Don't FEEL scared: FEEL God. Note to self 'when doubts become something bigger'. Choose 'adventure'.

These days there is a strange 'real time' flow of anxiety, even if it isn't something coming from you,

 It is in the air, and it is pushing and pulling people from all directions, and sometimes it is your own stuff coming up. 

Do the work to witness your own biological psychological responses to inner and outer stimuli. Do what you need to weed out unnecessary strains on your biological systems, that way your health stays intact and you can better read what is going on, inside you and all around you. Making space for healthy discernment. You can see what is good to take in from the surrounding energy, and what you can do without. Choosing wisely for health. Also this frees you up to upload and download the good  high frequency stuff. Its easier to access and merge with higher frequencies.

I was busy yesterday, and had quite a long list of stuff to get done. Firstly after a busy morning I was on the bus at 9.30 to a nearby station to catch a train to my physiotherapy back strengthening class at the hospital. After this class, which was going to be quite strenuous, I would then have  to catch more buses to another part of North London, do some financial stuff for my mother, grab something to eat and drink, then a get a bus to my mothers home, where I had plenty of physical jobs to get done. Clearing rooms of decades worth of papers, books, clothes, organising a skip. Washing and drying laundry, sitting and chatting, gardening, planning etc etc, Then I would have to get back to my own home and start to cook an evening meal for my family, and I was already feeling very 'humanly' tired.

So, back to 9.30 am, and I am on the bus going to the station, I began to feel worried.. anxious even.
 About what? I ask myself.....
Can I get all this done without collapsing? And the sheer weight of what I had  launched myself into started to worry me. Then this small worry seemed to pick up speed with other freeloading anxieties, it became a Scared feeling.

I could have let it go on and become a bigger FEELING, letting  my head fill up with other stuff, other worries and anxieties (that float around the collective anxiety swoosh) that attract themselves to our little worries, adding up to create a snowball affect.

Which if you let it, it can sweep you, and your snow balling thoughts, abruptly down the 'good-old' adrenaline filled stress response of no return.

So, I asked myself, "Why am I feeling scared? What is there to be scared about?"
Why was 'feeling scared' coming into the picture? 
I just had some doubts, which quickly turned into something bigger.

So then I heard the words...."Don't FEEL scared, FEEL God."

which immediately calmed me..

 After all,  I AM God, or a individuated aspect of the miracle of life we know that lives in God and is sourced through God and that God lives through us to experience expansion,
so  just FEEL  'God' coursing through the veins,  and not anxiety. 
Choose to call on the Adventure and excitement  response not the 'scared and anxious response.

Its like this.
1. Notice the feelings of anxiety and being scared, (for whatever reason).
2.Call it out.
3.Bin the scared feeling and...
4.....quickly replace with the adventure of being 'God', walking around doing stuff.

5. 'Fake it' till you 'make it', it comes with time. After a while you stop feeling foolish thinking you are convincing yourself of something weird. It is all about accepting a bigger truth, and waiting while your head catches up with your heart... thats when truth comes home.

hope this helps
Michaela.

Ps. I don't really have to say that the God you FEEL, is not the same god that we have been forced to believe is either an old white male with a white beard, or one who sends armies killing, maiming and torturing in the name of religion..These are the false gods, illusionary gods of the self traps, that were used to side-track the evolution of mankind down some very Scary rabbit holes.