Where was I on the 8-8-8. In my place of origin. Squeezing through the eye of a needle.

The lead up to the 8-8-8, was like a big squeeze, where you are squashed through a very jarring and rugged ravine. This may have been for a few days or a few weeks. Then there would have been a time where you woke up differently, something had changed but you cannot say, where, when how, or even what the change was. You just feel different and the world that you experience is in a different light.

Ireland August 2015.


I was in Ireland for the time leading up to the 8-8-8. This is the land of my parents. This is my ancestral home and the current lineage that I hold in my bones. Origin of the strongest programs that I was holding in my bio-energy field. The two weeks leading up to me going to Ireland were quite difficult for many varied reasons and I felt squashed and squeezed into breathlessness, this eased after a while and eventually my time in Ireland seemed to flow differently. I literally woke up one morning knowing I was changed. I couldn't explain how, when, what  or why, I just knew it. The day of 8-8-8. I was leaving to return to England. We were driving through Waterford and Wexford to the ferry sailing, then a very long drive from Wales to London. It was on the ferry that I knew the change had actually shifted me somehow. We drove from Wales in the early hours past midnight, to arrive back in London as the day was beginning. Then followed two or three more days of being off the grid. I was floating and unfixed to earth during this time. I know now it was about 'coming off the grid' that I was tied to by my Irish Programs.

Eventually I landed, back into the same coordinates I had left a few short/long weeks earlier, home for me in London.  It felt like landing in a gritty energy energy and I had to choose, and shall continue to choose, consciously, to elevate my thoughts out of any lower vibration reaction.
It was like learning to ride a bike after a few years. I knew It was all about choosing to stay in this elevated consciousness after getting the leg up by the energetic pushes that have bashing into this planet for quite some time now.

  For me, 'The Ascension Process' is like having the 'bejasus' smacked out of you, for quite a few years, just so that each time there is an energetic push' there is more and more released from you. You are called to release any and all attachments to stuff you no longer need; reactions and responses dictated by the old programs that lay deep in your bones, skin and blood, the programs that tie you onto the grid. It is about releasing an identity formed on the basis of belief in the old programs.
For me it has been like being smacked and pounded with a large plank of wood,  until you let go of sense and reason, the two things that hold you bound to the outdated grid on earth.

This outdated grid is  ultimately being unwoven, dismantled and broken down so that we, the inhabitants of earth, can resume 'what and who' we are in truth and light, and so that we can untie ourselves from  the binds to 'who and what' WE ARE NOT. So letting go of the binds is a tricky business because it has for many many generations, given us an identity and purpose, happy or unhappy, but both in falsity. Some of us humans, and other beings,  linked to other worlds but live as humans, have managed to maintain a vision or sight that kept them from being tied to the grid, and it is those who kept the light burning during the intervening centuries. They kept the light burning so that we all could eventually take off the black glasses of the blind, and then untie the slavery bindings to the falsity.

 The Identity and Purpose, that we related to  was only described to us by the binding (slavery) to grid.  It was a very rum deal for most of the worlds population, but we were powerless to look beyond the grid.  So we kept these identities going, perpetuating the status-quo. For Far Too Long.

Many information sources have much to say about this,  but if anything arises from knowing this knowledge now,  that brings your consciousness down ,where possible, it must be let go. 

Things like holding opinions, judgments, hatred, victim status, greed, fear, frenzied survival instincts are all low vibration consciousness and they act like fly paper, to keep you stuck to the low vibration grid in all its swampiness, and also it allows all other low vibration goo to stick to you too. Which is indeed part of the plot to keep you from raising your consciouness.

When you stick your head out of the swamp, and breath the fresh air, it can take a long time to pull your whole self up and out, as you will sink back down into the grid, from time to time. But by recognising this and not beating yourself up about it, learning who you are, out of the grid mentality and identity, will eventually yield the results. It is all internal work. Do the work to know thyself.

The best way I can get my head around the all these, energetic bashings, and squeezings, is to remember the saying about the 'eye of the needle'. Where the eye of the needle is like the exit out of the grid and the entrance into truth, heaven, higher consciouness or whatever trully lies 'out side the grid' in terms of us taking on and standing in our inner, true power as divine aspects of God.  Its about leaving behind the small, crumbly little species that we are trying to no longer be.

So the eye of the needle is where no rich man, i.e. loaded with baggage, actually means the degree to which he/she is attached to the trappings (i.e.  the wealth or poverty, power or powerlessness, hate, poison grandiose ego or fallen and fearful ego) which are basically great big fat bags rammed with the emotional attachments to stuff which actually is not him/her.  These fat bags are just an illusionary identity and are just aspects of the grid, which is false. No man can get through the eye of the needle carrying these bags. A camel would have more luck.

As I see it,  we each have to successfully squeeze through a long line of eye's in needles, to get rid of false attachments to stuff that is not really our stuff, they are just props from a pantomime, that has been keeping us busy for a very long time. Its time to get off this flimsy stage furnished with untruths and populated with things to keep us so busy and distracted that we cant see we are not those roles anymore.

The 8-8-8 is one of the many energetic gateways that gives us a hand up and out of the swamp.

Oh yeah, one more thing, get your Gold suit on.

Visualise that you are in the centre of your very own spherical bio-energy field, and that it contains all the energy of your creation, every thought, emotion, electro-chemical and every energetic particle transmission that you create, The idea is to clean this up, get rid of the toxicity created by fear etc. Fill this daily with unconditional love; intuit and intend that because you have asked for and intend for it to be done, it is being done. Keep the unconditional love flowing through as much as an ocean would need to be cleaned from an oil spill. Keep going with it. Stuff may come up that is uncomfortable but keep going because it is only coming up to seen and released.

Even if you don't know what UNCONDITIONAL LOVE is, keep the intention strong and clear, use a tone in the voice to call it through.  Eventually you will feel the unconditional love, and eventually your energy field will be at the vibration of unconditional love. Then you have lightened yourself from the baggage that pulls you down. 

So As the work commences to clear the energy field, act further to seal the energy field in gold light. practice this at every moment. This again is a visualisation,  You Intend and intuit that The gold light seals the healing of your energy field and prevents low vibration stuff coming through into your energy field and interfering with you raising your vibration.