Thursday, 8 October 2026
Data Center Debacle + Eczema Root Cause + Toxic Effects of Aluminium (n.b. The Aluminium age {Aluminium became industrialised in the mid to late 1800's....associated with Jane Evershed's emerging Steampunk rattle trap era}.....)" Doctor Christopher, Christopher Exley actually has a movie, The Aluminum Age, talking about how our modern era wouldn't exist without aluminum. But along with that, we have failed to study the potential long term safety impacts that may have on human health. So, um, but things that we can do, we can't completely avoid it in our modern life, but we can make changes that decrease our exposure, such as not cooking foods in aluminum foil or those aluminum to go containers using stainless steel or titanium cutting boards or baking sheets instead of aluminum, or instead of like those big aluminum roasters using ceramic or glass cookware and then, like water bottles, you can use stainless steel instead of aluminum. Pots and pans are tough because many have that aluminum core because it's good at heat conduction." ) https://childrenshealthdefense.org/ What we are not told. https://live.childrenshealthdefense.org/chd-tv/shows/good-morning-chd/data-center-debacle--eczema-root-cause--aluminum-adjuvants?utm_source=cc&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=chdtv&utm_id=20261007 AND ..... Dr. Chris Exley – Imagine You Are an Aluminum Atom: Aluminum, Autism, and Brain Health The Tenpenny Files The Tenpenny Files
https://live.childrenshealthdefense.org/chd-tv/shows/good-morning-chd/data-center-debacle--eczema-root-cause--aluminum-adjuvants?utm_source=cc&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=chdtv&utm_id=20261007
Data Center Debacle + Eczema Root Cause + Toxic Effects of Aluminum
Why should people care about rapid expansion of data centers? Are there any environmental and health concerns to the building of this infrastructure? Reinette Senum joins the show to discuss.
Deidre Bloomquist provides her thoughts on the topic of eczema, a skin condition that affects a large number of people across the world. She explains its link to the gut and lays out a blueprint for ways in which parents can manage and heal this skin condition from the inside out.
You may have heard it said that aluminum in vaccines is nothing to be concerned about — not only that the studies “prove” it is safe and effective but also that we are exposed to tons of heavy metals in our daily lives, and therefore, the amount in an injection is not a big deal. But what’s the truth? Pharmacist Michaela Wachel weighs in.
https://drchristopherexley.substack.com/p/it-is-never-too-late
"You may ask whether this is hyperbole, but when we learn that aluminum is the third-most common element in the earth’s crust, and that it only began to be isolated roughly 150 years ago, and that it now is ubiquitous in vaccines, soil, and the very air we breathe, you may understand the importance of Exley’s call to arms against this toxin. It has virtually no redeeming industrial value other than as a light substitute for stainless steel, and no natural biological function (as opposed to other metals such as magnesium and iron). Superreactive and capable of migrating into the brain, aluminum fatefully entered the biologically reactive cycle in 1889 through a chemical extraction process invented by Charles Martin Hall, whereby it was separated from silicon/silicic acid." .....(and so Creating a serious problem for the human being)
Tuesday, 6 October 2026
Seth REVEALED: The One Place You Can Ask From — Where Reality Has No Choice But To Respond. Beyond the Physical " Past, present, and probable future are not sequential positions on a line. They are simultaneous fields all present at 7:10 once and your consciousness selects moment by moment which version of the field it will render into physical experience. This is not a new age idea. 7:18 It is consistent with how quantum mechanics describes the nature of physical reality before observation collapses it into a specific state. I am 7:27 not a physicist. But I have read enough to know that the materialist account of time as a fixed sequence is not settled 7:35 science. It is an assumption, a useful one for navigating daily life, but an 7:42 assumption. Now, why does this matter for where you ask from? Because if all versions of your reality exist 7:51 simultaneously, if the version where you already have what you want is not in the future, but is present right now in a 7:58 different vibrational address, then the act of asking from a position of lack is not just ineffective, it is a misdirection. It points your signal 8:06 toward a layer of reality that confirms your current address rather than delivering you to a different one. The spacious present is the point where all probable realities are equally 8:15 accessible. It is the interior position where you are not leaning into the future or dragging from the past. You 8:21 are simply present fully present and from that position you do not ask for a different reality. You select it. The 8:30 way you select a channel, not by demanding the television show a different program, by tuning to the frequency of the channel that already 8:37 carries the program you want. I know this sounds like I am making an abstract idea sound mechanical. I am doing that 8:45 deliberately because abstraction does not help you. I have sat with people who could discuss the theory of consciousness and creation for hours and 8:52 had not shifted their lives a single degree. The theory is not the practice. 8:57 The practice is what changes things. So let me be more concrete. Seth described consciousness as having layers. The Chapter 4: Accessing the creative self 9:05 surface layer is what you normally call your mind. The part that thinks, plans, worries, compares, narrates. This is the 9:12 part that is always in relationship with the world of effects. It is constantly reading the current state of things and generating reactions. Below that surface 9:21 layer is what Seth described as the creative self. The level of consciousness that is not reactive, that is not in relationship with the current 9:29 state of things. That exists in a kind of permanent readiness, a state that Seth described as complete, whole, and already in possession of everything it 9:37 needs. This is the place you ask from, not the surface mind that is worried about outcomes. Not the surface mind that is calculating odds and remembering 9:46 past failures. the creative self, the interior, the part of you that has never been damaged by what has not yet 9:53 arrived. When you ask from that place, the nature of the request changes entirely because you are not asking from lack. You are asking from wholeness. And 10:02 a signal that originates in wholeness does not carry the frequency of absence. It carries the frequency of completion. 10:09 And that is the frequency reality responds to. This is where most people fail. Not because they are not sincere enough, not because they do not want the 10:18 thing badly enough, because they are asking from the wrong layer of themselves. Let me describe something I have observed repeatedly. Someone learns 10:27 about manifestation or about the power of intention or about the way 10:34 consciousness shapes experience. They feel correctly that there is something real here, something that could change their life if they understood it well 10:43 enough "
An 'acute' case of the disruptions. Jane Evershed has, and continues, putting out an enormous body of work regarding Earths true history. Well worth your time. I have followed Lisa Renee's work from Energetic Synthesis, and knew from her, that the 'THOTH', known as a magician was actually at the starting blocks of the human Disruption. Considered a wise benefactor and revered by the historical esoteric and occult movements, and whose information continues seeding the new agers platforms....BUT he was only one of the many many inverted characters in the plot, and that 'Thoth' was Not was an entity to be falling in with and entrusting your soul with.... A goo so thick but appealing, offers insights to ascension but its not the ascension you want, it keeps you squarely in the wrong time, opening the wrong doors, and going back to a false beginning again and again, confused and lower vibed than before. The outpouring of dark goo, that we have been misled to believe, as the esoteric way...is only bringing us back to the 'steam punk rattle traps', contraptions to disrupt, and named as such by...Jane Evershed. With this dark overlay that I call the DARK OVERLAY, there is no such thing as the whole truth, made impossible to find...by Thoth's scheming, there are only ...just.... half truth's/ disinformation/ mislaid truths which translate to lies and obscufcation. Find her here: Jane Evershed True Earth Codex https://janeevershed.substack.com/p/steam-punk-rattletraps-and-the-hologram?r=4btphv&utm_campaign=post-expanded-share&utm_medium=web&utm_source=substack
https://janeevershed.substack.com?utm_source=navbar&utm_medium=web "The Steam-Punk Rattletrap, however shiny and intricate with silvered embellishments, is not the wonder.
It is the decoy.
Because what has been normalized as exploration is only the most external, cumbersome, and low-resolution version of what conscious exploration was always meant to be.
If human consciousness is capable of direct perception, direct knowing, nonlocal awareness, dimensional sensing, and movement beyond dense material routing, then what we have been sold as frontier is actually containment.
A species with access to an entire multiversal field has been reduced to applauding itself for climbing rock faces and strapping itself into flying tin cans. "
Monday, 5 October 2026
Environmental Code Destabilisation through Migration (Alchemy/Antidote) Magenta Pixie Magenta Pixie.... " Sep 22, 2026 When a soul incarnates into a physical body on Earth, where they are born is crucial for the destined path for that soul. It is not random. It is mathematically precise. --- " ( So my coordinates are London in 1965....Understood in astrology and ancestral terms. But I am not sure if I am getting this completely, but more than hoping, it is more than true.....a failsafe to outwit the destabilisation packages that are constantly being run/ . Michaela_)
Thursday, 1 October 2026
Moon Mountain....Now this is a preamble to Mountain being another association of Moon energy. """ The word Mountain - Alternative forms montaigne, montane, montayn, montayne, monteine, mountaigne, mountain, mounteyn, mounteyne, mowntayn, mowntayne, mownteyn, mowynten, muntain, muntayne.....Etymology Borrowed from Anglo-Norman muntaigne, muntaine, from Early Medieval Latin montānia. """.....So where 'Mun or is a derivative of Moon (eg. Monday) ...and, I believe that 'Mountain' signifies moon growth, i.e. if the moon affects the water on this planet, the tides of the sea and the waters of the body...I think that Mountain energy is also about growth from Moon activity (usually hidden as it's energy goes about its business, and takes days, MONths, and years, decades, and even epochs, a mountain will not appear overnight)...both in regards to the topological and geographical features of earth, but also the topological features of the psyche. The mountain by its movement, causes then the contrast of deep chasms and valleys (the psyche equivalent being the vale of tears, in certain religions), and the rising of the mountain in the landscape is set to meet you there. The travels and traversing of the terrains of the moon activity in the self is a mapless -place, uncharted interventions that require you, by invitation, to walk up, stumble up, climb up, crawl up mountains....unawares... but Up you go all the same....It is in response to an inner calling that demands of you to 'see' from the mountain top, when you finally get there...and can see deep down into the chasms below and get true perspective of the journey that has UNFOLDED YOU... BY unfolding FOR you. A mystic's journey that we all take knowingly or unknowingly, because the masterpiece is....the uniqueness of everyone's journey. The top of the mountain is where you have conquered your fears, and all the sublevels below are where we have stayed till the psyche pushes us up further along. The heart needs the courage to navigate the journey through uncharted diversions...That are HIDDEN, and lay unseen in the heart (subconscious) but play out in manifested outer circumstances and challenges, some small, some big, and some that drag you through hell and back, - until you get to the gold that was planted for you. My story to date, ends and closes a long 'mountainous' cycle with a surprise visit to the top of a mountain, that I didn't even know until day or two before that I was going on. This encounter was emerging, to inform me, that in retrospect, and in hindsight, that my journey had come to this place.... OR that I had taken myself on this long journey.... where courage is both the currency and the gift, and gold now shines through the eye. Gods land: I was in the mountains near by Tashkent, Uzbekistan. To my surprise, there were CYCLists preparing to go down the mountain on mountain bikes. There was a prayer tree, or a wishing tree, Catching prayers in the wind, and blowing them out to universal energy - where people had tied little pieces of cloth, rag, paper to its branches with their thoughts or declarations, prayers, worries, celebrations and thanks. I gave 'Thanks' that the 'mountain' I had climbed in my heart, mind and soul and spirit, was NOW there to meet me, finally showing up in its physical presence. No longer a shadow but drenched in glaring sun. Michaela
Lest we forget. """" Historical Origin "Lest we forget" originates from the poem "Recessional" by Rudyard Kipling, written in 1897 for Queen Victoria’s Diamond Jubilee. In the poem, the phrase appears eight times and originally served as a warning about the perils of imperialism and the importance of humility before God, rather than specifically commemorating fallen soldiers (Express) """" ( the poemhttps://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Recessional_(poem). In this context I use "Lest we forget" to remember how the WAR on health, vitality, self sustainability, sovereignty and human empowerment ....was delivered against GOD and God's people. I am bringing it back as a reminder of the behaviours, grievously set against the soul and spirit of people, that can be (and is) potentially repeated, ad nauseum.....And where GOD....is the source of life itself, and that which gives rise to Life on the planet, and gives life to Us, the humans, we are Source's 'Life walkers' ....as opposed to the death walkers on the planet . So GOD and God's people are enmeshed in this current dynamic continuum that is a 'biopic' for the evolution of consciousness....OUT of the misleading and treacherous DARK OVER layer--- that is wrapping around around our souls--- and that wishes for us to remain trapped...and separated from the true underlying reality of LIFE....Michaela.
https://substack.com/@aaronsiri/note/c-348268899 XXXX and from the blog: Exposing The Darkness XXXXX
https://lionessofjudah.substack.com/p/breaking-dr-james-miller-exposes?utm_source=substack&utm_medium=email&utm_content=share&action=share For the speech by Dr James Miller XXXX https://substack.com/@aaronsiri/note/c-348268899 XXXX
"""" Dr. James P. Miller, a trauma and ICU surgeon, conducted formal quality reviews that exposed rampant administrative fraud directly responsible for patient harm and skyrocketing mortality.
Senior hospital executives deliberately pushed toxic protocols like Remdesivir using false and misleading data, locking patients into lethal treatment tracks while silencing frontline dissent.
While corporate media broadcast images of overflowing wards, the lived reality inside the hospital was empty beds and nurses sent home for lack of work. Trauma and other non-COVID fatalities were systematically falsified on death certificates as COVID-19 to inflate the casualty count and terrorize the public.
The hospital head of infectious diseases openly admitted to Dr. Miller that leadership was coordinating directly with state officials to strip unvaccinated citizens of their basic civil rights, culminating in an outright institutional refusal to treat unvaccinated patients.
“The head of infectious disease medicine at my hospital privately told me that he was working with the state government to restrict the civil rights of unvaccinated people.” — Dr. James P. Miller, MD
"""" XXXXX Sources: NZ and the MRNA, Aaron Siri XXXX continues, with film of his speech xxxx
"""" AMERICAN TRAUMA SURGEON TESTIFIES AS TO FRAUD AND CORRUPTION HE WITNESSED THROUGH COVID PANDEMIC...
This is American doctor James P. Miller, M.D. General surgeon / former trauma & acute care / critical care surgeon; now primary care.
In the video below, recorded on September 28 2026, he testifies at a roundtable discussion, before Senator Ron Johnson
*He was a staff surgeon/ICU provider at the first USA hospital to treat a Covid case. He treated 100s of Covid patients and was contracted to review quality of ICU services at the hospital.
*The reviews uncovered FRAUD extending to senior hospital leadership, that caused harm and INCREASED MORTALITY
*Medical staff were provided misleading and inaccurate information about the use of REMDESIVIR for treatment of Covid 19
*Observed hospital messaging to FALSELY INFLATE COVID INFECTIONS AND DEATHS contributing to public fear and generating misleading headlines
*Media headlines stated their hospital was over run with Covid patients....but the lived reality was that there were so few hospital patients, nurses were being sent home
*Mask and Personal Protective Equipment protocols were not based on science and did not work...but they did DEHUMANISE both patients and staff.
*Patients who died from trauma and other NON COVID causes, were marked as Covid 19 deaths on their death certificates
*Hospital HEAD OF INFECTIOUS DISEASE told him that he was working with the state government to "RESTRICT THE RIGHTS OF UNVACCINATED PEOPLE"
*Hospital leadership endorsed the local medical establishments REFUSAL TO PROVIDE HEALTH CARE TO UNVACCINATED PATIENTS.
*In response this doctor opened a free clinic through his church, where he successfully treated many Covid patients with zinc, quercetin, ivermectin, hydroxychloroquine etc.
*He has now endured YEARS of disciplinary action, legal action etc with the stated goal of TAKINGA WAY HIS MEDICAL LICENSE, as a result of him speaking out the truth.
*HE DEFEATED EVERY ATTACK
*Doctors and nurses who witnessed all of the above, mostly stayed silent.
IT IS TIME FOR PUBLIC ACCOUNTABILITY TO RESTORE TRUST IN PUBLIC HEALTH
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Friday, 11 September 2026
In advance. For the September Equinox energies, (equinox is balance between daylight a Night time. Light and dark, feminine and masculine) A reminder, from the post: "Friday, 4 September 2026 Lunar Eclipse Integration, Sophia Codes of Zero Point Magenta Pixie Magenta Pixie (Its best to watch with the transcript,) ||NB I have removed the time prints here|| : """The availability of this knowing comes to you in the form of a cellular memory cascade through the divine feminine and the sacred masculine in magnetic electric marriage on the September equinox point and remains indefinitely. These codes are energy packages of information encoded into your DNA for release and integration at this time in your current now time in your genetic history. This has been destined, blueprinted or fated if you will.""" XXXX And added below is a short Youtube about the combining of information about the scientific and spiritual energies of the equinox. Which includes the Russell-McPheron effect which I did not know. {at the equinox, Earth’s axis lays perpendicular to the sun }..///// From: How Equinox Energy Powers Soul Growth Premiered Sep 20, 2025 Crow Medicine: Conscious Self Connection ... " I know it sounds cheesy, but trust me, it works. One of the best things that you can do is to plan a nature adventure on or around equinox so that you can get 6:14, out there and bathe in this energy but also get to experience the changes in earth and yourself that it can promote. 6:21 It might not be the very first day that you have these great transformations but trust and believe that what you do on these days is going to help you awaken activate or connect to yourself." XXXXX ....AND it is strange that I am going on an adventure over this period. Planned far in advance, and without registering that it falls over the equinox, and to somewhere far away from where most people would consider visiting, let alone travelling through, a strange land, where I am hoping to touch base with a more natural way of life, UNTOUCHED BY Frequencies of discord. So maybe I will tell you all about it. XXXXX NB. I want to point out here that I do not monetise this blog. It is my journal and receptacle for my thoughts and channelled inspirations, I add these videos because they add to, validate or challenge further what I am inspired about, I do not do add them to get extra followers, or increase monetary gains, or whatever else could be implied, I add them to help any audience that may be looking in, to get a fuller picture of the subject. Below also, is how the author (of Crow Medicine) tells her own story, of her journey, Some of which I can relate to too, and which might help anyone else who feels drawn to investigate further down their own path. With That being said, it is a hard path, an awkward path and maybe it is so much easier to just be """"entrained along with the frequencies of interference""" that take your own, unique and individual power away ..... Enjoy the equinox because that is showing us our true North. Michaela.
XXXXXXX The Russell-McPherron effect is a phenomenon that explains the semiannual variation of geomagnetic activity on Earth. It was first published by geophysicists Christopher Russell and Robert McPherron in 1973. The effect is primarily driven by the relative position of Earth's magnetic field to the solar wind, which is influenced by the Earth's axial tilt and the solar wind's direction. This effect is particularly noticeable around the equinoxes, when the Earth's magnetic field aligns more efficiently with the solar wind, leading to increased geomagnetic activity, including auroras.
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Axial tilt during an orbit around the sun
As early as 1856 with a publication by Edward Sabine it is known that geomagnetic activity is higher near the spring and autumnal equinox than during other seasons.[2] The higher occurrence is especially noticeable with large sun storms, like the Carrington Event. Around the equinoxes, Earth’s axis lays perpendicular to the sun, whereas during the solistices it is tilted toward or away from the sun. Thanks to this geometry Earth’s magnetic field points north and can connect to the southward pointing field of the solar wind, through magnetic reconnection.[3] XXXXXXXX
And below. For those it might help, who are looking to dig deeper. And I can personally relate to.
(Back On the subject of energy and its measurable effects of disruption, I found this to illustrate the point of... "and more importantly HOW Energy 'DISRUPTIONS' ACT> " from my post on 9th September. And to add to my point ...."Hidden by the moon is the strength to 'mine' i.e. what is yours...What is Holding us in holding patterns as we circle the area, trying to land...but distracted from, by other priorities and 'enforced needs' that shout out instructions to deter us from landing. When we have been short-circuited onto another path " from my post on the 10th September. ...CANT THINK STRAIGHT?....From hormone disruptors in our food and personal and household products .. to energy disruptors and taking 10 to 20 steps further... and these are Only the ones we know of. What are they putting on our screens*****? Michaela.) ////// XXXXX The True Purpose of Your Cell Phone and Every Single Wireless Transmitter in Our Environment jeanice barcelo Aug 15, 2026 " Dr Nick Begich reveals how pulsed radio frequencies and microwaves (as well as larger systems like HAARP, GWEN towers, Nexrad facilities, CERN — ALL OF IT) are being used to alter people’s brain function, change brain structure, change people’s thoughts and behavior, and entrain people’s brains to an altered frequency zone that keeps them dull, apathetic, and mostly useless. THESE TECHNOLOGIES ARE THE PRIMARY REASON MANKIND HAS NOT RISEN UP AGAINST THE MONSTERS!!!! THESE TECHNOLOGIES ARE WHY THE MAJORITY OF MANKIND MOVES THROUGH LIFE IN ZOMBIE LAND. When you signed up to get a cell phone, did you know you were giving your mind, your health and your will over to the dark side? Are you OK with being controlled and manipulated this way? Are you OK with having your brain rewired so that your thoughts are no longer your own? Are you OK with being irradiated 24/7 and having your children irradiated 24/7 so they will develop brain and neurological damage and not be able to reproduce? Please wake up friends. This situation is DEADLY SERIOUS. This is not a drill. Watch the full video here Share"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YzO8T-x21qA
https://x.com/MKultraGuneaPig/status/1873048203936899118/video/1
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The True Purpose of Your Cell Phone and Every Single Wireless Transmitter in Our Environment by jeanice barcelo
Read on SubstackThursday, 10 September 2026
3. (wow and I would say this is definitely related to 1. and 2. Consider its understanding as part of retraining the unconscious energy) //// You Return to the Beginning: Memories of the Original Dream. (Member's Reading Voted Public) Witch and scythe (full message starts at 2.19 )....: "There's another camp, however, that have actually really established that internally, their own value, their own sense of 4:52 self-confidence, self-worth. And um this unconscious energy is like toxic. It's like the it's like poison that's just coming to the surface to to get out of 5:0 your energy body. "
2. How to ground and claim what is yours....Moon, Money, Mine (verb as in mining), Mine (noun, as in It is mine)....Hidden by the moon is the strength to 'mine' i.e. what is yours...What is Holding us in holding patterns as we circle the area, trying to land...but distracted from, by other priorities and 'enforced needs' that shout out instructions to deter us from landing. When we have been short-circuited onto another path by inherited karma, which continues as we have held family accounts in that branch of scarcity and fear for so long, they have become our beliefs... and beliefs that deter us from the life that WE KNOW is there, but believe it is for others, Not for us, and we do not know how claim ' It is Mine '....Begin the retraining by examining where there is a soft space at the door to enter, the invitation to know thyself. Once you claim this intention to Be guided by your intuition, your Intuition will guide you to situations, or back to situations where you can really look at, and feel the internal cogs and wheels, that stir and react within you. Ask: " IS IT MINE? " or from somewhere that you want to grow out from. OR Claim " This is MINE" a sequence to be loved better, or a sequence to be reclaimed, remembered, soothed and breathed back to life. 'Claim' that your inner guidance and intuition will always bring you to...only that which you can claim the gold nuggets from... the breadcrumb clues to the crux. What is at your centre?...Assuming it is a pristine centre, a noble surprise. And what is covering and obscuring it? Assuming that it is something which requires analysis to transform, and that the fertiliser that has spread in your garden CAN be the fuel when alchemised , to GROW YOU into The magnificent centre piece, THE heraldic MANTLE, THE """"spiritual and conscious complex at the centre of your matter experience """" that was always you, but stayed hidden until you were ready To take on the mantle.... IT IS THE very PROCESS OF This work....that Makes the mantle* Fit. Where Mantle is the heraldic mantle of nobility. A Noble signature. Michaela
*Heraldic Mantle. Its weird that I keep getting words come up that I have to double check the meaning, and usually when i do I see how it adds a deper intrigue into what I am saying. I heard the word Mantle but the meanings did not fit what i was saying, Until this one from Copilot Search for heraldic mantle which pushed the meaning further than I was going.
In heraldry, a mantle is a ceremonial robe symbolizing sovereign or noble authority, often depicted as a crimson robe lined with ermine and sometimes surmounted by a pavilion.
Definition and Symbolism
A heraldic mantle is an ornamental robe that surrounds a coat of arms, representing sovereign power or high nobility. It is distinct from mantling, which is the decorative cloth hanging from a knight’s helmet. Mantles are typically crimson and lined with ermine, emphasizing prestige and rank, and are often reserved for royalty or nobles recognized for exceptional merit (Wikipedia)
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1. Reclaiming Your Birthright to Abundance | Breaking Free from Matrix Scarcity Programming Sep 8, 2026 Veil of Reality Veil of Reality ...... "24:13 I know because I used to say it myself even though I had the money. What I often actually meant was this isn't a 24:20 priority for me or I don't want to spend my money on this. And that is completely fine, but be honest with yourself about 24:27 it. When we repeatedly tell ourselves, I don't have the money, we can reinforce scarcity at a subconscious level. It 24:35 becomes a kind of self-imposed spell that keeps confirming the same reality. 24:40 This is where humility and radical self-honesty become important. We all lie to ourselves at times and especially around money, desire, and what we truly 24:49 value. There can also be a subtle form of narcissism hidden behind false humility or spiritual idealism where 24:56 someone assumes that knowledge, healing, guidance or another person's work should simply be given to them for free. The 25:04 person remains in victim consciousness and self-pity while expecting someone else to invest the time, energy, labor, and life experience. " ......and.... ""The matrix control system owes its power to the fact that people give it power. Free 40:21 will is bartered for security, and most people live as slaves, perhaps happy slaves, but slaves nonetheless. " ///// \\\\ So there are some good points here, and the author gives a rounded thesis on the subject of money and scarcity in the matrix.....But I can't help think that there is even more to this that is not able to be verbalised, because I don't think we have the (correct) spiritual verbiage to cover it....It is another form of energy that 'seems' to be tied up and locked into the matrix, and, as it has been said already... 'When we are locked into a matrix' that requires a hierarchy of us, and that we are 'Okay' with, by complying, and kept in compliance with, and fully participate in.... we are still locked in. \\\\\\\ So now I will wing it, and see what else can be unravelled.... ||||||| So the first point here is the Romans, and coinage, and whose name is printed on the coin...maybe the spiritual morality of the time, say the gnostics, would resist any alignment or accordance with the money system then. I guess that makes sense. T'would be better off without, than within! And YEAH mONEY WHO NEEDS iT !?>> So lets see, money has been A LONG TIME serial problem for humanity. Where.... on the Big wheel, it goes up and then goes down....and NO ONE wants to HAVE to attach their cart to that uncertainty ! Rich and poor and vice versa. But in the interim, we have things that we want to do, and people need paying for their services, we pay rent or mortgage, and fuel for the daily services we require...etc, etc, and so, long ago the top tier created a system where YOU need to pay to live. No money no living, No life. AND WE WERE MADE SURE TO KNOW IT !!! Money to stay alive. So, and this is not a Ted Talk, humans, somehow, have been conscripted into a work force, an army, to keep the top tier of at the top, and NOT needing to work. Literally. So ' Work' is the first element of this dichotomy ! Secondly, And because we didn't literally sign up for the army (work), what have we signed up to? What have we done? A Rhetorical question. Instead we have kept the game in motion, receiving a small payout to keep us, somewhat invested, (alive) in it. But really ?|?|?|? ..Give me a moment to channel some kind resolution to the 'think' mind, the ' hive' mind that allows that.....Answer: Where are we in the techno time line? I'm pretty sure we are a lot further along a track into the future than we are led to believe.....and those that are enmeshed in the beliefs that we have been dunked into, (historically a containment vessel to keep the great unwashed FROM stepping up to claim their value) and they stayed dunked into them... So what then is the answer?...A complete de brainwashing? By techno? Well, that's not going to happen...So what then? lets see the options. The options are that technology has increased the margin Betwixt and between. And Money interestingly is not actually a thing anymore. It is conspiracy in digital. It left the coins and notes stage a long time ago, and now the digital allowance, the renumeration within a bank account is dependant on what you are thinking you have therin...as opposed to those who the vastness of their imagination and claim signifies the amassing digital 1's and 0's. So my point is Money is not real. It is a carrot. It is 'spellwork' that has reduced humanity to being bought and sold, a successful pledge of 'power over' and used as 'tangible' evidence that SOME are better than MOST. Where evidence was demanded. In the old days it was because...armies were bigger, or more malicious or more devious. Spellwork is spellwork and treads heavily on top of the human psyche bound underneath it. to be continued...Michaela
Chapter 10: Beyond Scarcity: Reclaiming Power, Responsibility, and Abundance
38:12 reclaiming power, responsibility, and abundance. Most people justify their scarcity by blaming the outside world,
38:19 the evildoers, the greedy 1%, the banking system, the government, and so on. I did this myself for years. But our
38:27 own shadow conditioning and unresolved wounds can keep reinforcing the matrix scarcity program through blame, projection, and victim consciousness.
38:36 The matrix feeds on that. It will always give you convincing reasons why financial hardship is inevitable. Why
38:44 you cannot afford the life you desire and why struggle is simply your fate. Look at the world. The economy is bad.
38:51 Everyone is struggling. So must you be afraid. That is the message and it is a lie. You can thrive, live in abundance,
38:59 and create prosperity if you're willing to make real inner changes and take an honest look at your relationship with money. This has nothing to do with
39:08 positive thinking or the distorted and oversimplified new age version of the law of attraction. Those approaches often bypass the deeper psychological
39:16 and spiritual work that is necessary to change our relationship with reality and align ourselves with something higher
39:243 than the ego personality. In fact, one of the best things you can do for yourself, your family, and the world is
39:31 to thrive, to become creative and productive, and to reclaim the forces of money and power from the hostile forces that currently corrupt and misuse them.
39:41 You have always had that power. Don't give it away. Don't deny it. And don't demonize it. Scarcity is not resolved by
39:49 blaming others or the system, rejecting or chasing money, expecting handouts, or forcing positive thinking. It begins to
39:57 change when you confront your unconscious relationship with money, power, value, and responsibility, and bring these forces increasingly into
40:06 alignment with your true nature, your dharma, and divine will. Tom Mont expressed this larger principle very
40:14 well. He said, quote, "The matrix control system owes its power to the fact that people give it power. Free
40:21 will is bartered for security, and most people live as slaves, perhaps happy slaves, but slaves nonetheless. You
40:29 might see this situation as an injustice. But once you realize that freedom is not denied or simply ignored,
40:36 the matter is no longer an injustice, but a tragedy. Like Dorothy in the Wizard of Oz, we have always had the
40:43 power. We have always had the ability to open the flow to prosperity, but it takes a long andorous road of failure
40:51 and deception for most to finally recognize and gain confidence in a better way." End quote
Wednesday, 9 September 2026
Geopathic stress. I am feeling nudged to open a bit more on this topic. So a guide on geopathic stress from Healthline: "Stress can come from any number of sources, including your job, relationships, or life challenges and other emotionally taxing situations (just to name a few). The concept of geopathic stress appears to add one more potential source to consider: the energy of the earth itself. Most people have very little idea what lies in the ground below them. Maybe you’ve never even considered the geological or man-made features underneath your home. Geopathic stress rests on the idea that the Earth gives off a certain energy vibration that’s disrupted by underground features, including: tunnels, sewers, geological faults, pipes, mineral deposits, utility lines, underground water " ///////XXXXXXXX So I am just adding this, as it can be an introduction to HOW ENERGY is or acts, and more importantly HOW Energy 'DISRUPTIONS' ACT> ALSO It acts as an INTRODUCTION TO ""Energy"" in the home , environment, and the body, WITHIN RELATIONASHIPs, and they can all interact or be impacted by...For example a strenuous relationship can result in stress in one or all bodies concerned. So, the topic of geopathic stress can be used as an introduction to energy as something that is all pervasive, takes different forms and Geopathic stress is observant of types of HEAVY ENERGY...(and can have the effect on the body similar to the feeling of being haunted) and SO the effects of it are able to be seen and to be felt, and interestingly when dowsed for it can be measured. So an introduction to GS can be used as a way to springboard forward for those that do not understand energy, but wish to. Those that are not conversant in, or avoidant of, the subject of energy are becoming more acquainted with the word in everyday language now. So this can be a jumpstart to understanding it better. I came across 'geopathic stress' a good number of years ago, simultaneously, at a time when I had started my own 'conscious' work into energy and it gave me the jumpstart I needed. I was also learning about auras, Feng shui, clearing energy and crystal energy. I'd had a feng shui reading on my home and was learning also the energy of Vedic astrology and how all they all impact. Also, previous to this, I had studied science at degree level (including physiology, anatomy, physical chemistry, analytical chemistry, physics, drug formulation, high level math and plant phytology) and had been a formulation scientist in the pharmaceutical industry, which all helped to accumulate knowledge about Energy. However, my preference before that, was to be a painter an artist, with my first actual job after leaving college, being a Picture Framer, armed only with 8 GCE O levels and a cert A level in Art. With a 'teenaged typical', I'd dropped out of psychology and sociology, but I already had a acquired deep knowledge of the darker side of the social class issues in London and how they worked and impacted life..... But I loved art, and I loved people.... being a typical humanitarian Aquarian. 'Being interested' is a skill worth having, and 'caring' is a quality that can open up features of self knowledge. Where 'Know thyself'...is the first good instruction to have come from anything written down, ever. So I was gutsy, artsy and 'arty cute', and loved the spoken and written word, in short I loved a chat, and loved the energy exchange of conversation, and I was very much into painting and Art, art exhibitions and 'energy' conversation using paint as words, all of which have stayed with me, from those early formative days, and which I now use to combine the energy flow with...I enjoy very much 'painting with words' that I use for this journal. I know I am usually grammatically correct, but I enjoy the flow of the energy, from the words that are channelled through me. XXXX So what we know, and learn, in our growing up endeavours, can and will be added to, or compliment at different levels, what we investigate and ' find out' throughout life, by way of our intuition, action, and focussed attention. I started my own healing work and energy work, initially through the energy movement I found indescribable when having healing myself, or shiatsu and cranial sacral therapies. Meditation just sprung me alive. And studying a form of angelic reiki, and spiritual healing, to be a practitioner acted to lift all the levels providing increased lessons and shocks, for knowing thyself. All of which combined with, and opened up my own (suppressed) psychic abilities. Over the years I developed my own practice which morphed and changed, and mainly comes through in readings, sometimes combined with art therapy for healing, but now is no longer a separate ""'something I door interest as a hobby """, it is the energy that eventually, became the main thing, not just straddling MY whole life. It is the difference between someone who walks their dog, and someone who identifies as 'dog owner. ' It is the colour with which my life is painted, and I have come to live from (after and during which, a whole lot of energy demolition works, deconstruction and renewal/regeneration works became necessary.) But back to the beginning, this is not an easy road... as every rocky, knuckle headed situation wants to come at you, and through to you, making sure that you have done, FULLY, the apprenticeship to be the acolite, with the wherewithal and guts to stand up in your own energy and observe energy, and feel it and recognise it, and to then move it. And move it well. Not be frightened of seeing where the darkness and heaviness lies, in self, in others, in outside situations, in inherited situation's. When we separate ourselves from the shadow, it becomes dark and scary, an outside monster that will always be after us in nightmares. So its about NOT being scared of the shadow, and Not be scared of energy, and therefore, finally Not be scared of who you are. I am making plans to open up space, to offer, my service as practitioner, for a new version of healing/psychic/spiritual in readings that help you too, to know thyself. I will keep you posted, if interested, They will be in London, Maybe in Brunswick and informal , with a coffee, Michaela.
More on geopathic stress here: https://www.healthline.com/health/geopathic-stress#:~:text=Example%201In%20a%20study continued: """" Living above one of these areas of energy disturbance, according to this theory, can result in geopathic stress. And that stress is said to cause a range of physical and psychological symptoms.
The idea that bad vibes or negative energy can affect health and wellness isn’t at all new.
While the concept of geopathic stress seems to originate in the early 1900s, it shares a lot of similarities with long-standing practices like feng shui and dowsing, both of which many people find helpful.
To date, though, there’s no scientific evidence to support geopathic stress. Most medical professionals don’t recognize this phenomenon, much less consider it a threat to well-being.
Commonly reported symptoms
It goes without saying that geopathic zones — the underground features said to lead to geopathic stress — exist all over the place.
Geopathic stress theory suggests that passing through one of these zones quickly probably won’t have much of an impact. So, if your regular route to work takes you over a series of underground tunnels or a large mineral deposit, you likely won’t notice any symptoms.
Anecdotal reports and other online sources suggest you’re most likely to notice symptoms when you live or work directly over a geopathic zone, especially if you sleep directly above the energy disturbance.
The following symptoms have been attributed to geopathic stress:
drowsiness and fatigue,
trouble falling or staying asleep,
persistent headaches or migraine,
lowered immune response,
numbness or tingling in hands and feet,
zoning out or trouble focusing,
general nervousness or a low mood,
unusual changes in emotions or personality,
tension and conflict between family members or roommates.
Some have also suggested that geopathic stress can disrupt certain environmental features. For example, roads lying over geopathic zones might be more prone to cracking or potholes, and traffic accidents might happen on these stretches of road more frequently.
In short, geopathic stress has been associated with plenty of physical and mental health symptoms that lack a clear cause. Some people have gone so far as to suggest this phenomenon can explain miscarriages and cancer, but no scientific evidence supports either link.
Is it real?
It’s hard to say.""""" https://www.healthline.com/health/geopathic-stress#takeaway
Tuesday, 8 September 2026
Geopathic stress. Dowsing for subterranean water. Geopathic stress is the rift and harmful energetic frequencies caused by stagnant or detrimental water under buildings, or anywhere really, that affects the human life living or working in areas confined above it. Causing the harmful energetics that give rise to health problems, depression, erratic behaviour in Kids, etc. etc. etc. I Was looking into this a few a times over the years, and had serious dowsing on where we lived. And Yes each time there was geopathic stress evident. One home was the space of a ghost. An old lady had passed and left residue of a very emotional situation. And that combined with the geopathic anergy OR CAUSED IT, caused the deep waters subterranean, sluggishly stopped below the house, heavy and dense, not going anywhere. IT IS my point when later I came to the conclusion that it was to do with subterranean waters we carry ourselves. And the energy biorhythm we give off. Learning from the environment what our energy signature is saying. By entraining, Mirroring, or being mirrored back to us, by the HOME work environment...It affects dwellers as residues of crazy energy below but also we must be AFFECTABLE, with matched energy. We are Being shown, by the dark electromagnetic back-wash ....Hey this is you,! this is WHAT YOU DO! a direct match! and bingo ! Chaos. Cleaning up the act is a two way approach, when the geopathic stress is managed by tools and strategies, and the inner emotional waters are learned about too as inherited frequencies that can be tamed integrated healed and tweaked into a brand new stream from the source. Michaela.
From Co Pilot: Geopathic stress is the idea that certain locations on Earth emit energies or electromagnetic disturbances that may negatively affect human health.
Definition and Origins
Geopathic stress (GS) comes from the Greek words geo (earth) and pathos (suffering) and refers to the supposed harmful effects of disturbances in the Earth's natural electromagnetic fields on living organisms
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. The concept suggests that natural geological features—such as underground water streams, mineral deposits, and fault lines—can distort the Earth's energy, creating zones that may impact health
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The idea has historical roots in practices like feng shui, Celtic site planning, and Roman augury, where ancient cultures avoided building over underground water or certain land features, though modern science attributes these practices to practical environmental considerations rather than energy disturbances
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Purported Mechanisms
Geopathic stress theory proposes that the Earth's natural electromagnetic field can be disrupted by underground features, forming harmful zones. Specific patterns, such as the Hartmann grid (north-south and east-west energy lines) and the Curry grid (diagonal lines), are said to intersect with underground water or mineral deposits, creating particularly stressful areas
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Some discussions also link geopathic stress to radon gas exposure from granitic soils, though radon is a recognized health hazard independent of geopathic stress theory
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Reported Symptoms
People who believe they are affected by geopathic stress report a range of physical and psychological symptoms, including:
Chronic fatigue and low energy
Insomnia or disrupted sleep
Headaches and migraines
Increased susceptibility to illness
Anxiety, irritability, or emotional disturbances
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Symptoms are often said to improve when individuals are away from the affected area
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Scientific Perspective
Mainstream medicine and scientific research do not recognize geopathic stress as a proven phenomenon. While the concept has a following among alternative health practitioners and building biologists, rigorous peer-reviewed studies are lacking, and most experts remain skeptical of its health impacts
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Detection and Mitigation
Practitioners of geopathic stress often use techniques like dowsing with rods or pendulums to locate stress zones
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Summary
Geopathic stress is a theoretical concept suggesting that certain Earth-based energy disturbances can affect human health. While it has historical and cultural significance and a following in alternative health circles, there is no scientific evidence confirming its existence or health effects. Awareness of environmental factors, good sleep hygiene, and minimizing exposure to known hazards like radon remain practical measures for well-being.
Zero Point. All and nothing. I had a practice a few years of playing with the zero point field. So If it has everything in absolute, that ever was, is or will be, When you stand in zero point field, and make a gesture or ritual, putting into one hand... a thought/prayer or desire...of something that is lacking, or not immediately available to you...Then, you continue with gesture, by envisaging first that the 'opposite' of it's /\/\/\not being available to you\/\/\/ IS also TRUE ALSO, in the zero field. So both are true \/\/\/\ the lack of it, \/\/\ and the opposite of the lack \/\/\ . I.e. the fact that you do not have it, and the fact that it is available somewhere, Can be MET and be balanced in the zero field. Where nothing and everything exists, SO you take the other hand and reach in to the zero field to claim the availability of that which you lack. To balance and correct the unavailability of something that used Not be available to you. As everything exists in zero point field, you have drawn it to you to match its opposite, Because it does exist in the zero field, but nothing is there... until you claim it specifically to match the lack which you wish to fill, and so YOU create a balance and a ZERO POINT balance, becomes specifically available as requested. The availability Or otherwise, is not judged. You are just asking to meet a singular event with its polar opposite to become a union and a tangible creation ! The only problem being is that we are not in practice with this: it feels like magic. witchcraft and generally we have been pushed out of zero point know-how and mechanics. THAT IS the problem!! WE are NOT fluent in it because we DO NOT HAVE belief in it, so we cannot find it. With so much against us finding our feet in it we don't access it so well And live only half a life . Michaela
Hidden Secrets That Will Expose The Wealthy & Powerful. The Tipping Point Is About To Be Reached. Awakening To Spirit Awakening To Spirit......///// a meandering story but cast as Public service assistance youtube? Chickens Home to roost? Voodooo Chickens ending their captivity?? But anyway and Whatever, I was intrigued by the heading only as a lead in to Aquarius energy coming in to pull the physical plug on the physical screen MATRIX that we seem to be plugged into. Then what? Back to a matrix from pre-screen times, Victorian/middle ages? Or revert to new screen times? One Where discernment is easier to see with a visibly cleaned up and quantum technology ? ?? I am just asking. XXXXXX Aquarius energy is about the Next stages coming in and causing devastation to the old energy/stages/ epoch. Earth as we 'know' it.... So, Earth as ''''we know it''' Vs Earth that we do not know? So what do we know ? A rhetorical question because what we 'know' is what has been, and continues more voraciously, to be dished up to us on a plate to consume without question, Chicken and egg, and we are served up (or our energy is) on plate and WE get to keep this thing 'real' by allowing its continuance to keep regurgitating by our acceptance of it.... as the ONLY real earth . THE Earth that we 'don't know' can mean, the earth that we don't know but that exists simultaneously WITH the presented form (i.e. the 'known' earth, i.e the seen and Visibly perceptible versions of which, ) that has been cultivated ...and that we have been 'educated' to perceive, and believe is true, as described, and SHOWN as the horror stories, stupidity and shock value entertainment we see on our screens)...So when 'THAT VERSION' is taken off-line... what are we left with? 'Earth without'... the lived experience of shock, poverty and theft of life and bereft of character, and us being blinkered into accepting as real this debauched version.... that is NOT REAL....But a devilled version, that was one detailed to cause an inversion of true life into a twisted Illusion of reality, that has been curated to drag Earth and inhabitants down to participate in its own hell. \\\\\
Friday, 4 September 2026
So An update...and THE ANTIDOTE ( Update to my previous post. : " Tuesday, 1 September 2026. The post that was held back in draft from June 9th" ) And I didn't think it would come so fast. XXXXXX The answers are in the last post : Lunar Eclipse Integration, Sophia Codes of Zero Point : ******** " ....That destruction is but an illusion. For creation always runs alongside that distortion. 10:34 The star seeds of Zero point are able to access that creation [music] through the zero point field grid. 10:45 One finds the stargates [music] through sovereignty over one's own matrix field and the true understanding 10:53 afforded through conscious cellular memory cascade. We repeat, one finds the 11:00 Stargates through sovereignty over one's own matrix [music] field and the true 11:08 understanding afforded through conscious cellular memory cascade. [music] 11:15 There one finds the zero point which is nothing and contains [music] everything. {Repeat "" There one finds the zero point which is nothing and contains everything"" I will come back to this another Time. Michaela} 11:25 The days [music] that follow your lunar eclipse as you process and integrate these frequencies [music] 11:32 are your initiatory opportunity for trinity awareness [music] into the unity grid 0 embodiment. 11:43 The key codes, frequency packages and memory triggers [music] are thus given 11:49 to you. The receptive star seed in this transmission lunar eclipse integration [music] Sophia codes of 0 point. " ********..... ////// XXXXXX So, for ME : the update and THE ANTIDOTE. !!!! ////// My understanding : The earthly time is a continuously confusing state (As we learn about being in a state of MATTER) that becomes more confusing as we digest all the distortions (mistakes and Miscreation's, traps and tricks).... and they then become ours...(our truths and triggers, beliefs and judgements) ...which we continue to spin out from us which act to...embolden/and activate.... more and even more....as they merge with, and attract the ....Conspired confusions, already present, as part of the duality complex. Its just that because our perception and perspectives are derived from the 'duality and separation-conspired complex'...we do Not see the """"alternative golden grid,"""" that has always existed, but it IS seen by us NOT, while we are in the spell zone, even as wallpaper.... (but has always influenced us by providing the contrast to the duality, with what we know deep down in our hearts to be 'true', but not ever observed IN actuality. ...for example True Love: the concept is there, as contrast. and IN contrast to what we actually GET, but it is fantasied about and written about, it is Disneyfied into fiction... with conditions and constructs about it, and labelled as 'Unconditional love' that NO ONE CAN EXpect in this (present) earthly lifetime where, what we call 'Love' can quickly turn to hate ... .but is NOT actually a REALITY for Most people) ....\\\\\ So GET INTO YOUR ZERO POINT>>>> So it is about coming out of the spell zone, to see ALLLLLL of it, is illusion...and IT IS kept= ONLY in a holding pattern (because it is illusion) = in our perception perimeters, and in which we are hooded and blinkered by it, and.....all the goings on, the shenanigans of betrayal and distortions are WHAT we ARE 'stuck-on' like 'fly paper' and keeps us seeing ONLY, and being kept in, the betrayal. All of us, all Males and females...( One entity is made up of male and female, {see the story of Sophia, the aeon who created OUT OF THE NORM, where the masculine and feminine, counterparts of one CREATOR TYPE ENTITY are used to CREATE together in balance...But Sophia took a chance (egoic?>? A Mistake that leads to wisdom?./. As sophia is the aeon of wisdom) and she ..Created (unwisely?./.) without her counterpart...giving rise to both, an ugly ignorant creation Yaldabaoth, who ALSO COULD NOT SEE THE GOLDEN GRID, and created in turn a world that COULD NOT SEE the golden grid (or in the story== The Pleroma) ring any bells? Also the creation gave rise to the fall out of deviant creations (archons) that littered the realm below the (Golden Grid) the UPPER pleroma. Alongside it but not seeing it. And SO were declined recognition by the Pleroma and were left scurrying about unseen, in the material worlds that human came to inhabit. ) So we have divine feminine and sacred masculine that once merged, give us each the zero point of (correct) balance. But duality and separation has already alluded to that not being the case...infused, the allusion has led to the illusion, and we have no way of retrieving that.... until we notice it is missing...Our conscious divine feminine and sacred masculine aspects are being DENIED to us...By us, through Us operating from within the spell zone. I get that the traumas experienced through blood line...grandmother/mother/daughter and so on are ....what we have pulled into our subconscious from this experience...walking and living OUT in the spell zone....and believing to be true...and that has ruptured the 'emotional fragility' , which reverberates from us in a clanging bells...The codes to SEE this and Leave this are now finally available but only to those who have heard the call of the traumas held in the subconscious, and learning to decipher them in order to KNOW in Sovereignty .... that what is all around about us 'in the earthly time' ...." cannot -possibly- be -TRUE...even when it is apparently happening in real time...(cognitive dissonance).....AND is that which brings about our downfall in the belief in the lies... Held on to - and holding us all in the spell zone...that we can call the material world of 3D ...and the density of which gives rise to The veil/ or the matrix. **** THE process begins with listening to what is """alarm-bell- ringing" out from our Subconsciousness, and boomeranging back to us, to-be-corrected...To Remove the cognitive dissonance by stepping out of the spell zone, which has us all blinkered....to subvert our co- creative powers away from what we 'KNOW' to be true and used to keep the blinkers on and keep the confusion in place. Remove your cognitive dissonance, take back your power, the powers you contributed to the confusing dark waters, which only seeks to use it for replenishment of the confusion. I hope this makes sense! Its a quick message in response and I will add to it if I am nudged to so. Michaela, \\\\\\\
NB, I add this a sside note but it could verywell be the main point. Its all in the blood, as the cascade of conscious mentioned XXXX That which carries the cascade of consciouness is the blood...From my previous post """. XXXXX Maybe it IS the anger that releases the iron links in the chains. Where Iron is carried in the blood. Update to follow. Until Next time. Michaela. """" And so maybe it is the very Iron in the blood that is alchemised to gold by recognising through the cellular cascade memory consciouness ..."what it is". The DNA in the blood is what brings the self information and the messages that visit each cell in the body, and that activate the memory of the DNA in each cell. So when a conscious cellular memory cascade occurs of rememberance, perhaps the 'cognitive dissonance' is addressed/reasoned and surpassed and corrected, and we wipe the IRON-CHAIN LINKs clear from the DNA and return it to its correct "gold" conscious cellular shape and function, to proper fuel for the body/vehicle to now carry, and facilitate a corrected "matter experience", which is what it was always supposed to be doing. But we got lost along the way.
But maybe THAT too, was a way of alchemising iron in the blood, to the gold that faciltates the 'Matter experience' to become the Gold-fused-quantum-arrangement it was designed to become ==== having integrated its own nemesis and shadow, its own duality and sense of separatedness, and to no longer being driven by it. Apologies to those remaining readers, if This ALL has become a very nuanced and glitchy read right now. If you take this in to your zero-point field, and let your own translations take place with your own heart language, it can become the antidote for you too. Michaela.
Lunar Eclipse Integration, Sophia Codes of Zero Point 9.4K views 1d ago Magenta Pixie Magenta Pixie (Its best to watch with the transcript) "1:56 The availability of this knowing comes to you in the form [music] of a cellular memory cascade through the 2:05 divine feminine and the sacred [music] masculine in magnetic electric marriage on the September equinox point and 2:14 remains indefinitely. [music] These codes are energy [music] packages 2:21 of information encoded into your DNA for [music] release and integration at this 2:29 time in your current now time in your [music] genetic history. 2:34 This has been destined, blueprinted or fated if [music] you will. 2:41 There was is one on your planet who coined the phrase [music] collective unconscious 2:49 and one can indeed utilize [music] such terminology for explanation of that which we speak of. 2:59 This is however the launchpad domain if you [music] will into morphagenetic field memory. 3:08 It is not just your own traumas you are able to bring to the surface [music] but the collective trauma for your 3:16 planetary seeding [music] and group soul complex. 3:21 This is of high import as you move through the coming times ahead as you [music] enter that which we call the crucible. 3:33 Much is being released, [music] revealed, and resolved. 3:38 Service to self factions continue to operate, but no longer in the shadows. "
and continues "5:195 minutes, 19 secondsYet the lunar eclipse in August 2026,
5:225 minutes, 22 seconds[music]
5:245 minutes, 24 secondsinverted as Dark Cari, Lilith, [music] and the Queen Medusa, is but an illusion manifested only by
5:345 minutes, 34 secondsthose within the dream spell who hold the closed [music] and blocked third eye. and they hold no ability to
5:445 minutes, 44 secondsprocreate morphagenetic field matter [music] as the trinity for the new descendant line.
5:535 minutes, 53 secondsThe granddaughters, great granddaughters and [music] great great granddaughters that are yet to come.
6:016 minutes, 1 secondOnly the celestially seeded star seed [music] who holds the knowing of all we say are translators of our words and [music] frequency templates.
6:146 minutes, 14 secondsThey hold the eye of Horus [music] in its true divine placement.
6:216 minutes, 21 secondsThe children of the universal DNA structures [music] shall thus be birthed through the
6:286 minutes, 28 secondsfreedom templates of the golden river alignment through trinity creations
6:346 minutes, 34 seconds[music] " xxxx And xxxx " 7:507 minutes, 50 secondsYes, you may indeed bear witness to the violation and desecration of the divine
7:567 minutes, 56 secondsfeminine or the attempt of just as she passed through her maiden stage. And
8:048 minutes, 4 secondsthis [music] we know is most challenging for the divine feminine elders and sacred masculine warriors to bear witness to.
8:148 minutes, 14 secondsHowever, [music] this is designed to pull you from your path by distorting your morphagenetic
8:228 minutes, 22 secondsfield connection [music] using your emotional ego fragility.
8:298 minutes, 29 secondsIt is your emotional alchemy that [music] is the antidote to this. As you bear witness as the observer through
8:388 minutes, 38 secondszero point [music] field perspective here in zero [music] point you are not
8:478 minutes, 47 secondssubject to any infiltration of your boundaries or your free will.
8:568 minutes, 56 secondsHere in zero point, you are able to offer the most assistance to others and
9:039 minutes, 3 secondsremain within an abundant architectural paradigm [music] regardless of the perceived physical reality around you.
9:149 minutes, 14 secondsThe awakening to this universal truth is now decoded and available for you to receive.
9:249 minutes, 24 secondsThis initiation allows you to remain sovereign connected to the true community of light through aurora network alignment and synchronicity.
9:349 minutes, 34 seconds[music]
9:369 minutes, 36 secondsSafe zones as time manifests within physical space when your zero point field [music]
9:449 minutes, 44 secondsis held in balance. We repeat safe zones [music] as time manifests within
9:529 minutes, 52 secondsphysical space [music] when your zero point field is held in balance.
10:0110 minutes, 1 secondStar seeds are able to create infinite [music] realities and manifest infinite probabilities through the zero point [music] field.////// "XXXXXXX From My own subconscious trauma came the collective trauma Regarding How the subversion of divine feminine which in turns subverts the divine masculine and the imbalance
creates distortion.Referring back to my previous post: """" So what to do. It is a competition. I have to overcome the link swings and remove the programming. By changing the Perspective of being locked into a 'Status Quo' of being HELD captive by a repeating formation of a handler that is keeping me there. and to which I am locked into. OMG...The first thing that springs out could be the overriding Male dominance over the feminine, where the fullness and magic of feminine grace is contained and not only is not appreciated, is not welcome to have voice let aone full presence. The goddess is buried, and locked in chains. Which is the story mystical writers have been talking about since the gnostics. XXXXX """" Michaela.
Thursday, 3 September 2026
AQUARIUS. You Are Going To Get What You Want // The Time Is Now 38K views 7d ago 13 Moon Tarot 13 Moon Tarot XXXX The energy of : breaking on through to the other side.... Wow an answer ( In response to my previous post "And yeah It takes a very long time ( to work through this?) A nudge from my post :) " I kid you not. Michaela XXXX
And yeah It takes a very long time ( to work through this?) A nudge from my post : " Tuesday, 1 September 2026. The post that was held back in draft from June 9th" a deep dive back into it because I am Now nudged to delve deeper.....AND I know that this all sounds woo-woo but the 3d formation has its foundation in subconscious beliefs and programming, that when they become loud enough you have to investigate by doing the Shadow work. And mostly formed in the early preverbal stages, by the child's inabilty to articulate or process it's belonging/space/rules/regulations you have to see the imagery that springs out of it, to know/understand the underlying emphasis and the emotions buried in it hidden like glyphs, before you can dismantle it. //// " I have always carried an eerie feeling with me, like the feeling of an empty park or playground at twilight when there is no one around.....and ..... Last 6 months have been intensifying with emotional pains. " Continues below....
"The image came up of a park and the playground space. It was eerie. Not especially the park near me, but of the empty TWILIGHT park and playground of my earlier world, as a child, in my psyche. As children we would roam in feral gangs into the three or four parks in the nearby area, and sometimes be there til late. In the visual meditation, in this space it was twilight, and scary, and being in the playground was not a place to be for a young child. There were two men also, but my images played down their role, and is something to possibly come back to if I decide to delve deeper. But the overall narrative was along the lines of: Being in the park was safer than Home. Which does not seem strange to me, but obviously questions arise which I have addressed in earlier healing. The feeling I am left with, is " Its safer being in a twilight zone, in a playground and park, where children remain, who do not feel safe in their homes....." XXXX. So I have been Nudged to get to a deeper layer of perspective. As I woke up with the image of me being a young child..very small on the swing in the park with two men. One on either side. One was a fully formed man..on the other side was a man not yet fully formed into its 3d form...i.e as if waiting to form when the other man is no longer there...so on standby. Spooky huh. The child, me, was really only a baby, also not fully formed, but as if light growing into a small form, sitting on a swing between these two. "men", Handlers. The chains links of the swing were symbolic as was the swinging back and forth symbolic. The handler in 3d form, locked into the swing apparatus with me, was in position to keep me tied in restrictions on the swing, only able to go back and forth, back and forth, not ever able to leave the swings in the park. eerie. When that handler died, the second man was in standby to form into a 3d figure that would take the place of the handler and represent the restrictions of keeping me small, tied into the swing, only able to go back and forth...Never leaving the seat of the swing. To grow and become outside the periemeter of the swing apparatus. So tied to the seat of the swing...handlers keeping the 'child' light locked in, never to leave the eerie park. The subconscious imagery was left untouched until I had discovered the anger that had arisen from the ongoing situation and could be formed into something I could finally actually see. The information coming from this was the emittance of energy from a child like infant like energy (in the swing seat) in response to be locked in and locked down by a figure or figures who would not let me leave/grow and expand. The undertstanding of it was of the quality of the child, where it was not undertsood...but had been the programming. Metaphor and symbold. The rage had come slowly, not understood. A child like query/a child like unquestioning/ until the feelings grew into like welts around a manacled limb that was not believing the perspective but had been programmed to LIVE that perspective...And had become cognitive dissonance. Arriving at the this morning, I decided to see the handlers and where we were all attached to the swing, by the strong metal/iron links in repeating cycles of a handlers being formed to replace the old outgrown handlers...but me staying a child light forever locked onto a programming that was hard to see outside of the subconscious playground in which my perspective had been forced into cognitive dissonance. So what to do. It is a competition. I have to overcome the link swings and remove the programming. By changing the Perspective of being locked into a 'Status Quo' of being HELD captive by a repeating formation of a handler that is keeping me there. and to which I am locked into. OMG...The first thing that springs out could be the overriding Male dominance over the feminine, where the fullness and magic of feminine grace is contained and not only is not appreciated, is not welcome to have voice let aone full presence. The goddess is buried, and locked in chains. Which is the story mysical writers have been talking about since the gnostics. XXXXX So to today the Chiron Intuition youtube below is bringing a close-out on perspective, the challenge and lesson becomes a marker on the journey. The path is to see the challenge. The question of empowerment and disempowerment. Conflict and avoidance of conflict, learning to work through something regardless of the competitor's energy. The standing stones...what was written in stone. But it is NOT the stone that the competing is with, it is the glyphs that Need to be deciphered and freed from. Trick or treat, implanted. Trick or treat or both. A side note here Is that my rising Sign Is CAncer the crab...and they have the habit of going around in circles or side to side...never a direct approach! We need to make the approach more rounded, and more softer, to make the outcome more paletable. So MAYBE it is to LET the anger through, the anger that was stoppered and confined the natural insincts of the Lion, to stifle the roar, which diffused into something so big that it become the thing that became the problem, that could not be seen, expressed and so, stifled any natural and appropriate response to a dangerous or unwelcome situation. Disempowered by not seeing the power of the self, being confused or gaslighted, having the blanket over the head of the hostage. XXXXX Self Resisted or Denied power! Denied power by the self, due to the programming. None shall pass....Maybe it IS the anger that releases the iron links in the chains. Where Iron is carried in the blood. Update to follow. Until Next time. Michaela.
Wednesday, 2 September 2026
The Mouse and the Lion. Part 2. So what is the thing here? To deep dive into the black water, the inverted mirror to find the pearls. A lot of us know/think/believe that there is disruption/subversion around us, and that deep down, the subversions have worked against us /and are working constantly to disempower us. Welcome to The veil !!! And so after a while we are accustomed to it and CAN'T see its bars. Either... growing in that space but only in accordance with the limitations of that space, caused by and imposed by the type of energy frequency that spawns that space/.... with those fences, and that we have lived in and grown up in behind the bars. Seemingly, now we are growing 'through' the bars and need somehow to either make more room (in the veil) or break free from the Veil. The bars, the fences, can be revealed to us when we have outgrown them, and maybe ONLY WHEN we send parts of ourselves out there--- beyond them, is only when we get to see the bars. The bars can be anger bars or anything really that feels strong and heavy in its overgrowth of reaction and reactivity, and therefore ONLY acts to weigh us down....but we don't always see the type or colour of self restriction that we wear. Again, the restrictions involved is a type of self policing and self correcting albeit we can have been tricked into said reactivity. //// Even if there is an outwardly existing force of opposition that creates the duality which we are reactive to, which were the 'causes' and 'ruptures' in our space time.... \\\\\ We actually have to see it before we can take it apart. So the mouse was busy setting itself free first, by moving between and under the bars of the fence, i.e. separating itself from the carnage it felt growing around her, and finally comes back to look through the bars and SEE the Lion it has grown into. And she looked at the bars of the fences in the veil to see why the veil became so powerful. Where the courage and heart of the lion had been tricked into being locked away. Behind bars. The emotion build up....was too heavy to leave the bars. I am not saying that the reasons are not valid...they are. But what I am saying is that it may have been the 'required experience ' to get tricked into, hooked into, and lock into the tricks and triggers that would ultimately... keep it locked in there. And to free from that, you have to see them.. The veil that we contrived to keep going around us because that was THE part of us that we knew and identified with, and where we are seen, and thought of, as 'separate entities' : all alone and as the victims in a victim-victimiser existence.. separate. and abandoned No god, no goodness, no nothing. ...where the golden grid cannot be seen as it requires a perception difference that is not accessible inside the veil....So you Cannot see or experience THE golden grid...even if you KNOW it is there. Faith is stretched and ripped open to see what actually lies there... The FEAR of death, and The bones of Fear.... albeit inherited, or residues of lifetimes of stewing in a certain frequency. So the mouse realises, because she is clever, ( and also by doing this work she becomes strong, and stronger in courage and the heart) and brave enough now to look through the bars, and SEE the contrived circumstances that has kept the lion """fierce""" in its anger/pride/anguish etc. while the lion is tucked away from sight in the veil....and so she comes back to gnaw at the ropes that has kept the magnificence of the lion bound up in its detriment, to its detriment. She finds the bread crumb clues that only a mouse can, and tears and tears, and worries and worries.... she gnawed at, swallowed and digested the information, from the threads of the ropes, as only a mouse can ....and by doing so she releases, one by one, the threads until the rope breaks. During this time, the ego /// the hurt wound, the crux is given time to heal by revealing layer by layer what grew into the personality, the ego in defence of the things hidden in the heart. The lion. The protector of the heart. The holder of the courage. The brave beast that we all are and that was kept hidden by the camouflage that we think is safer to wear in the veil, where our identities were curated to keep us in the veil. The final piece here for me is the anger....Anger is carried in the hips--- and tells in your walk, and can make your walk, swagger.... as only an anger-filled swagger can. THIS is seen only when you S...L...O...W... down and stop, for long enough to see HOW you are walking through the veil. HOW YOU ARE MOVING THROUGH THE VEIL is an indication of the anger, or OF ANY STOPPERED POWER that you have relinquished to the veil. The 'stoppered' power (denied or suppressed) Is your very own resource of power.... gone somewhere else...!!! So for example, if you have self policed yourself or are fearful of exhibiting a full expression of anything...to keep you safe in the veil you will avoid said conflict, and over the years the avoidance of the full expression of your anger, (which is of course necessary to express) ...will be equal in power to the build up of repressed and unexpressed emotion, in this case anger, in your subconscious. And is feeding the veil, powering IT up. and keeping it thick and gooey. How you walk through life. HOW you MOVE THROUGH LIFE will be in response to that condition of suppression. L oss of power, Avoiding anger....AND so the resulting algorithm of the veil (THE KARMA SEEKING BALANCE condition/dynamic) will continue to deliver things to your door that will make you angry. XXXXXXX It is a personal endeavour to see the repeating patterns, as in continuously having reasons to be angry XXXXX is cause enough to stop and look and see that EVEN THOUGH alll the reasons are genuine reasons, emotions and intelligence, reactions and responses... AND EVEN IF the said reasons reach out into the cosmos of conspiracy and imprisonment and so on....THE TRIGGER>>>>the trigger is only possible to reach you as anger..... because you have been denied...or you denied yourself, for some reason or other...(as in you learned that its safer to avoid conflict) or you came a space where there is NO conflict and you have no understanding of it. Or the balance was needed between light and dark to take full advantage of the powers of strong emotions, such as anger and to do that, you needed to immerse yourself up to your eyeballs in it. XXXXXX The lion facilitates that we are ALL """sovereign anyways""" we just need to learn to claim that...to move on when we are done being clowns. XXXX A sidenote here. I went to a second book shop in London's Brunswick a few days ago, and I Usually love the vibe of old books and book shops. WELL I used to anyway. After a while I felt suffocated with all the rows and rows, book cases upon bookcases and trolleys laden and over filling with the written word...and the dust of it. Mounds of words, the words that we spill out and spew out and fall out from our cluttering minds... and hearts, that all HAVE TO BE delivered onto a page so that we can breathe relief, and get some respite from NOT fully expressing ourselves. The shedding and sharing of the 'words and meanings' information that grows inside our heads...becomes more demanding and tech has brought in faster and faster ways of doing this...Everyone has a voice that has to be let out...RIGHT NOW....right or wrong, and gone are the days of the old, with now yellowing and dusty pages of yesterdays LONG held thoughts, and beliefs, lying there, dying, waiting for retrieval by anyone who could pick it up and revive it. Crazy thoughts by me, i was quite sad at having to let that love for old books and old book shops go. Relinquish that attachment and where it attaches to our identity's. It shows that we need to have rigorous crop rotation in our minds and curate our thoughts consciously, not just keep regurgitating what is set on repeat....because we cant know WHERE that originated from either...A TRICK or A TREAT !!! Either way it could be what keeps us in the veil. Michaela.
The Mouse and the Lion. Part 1. Imagery of Soul retrieval in August ..... A continuation from the previous post, (Tuesday, 1 September 2026 The post that was held back in draft from June 9th. Now posting today.) So I had been busy for a long time, putting 2 and 2 together and coming up with 4000. )...... AND with reference to the last post linking Aqua Gem ..... So back in the middle of the depths of the shadow work, already described as taking up much of this year....And .analysing it through metaphors and symbols...//a language your own heart codes for you, when you can't trust the WORDS or 3d comms\\ so 'allowing' imagery for description of the """stuck in the park """ eerie energy , and why was that? And for whose benefit? I read it as: a LARGE part of me was in there, in a child's idea of darkness locked in a subconscious mess. (Returning yet a again to inner child work) and without going into alot of detail in explaining the outside world situations that were being reflected by that imprisonment...and only having a small timid source available to me, (but that was clever and went about her business unobserved..) .I had a vision of a mouse....and of a lion. The mouse had been able to get under and through the railings of PARK, the railed off area, (disguised as a park that me kept in there...) and I will try to keep this short, as I can't even mention each and everything that was seen and observed and that I was directed to and found answers too, but can only mention that.... which comes up to be mentioned...So the mouse---- I could see her face, she was able to leave the perimeter of the railings around the eerie twilight park....The Lion was INSIDE the park...locked in. The small mouse was the small part of me allowed out, or that could get out from under the restrictions...(and maybe not every one has a mouse that can venture about the Veil) but remains small to do so. But the fact is, the mouse is clever...and keeps about her business unwatched. Unobserved, unheard, above the noise, because there is only a little mouse voice. The Mouse appeared to show the small part of me THAT had escaped...And it was shown that The LION was imagery of the LARGE PART of me Locked in...(in the veil? the reincarnation return? lost/ and angry...very angry) A Lion with a Lions roar that was locked away...(anger? ) At the continued injustices for me and for the collective....But the manner of the locking away was HOW the railings of the park keep you locked into the subconscious...and that has been subverted...And the mouse returned for the LION...IN AUGUST. The lions gate. So the LION--- had become huge in its energy of being stoppered UP. I mean a huge energy of being stoppered-up, only goes to create further....and contribute further... in real-time ITS OWN energy of being being stoppered-up and shackled( in the veil). Are you with me?...It's own imprisonment and anger to that...is ITSELF a self-fulfilling agency of detention..???? So what to do? The MOUSE and LION. That the lion felt so helpless... it WAS helpless... The perceptions in the veil are to KEEP you in restriction and quarantine so to speak...Or imprisoned by your own efforts of seeing only the part of you that is locked in...The perception that is cleverly managed and arranged by your own machinations at a very critical time, Usually due to trauma and other EITHER imposed restrictions, or karmic balance in operation until you do the work as a fledging (divine aspect, in centrifuge--- to fling out and away from you, what it is not you...accrued over life times of reincarnations..) That means to go deep inside, under the sea or into the underworld to SEE what you really are. I will end with an interjection, one of Easops fables. See Below. It is not a direct likeness to my story but links somehow. //// end of part 1. Michaela.
A summary easops Fable. The lion and the mouse. XXX
A tiny mouse repays a lion’s mercy, showing that even the smallest creature can help the greatest.
Story Summary
In the fable, a mighty lion is sleeping in the forest when a little mouse accidentally runs across his nose, waking him. The lion captures the mouse, intending to eat her, but the mouse pleads for her life, promising to repay the favor someday. Amused but generous, the lion lets her go XXX
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Some days later, the lion is caught in a hunter’s net and cannot free himself. Hearing his roars, the mouse recognizes him and quickly gnaws through the ropes, setting the lion free. The lion realizes that even a small creature can be of great help
(Its Time...to know the veil and to cut from that.) Sleep / Death / Darkness: The Three Brothers of the Astral are testing for neutrality + / - Sep 1, 2026 Aqua Gem Oracle AquaGem Oracle.."15:07 That was the whole problem is that the gates fell, the stargates fell and were corrupted and the grid fell and was corrupted. And then these gods that now 15:16 are usurping the mind taking our own god's sovereign freedom and free will from within ourselves. 15:24 Okay? So it's like we're giving our power away to these things and or depends on which way you look at it. Chicken and the egg. 15:34 Dragon eggs have also been coming up. 15:35 nodal points, nadial shifts, energetic releases, karmic clearings and openings, all of that happening at a a much deeper 15:45 level than we've previously been able to access. And these are the gates that we're talking about here. It's like literally the gates into the 15:52 subconscious mind, the underworld of the self being opened. And that's why we need to be aware that we we can't have anybody trespassing there. Because when 16:01 gates open, not only does stuff come out, but stuff can go in. Do you see what I'm saying here? That's why this needs to be not manufactured for global 16:09 consumption. "
Tuesday, 1 September 2026
The post that was held back in draft from June 9th. Now posting today. A note to add, is that I had been reading Gabor Mate work a year or two in advance regarding Truama, and ADHD, I had been working in Eucational Psychologist office and had learned a lot about the diagnosis for ADHD and ADD and Autism, But I was interested too in Gabor Mate's work... So I had been busy for a long time, putting 2 and 2 together and coming up with 4000. (....and edited again today, apologies for bad typos and wrong grammar, but I am not writing a journal, not authoring a novel. But rereading this has linked me back to the spirit of soul retrieval) Post from June 9th 2026 ////// Black Dog s and hungry Ghosts. Healing Purge. 1. as mentioned in previous post. HUNGRY GHOSTs. Playground, parks. not going going home...kicked out of heart. Strenuous and tenuous stretching of nervous system. Black Dog and little black doggy. All streaming in and converging. Will be hard to talk about each one separately as they contrive to bring coherence and culmination to my heart wound healing, which began consciously in my 20's. This may all sound woo-woo or gobbledy-gook to you, but healing is the retrieval of fragments which were lost in many many places, and will need a woo-woo map to find. So I am presenting the various streams of synchronicity's and the metaphors, in the way they are showing up and as chronologically arranged as possible... in the lead to tying it all up neatly into a bow.
XXXX In my 20's, when I first started angelic healing and card readings, the 'healing your heart' kept showing up. I kept thinking, why? what is wrong with my heart?
XXXX1. There have been synchronicities circulating alot, these are recurrig hints, and haunts, jingles, chimes, words phrases and metafors..To do with parks and playgrounds. Mainly beginning with me, in the last two months, returning to visit a local park, now regularly, with the puppy. A park I used to play in when we moved to the area in 1977. when I was 12.
XXXX. I have always carried an eerie feeling with me, like the feeling of an empty park or playground at twilight when there is no one around.
XXXX. Last 6 months have been intensifying with emotional pains. The last few months has increased outside manifestations causing this grief to be exhausting. the last two weekend especially so. Recovering from the weekend just past, when i do get the chance to breathe into whats happening, i get random illustrations of whats happening in visual imagery. The first visual imagery 'post-it notes' were of a white, translucent flesh or tissue that was hurting with a throb, lying unmoving, conscious but not conscious. Then, later it was of a knife cutting into it. It was at this stage, that i realise that the tissue was like the flesh and water of blisters, that had grown around a wound. The knife going in was excruciating and left me speechless. And helpless, I had to surrender as I was not sure what was going on..Aas the weekends events got harder to bear psychically, (you have to realise that this is all psychic shadow work and the outer physical me is usually coping with everything on the surface by Masking. So no one would be seeing 'this'. There is more to this , but that is for discussion another day). The Later part of the visual imagery was the knife loosening a pearl under the tissue material and retrieving it as If from from the flesh of an oyster. Later the knife was used to cut a tendon/ligamnet like tissue that seemed to be cording the pearl to the tissue and was ripe to be cut. As if Cord cutting. Pearl. A pearl of wisdom had been accrued and had reached cultivation. This underwater imagery of deep sea diving, comes often to me, and is linked with being under or drowning in the emotions beneath the surface, that perhaps you are not quite aware of.
XXX The black dog is long associated with depression. Our old pet cat died brutally sadly in feb, and I was greiving in a way which deep and seemed to be actually trawling back through my whole life and allowing me to touch the pain of past griefs that were not able to be processed, or that were tooo deep to be found, but were calling from somewhere. I was assisted in my grief for the cat, by giving myself permission to cut myself off and giving space to feel it, as Often before i was not allowed to/did not know to/life gets in and does not give you time to /// Anyway It was not my plan, and still deep in grief, life situations bought a little black shaggy puppy to live in our home. The depression I felt, and was quite OKAY to continue with as it felt comfortable and familiar to be in, was looking at this little black doggy now, quite bemused, in the same way a BIG OLD BLACk DOG would be watching the antics of a little black doggy scampering about, playing eating, chewing everything, finding their voice from baby woof to surprising little bark. The theme was not lost on me, I had been be shown my black dog, by looking at the little black doggy. And the the 'old black dog' living under the stairs in my heart, started to melt, and it felt warmth and protective, motherly and nurturing towards this new baby. Little black doggy. charge. So we, They, me, now spend most of our time together.Nothing grwon up and serious gets done properly, as I write now little black doggy is asleep by my feet. And so here is where I lead us back to the park....I spend a lot of time taking little black doggy for walks around the park. Her little heart is so full of life, i feel it beating and enjoy how she loves the feeling of 'life' in her body as it gives rise to jumps runs wines and barks, licks and love and the affection that only a dog owner would know. It is delightful to watch each outburst of delight at and the slighteset of movements she is enthralled with being herself totally. And she needs me too. I had never had a dog before and never felt inclined to be tied to the dependant nature. XXXX The emphasis here is one that is leading me back to the exuberant child, I once was. Always out, always playing, but in very dark places. Without the whole story you just have to take my word for it.
XXXX I was exhausted today and really ready for a meditation aftre a crazy weekend. Not easy with little black doggy. But finally she falls asleep by me and I could NON SLEEP DEEP REST, chill, go into meditation and I asked for metaphors and clarity. The image came up of a park and the playground space. it was eerie. Not especially the park near me, but of the empty TWILIGHT park and playground of my earlier world, as a child, in my psyche. As children we would roam in feral gangs into the three or four parks in the nearby area, and sometimes be there til late. In the visual meditation, in this space it was twilight, and scary, and being in the playground was not a place to be for a young child. There were two men also, but my images played down their role, and is something to possibly come back to if I decide to delve deeper. But the overall narrative was along the lines of: Being in the park was safer than Home. Which does not seem strange to me, but obviously questions arise which I have addressed in earlier healing. The feeling I am left with, is " Its safer being in a twilight zone, in a playground and park, where children remain, who do not feel safe in their homes....."
XXXX HUNGRY GHOSTS is a book by Gabor Mate. I started looking into his work on trauma over three years ago. Everything he wrote made sense and helped me to accomodate, and shift space for a very particular healing of childhood trauma. Which was also running pararrel to the familal and ancestral healing I was already doing both consciously and unconsciously. Towards which, there is a cumulative coherence arrived at today in this space. Hungryy ghosts in the context of the meditative space today was of lost children finding paths through dangerous forests, without the guidance of parents, who had long ago lost themselves in different forests. But maybe that is the story. I had thought I was same as everybody else, it took me 50 years to try to accomplish that, before realising I was most definitely NOT. Then it took the last 5 years to break that down completely, and see HOW I am very different, and then the last 2 years to find out who I actually am. Thecamera showing me through the healing lens stopped on the image of a child who could not feel safe at home and was always to remain 'outside'...which fermented and repeated out, over the years, right up till later life, and in different ways, bringing similar protagonists of the same quality into my sphere. Bringing the same kind of 'hurts and dangers' Outside Inside, and the result is being kicked out of my heart. Not able to find safety there. Remember this is meditative symbols and metaphores of the psyche and of the astral, where the strong thoughts and imense are pushed out to, to fill and exist in that realm.
XX Kicked out of my heart, is the space of heart healing where you never really in this life, felt safe enough to be who you are and aloud with your voice, in your hearts space. Taking residence in your heart space spiritually is one thing, but physically is quite another. The healing meditation today showed me the journey of being in the forest, of being in the twilight park, has found a stride to where the child finds solidarity with a 'future presence', that has rescued something that the child did not know was lost, and did not know needed rescuing. In the last of the visual imagery, a father conjured itself out of ME, out of my skin and bones and stepped from the future, a grown divine masculine figure, to come back to the park and pick up the child, take her home and show her it was safe. The image was a familiar one of my now adult son. A male adult who shows such cute love to the little black doggy, in such a way that it blinked its way into my healing meditation, and showed me the futures gift of a soft kiss on the head, salved the way open. for a little girl from the past.
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To provide backdrop for my black dog/black dragon posts. XXXX This post was originally drafted earlier in June of this year, toward the rise of temp and the mid summer solstice. I didn't post it then as it was against the back drop of some very deep and intensive shadow work, and was intended to come out with the following post, that i have had to to cut back too, but only to get the Black dog theme out there as something both intense and exhilarating when you decide to spend time with yourself in shadow work...putting it politely A note to add here is that I was born on the day that Winston Churchill was buried. (Posted from draft, June 9 2026). ////// BLACK DOG. (leading on to my next post. Black dog and hungry Ghosts).... Copilot Search: The "black dog" is a metaphor for depression, representing a persistent, heavy, and often invisible presence that saps energy, joy, and motivation. Origins and Historical Context The term "black dog" has roots in folklore and literature. In British and European traditions, black dogs were often seen as supernatural creatures or omens of death, such as the Black Shuck in East Anglia or the Moddey Dhoo on the Isle of Man, symbolizing fear and inescapable darkness scienceinsights.org scienceinsights.org . The metaphorical use of the black dog to describe depression dates back to at least the 18th century. Samuel Johnson, the English lexicographer, referred to his own melancholia as a "black dog" in 1776, capturing the sense of a dark, unrelenting presence that follows a person scienceinsights.org scienceinsights.org . Winston Churchill later popularized the term, describing his own bouts of depression as having a "black dog on his back" scienceinsights.org scienceinsights.org +1 . Psychological and Metaphorical Meaning The black dog metaphor vividly illustrates how depression can feel like a constant companion, shadowing daily life and diminishing interest in previously enjoyable activities BetterHelp BetterHelp +1 . It conveys the persistent, sometimes cyclical nature of clinical depression, which is more than a temporary low mood. Symptoms often include prolonged sadness, fatigue, loss of motivation, changes in sleep or appetite, and difficulty concentrating scienceinsights.org scienceinsights.org +1 . The metaphor helps both those experiencing depression and their loved ones conceptualize the condition, giving it a recognizable form and name without implying blame or weakness BetterHelp BetterHelp .
Shadow Work. A little black dog continued...She came to me in March, when I was still grieving and in the middle/end of my own deep shadow work and I have come to see her black dragon energy and enjoy her, she makes me laugh everyday....The universe delivered me something I didn't actually know I wanted, or needed, a gift a talisman and a black dragon to guide me back up from the depths of shadow work. So I wanted to check, what actually is considered Black dragon energy and see it exactly as the little black dog delivers everyday. XXXXXX What it does.: "Embracing Shadow Work exploring inner self healing "...Embracing shadow work starts a journey into your inner self. You'll face parts of yourself that you usually keep hidden. This process allows you to combine both your positive and negative traits. Through shadow work, you'll find hidden emotions and turn pain into valuable lessons. Many people share this desire for connection and find strength in being vulnerable. As you focus on self-awareness, you'll heal emotionally, support your spirit, and build stronger bonds with others.
If you are interested see this link to spiritual meaning of black dragon XXXXX Embracing Shadow Work
exploring inner self healing. Spiritual Meanings
Spiritual Meanings of Black Dragon: 13 Insights & Messages
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Aurelia
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Embracing shadow work starts a journey into your inner self.
You'll face parts of yourself that you usually keep hidden. This process allows you to combine both your positive and negative traits. Through shadow work, you'll find hidden emotions and turn pain into valuable lessons.
Many people share this desire for connection and find strength in being vulnerable. As you focus on self-awareness, you'll heal emotionally, support your spirit, and build stronger bonds with others.
Transformation and Rebirth
The black dragon symbolizes transformation and rebirth. This powerful creature encourages personal growth during life changes.
Just as the black dragon rises from the depths, you can shed the old and emerge stronger. Each change offers a chance to reinvent yourself, enrich your spirit, and reveal inner wisdom. Trust the process.
Let the black dragon guide you into the unknown. It reminds you that every ending is a new beginning, part of a cycle of renewal.
Embrace this journey, and let your own transformation inspire others. XXX https://insightfulspiritual.com/spiritual-meanings-of-black-dragon-insights-messages/ XXXXX
A small black dragon. When your small black dog reminds you of a little black dragon with deep black eyes, from when she's flying along the ground chasing the crows...to when she's sleeping on the bed all splayed out, makes me laugh every time. By my side all day, a little friend, mixed in and hiding, mighty dragon energy. A protective dragon, pretending to be a little black dog. Michaela.//////https://insightfulspiritual.com/spiritual-meanings-of-black-dragon-insights-messages/ " The black dragon symbolizes transformation and rebirth. It encourages personal growth and resilience during changes in life. The black dragon represents inner wisdom and intuition. It guides us to trust our instincts and handle challenges effectively. Embracing shadow work reveals hidden emotions, helping us gain self-awareness and achieve emotional healing. Recognizing the balance between darkness and light fosters personal fulfillment. It promotes acceptance of all aspects of ourselves. The black dragon teaches that strength comes from embracing our dual nature. This approach encourages unity and growth through life's contrasts."
NorthPoint Journal Your guide to planetary energies for August 31 to September 6, 2026 by Astrologer Pam Younghans the web version of this newsletter "WELCOME TO SEPTEMBER: The ninth month of 2026 begins with a paradoxical mix of planetary influences. On one hand, a beneficial Jupiter-Saturn trine that perfects on Monday provides a harmonious blend of opposites: optimism and realism, expansion and caution, playful spontaneity and a serious focus on the future. This aspect encourages our belief in a spiritual power and an ability to hold a higher vision, while also reminding us that disciplined, personal effort is required if we are to fulfill our aspirations. "
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Saturday, 29 August 2026
Shadow Work and Occult Warfare Veil of Reality. ///// okay so here is what I am talking about when I refer to shadow work, and when I say.... it is/was... a long stint../// where :. definition stint [stɪnt] noun a person's fixed or allotted period of work: "his varied career included a stint as a magician"\\\\\ I mean a life long stint....And It maybe hasn't completely finished yet...but i can see where all the arrows are coming from. So shadow work, is, Yes, a pretty grim concept, but when you decide to get to down to explore it, it becomes easier, and easier to transcend. In this piece The guy speaks about having help to do this. But my shadow has been a constant companion and it felt too personal and too abstract and conceptual to actually verbalise this to another, even a professional as I could not be sure they would get it. Also when doing this it is in layers and you can keep coming coming back to same thing but at a different layer, and with different accompanying actors and entities...stepping in to helpfully enlighten you, as in enemies and attackers, to show you where there remains a darkness that needs to be seen and transported/transformed/transmuted....and you may be taking this on for the collective also...? yes I know, great huh? So yeah this would all be very confusing when speaking to another unless they are as fluid with it as you need them to be..... so IF YOU FEEL CALLED TO, you could just ARMOUR up, TRUST and do your OWN thing, as you look underneath the armour ....that has been protecting your heart !!!! Be open to what you find, and WHO you find, and finally you get to see that all the 'who's you find along the way, will all make sense eventually. But may appear ugly and scary and unwelcome...But deep down they have been carried by you, for a reason, for a very long time... And have all been part of the veil, and that has kept you in the Veil, the wounds and pains carried have been reactions that, unrecognised as 'self'.....have all blown down through the ages, wrapped and snowballing inherited crimes and recriminations creating the 'people' and personas, (wakeful entities) that keep walking by your side until you decide to question and query your triggered responses. ......Michaela
Your Higher Timeline Starts Now: Walking Between Worlds (Collective Tarot) 2d ago Raven Relics Tarot Raven ....... (And a note from me: /// A reminder to read between the lines if this doesn't make sense to you now, come back to it, when it does.\\ After a long stint, I am tired now, but its done...Just lolling around now, and waiting for the inner fire to return, to replenish, refuel and re-activate my new version back into standing, and running again.... Give yourself recognition and a ribbon, how did you do it?? , and how you did it ?? As you place recognition and reflection where it should be, with you....for your breakthrough. I'm Feeling the inner smile of this chorus, rolling on my lips.. : "This is how we do it." JUST make up your own version of this song. Michaela.)
Nows the time to have a little sing song.
You No Longer Need 3D Fear Brenda Hoffman Brenda Hoffman posted Tuesday, 25 August, 2026 https://spiritlibrary.com/brenda-hoffman/you-no-longer-need-3d-fear
Dear Ones,
It is time to address your interest in determining your role in this new world. As if defining your role will indicate which interest areas are right for you. Actually, the opposite is true.
You want to know everything before it happens. Even though that concept is correct in 3D, it is most certainly not true in your new world. In 3D, actions were programmed for eons. Granted, knowledge evolved with each generation, but the most acceptable path remained consistent. Find a partner, give birth, and raise that child to fit within the parameters of 3D rightness, with hopes that you and your offspring will not deviate from the norm.
This new world is completely unlike anything you have experienced while of the Earth in any other lifetime. Even though you have lived similar unknowingness in those times you were not of the Earth, you find it difficult to mesh those experiences with the limited Earth parameters you are most familiar with. So you keep looking for a direct line of action predicted by past events. “Should I do this or that?” Instead of, “I want to play with as many experiences as possible.”
This new you concept of open play is much more in line with your experiences while you were not of the Earth than was ever true in your 3D world. So you wish for us of the Universes to create some sort of familiar scenario, much like your former lives of “If I do this, this will happen.” Your new world is more about “If I do this, I have no idea what will happen, and that’s part of the excitement of being that I am looking for.”
You will no longer have direct answers about your future, or even your afternoon. Something that feels exciting in the morning might not seem at all interesting in the afternoon. And so it will continue for some time, causing discomfort and some fear.
You want your future to be predictable, as was true in 3D. For even though you might have zigged when others were zagging, for the most part, all of you fit within the accepted mold of what the 3D life should be. Such is no longer true. There are no guidelines of rightness. Nor are there directives from others to ensure you fit within the parameters of your family or friends’ sense of who you should be or should do.
Given the 3D fear that has permeated Earth until now, rigid structures needed to be created to reduce fear and produce similar acceptable actions. You are now in a free-form world. So we of the Universes can no more predict who you will become than your friend or neighbor can. Just know that living in love instead of fear greatly expands your horizons and creativity.
You no longer need to ask for approval or love because you are an independent entity. Even if you question this concept, review how you have always observed the lives of Universal beings, including angels and higher powers. Have you conceptualized that those entities needed to follow specific rules, or that they were self-contained, creating their own interests and activities in their world?
You are now a Universal being instead of a 3D clone. Your transition has placed you in a Universal context. A context that encourages freedom of thought and action. Not just because you denied 3D, but because you have once again accepted your Universal ability to love yourself enough to be without the fears requiring others’ acceptance and direction, which in turn reduced your uniqueness and skillset.
You no longer need to question who you are or are becoming. Nor do you need others to feel complete. That freedom means you also do not need to question the Universes or friends about who you are becoming. You will become who you want to be instead of who you should be. Do you envision angels asking one another what they should do or who they should be? Or do you believe they have the freedom to do and be what they want?
Your shift from fear to love has expanded your freedoms and removed the need for others, including the Universes, to tell you who you should be. You will be who you want to be, and you will discover that path without input from friends, family, or community. You are not in free fall. You are finally falling into you. So be it. Amen.
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Confirmation: You No Longer Need 3D Fear ..... Brenda Hoffman Brenda Hoffman posted Tuesday, 25 August, 2026 Spirit Library https://spiritlibrary.com/brenda-hoffman/you-no-longer-need-3d-fear . " Your Earth 3D fear experiment was both successful and unsuccessful. You have tested and probed 3D fear for eons only to conclude that it is not a fun or positive experience. You and your cohorts declared 3D fear no longer productive and punitive. Of course, there are those of Earth who remain enmeshed in 3D, seemingly pleased with themselves and their achievements, much like those Earth forebears who refused to shift from horse and carriage to the automobile." see below ////// So I Find this confirmation for my previous post ....XXXXX Friday, 28 August 2026 Actually, I'm beginning to think that maybe its all part of the thickening plot....." The depth of fears had to be LIVED...explored and quenched as in an experiment, where reactions are set to, to get a reaction, and quenched to get a by product....and a desired effect ?? . Maybe the desired effect was to be so thick in the plot of fear that it would take a decent amount of "GROWING UP" ( a few hundred lifetimes, to produce the desired effect) and maturing, to get through it, and out the other side. Having lived and orientated ourselves through countless generations, where each were required to wander through, the complete gauntlet of that which is in opposition to, and in contrast to what we actually are....IN ORDER TO KNOW WHAT WE ACTUALLY ARE."\\\\\
Dear Ones,
You are likely impatient with this eons-long transition process. Before now, most of you blocked out the process you accepted eons ago of shifting the Earth from fear to love. You did so to fully project the fear and angst that was paramount throughout your 3D lifetimes.
In between your Earth life assignments, you created the means for this transition of Earth and you. In a sense, you accepted an assignment, and fully enmeshed yourself in that assignment whenever you were of the physical Earth. When you were in other environments, you reviewed your Earth actions and created new ideas of how and when to experience whatever fear would better help you understand 3D once you returned to the Earth in yet another lifetime.
Please be aware of how diligently you have toiled for eons to create this transition from fear to love. While of the Earth, you attempted to fully experience fear to determine if 3D was a more productive model than you envisioned when you first accepted this transition assignment. Between Earth lives, you and your cohorts reviewed what had transpired while you were of the Earth and how to clarify, renew efforts, or accept Earth rewards as you initiated Earth life after Earth life. This continual pattern of learning, reviewing, and teaching reduced your interest in 3D fear to the point where you and the millions of others who volunteered for this program realized that this Earth life would be the final transition you volunteered for eons ago.
Your Earth 3D fear experiment was both successful and unsuccessful. You have tested and probed 3D fear for eons only to conclude that it is not a fun or positive experience. You and your cohorts declared 3D fear no longer productive and punitive. Of course, there are those of Earth who remain enmeshed in 3D, seemingly pleased with themselves and their achievements, much like those Earth forebears who refused to shift from horse and carriage to the automobile.
Many of you question if 3D will continue in the future as a reminder of what was. We of the Universes can only relay that there might be a few who continue here and there in the next few generations, but as was true for the various forms of transportation that are now key elements of your world, transportation animals such as horses continue to exist but are not the dominant or only form of transportation throughout most of the Earth.
Because of you and your cohorts, the 3D Earth experiment is over. As a result, those who continue to promote 3D actions are quickly losing your admiration. They feel cruel and inappropriate because you want to dance and they want to harm others. You want to fly, and they want to hide under a rock. You want to love, and they want to hate.
Those who remain of 3D are completely out of fashion, just as would be true if you felt the need to dress in medieval English clothing for all your daily activities. You could do so, but you would be ridiculed, discussed, shamed, and dismissed as too odd to interact with. And so it is and will be for those who continue to promote fear instead of love.
Perhaps some of you continue to fear those fully enmeshed in 3D, not because you have to, but because they trip all the 3D fear wires you have experienced throughout your eons of Earth lives. You have conquered fear. Now it is time to live in love. Step one of which is to ignore those 3D outliers as much as possible, for it is time for you to focus on love and joy.
If you feel such is not yet possible for the fear surrounding you is too great to ignore, go within yourself to determine the most appropriate means of removing that fear from your being. As we of the Universes have stated for some time, go within, not to hide from the world but to create a new world of love. So be it. Amen.
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Friday, 28 August 2026
Actually, Im beginning to think that maybe its all part of the thickening plot....(As I mentioned before that it looks to me like Humanity is really only in its infancy....And in light of All the recent returning to childhood themes...about the corruption and the creation of the traumatised adult...) So, the mass INTEREST and REVIVAL in Saving the children and the recent public outcry when, FINALLY< BROUGHT TO OUR ADULT ATTENTION, we were faced with child satanic ritual abuse, Child abuse, or for that matter; any abuse, or any traffiking, of any child, any children. OF ANY ONE. EVER. Defiling, Controlling and the killing of children, reminded us THAT we were all children once, small meek, vulnerable and needed protection. and MANY, many did not have that protection, and so there is outrage and we get mad, and sick about that and the events we have experienced and ALL the many events that have happened to the masses of children, in even sicker exposure. OVER THE MANY, MANY GENERATIONS. SO....when we think about all that """""The plot thickens""", with stirring, and we can choose to stir the pot either way. We can either duplicate the same old, same old that has allowed cultivation for the environments that grow mouldy in the dark, AND that grow SATAN woshipping fear-filled places.....OR we give open- heart surgery to ourselves in healing, and washing away the sweat of hate and fear to allow in its place, freedom and expansion to grow OUT of that INAFANCY, with care and learning how to cultivate self love, NOW as adults we CAN ALLL grow into self sovereignty and self sustainability, And Mutual CAre.........to release us from reproducing an recycling, trauma in child. EVEN more importantly predominant " Trauma in the childhood ", and even just the memory of themes, and beliefs in childhood, are indicative of a """"growing up and meeting them with a new and caring maturity"""" and a softening towards them, an understanding and a letting go. A service to self to integrate the shadow, becomes a service to all. BY pulling out, all from inside, (and then realising you are in turn) " projecting and injecting"...fear and horror and jealousy and hate, it will STOP jumping at you on your path home...SO it is that a history of life, that is informed by only the infancy of humanity will be just that, uninformed, fear filled, reactionary and juvenile, and will be from the building frameworks determined by children...((((When a damaged child becomes a damaged child but grown in years, but not outgrown the damage, we have the cycles of such, in our foundations!))) As in, WHEN immature children are the foundation of the world you build from, it will not yield prosperity and equality/ Even with the nicest of children, there will be lack and limitation imposed. ..SO Maybe we were Actually, all this time, merely in the infancy of humanity.....And only NOW....is the infancy state ready to release the accumulations of world views that were formed and recycled from an infancy, humanity was not yet ready to move on from....The depth of fears had to be LIVED...explored and quenched as in an experiment, where reactions are set to to get a reaction, and quenched to get a by product....and a desired effect ?? . Maybe the desired effect was to be so thick in the plot of fear that it would take a decent amount of "GROWING UP" ( a few hundred lifetimes, to produce the desired effect) and maturing, to get through it, and out the other side. Having lived and orientated ourselves through countless generations, where each were required to wander through, the complete gauntlet of that which is in opposition to, and in contrast to what we actually are....IN ORDER TO KNOW WHAT WE ACTUALLY ARE. AND So we set off, walking through the relentless labyrinths of fears and hostilities until each fear, and each nuance of fear was launched, MET, touched and kept going until each was finally quenched. Now satiated and familiar with it, it has bred its own contempt and the plug can finally be pulled. We are in the moments of the water, as it swirls madly down the plug hole. And we are disorientated, this has been our world, and without IT we don't know our UP's from our Down's anymore. As the end has come for all 'that'.....WHERE the 'That' was the 'ALL' we ever knew. And we had became intimately acquainted with it, and familiar with it, IT was what educated us...and what we SURVIVED within, a glass dome to explore, and to explode ALL the dynamite sticks of fear........Until the point we decided that we, individually, collectively, culturally and eventually humanly WE no longer NEED to remain in that FRAME. It took or takes, or has taken a few seasons for the first-wavers to pick themselves up and get moving across no-mans land, still meeting the buried grenades as they cross the line...Then bit by bit ..others follow. Then chunks of people, and whole villages in the style of the 100th monkey.....learn through each of their own, and individual exposure to all the many intense and dilute, macro and micro aggressions, and fear based situations....UNTIL they too decide they are DONE WITH aaaaaaalllll the nervous-system dysregulation, and exposure to the wrecking systems that creates and controls... IN other words IT IS TIME. AND, it is DONE WITH. We just need everyone to catch the fuck up. XXXX Michaela.
AQUARIUS - It's Time To Write A New Story Raven Relics Tarot .....(And Confirmation! .....Of my words in my previous post. "Maybe its best to let the feelings of the new and burgeoning human nature... determine what we can learn from the new dances already birthing in our cells, and waiting to burst forth in our footsteps...Michaela. ) "
"When The Lights Go Out" – TOTAL SOLAR ECLIPSE at 20°02′ Leo, Wednesday 12 August 2026, 17:37 UTC A South Node total solar eclipse in Leo tests human agency, authorship and creative integrity as AI, networks and collective power reshape culture. Ang Stoic Aug 11.........AND...... Ang Stoic on todays Lunar eclipse “Beyond Repair”....... - The LUNAR ECLIPSE at 4°54′ Pisces, Friday 28 August 2026, 04:18 UTC “Some pieces couldn’t be glued back together. Some people weren’t for fixing. Sometimes, the only thing to do was burn the whole fucking world down and start again.” ~ Abigail Haas Ang Stoic Aug 27, 2026......XXXXX (Or in my words....What do we do now...after the pulling and pushing of recent months and years have positioned us further into the throes of a new world? Do we bring the old world with us...or let it wither as decaying leaves underfoot, to fertilise the new. But how? is the question. What is evident? Or intuitive? or Observant? Maybe its best to let the feelings of the new and burgeoning human nature... determine what we can learn from the new dances already birthing in our cells, and waiting to burst forth in our footsteps...Michaela. )
https://substack.com/@angstoic Greetings, Fellow Travellers,
Ok, we’re in it now: it’s eclipse season, and with the nodal shift from Pisces/Virgo to Aquarius/Leo, we sense the evolutionary pressure moving too, from the surrender of our notions of perfectionism and control toward something more alien, or at least less human. This period produces a massive leap of consciousness, one critical to relinquishing egoic centrality, preserving authentic agency, and learning how individuality participates in collective/machine-learning intelligence.
Since last month’s cradle, involving all three outer planets, we’ve noticed the effects of a long-duration architecture that runs adjacent to the eclipse cycle. Outer planets barely move, and these eclipses, which are tumultuous and life-changing enough on their own, are repeatedly plugging into the same giant circuit that is concurrently working to alter the way we all see, feel and mobilise during this period. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX and 2 days ago Ang Stoic Cosmic Update XXXXXXX : " No, things are an absolute fucking mess, so far out of control that the road back isn't even in your rear view. It feels like we're trying to ram civilisation into reverse at 100mph. See the gearbox strewn across the motorway? Hear the shriek of metal tearing, teeth shearing off cogs, smoke pissing into the cabin? That could be the last coherent sound you hear of the entire last century going under.
But I'm optimistic.
Imagine a world that finally sees we're in a matrix and stops pretending otherwise. Imagine everyone realising that most of what passes for reality is somebody else's elaborate construct, engineered, administered, monetised, with the slop fed back to you as choice, sovereignty, providence, morality, truth. All your kooky politics, your consumer-driven appetites, your fears, your little personalised outrage packages, all pre-masticated and shoved through your little daily delivery slot.
Then imagine accepting that.
Not meekly. Not because you want to. But because... meh... what else can you do now but suck it up with gusto?
No, the goddamn thing's a frightful mess, and all you can do is accept it.
Perhaps that's the optimistic bit.
Once the illusion of ever fixing it lies bleeding openly on the floor, there won't be a damned stupid thing to believe in anymore.
*" XXXXXXXXX AND “Beyond Repair” - The LUNAR ECLIPSE at 4°54′ Pisces, Friday 28 August 2026, 04:18 UTC
“Some pieces couldn’t be glued back together. Some people weren’t for fixing. Sometimes, the only thing to do was burn the whole fucking world down and start again.” ~ Abigail Haas XXXX From
Ang Stoic
Aug 27
"Greetings Fellow Travellers,
Yes, we are in the throes of eclipse season, and with the curtain closer being the deep partial lunar eclipse of 27–28 August (a part-blood moon, best seen across the Americas), we get the breathtaking awe of this celestial phenomenon and, for us diehard astrology buffs, a chance to ponder the more mystical implications of these powerful events, upon our own psyche and upon wider society. They fall at the cusp of a most significant nodal axis shift, and during the much-awaited outer-planet sextile and trine period.
The axis, of course, entered Aquarius/Leo in late July, in sync with the Grand Cradle, an epochal formation that tips humanity into a wobbly stretch as it pulls us loose from our earth-bound ties to the past and turns towards a wholly different age. As I have mentioned, and will explore deeper in my Cosmic Bus, this is an unparalleled passage for our species. Above all else, it augurs a collapse of civilisation akin only to the end of the Bronze Age some three thousand years ago. For those paying attention to the signs, there are now many things happening in our world mirroring the strange end-times astrology we’re observing.
The Recent Solar Eclipse
The total solar eclipse of 12 August carried unusual weight, since an eclipse of the Sun in his own dignified sign counts for far more than any other. As we discussed in our previous newsletter, this first of two eclipses in Leo augurs a monumental shift in how we rate human agency, and in what we take authorship and creative integrity to mean as AI, networks and collective power reshape culture. Our entire species is now living through an existential crisis of a particular kind: what it is to be human in an age when machine-generated abundance threatens the very prestige that generic competence once conferred on each of us. Many of you reading this are increasingly wondering whether you have what it takes to stay relevant in tomorrow’s world of superintelligent automation and robotics. I don’t wish to sound scary, but the transition sweeping the whole world across these next two years is catabolically frightening.
Yes, at the heart of each human spirit dwells a pure intelligence. It is unbound by the ego, and it is the nucleus of our will to rise each morning, as the Sun does, with the expressed intention to shine in your own right, to express something special and unique known only to you, to be seen and acknowledged and admired in that endeavour, and to feel cherished and appreciated by those in your circle of influence, to somehow matter, to whatever degree it matters to you. As a distinct human, being loved for who you are and what you contribute means a lot, and being able to radiate your specialness from your own creative centre is one of the most important reasons for getting up in the morning.
But, alas, the singular standing of human intelligence itself is now being challenged by these clever, tech-centred systems, whose enormous processing power lies in aggregating all past and present human endeavour onto a single, universally accessible phone app. So it is a frightful time when the individual voice, the esteemed author, the celebrated artist and the field expert must now contend with arguably humanity’s greatest innovation, an omniscient AI god. Regardless of where you are and what you do each day, it is dawning on many of you each morning that you are now increasingly up against a field dominated by vast, machine-run networks. These monoliths of the computer age can absorb, reproduce, emulate and distribute whatever looks like human intelligence, eventually surpassing much of what once gave your prestigious position any degree of individual accomplishment.
So the question looming large over this period is not only whether you will soon be out of a job, but whether you will still matter.
Eclipses have a nasty way of exposing where the ego has become too carried away from its source intelligence, and with Leo the reveals can be humbling, if not downright humiliating. The first eclipse of the Leo Sun has stopped us all in our tracks. A second will follow next August. On some level, between now and then, we will have started to wonder what will become of our highly coveted human specialness. What happens when human brilliance itself becomes outsourced and commodified as nothing more than a cheap, reproducible toy, available to anyone upon request? What happens when our hunger for play, our need to flirt for warmth and admiration, our gift for synthesising our own thoughts and ideas into work that bears our authorship, can all be conjured by a machine on request? We may no longer hold the narrative, no longer make the decisions of our own life story, once the collective archive of all human creativity has become the generic source code, processed into something that appears more intelligent, articulate and ingenious than almost any single contribution you, as a precious individual, can offer it.
May be art
[art: Mirosław Siara]
When individual agency, when human authority itself loses its grip, even over its most minor decision-making processes, then what becomes the purpose of being a salient creature in the human world? What would Darwin have said about the survival of our species under such pressing environmental forces? Or Kant, about human autonomy when we increasingly relegate or forfeit judgement to systems that can calculate and decide, even predict more efficiently than we can? I’m sure Nietzsche would be in a panic about the plight of the ‘exceptional individual’, whose will to power could not hope to rival this ultimately spirit-crushing machinery. And I’d imagine Jung would have most probably raised the alarm at the imminent danger of an intelligence so powerful that it threatens the very essence of individuation itself.
I wonder too what Osho might have said about all this. I guess he would welcome the shift, given that the real catastrophe for the human race is not that machines have become so intelligent they can replace us, but that their creeping sprawl across all processes exposes how mechanical and devoid of agency most human lives have been all along. Humans were capable of being perfectly unconscious, pliantly obedient and dependent little bodies long before scrolling and clickbait were around. We are, after all, nothing more than complex algorithmic units, wrapped in animated organic material. When you strip away our basic faculties of memory, analysis, mimicry and productivity, then even that thing we like to call our ‘creativity’ is most likely a reconstruction. No, I bet the great master would likely welcome AI as the ultimate humiliation of the human ego. If a machine should finally come along to outclass humans at every turn, then perhaps those things we held most precious were never really the deepest source of our human uniqueness anyway.
As an astrologer/cosmobiologist, I would say that the empirical solar qualities of awareness, presence, love, spontaneity and consciousness itself are undergoing a seismic evolutionary shift with these eclipses. In this, I find some assurance that, however efficient any device becomes at emulating all our shitty daily functions, even the most sophisticated ones, the machine will never best us at the art of being here, at least for one another. Or can it?
We come from a world where our entire social field organised itself around peaks. Kings, stars, geniuses, moguls, heroes, celebrities, thought-leaders, gurus were held as gods to be awed. It seems these now matter less and less since height of stature itself no longer confers legitimacy. And if these guys matter less to society, why should you?
I guess the higher question that will trouble us here is whether we need to be here at all. Have we, in our existential plight, engineered ourselves out of any social relevance?
Allow me, please, to examine the nodes before we look at this eclipse:
The Vectors of Human Evolution
This is a phenomenally important time in our species’ advancement. The evolutionary process is no straightforward, linear march onwards and upwards. It unfolds across scales of exponential time, and regards the life of any single organism as an expendable resource, a flawed vessel, a temporary vehicle for consciousness rather than some perfected thing to behold; it invariably leaves a great deal of wreckage, heartbreak and debris in its wake. In astrology, the Moon’s nodal axis is one of the chart’s primary dials. It works away like a worm moving through the underworld of the chart, consuming and digesting the world’s psychic soil and excreting it back as it goes: regenerating tired old behavioural patterns, ditching burdensome inherited material, tying off unfinished karmic business. Nothing is simply discarded in the process.
The transiting South Node shows us what we must release, what has hardened into a force of habit, grown too reflexive or robotic, too tired, sick and overripe. It reveals where the soul has grown weary and incapable of growth. The North Node pulls the other way; it draws in the emerging new groove, welcoming whatever our consciousness most needs in order to flourish. It introduces us to elements that seem exotic, strange or unfamiliar, and though we tend to resist change, we have no choice but to take them in and, however hard, do our best to assimilate them consciously.
Through retrieval, integration and renewal, elements of the soul’s awareness are gradually broken down, composted and either made usable again or returned to the ground.
May be a black-and-white image of yoga
[art: Moonassi]
Why Eclipses Hit Us Hardest
Eclipses feel less like ordinary beginnings (new moons) or endings (full moons) and more like periods of accelerated transformation, hence are felt as intense times in our ordinary lives, when redundant psychic material becomes exposed, destabilised, broken apart and redistributed. When they impact us directly (by degree), they are certainly not tidy, pleasant, or immediately intelligible, manifesting as an immense interruption in our regular schedule, when any growth is often accompanied by loss, grief, or utter soul disorientation.
And since our lives are altered, either directly or indirectly, the deeper process is experienced as a collective rebalancing of the entire nodal economy: clearing away what can no longer circulate, to create new space for what must now enter, and turning the old residue into the substance of future development.
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Thursday, 27 August 2026
'Without the veil' ....I don't know how astrologers can be so specific about happenings with the human condition to do with the moon and the sun and the orbits, eclipses, and cosmic weather.....but they are usually very astute... and the changes made, impacts, themes, arriving or leaving, or landing.... are usually so subtle, and far too subtle for the normie (muggle) to link any change with any said aspect. But the mentions now about the veil, a cobwebby feeling across your face, across the chambers of our lives: "is leaving, or has left"..... is one that I have experienced (but a week or two of waiting for the other shoe to drop) has divided the experience, until finally I am getting comfortable with '''''the veil has gone""" and, as if by magic there is a clearing and I am not immersed in the nitty gritty of tearing through it... and seeking myself through the whispers and ectoplasm, dust and grime, echoes and tidal waves of the moon, set in historical stone, with all of its hieroglyphs and black cubes, smoke and mirrors, and spells and whistles that build the 'construct' of life shrouded with a veil .... within the veil. But now instead of 'within'.....I am now, happily, 'without'. Michaela.
Sudden Splits⚡Quick Pivots⚡As A Year Of Sudden Life Changes Begins⚡Pisces Lunar Eclipse Aug 28 2026 Aug 18, 2026 Molly McCord Molly McCord " The energy around it is going to be quite potent, even quite pure. A purifying energy could be felt that I'm 4:05 sensing could also be a relief. You could have some kind of emotional validation or intuitive validation, 4:14 especially with the heightened psychic activities that are occurring during this Pisces lunar eclipse. I feel that 4:22 you could have a sense that you've you're you're looking around the veil between the veil. The veil is gone. The 4:29 veil has dropped and you're seeing energies in a whole new light. They are 4:35 now more vibrant and clear. And with that clarity comes some type of soul 4:43 depth knowingness that you're feeling. And what's going to occur is that it's opening you up to 4:52 what this north node in Aquarius is directing you towards. 4:59 A new vision, a new pathway, new choices. 5:04 And it has the essence of feeling compelled to move in a new direction that you don't logically understand and 5:12 you don't have all the information or all the details. As I say that and as I'm filming this video, my body is turning to the right and I'm feeling 5:21 that sense of it's like you just feel you have to move over here and move in this direction and you don't know why 5:28 because there's a steering. It's like this intuitive soul level steering 5:35 that's happening with the full moon conjunct the north node opening up new faded developments and pathways 5:44 that now you could sense there's something here that is activating you beyond the mind beyond analysis or 5:54 linear planning and again it is quite pivotal and it feels like It's breaking 6:01 you free from something you've always done. "
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