and I keep getting nudges and messages about it. And of course you will be there soon. Tasmania is looking lovely from this short video.......
Hope you are well and getting on with what you got to do.
Just call up the blog to see the last couple of posts. When you listen to the radio interview, just set it up as background if you are busy in one room sorting and packing.
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So just to be clear, this friend of mine, is currently packing up to move to Australia herself.
Others, unrelated, friends of my aquaintance, have also moved over to Australia over the last 8 years and so I seem to having these silver thread like cords reattaching me to the place. But It was not in my headspace, it was not occurring to me that Australia is on the cards for me. Let me make it clear, the bank situation says "So not happening, honey."
However how this all started up again chugging like a slow train through the tunnel of my mind, is quite simple. A small daydream led to a big 'Remembering' that I loved Australia, and always had as a child. I was mesmerised by images and films depicting the Outback and my favourite TV show when I was a young child in the sixties, was Luke's Kingdom.
Others, unrelated, friends of my aquaintance, have also moved over to Australia over the last 8 years and so I seem to having these silver thread like cords reattaching me to the place. But It was not in my headspace, it was not occurring to me that Australia is on the cards for me. Let me make it clear, the bank situation says "So not happening, honey."
However how this all started up again chugging like a slow train through the tunnel of my mind, is quite simple. A small daydream led to a big 'Remembering' that I loved Australia, and always had as a child. I was mesmerised by images and films depicting the Outback and my favourite TV show when I was a young child in the sixties, was Luke's Kingdom.
It was only last week that I was daydreaming. I was thinking, that most people I know have or are going to have big parties for their 50th birthday. I, since having my own kids, don't party much, at all, especially on my birthday. But I allowed myself a thought, perhaps I could go on a little holiday to celebrate my 50th, which is next January. I had a little browse of places in my memory banks from times long ago that I or other people had been to and said were lovely. I enjoyed playing with possibilities: Dubrovnik, San Sebastian, Halkidiki, New York, Iceland. All are places that I would love to visit for different reasons.. Then Australia jumped into my thoughts so loudly. I almost fell back the force of the thought was so strong. It is so long since I had the strength of desire to go back, that I had forgotten why I felt such despair at leaving the place and truly why I am drawn back. It is like sleeping beauty, a story lost in the brambles and overgrown thorns.
I know that individually I have had tremendous experiences since that time that has worked to polish the diamond of my soul. Trully, All of these things just do.
I am in the process of bringing myself to the next level in my mission to awaken.
I have made some sincere intentions to that fact. My intentions list for the next 12 months, outlined in that last day or two, include to travel to Australia for my 50th.
My intentions list also includes the statement:
I am ready to be guided to do what is necessary to manifest my desires. Please show me what it will take for me to get there.
The statement is invoking and surrendering to the help of guides. This is because as a human (not yet fully in alignment with her divine god self, I cant always see what I need to do to cut the crap that until now, I perhaps felt I needed to go through.
I am now understanding that we are of God. There is nothing that is not God. We have been in our own story, and can choose to remain in it, or choose to awaken and return to the full knowledge that we are not separate from God. In order to do that, I need to get my head space and heart space aligned. I have been offloading, downloading, uploading, and healing, integrating and persueing, I have been squashing, squeezing and expanding myself.
But now I realise that It is Loving myself I now need to be doing.
It is only now, about 25 years on from then, that I remember this again. It coincides with the healing and integrating of my inner child. It comes during the time of Easter, the resurrection and before the lunar eclipse of 29th April 2014. The energies of these times, if used well, can propel an individual into new life. As Lisa Renee says "Get off the cross", a phrase I take to mean that we can free ourselves from the wheel that consistency takes us back to pain until we free ourselves from it's grip. Resurection is the remembrance that we are actually free and can walk away from the illusion of suffering.
THIS "But now I realise that It is Loving myself I now need to be doing." is the realisation that will bring me to the space where :
I am no longer filled with doubt, or fear.
The self love is a mirror reflection of God love.
All THAT IS fuels, All I AM
and finally
I AM of the source that fills my ability to supply .
I require to fully stand in the wisdom of the Principle of supply.
The following is taken from:
http://childrenofthesun.org/2014/03/29/prosperity-remembering-divine-principle/
The Principle of Supply
The one great principle of life that expresses; we are always taken care of and provided for, is so simple and profound that it is one of the most challenging truths to embrace.
To experience lack is to be without the direct experience of the guiding Presence, the energy that is the generator of all supply. This is the root of all lack and it reflects outwardly as financial limitation and all of the other lacks that plague the human existence.
It is to know without any doubt that our inner Presence is the originating source of supply. We consciously live this eternal unity, having complete and unwavering reliance upon this influence and nothing else.
In doing so, we become powerful magnets, drawing to us all that is needed and required to fulfill our life purpose. Many ideas, resources and channels of abundance start to reveal all around us, oftentimes quite unexpectedly.
May we uphold prominently in our mind the thought of Divine Presence, knowing positively that this is the one point from where all supply originates and where all supply emanates.
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And finally one last touch-base with down-under, A radio link to a meditation with Lee-Ann Peters, in Tasmania.
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And finally one last touch-base with down-under, A radio link to a meditation with Lee-Ann Peters, in Tasmania.
Meditation Hour (welcoming in the NEW & TRUE)
First program back for 2014!
Join Lee-Anne for this hour program where we will meditate. The meditation focus is on NEW & TRUE.
NEW & TRUE focus
Includes Healing Time, allow yourself to receive and join us in sending love and healing out around our beautiful planet.
CHAT ROOM at http://www.templeofbalance.ning.com
Learn more about Lee-Anne and Temple of Balance at www.templeofbalance.com
Join Lee-Anne for this hour program where we will meditate. The meditation focus is on NEW & TRUE.
NEW & TRUE focus
Includes Healing Time, allow yourself to receive and join us in sending love and healing out around our beautiful planet.
CHAT ROOM at http://www.templeofbalance.ning.com
Learn more about Lee-Anne and Temple of Balance at www.templeofbalance.com
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