Wednesday, 18 June 2025
Trauma Release. The healing. When the body is wailing from deep within. Something new for you possibly. Healing Starts In at the deepest levels when you start to feel the compassion for yourself. If you are interested in this kind of thing, I refer you this youtube which shows the healing underneath when we address the physical pain....This guy is a genius. Michaela..XXXX https://youtu.be/l5_SWlEz9KM?si=rz1PlQikjPJdVDhV.
I'm Posting this link to a YouTube link to a Trauma release during a chiropractic session that I watched this morning. The Release come as various points on the spine and, more noticeably, around the JAW were released. This is not my session but I have my own experience. Over the years I do my own healing also, but have tried others over the years such as shiatsu, Bowen therapy (no good for me), cranio sacral, accupuncture, deep tissue massage, saunas and steam baths. Always been fit physically, going to gym since late teens, kick boxing and step classes (when that was a thing), Always been a walker and still do. However during these past three years back pain has leaned into my stomach causing me so much grief. I proceeded with usual mainstream doctors nonsense as I couldnt get relief. Referrals to Gyny, Gastro and BACK PAIN experts. Scans and a few 'oscopies revealed only blank expressions as they said MUST BE IBS or IBD. I had changed my diet and reduced stress long before...but maybe the stress from 20 plus years had been compiling its own report... to be seen ONLY when I was in the place to deal with it. I had figured that pains in my back were triggering Fibromyalgia-pain in waves all down my legs and into my stomach...the swelling in my abdomen became so that I looked 6 months pregnant. Any food I ate was only adding to problem.... I was now eating from a FOD MAP diet which looked like old lady food. But when I explained to my local GPs that the stomach pains and swelling was linked to my back pains they could only 'blank-face- me' again and again. Eventually somehow, (I was lead to perhaps) I said the right thing to the right person, not a medical expert but a mother of a daughter who was going through the same thing and a chiropractitioner had found weak spots in her spine that were associated with weakness in the stomach and she too had been fobbed off with "Oh Its Only IBS or IBD". So I knew these locations on my spine were probably linked to the stomach not being supported and the pains were Like WAILING from deep within. XXX
So I started seeing THIS chiropractitioner earlier this year, and on seeing my spinal Xrays I was nearly crying and FINALLY became absolutely full of compassion for myself and my older body, that had carried SOOOOO much weight in trauma, and saw my jaw was totally misaligned and hips and crazy stuff That, to be fair ISNT OBSERVABLE FROM OUTSIDE. From the start I could feel relief, and the strange thing was that, even though I hadn't included past TMJ (jaw problems) as a symptom because it isntt a problem obvious to me now...It had been in the past, but the first thing that i noticed was it seemed to fix itself right, in a nuanced energetic way, and it is like a voice had been allowed to come through. My chiropractor isnt a healer and doesnt really work along those lines, but I was able to sense all the nuanced free ups and healing going each when each adjustment was made to my upper neck...the Xrays showed that my head wasnt sitting on my spine right. So I had intense chiropractic sessions, twice a week which meant i was travelling out of London to get the practitionar (that was treating the daughter of the motherI mentioned) and paying money to do this...meant I had made a declaration to FINALLY PUT MYSELF and use the RESOURCES for me....(time and Money)... that usually went elsewhere, to attend to others. I finally allowed myself to be the compassionate witness for myself and let all other things fall to the side. Hopefully the FIRST STEP IN A COMPLETE change up of what I do with my life and where I put in the time and energy...I could see signs in the spine of what had been leaning on me and where I had been impacted by life, actions, decisions and weight, NOT MY weight as an Individual, I am of slight build and ranged between 7 and 8 stones (98 and 112 pounds) during in my adult life....I am talking about Emotional weight and physical weight. Emotional impacts and physical impacts. I had been bumped off a see-saw as a toddler and landed on my head which also impacted my neck and spine. Broken bits and pieces as a child, but Also I had my heart broken as child too. I tend to Brace myself during energy impacts many many times and LEARNED TO HOLD MY BREATH as a way to deal with stuff as a child. As a young woman I had Stress with JOBS and BOYFRIENDS and FAMILY. Oh yeah I loved to go travelling and endured long journeys on trains and buses, carrying a backpack, and, falling out of a bunk bed in an Australia Back packers hostel doesnt help anyone's spine. In later life, as with many people I had moved home several times, carrying boxes and moving furniture, we do it all ourselves. Within 3 years I carried and birthed two big whopping 9 pound babies, (8.9 pounds and 9.4 pounds) even though I have a tiny frame. I had to dislocate my hip to get the last one out as there was no mid wife around. The emotional grief of mourning life and death of my brother WAS IMMENSE. And others too, illnesses and death. I was a parent to two children AND Primary carer for parents both fully dependant on me. The imapct of those years was greatly surpassed by different traumas within only the last 5 years, (I had virtually stopped with blog by 2021).... And more intensely the last three years.....It isnt easy to actually pick through the bones of all the EMOTIONAL IMPACTS of some very deep and troubling times....it is however easier for me to talk about the time, 5 years ago I got Knocked over by a Motorbike.****** Anyway back to today. The nuanced released emotions and relief I get from these sessions showed me how deep they lay in My Bones, and in-between my bones. All the Nerves not supplied with blood and other physiological nutrients to do their job in supporting the abdominal organs, had constricted, because the NEED WAS to HOLD and remember all the 'Unspoken unvoiced Sacredness of the Hurt and IMpacted WOUNDED 'energy'.... This need to HOLD the emotional impacts was 'greater' as I had no voice for them. My actions to take action, and give me the time and resource allowed a voice to come through, unspoken voice, but the body is Not Wailing now, but murmering gratitude. It is also a great help.... to get great help. Sometimes that isnt possible for whatever reason. Sometimes Its a TIME thing too. Sometimes a thing nudges the body to free itself up of stored energy when it gets a taste of greater things to embrace and factor in. The good times sometimes can bring a can-opener with them that shows the body it needs to free up space for More Of The Good things to happen, for example if a Good relationship or promising opportunity comes along, and our spirit doesnt want to mess that up by harbouring sadness from long ago, the body can begin to acquiesce naturally, and work with spirit to allow things to fall in line for healing. Eventhough for me the last 5 years were the hardest, it was also when the best times occurred, I went travelling with my daughter. That was heaven for me...I remembered then my love of travel...we had two travelling holidays in the year, split with a few months between, during that time I had NO symptoms. Only returning when back in London. So By early this year (2025) it was as if the body/mind/spirit complex cleared the path for healing, so that it can get RIGHT what was finished with....and start planning to do more of What I LOVE. Doing what you love is great self-compassion. When we surrender to 'release this stuff'.... we acquiesce to more of heaven to arrive in and sweep through you through your life. Remember the spine is carrying the weight of the body....We load up and move through situations, sometimes forgetting to unload, or not knowing how to unload even when its long overdue. I added in some pics taken in Austria and Cyprus, doing what I love...symptom free. Michaela XXXX
acquiesce XXXXXX
/ˌakwɪˈɛs/to do
verb
1.
accept something reluctantly but without protest: **********
I am posting this youtube of a chiropractic session that shows such a process in quick time. https://youtu.be/l5_SWlEz9KM?si=rz1PlQikjPJdVDhV ***
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