It's funny but just when I post about digestion (and food, in the process of digestion and the undigestible, taking up space in the stomach, causing disease in sacred areas of self empowerment...) I receive an email newsletter From the Desk of Tom Kenyon, and he is gifting 3 meditations. There is mention of digestion by Tom Kenyon in his meditation message. "The second sound meditation, to be released shortly after the first sound meditation, is called The Inner Sun, and it works with the potent energies that reside within the Solar Plexus. These are known by yogis and yoginis as Jathara Agni (the fire of digestion) and Bhuta Agni (the etheric fire that energizes the KA body and the higher functions of the human body)."... https://tomkenyon.com/the-secret-passage-hathor-message......The context of the message " “We are introducing three separate sound meditations, very close to each other within a specific timeline. We do this for the direct benefit of those who are awake and for those who are awakening to the sacredness and the profound nature of human existence. Your world is in a dire state. The current prevailing forces of deceit, manipulation, unbridled greed and destruction are having devastating effects."...so check out yourself, the newsletter from the desk of Tom Kenyon.....Michaela

"This is a civilisational failure!" – Britain's Strictest Headmistress Katharine Birbalsingh [ARC26] ..... ARC .... Alliance for Responsible Citizenship and Strictly Education with Katharine Birbalsingh .....////// Okay, this lady is head of a large secondary school, not far from me, in Wembley, North London. The school, interestingly is called Michaela. So, I often pass by it on the train, but don't know much about it. My neighbour's daughter however, works there, and we sometimes chat about the school, I am interested... the head does not allow prayers rooms for any religion. In a heavily populated area where religions have become more than people's identity, she maintains strict policy, to not let that (i.e. religion) affect, intimidate or engineer ideology that takes away from someone's education or chances in life. A very strict school, which would probably be considered the norm, back in the day, And the school is heavily subscribed to with long waiting lists, from London populations, which are, lets face it, top heavy with muslim family candidates...But the fact is, the school is a major Non Faith-school "success story" for normal London school kids...... Me, I went to a catholic faith school, which, back in the day, was considered not only ODD, but strict, and which was desired by immigrants wanting their children to attend, by-passing the normal secondary schools that were accessed by the usual routes to secondary schools. Faith schools were always considered VERY different to the normal English secondary schools of the day ( Faith schools then would be equivalent to the normal non-paying grammar schools of the day- )...So, bit by bit, there was fusion as immigrant parents (many non-catholic) but either of a Christian style faith, or just of a tiger parenting style (e.g. China, Nigeria) were happy to achieve attendance at these faith schools for their child...Even taking on baptism for their child if need be... Certain social engineering and lifestyle nuances, for various reasons, believed in the strictness of a school set within the chaos of a multicultural London, or the diverse social spider-web that London remains landed with. I am posting this speech, because I was amazed at the almost brutal honesty that we see in this speech, in direct contrast and opposition to the social engineering of 'Wokeness' (that filters from top-down experimental ideology designed to 'put the boot in' and that which results in this 'latest' version of the crazies ....infiltrating our school systems, and that is blinkering our students from any deep down knowledge, let alone develop abilities to acquire the necessary skills and talents that encourage people to challenge and reflect on their own thought processes. Whatever is in place at any given time... will be the force that is producing the effect, the 'educated' children and students that will be citizens of the future....The oldies but goldies of now, are few and far between. Most of our old ones, targetted and medicated from their 60's (its all down to what was ingested, medicated with and food, bread, i would suggest), have been carted off in 'dementia' mobiles to care homes, to be cared for and removed from the carefully curated, socially acceptable areas where NO one is old enough to remember the times before "wokeness"...Michaela.

Once You Ignore Reality, You'll Get Everything You Want Nate Carter Nate Carter......Again a concise explanation....//// (And once we realise the material world is only the half of it, the half that is played over and over, again and again, IS the half that can be seen but denied power over, because we don't have the Full story... "Money money money, " Abba,... and ...."in the material world" Madonna...and the Moon and Devil cards, which is where 'they' hide the power behind. Hidden energy. Keep the Energy hidden, disguised by smoke and mirrors, bells, smells and spells. The wax seals are melting to reveal what 'contracts of belief' we were tying ourselves up in knots with. Our Misplaced loyalty with reality. Michaela.)

The Mirror Principle: What The “Elites” Know That You Were Never Taught Nate Carter Nate Carter......Explained concisely, quantumly..... ///// me: Don't eat the food !!???! .....Okay, to explain : Now, we know what we don't want. We even know that : what 'we don't want' is 'only' a continued situational and relational response to a surrounding or pervasive, programmed perception 'version' of 'reality'.... that has been ingrained.. (or that simply, we have been FED, or left to Graze in fields of.......) And as we get lighter, it all becomes harder on the stomach to digest.... So Ingrained/ grain, same old crop...as in, all we eat is.... AND IS our daily bread* .... why have we not evolved out of our bread eating days? )..... Ingrained inside us,( i.e. that we believe is real...is all there is ?! ) through the repetition of it 'always' being there, available , fed to, on a loop, i.e. what we always see, and believe to be true will be recreated until we stop, unravel or dismantle, or unplug from..... the information being 'fed' ** into the computer algorithms (us) which is then regurgitated and solidified into BEING our looping experience, by the energy of our minds and reactions and responses. The playbook is changing when we input the changing stimuli that we are looking to manifest from. An excellent example of this is from AI streaming, where everyone enjoys ...the continually looping suggestions that become visible to our bubble of consciousness, on a screen, (fed**) and that come from our (same old ,same old) perception/interest/and our sense of believed commonality about the world. In fact all Ai is, is the 'material reflection' of us, (we the people,) regurgitating what is believed to be true...i.e. we have the believed 'evidence', (which continues, regurgitated, i.e seen, watched on screen, or believed from ancestral experience,) that are continuously recycled by being pumped BACK into the master MIND, of our data and world 'facts', including all errors (of belief).. and then Ai simply regurgitates it all back to us, errors and all. . . Michaela /////

* Grain, and ** FED. Grain ingrained? FED !!! Why is that we rely on the same old crops, from biblical days? When the food we eat, builds the bodies that then require that type of food to remain that body at that stage of evolution. When we are what we eat. We eat the grain. Ingraining the same old lessons/laws of body nourishment, learnt from that type of food..Food for thought, Huh? When NOW the increase in stomach illness and disease is intense and immense. Maybe our Bodies are changing en masse, and reacting to and againts the BREAD that fortified the OLD ways. Now the stomach can no longer digest what has been done to bread with technology and mass production...force fed with ingredients to maintain its solid constitution and remain in the vibration of needing THAT kind of incoming food. HAVE WE Changed to the extent that othe body is changing its needs, and therefore its constitution needs and NOW cannot take in the mass production processes Changes to bread production....OR have we upgraded, or upgrading our nourishment and nutritional needs to build a body with very different needs (spiritual/mental emotional needs) from the base, lowerr chakra, fight or flight fear based needs we had to maintain to survive in low level fear based recycling... Now Im not a bible babe, but clues can be found in the bible that may be bringing information from the past, and changes the meaning or updates the emphasis when you read between the lines...and quantumly. And That devil, certainly certainly pokes his way into our all of our business XXXX So From the bible: The phrase "Man shall not live by bread alone" is a profound biblical concept found in Matthew 4:4 and Deuteronomy 8:3. Jesus made this statement during His temptation in the wilderness, where He fasted for 40 days and nights. When Satan tempted Him to turn stones into bread, Jesus responded with these words, emphasizing the importance of spiritual sustenance over physical nourishment. "He humbled you, causing you to hunger and then feeding you with manna, which neither you nor your ancestors had known, to teach you that man does not live on bread alone but on every word that comes from the mouth of the LORD." (Deuteronomy 8:3) Jesus answered, “It is written: ‘Man shall not live on bread alone, but on every word that comes from the mouth of God.’” (Matthew 4:4) Context and Biblical Background : The origin of this phrase is rooted in the Old Testament. In Deuteronomy 8:3, Moses reminds the Israelites of their reliance on God during their 40 years in the wilderness. God provided manna, a miraculous food, to teach them that their survival depended not just on physical food but on obedience to God's word. This period was a test to humble them and to make them realize that their well-being was inextricably linked to God's provisions and commands. https://www.crosswalk.com/faith/bible-study/man-shall-not-live-by-bread-alone.html

https://www.narcissistsplaybook.com An educational documentary, defining the state of narcissist relationships. This might help someone whose needs definition and clarity for what they are experiencing.

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The Vision Board. And Visiting Cyprus. I Loved Cyprus on a visit two years ago. And..... Further to previous post: "transmute the energy, create something new in its place" ..... Deciding that everything so far has done its job, whether seeds planted, or cycles have or are ending, then, the next and only true thing to do is Creating a space around you that is of the 'energy value' you subscribe to. Then its No longer putting heads and hearts where they are depleted in exhaustion, and where energy is confiscated by the sheer effort of putting up defence, again and again. Once the shadow is seen in its annotated diagrams, and no longer feared, the fear-monster within is no longer projected into the external, to be engaged with consciously, It becomes integrated as part of you, adding to your energy with form and strength, a very important space has been reached, shadow and all, without shadow, we are but light and have no actual form, to become a formed crafted individual, we need the observable bumps and jagged edges that have accumulated to make our face and energy, IF ONLY LIGHT we could'nt be seen. Once this is seen, you watch while others still grapple with theirs, the monsters they are frightened of, and keep hidden in their nightmares.. So once the table is cleared, we can begin with the working the antidote, of the vision board. Placing onto a new mind map, the silver and golds and colour threads that you now wish to weave into your experience. . and that is the fun part. The colours of blue sky, and alfresco-life in and around pretty coastlines, or coves, mountain villages and with people that share your vibes. Below is a vision board i did a few years ago, but still the most recent, and was one of the healing art therapies I was doing at the time. A vision board shows where all along, you held a flame, like the Olympic torch , through battles and wars and then when you see what of the vision remains a constant inner flame, an exit door emerges with the light on...THIS WAY!! .... But battles and wars with inner monsters have to be concluded first, which are the only obstacles that keep you on the wrong side of the exit door....Waiting for the 'Green light' to allow, not so much an exit, but an emergence to where the vision located you in space, all that long time ago. Now, I could say "lets form a vision board club."... A dream board club...Lets put into it, travel, and travel buddies, lets put in 'delight' of venturing to new lands and languages, scenes and snow, nature and companionship, community spaces of shade and light, reciprocity and colour. Expression like this is the fertile creativity of Now, from which springs the new horizons. Once we pull our gaze away from what was before, and turn our gaze to actually, where we want our Now space and future space to be. Combining 'now' with the starting blocks of the 'new'. XXXXX Lets action a vote on it, a meet up forum or an online 'travel buddy' space , where the maps not written yet, are in our hands to write. I will leave the comments section open and see if anyone, or two are interested ( inspireheart8@gmail.com) and i can create from the Now-fertility of an 'old blog space' into a new-'NOW' group, a writers club, a travel club, an art-ing club, a sharing energy club, a 'hi- nice to meet you finally' club. An On- line space.... Or a meet up and shake hands place....wherever the travels take us..... a Dream board club...Lets vote on it. Sharing and offering resource and friendship, support and applause for each-other, combining skills and crafts that we can take into the NEW. My dream board below shows a lady who is driving a speed boat...and travel. And Relaxing outdoor-indoor space. I'd like to be an intuitive travel buddy, Lets see the possibilities to potentialize them and make real. let me know if you, one or two, are interested. Entrance fee to the club is your own Dream board picture. Michaela

inspireheart8@gmail.com...I will Leave comments on for a while to see if anyone would like to comment. XXXXX

AQUARIUS. Spirit Is Pulling You Out Of A Collapsing Timeline // Specific Message For Someone 13 Moon Tarot 13 Moon Tarot...."transmute the energy, create something new in its place" : " 37:54 Yeah, I think something is um with this outer world is a little bit out of your hand. As much as you would like to 38:01 control it, change it, do something about it, uh rather than doing that, create something new in its place and that will help transmute the energy. 38:13 Wheel of Fortune, a change for you, a new cycle guided. That's the challenge. 38:19 And I feel like the challenge is to to move into that and to see it despite all this going on. The cycle, right? Above 38:26 as above so below energy coming through here, too. Page of hearts, page of cups. 38:36 Yes, softening Saturn. 38:39 There's an opportunity here um that's difficult to take because of what you're seeing out there. Uh but the opportunity 38:47 is to be in a position in your life where your heart can be open and you don't have to be fearful of someone 38:54 stomping all over it. Okay. Some of you are going to protect a child or protect children in some way. Queen of cups. 39:02 Yeah. Or your inner child. 39:06 Uh some of you and your child are going to change your entire life. Okay. That's particular message for someone. So your 39:14 advice is the king of cups."

Cokey dokey, its all getting strange, as the heavy spell work is being broken down. How? Well the curses thrown and held in place by entities, (people and their entities driven impulses) are dissolved when the entities powers are broken. So it could be that people are waking up, and as they wake up they are in the process of dissolving out from under the 'influence of', as they do, they become more or less, what they could have been without the programming/spellwork.( *) Funny how the extremely Hot weather is melting the 'spellwork like' wax (**) poured into and between the foundations and the standing stones of society. ...Too hoT to think now, too hot to brood on this even. This is a process that will not involve the usual thought processes, as we think of them/// The body has its own thought 'process' which is a metabolism of chemicals and emotions (psychic) and hormones, enzymes and DNA proteins all triggered by the changes in the outside environment. ...(As is true for Any organism in a petrie dish, it is affected by what is placed into "the culture" of its environment, in the way of beliefs, and poisons, food and elimination))... Which is the reciprocal arrangement we have with the environment about us.. i.e. where the outer and inner have coalesced in the story of the times...affecting and infecting and reinfecting, reinforcing how we use our innate inner chemical magic to produce the world experience us...and where THAT has been influenced and manipulated by, and for, the processes and purposes that were perhaps karmically originated to happen....That the karma was also manipulated is something we may feel, but not know consciously, on a human basis. As human experience is not one which includes that mandate. But the unscrambling is happening, and people are being released, from (the wax) prisons that have been handed to them, to take on, either by force, manipulation or as a natural consequence of looping around the same old, same old, beliefs and toxicity. As in, a self fulfilling prophecy. Okay, so we don't speak 'GOD', and GOD certainly doesn't speak 'human' in the same way we don't speak 'ant'. A language is intraspecies, not inter-species, but what we do have is the innate/ natural energy of 'origin' to morph and merge ....(Now I am using human language and words to infer meaning) where God is origin...and to come into into a nonverbal knowingness that is the thread back to our to origin...So we come inside, or work with nature, to sit within a non verbal language that calls us back to where we belong. Like a whale song or dreamtime, a call or a song that we merge with, and engage with for mutual recognition of origin energy...When we rest in this space, we see we are outside the time and space of what we know, into the support where we rest, "where we can lay head in heaven where we are known and loved". (where we are "heaved up") ..... So That's all I have for now...but do be careful out there as the " WE " ....we thought we were..... is slowly being dismantled. If you put your goggles on you will see the jarring, once considered normal, for what it really it, aspects of locked-in nightmares. Transmission Ends. Michaela.

* Spelling, spellwork and programming, as a direct result of otherwise unseen, pushing or being pushed, leaning into or forcing, a mission or a directive, to be experienced, by self or by other, (service to self/ service to other) with a specific pupose to learn from EITHER its negative position, affecting the person and the person's world experience nagatively, OR deemed as being favorable and fortunate and therefore aadvantagous and is the opposite of negative...creating for them...and the spiderweb of descending actions that come from it....willingly/ or/ by their choice... unconsconsciously i.e matching the energy that is wishing to express from them. So spellwork is the action of concentrated ways (habits or rituals) that LIFE experience is carved to bring specific results to that person/group of people or culture...XXX Negatively or potentially favourably, (but always has the downside of being false, and usually derived from the disadvantage and manipulation of others) that the person or people may have chosen at soul level to experience. * So I pose this here also that it is all illusion anyway, BUT that we are all deeply soaked like prunes in this illusion, is the thing being real, and the by products of 'that being soaked in it' , and how affected we are by it, is the 'realty'. Its not the doing, it is what we express in the reaction to the doing. It is the outpouring in nature of the resultant energies. The overall score if it can be measured. It is the unseen that ultimately marks our card and gives our records on the score sheet. It is us giving off (secreting) an earthly 'expression' to the energies that we are furrowing fileds with, and farrowing, giving birth to ideas with. We are turning over our physical 3d fields and in turn, embellishing our spiritual selves, which is the reality. It is this which we find hard to secure in our minds because we just don't see it, (its secret). And therefore the illusion that gives us the space to direct a story is seen as the only 'story'. Therefore, not secure in our selves, nor in our place in the hurdy gurdy, we are open to suggestion, and fear, and then our reactions and actions and suggestibility becomes adjusted to fear responses only and we put out positions of defence with built in karma-loaded balancing tricks. Its hard to know when that stops and when, or even if, outer directed spells start. Crazy hurdy gurdy balls swirling with our own karmic deposits and credits, mashed up with the magicians spellworks (and our own thoughts mingled with the unseen projections and directions) and which become herded by unseen shephards to their place of rest to live out the small or large cycles activated therein. XXX ** Wax as in the sealing wax that seals letters, contracts and decrees, sealing the deal. Any wax from candle wax from ancient spells to the 'wax dolls' depiction we have of doll like humans not fully realised into human form. Waiting to be released from the spell. Depictions often seen and used in museums and epitomises the human horror story, as in madame tusauds in london, Have you ever been there? Telling the stories of the times. XXX https://www.madametussauds.com/london/#who-is-in-madame-tussauds-london Who Is In Madame Tussauds London? XXX It Says ...: """You’ll meet over 150 lifelike wax figures of global stars, icons, and superheroes. Fan favourites include The Royal Family, Taylor Swift, David Beckham, Marvel’s Avengers, characters from Star Wars, Bollywood, and more! 🎬 What is special about Madame Tussauds London? It’s not just wax—it’s interactive, immersive, and packed with unforgettable selfie spots.""" ///// ...This nod to the Olde World. institutionalised and immortalised in wax, says it all, actually gives us clues that the old world is simply that, a depiction of immortalised wax.... Waiting for the day when the wax melts and humanity is free from the """spell it was held in"""(((or that we agreed to be held in)))), OR BOTH??? Not sure which???? . Oh yeah I can't forget the nightmare spell-like spring festival in Bavaria, where the horrors of volcanic lava masks are made to walk each year to celebrate the coming of february. I will see if I have any photos or videos of it myself. Trully scarey. But generations upon generations of humans resonate and return to this established routine/ritual means it has fused them to the earth in this certain way of beliefs and toxicity. And intimates the continued emergence of the darker entities that are enjoying this ride on human backs. XXXXXX I will write more on this, as a part 2, prompted by the lava-statues filled churches in Bavaria, (I must have some pics) and where this area of Europe became the landing ground for energies of WWI and WWII and was the roots of "later generation" royal family groups (including all over Europe), such as The Hapsburgs (inbreeding with facial disfigurements etc), holding also the origins of fairy tales and fairy castles and wicked witches and trolls...HOLDING THE FRAMEWORK for the origins of our later generations Elite's (1 %) family strongholds in remote mountain regions where spells were ruling the day to keep it all in place. XXXXXX Sorry if none of this is making sense...I'd say this isnt meant for everyone, maybe only one or two might get the nuances of what I am saying, but its not derogatory or judgy, simply a statement of "what IS", and where we WERE, that we contributed to, as humans in a very fear-base dimension, Where those fears were encouraged and bred into the system, and therefore the world as depicted by humanities merging with the scary 'unseen' that we gave face, colour and form to, ..... and that it served its purpose for humanity to work through the underworld, and the astral collisions with entities Seen and unseen, that we were enticed with, but now is a halloween party, of the wax-works type, with all the "sex drugs and rock n roll" of the wax-works type masks...that needs to end. XXXX Cokey Dokey.XXX Michaela. XXX

Ang Stoic 2d Cosmic Update Don't worry if you can't work out what the fuck's going on—it's best you don't. The degree of Neptune riding over everything during this Solstice week is off the charts, and you're most likely contributing to the confusements and shitfuckles yourself, not because you're dumb, sneaky or unscrupulous as such, but because you're very human, trying to claw your way through a very supernatural freakwave. This next month is really something of a cosmic phenomenon, which, if you stopped long enough to try to size it up with your pea-sized mini-brain, you could slump yourself into a bad spell of anxiety/depression. We ain't got time for that, and you should probably avoid the types that try to drag you there. Everything's going to press forward nicely, according to the "masterplan", and trust me, there's not a human alive able to understand it, let alone control it. Plenty will try to exploit it, but hey... Continue to be you. Try not to be deceptive. I mean, what else are you going to do? Fall into a slump because the world around you has gone nuts with uncertainty and is literally trying to rob you at the top deck of the Titanic?? [art: Uber Colektiv]

Ang Stoic 2d Cosmic Update Don't worry if you can't work out what the fuck's going on—it's best you don't. The degree of Neptune riding over everything during this Solstice week is off the charts, and you're most likely contributing to the confusements and shitfuckles yourself, not because you're dumb, sneaky or unscrupulous as such, but because you're very human, trying to claw your way through a very supernatural freakwave. This next month is really something of a cosmic phenomenon, which, if you stopped long enough to try to size it up with your pea-sized mini-brain, you could slump yourself into a bad spell of anxiety/depression. We ain't got time for that, and you should probably avoid the types that try to drag you there. Everything's going to press forward nicely, according to the "masterplan", and trust me, there's not a human alive able to understand it, let alone control it. Plenty will try to exploit it, but hey... Continue to be you. Try not to be deceptive. I mean, what else are you going to do? Fall into a slump because the world around you has gone nuts with uncertainty and is literally trying to rob you at the top deck of the Titanic?? [art: Uber Colektiv]

It Is What It Is and It Ain't What It Ain't! Wise Redirections and Stillness ~ Capricorn Full Moon Molly McCord Molly McCord ..."So I offer that because this is a very important time for us. This is a time of major life changes that are abundant, positive, uplifting, divinely supported. 28:28 I mean, that's what's really transpiring in the bigger picture of it all. So know 28:34 that that is one of the more important influences at this time. And even though the Capricorn full moon is the daily 28:43 energy that you're feeling, there's a part of your soul 28:50 that's already connected to this new area of your life, this new consciousness and part of yourself that 28:57 is ready to manifest at a higher level than perhaps you ever thought possible. 29:05 I mean this is just such a beautiful exciting alignment here with these three outer planets and and Mars comes through 29:12 and activates it even more because this Mars will not only be conjunct this Uranus but sex tiling 29:20 Neptune and trining trining that Pluto. And so this brings in the masculine energy of taking 29:28 action, moving ahead, uh communication, study, learning, uh a highly highly active time period is underway. " XXX( " Honour any periods of stillness that you are directed to." ) XXX

Oh yeah, how could I forget to mention that, neck deep in it still.... we've just ventured through the heady, heaving summer solstice climax of energies, which is why midsummer is feeling so heavy and encumbered right now, unlike when children are running in a summers field, they do not feel the slumbering oaf of the sleeping world. They feel only only their light bodies. But to us, everything is overgrown, cumbersome, heavy with heat and humidity, everything needs a good washing down and a good haircut. And that goes for nature all around, heavy heaving, greenery having done its job of growth, and animals heavy with coats. We are left with the duty of care for the resultant heaviness to be pruned, shaved, washed and left to dry in the high summer sun. Michaela. XXX And from From Highheart Life blog there is a quote from Barbara Hand clow astrologer... " A new spiritual cycle germinated when Saturn conjuncted Neptune in early Aries on February 20, 2026. A cleansing of male-dominant beliefs ensued with the exposure of the shocking corruption and cruelty that was enriching old narcissistic and prideful males. A revelation: the Emperor has no clothes!" https://highheartlife.com/2026/06/23/barbara-hand-clows-june-2026-astrological-update/

"Many knew the wars were power grabs—using violence to line the pockets of the rich. Amidst the chaos, some heard a new sound, higher vibrations urging them to form a conscious relationship with their higher self, their guardian angels. This summer is already subtle and fascinating: our inner selves are speaking a new language, the guidance of the outer planets. This shift inward is coming fast now because the outer world is passing away so rapidly. Right now as I write this in late May, 3I/Atlas has passed beyond the controlling field of 3D, flying beyond the inner planets taking us out to the outer planetary 6D geometry. The outer planets, Uranus, Neptune, and Pluto are holding in a formation called a KITE—a resonating geometrical pattern that activates our higher selves in 3D. " https://highheartlife.com/2026/06/23/barbara-hand-clows-june-2026-astrological-update/

Its almost like stockholm syndrome. I like this phrase, because it most definitely is, like Stockholm syndrome. (used in this youtube video reading, about being happily ensnared by master manipulators... of the human, or any other kind... for that matter...) So, taking Another look at why, or mainly HOW manipulators manipulate, what makes a person be so false? Is it that it is the NORM? Low density performing, is that really the foundation of life here ? IS IT THAT they are so busy seeing only that they have their small slice of the pie, that they want someone else's? The prevailing density allows the habituation of entitlement, to grab what is not theirs to grab...(land, energy, people resources.) Does this hyperfocus on their own tiny slice, one piece of the pie, mean that they fight to death for it and grab as much of anything else as they go down? Whatever it is, BEING so unaware of their true self that, means that when they see someone is ""different, becoming, a burgeoning blossom out of hell, and dancing with the potential to being their true self""", they, the 'mud walkers' slam it down...they have to stop it at all costs. The question here that has been brewing for months....is it that are people in general so unaware of life and life's potential to be running through their veins to become the agents of incredible prowess and progress, spiritually mentally and emotionally, that they have to lash out, snag and entrap those who are using their inner navigation tools to move towards that state of being??? In other words is it a NATURAL starting point for humans to be so dull, so dense, so stuck in the mud...and not see that they are????? OR is it that en masse, people have been manipulated through reverse hot housing social engineering to be this way?.... IS IT A NATURAL state, or one CONTRIVED into being. The long history of a people, so dumbed down, to be en masse, a self policing force that takes it upon themselves to batter down any person who is trying to find upliftment, anyone who finds their wings and takes to 'fledgling fly bys' before the full flight occurs? Like, is this the natural/normal/status of humanity's standing, or was it carved into them by some other outside force....its hard to tell from where I'm standing, and whereas before id say, "you know its archons interfering, or the influence of the dark overlay," but when you are down here in the trenches...to me, it looks like the soldiers all mucking in and getting on with this quite happily, in this density, happily rolling around in the mud...The question is, IS THIS IT? ///// BUT WHAT IS IT exactly? A prison planet, a learning planet, a quarantine planet? A space to allow the unfolding of karma lessons, quite unique to the earth experience, to slowly bring the low vibe energy of deranged cosmic outlaws, back into the fold of cosmic brotherhood? OR something very different ? Michaela.

What is in the world that we have so many narcists, or naricist exhibit behaviours, coming up for debate lately. Perhaps we are waking up to the 'loggerheads we find our selves in', with others, that leaves us confused. Maybe this exposure is about how we look at ourselves and are actioned to challenge and question our own authenticity. Peeling back the layers we find the crux of human weakness, the shadow path, that we all have a duty to see, explore, grow out of and leave behind, in order to be the co-creators of an evolving world. When we look at others we see, mirrored back, how we can be informed about ourselves. Then we get to strengthen that which needs strengthening, and those relationship dilemmas we deem no longer a need to be part of. Michaela. "@michaela " Agreed, they never say sorry, just spray confusion with no accountability, AND actually what they did is for their benefit only, and the intention is not to provide reciprocity in an adult, growing evolving relationship. THEY need to have their entitlement to you and all the resources you provide... VALIDATED by .....you not needing more than they are willing to give. Breadcrumbing. So they get annoyed when you say how sad you are about a thing happening, or not happening. Whether the thing happened or Not was for their benefit, or to keep the 'action of the relationship' locked into THEIR comfort zone only. They are avoiding stepping into their discomfort by ignoring when you need them... to step up for you. They don't to want be a reciprocal partner/friend/other... and will avoid it at all costs, making YOU the villain for needing/asking them for reciprocity. But they are AWARE of HOW things look to others, to an audience, so they shift manoeuvres around that... to keep the mask of GOOD PERSON to the audience, and come up with masked behaviours that look good...But even without an audience, they have masks for everything to enable them to remain stuck in their version of life. They are quick with excuses and then YOU are shamed for asking for reciprocity, then you become the one trying to undo the damage you have been made to believe YOU caused. Exhausted by it, don't ask anymore. Don't ask for anything, do what you need to do, yourself, it allows answers to questions about how valid their contribution is essential to your life. Just watch as the mask slips. Without them having to keep exercising the MASK muscle, it is no longer strengthened by your 'asking them for providing partnership', SO the mask gets lazy, it fails and slips, without having the need "to combat your distress" , the mask isn't being prodded or poked, they get comfortable in that and relaxed, then you see all the things that you have left them unattended, to be, in full view. Its not the words anymore, the words were from the mask, without the words, laid bare are all the actions and behaviours seen clearly. With you no longer ASKING the 'MASK; that makes up the lies to explain the actions and behaviours' ..... you just witness the actions and behaviour, or all the non action and non behaviours. Then Bingo. You see the intention all the time was to keep you locked into a one-sided arrangement that was only ever for their benefit.

@michaelamcgrath Agreed, they never say sorry, just spray confusion with no accountability, AND actually what they did is for their benefit only, and the intention is not to provide reciprocity in an adult, growing evolving relationship. THEY need to have their entitlement to you and all the resources you provide... VALIDATED by .....you not needing more than they are willing to give. Breadcrumbing. So they get annoyed when you say how sad you are about a thing happening, or not happening. Whether the thing happened or Not was for their benefit, or to keep the 'action of the relationship' locked into THEIR comfort zone only. They are avoiding stepping into their discomfort by ignoring when you need them... to step up for you. They don't want to be a reciprocal partner/friend/other... and will avoid it at all costs, making YOU the villain for needing/asking them for reciprocity. But they are AWARE of HOW things look to others, to an audience, so they shift manoeuvres around that... to keep the mask of GOOD PERSON to the audience, and come up with masked behaviours that look good...But even without an audience, they have masks for everything to enable them to remain stuck in their version of life. They are quick with excuses and then YOU are shamed for asking for reciprocity, then you become the one trying to undo the damage you have been made to believe YOU caused. Exhausted by it, don't ask anymore. Don't ask for anything, do what you need to do, yourself, it allows answers to questions about how valid their contribution is essential to your life. Just watch as the mask slips. Without them having to keep exercising the MASK muscle, it is no longer strengthened by your 'asking them for providing partnership', SO the mask gets lazy, it fails and slips, without having the need "to combat your distress" , the mask isn't being prodded or poked, they get comfortable in that and relaxed, then you see all the things that you have left them unattended, to be, in full view. Its not the words anymore, the words were from the mask, without the words, laid bare are all the actions and behaviours seen clearly. With you no longer ASKING the 'MASK; that makes up the lies to explain the actions and behaviours' ..... you just witness the actions and behaviour, or all the non action and non behaviours. Then Bingo. You see the intention all the time was to keep you locked into a one-sided arrangement that was only ever for their benefit. XXX AND XXXX XXXX When we look at our relationship with others, we see mirrored back, how we can be more informed about ourselves. And we see well enough, what we needed to see to make those changes ourselves. Michaela XXX

Question ! Are You ADHD? Indigo? Aquarius? Out on a limb? Sensitive ?...hyper-sensitive...Empathic? Super- empathic?.... A lone wolf? ... Wishing to withdraw from the constraints of representing a normal person that equates to you denying who you really are? ....No longer wishing to perform..??? Or any number of these in combination, all mixed together in one? I ask because this (below) is a good explanation of the draining experience of the 'small talk' dilemma....XXXX I was good at it for many years, and could mix with absolutely anyone, from small children to elderly adults, from CEO's and scientists to the non-CEO and non scientific general public.... finding in my communications toolbox, any number of ways to 'feel the space' i find myself in, and engage with people, able to READ the room, and get the gist of everything required to download the way forward, in the way of shared communication....XXXX IN later years, as a parent, you also find yourself with many many people, and make friends with people that you would not otherwise have anything in common with.... So, In later years, you may diverge away from friends, neighbours, work colleagues or pub buddies...as eventually, the expertise to maintain such friendships, and interest to perform in them, wears thin, until you eventually perfect the nod and smile and prepare the exit statement. Usually when you find that those exhausting levels were not only NOT reciprocated, but only functioned because you were providing the backdrop for them, and their world. XXX You can get wary of engaging even with people supposedly close to you, and end the phone call conversations with "Okay I must take the dog out for a walk now" or " I must spend time with the cat now, as she is dying". Retreating to where the interlude of silence is exactly the space filler you need right now. XXXX Recently diagnosed with ADHD I am finding all these funny insights into what is deemed as 'ADHD' traits. The undiagnosed 'trauma based' adhd'er.... at this age will have been able to carve out and 'craft' many skills for themselves so that they were able to 'adapt' to the world around them that made them feel excluded. In so doing, the round pegs in square holes, became multifaceted and 'cut-diamond' shaped, now possibly encompassed within the group known as 'neurodivergent's'....AND... Eventually, we will take over the world MMMWWWAAHHH HA ha ha MMMWWWAAHHH HA ha ha... Of Course I joke...But really, are WE on the verge of people waking up to themselves and the wakening superpowers???? Perhaps activated by any number of situations/circumstances/pressure points/extremes of healing and shadow work all polishing UP with the 'diamond' frequency of energy influxes.... that are just the 'right-fit ' frequency, for all concerned, to action the activation of superhuman abilities ?//// So maybe we are coming into a place where those deemed to be 'broken' in this world (((and needed medicating back into place)))... might just be those who didn't fit into the Stifled Broken world, and some, over the years, might have been good at managing steps to fool everyone else that you have 'also' acquiesced to a WORLD....that is ' group-filled' to comply with the 'manipulated social engineering' considered NORMAL, just so 'they' won't be upset with your (neurodivergent, superhuman) differences that challenges their 'group world view'. ....It is well known that the MKULtra program was about breaking down young people and children, captured from this 'normal' society and traumatised, with explicit aim to create neuro divergent's with psychic abilities....((( to be used AS and WHEN, on A NEED TO KNOW only basis)))...Where these MKULTRA's have created ( through trauma inflicted upon them) spaces in their head, and the said (psychic) spaces, can then be filled with suggestions and thoughts other than their own, and usually with something abhorrent, against their own nature, and then become the acting/performing soldiers for 'something' (the IT) that seeks to maintain a hostile dungeon of a place, both internally in people, and externally in the world....and are utilising these carefully created traumatised people to agitate the status quo into a tipping point, that is bringing the chaos to extremes...I Think, we are able to increase the weight against this the tipping point..... to go the other way....towards THE MORE Ordered version of the GOLDEN grid, towards a more a graceful, GRACE FILLED world with the 'arrival' of the opposite worldview, a true world that is NO LONGER overlayed with dark intentions...and may be it is the neurodivergent's that are only just.... 'beginning to DOWNLOAD the NEW world'.... that we are here to create. Transmission Ends. Michaela.

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Sorry, got to back right up, as i had a few posts lined up, and realised the theme was an amalgamation of the finished product, the right of passage and the shadow glitch in my matrix....So was going post it but then.... was not allowed to...maybe because it was still continuing or unravelling...or maybe because it is pertinent to me only, my usual device shut down for a short while. A week, in which and while, I navigated even stranger waters, thinking about it, is indeed very personal. And which thinking about it would make no sense to anyone other than those who are going through the same process of being split open to reveal wherein there may lie, a trojan horse. Michaela.

U SURVIVED THE ILLUSION & NOW REWARDS COME! TRUTH SET U FREE & CANCELLED A LIAR WHO FOOLED EVERYONE! Chiron Intuition™ Chiron Intuition™.....\\\\\\\\\\ "And when the healing comes, that's when a person realizes what was broken. 8:04 That's when a person realizes. /////////// And then it's the same four of wands at the bottom. 8:09 What is this energy and it is an achievement. It's a huge achievement. 8:17 But somebody definitely had to want to come out of whatever this is. Yeah. We even have the three of wands. That's willpower right there. 8:24 What is this energy? We have the ace of sword. Yes. And I believe that's the first sword. Oh, other than the three of sword. Yeah. Other than the three of 8:32 sword. This is the first sword to come out in this deck. 8:35 What is this energy? So, the truth definitely hit somebody. Oh, damn. We got the five of sword, too. Yeah, 8:43 I could see that being a problem. We have the four of pentacles. So, whatever that illusion was, it was definitely 8:51 messing with somebody's stability. But as long as somebody has the breakthrough, cuz it really is about the breakthrough. Cuz sometimes we think 8:58 something is right, it's not right. We got to come. We got to heal. What's this energy? "

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You Freed Yourself from the Mental Matrix that Controlled You. Witch and Scythe Witch and Scythe

Time Shift Blog. Be As God Created You to Be...." The Great Separation is upon us. The performances in the actors play of grand delusions are coming to its completion and end. If this is your time as marked by the quiet desperation and complete consciousness rejection of all in this world filled with complex layers of deception, lies and sorcery coded within it, this may be your message for taking time out and away for perfecting inner silence in which to hear the clear communication sourcing from our Cosmic Parents that are guiding us within to avoid the outer chaos and turmoil." https://energeticsynthesis.com/resource-tools/blog-timeline-shift/3994-be-as-god-created-you-to-be

traumatic Intelligence. Extremely perceptive. Survival wisdom.

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10 Healing Archetypes With Chiron in Taurus ~ 2026 to 2034 Astrology Molly McCord Molly McCord....Change of guard. Wounded healer, Chiron moves to Taurus. ( This came on the wake of a 'healing purge', more about that in the next post...so I was interested in any synchronicity that might arise from... what this all means. Michaela)

Revisiting The Purpose, (from an old, old post). Sunday, 31 December 2017 (a chat with myself) ...."cleaning out to create anew." ..." Where have you been lately? Well I have been to hell and back." XXX " Why did you go there? Well, it was part of my Drive and purpose to clean out as much as I can, to create anew." XXX " How is that going for you? Its tough. I am tired, I don't understand, I am vague about what to do....I see swamp on one side and beautiful clear morning sun on the mountainside on the other." xxx " How do you bridge this discrepancy? (pause before the answer) I am the bridge. " XXXX Michaela, from 2017.

Sunday, 31 December 2017 cleaning out to create anew. Where have you been lately? --- Well I have been to hell and back.--- Why did you go there? --- Well, it was part of my Drive and purpose to clean out as much as I can, to create anew.--- How is that going for you? --- Its tough. I am tired, I don't understand, I am vague about what to do....I see swamp on one side and beautiful clear morning sun on the mountainside on the other. --- How do you bridge this discrepancy? --- I am the bridge. !!!!

North Node. yours is found in your Natal chart. My North node is Gemini in 12th house..."https://astrolibrary.org/interpretations/north-node-gemini/ 12th House With the North Node in Gemini in your twelfth house, your life path involves exploring your spirituality, embracing introspection, and developing empathy and compassion. You are encouraged to communicate with your intuition, engage in self-reflection, and embrace solitude as a means of personal growth. Trusting your inner wisdom will support your journey. "....."The North Node, also called the True Node, is not a physical planet but a mathematical point in your birth chart where the Moon’s orbit intersects the ecliptic, forming an axis with the South Node, which lies directly opposite it Astrology.com "....And "House and Sign Placement: The zodiac sign and house of your North Node reveal the specific areas of life and types of experiences that will foster your spiritual growth astrologybyjo.com ". XXX So, once you find the house and the astrology sign located therein, you will reveal your North Node. then you see, actually how much or little you've been leaning into this already. To Look up your chart, have the date and time of birth, and location, most sites like https://alabe.com/freechart/ do this for free. Michaela

XXXXXXXX So from co pilot: a north Node of gemini in the 12th house is :""" Copilot Search Branding North Node in Gemini in the 12th House signifies a life path focused on spiritual growth, introspection, and developing communication and intellectual curiosity in hidden or subconscious realms. Core Meaning Having your North Node in Gemini emphasizes the development of communication, learning, curiosity, and adaptability as central to your soul’s growth. Gemini energy encourages you to explore ideas, ask questions, and engage with the world through intellectual and social connections. In the 12th House, this energy is expressed in areas of spirituality, subconscious awareness, hidden influences, and introspection, making your life path one of inner exploration and subtle understanding rather than overt action or external achievement zatayat.com XXXX Life Lessons and Challenges This placement often challenges you to release rigid beliefs, over-reliance on certainty, and the need to control outcomes. You may have a karmic tendency, reflected in your South Node in Sagittarius in the 6th House, to focus on duty, productivity, and moral certainty, sometimes at the expense of inner reflection or spiritual openness northnodesignandhouse.com . The key lesson is to embrace curiosity without demanding immediate answers, allowing meaning to emerge gradually through observation, dreams, and intuition northnodesignandhouse.com Personal Growth and Expression To fulfill your North Node potential, you are encouraged to: Engage in introspection and spiritual practices that connect you with your subconscious mind. Communicate with subtlety and empathy, using your intellectual skills to explore hidden truths. Balance versatility with depth, avoiding superficiality while remaining open to new ideas and perspectives Astrology Library Astrology Library +1 . Embrace solitude and reflection, giving yourself space to process insights and integrate spiritual understanding yourhigherjourney.com yourhigherjourney.com . This placement also supports careers or activities involving teaching, writing, counseling, or spiritual guidance, where your ability to combine intellectual curiosity with empathy and intuition can flourish astroyou.com astroyou.com . Karmic and Spiritual Implications The North Node in Gemini in the 12th House represents a soul path of gentle inquiry, spiritual humility, and inner listening. You are learning to trust your inner wisdom, release the need for constant productivity, and cultivate compassion and understanding for yourself and others. Success comes from integrating Gemini’s adaptability and communication skills with the 12th House’s introspective and spiritual qualities, rather than pursuing external validation or rigid intellectual certainty zatayat.com zatayat.com +2 . By embracing this path, you can transform past tendencies toward over-certainty and duty into a life of curiosity, spiritual insight, and meaningful connection with the unseen aspects of life. """" XXXXXXXX The North Node represents your soul’s intended path, life lessons, and areas of growth that you are meant to develop in this lifetime. Overview The North Node, also called the True Node, is not a physical planet but a mathematical point in your birth chart where the Moon’s orbit intersects the ecliptic, forming an axis with the South Node, which lies directly opposite it Astrology.com Astrology.com +1 . It symbolizes the qualities, experiences, and challenges you are meant to embrace to grow spiritually and fulfill your life purpose astrologybyjo.com astrologybyjo.com +1 . While the South Node reflects your comfort zone, innate talents, and past life patterns, the North Node points to unfamiliar territory that encourages evolution and personal development Astrology.com Astrology.com +1 . Spiritual and Karmic Significance The North Node is often described as a “Node of Destiny” because it highlights the karmic lessons and growth opportunities in your life Astrology.com Astrology.com . It represents the traits and experiences you need to cultivate, which may feel uncomfortable or challenging at first, as they push you beyond familiar patterns astrologybyjo.com astrologybyjo.com +1 . By consciously working toward the North Node’s qualities, you balance the karmic axis and achieve greater fulfillment and happiness Cafe Astrology Cafe Astrology . Practical Implications Life Purpose: The North Node indicates the direction your soul wants to evolve, guiding career choices, relationships, and personal development Astrologify Astrologify . Challenges and Growth: It often requires stepping out of your comfort zone, learning new skills, and embracing unfamiliar experiences astrologybyjo.com astrologybyjo.com . Relationship to South Node: The South Node represents past life gifts and natural abilities. Using these as a foundation while moving toward the North Node ensures balanced growth astrologybyjo.com astrologybyjo.com +1 . House and Sign Placement: The zodiac sign and house of your North Node reveal the specific areas of life and types of experiences that will foster your spiritual growth astrologybyjo.com astrologybyjo.com +1 . For example, a North Node in the Fourth House may involve learning nurturing and domestic responsibilities, while a North Node in the Ninth House may encourage travel and expanding horizons Astrologify Astrologify . Summary In essence, the North Node is a guide to your soul’s journey, showing where you are meant to grow, the lessons you are meant to learn, and the experiences that will help you evolve. By embracing its energy, you move toward your highest potential while balancing the comfort and skills of your South Node Astrology.com Astrology.com +1 .

Not sure about the science of this.... but if it Fits, well then, it fits...A very basic simplification : (My version )The astrological energy of ruling parts of the body, OR to do with the 'Achilles heel' means that health issues IN THOSE AREAs 'may/will' be affected by whatever affects the person in that HOUSE of their Chart. For example...My 1st house is Cancer, and if you read what 1st house pertains to, and compare that with the health/weaknesses assigned to the astrological sign that lies in that house...So Cancer is in my First house...and the detrimental weaknesses assigned are to do with stomach and digestive problems. So that'd be a CORRECT TICK for me then. My sun sign is Aquarius, and is in my 8th House, of birth death and taxes (and lots of other icky stuff), so detrimental issues may be affecting ' the ankle' and therefore the ability to stand UP IN ..... As in: "I am Affected in the ability to I stand up in my strengths... This becomes my weakness. I Can't land my helicopter to rescue myself. See my previous post Michaela. . " So if you feel drawn to feel into astrology, do so with your intuition....Intuitively reading of material or of taking anything in really, is that you use your own systems to: 1. discern. and 2. alert you of anything that may be a golden nugget, or a breadcrumb clue that is valid now, or later down the road, on your journey to find you. Michaela.

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.....Emotional manipulation is the strategy. ....Your PURPOSE is the target. Stay alert‼️ 🔮Enlightened Auntie🔮 🔮Enlightened Auntie🔮.....( XXX They will find your Achilles Heel, your soft spot, your weakness which is supposed to be your strength, Or use that quality of strength against you...XXX ) So "" hear's """ (or here is) the thing, while we are striding in longer steps towards the sunrise of a new dawn, towards the glimpse of light through the split in the matrix...beware...there is entity activity that is munching like parasites on the collective's Achille's heel to try to stop that momentum. .... Or slow down the progress. XXXX I had a huge and personal message about this the other day. Two nights ago, I was coming down the stairs in the dark, so as not to wake the others , or the puppy, and stumbled down the last step, twisting my ankle painfully. It was late, so it wasn't until the next day I decided to do do something about it. IN PAIN I called the doctor, and eventually hobbled into an appointment later that day 4.50pm. (and so here is the thing again when you are NOT prioritising your self or your journey, others are happy to commit you to things to accommodate them) The doctor asked... why didn't you do something about this earlier? couldn't you come earlier? (I could not for reasons already hinted at) He said 'This could be a bad fracture!' It was centred in and under my ankle.... It was explained to me that it was too late to have a walk in Xray so NOW it was going to take extra long, to get an Xray done following the usual procedu0res..., I managed to hobble down to the community Hospital and followed the procedures. The Xray showed no fracture, but significant soft tissue damage. The next day I was obviously still sore. The day after, i. e, today, the pain has completely gone... So I'm thinking, " WTF was that all about?? "....It came to me today.... and sank in deeper while watching this youtube from E A....The backdrop is that I am going through some serious 'bonesplitting' issues, that have me hovering like a rescue helicopter that can't land... (to rescue myself ) on the other side of which will be liberation!!! I have desire to manifest through the grossness of low density life and I KNOW I CAN DO IT..!!! But the bonesplitting stuff is pulling at me hard and strong...(uniquely designed to disable my psyche I might add, in the form of emotional manipulation pointedly affecting me) then I realise my own empathic Achilles heel is being worked on. !!! I am Aquarius so that means that when my (aquarian empathic) Achilles heel is going to be worked, and it is detrimental to me... a message will come to notify me by pulling physically at my ankles...It means : Just when WE think We are landing on the right spot having jumped a high fence.. the 'Achilles heel' (or its physical equivalent, the ankle' in my case) IS warning of any potential attacks to derail, OR to TEST ...However my ankle was not broke. AND STRANGELY The soft tissue damage seems to be okay now, TODAY, only the second day after the twist, (Twist in the tale) when it was said it would take 6 weeks to mend....So this was a message that "...in the dark (hidden or disguised in ways that would tug.... 'uniquely to me and my strengths and weaknesses'.... at my heart strings, something would be at play to derail my further movement....So listening to this YOUTUBE today, 'arrowed' that home for me, and helps me pulls my focus away from the emotional manipulation.... uniquely blended against me.... that shouts at me and makes my heart t bleed into my heart...because THEY are the false flags set to derail me. XXXXX So if you HEAR these kind of notifications, set against your heart, let your hand-heart point your face back totally in the direction you are heading to. If not, you will hear and feel the 'physical arrow' into your actual Achilles heel... (wherever that may be, astrologically speaking)..... until you get the point !!!! XXXX Michaela. XXXX)

Back Drop and Back Fill People - Dolores Cannon & Guy Steven Needler .....(So I did come across this before, and its back on my radar for various reasons, so maybe worthwhile to come back to it again... .Michaela)

How to Recognize People Without a Soul – Dolores Cannon Explains the 5 Traits to Watch For AI Awakening Journey Awakening Journey ....(Unfortunately I know a few who fit this description, and this Dolores Canon Youtube feels like it is uniquely answering a question for me. Michaela)

Spirit Is CALLING YOU🚨Out Of The CAVE • It’s DONE 🎬You’ll HEAR The Siren Of Your New LIFE Opening 🕸️ Venusian Light Tarot Venusian Light Tarot....."Allow yourself to 37:58 gravitate towards whatever these things are that are opening or unexpected doorways. It feels like it's mostly about change."

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(A book, the book referred to the previous post)....... Autoimmunity and the Good Girls: How Permission to Put Ourselves First Has the Power to Keep Us Well Hardcover – June 2, 2026 by Sara Hirsh Bordo (Author) 4.2 on Goodreads 22 ratings #1 Best Seller in Immune Systems......( I haven't read this yet, but will be soon. Having already walked this story myself, and latterly, been investigating my own and Familial (trauma) responses that deliver autoimmune responses to the body to.... finally bring us into a submission that floors us. AND, when finally flat on the floor...we can start the impulse to see into where, when, what and why ...OUR bodies starts this autoimmune response (IT IS the campaign to bring you back to YOU).....So, Resonating with this theme, it has become apparent to those that know and feel that THINGS NEED TO CHANGE (that includes all the hidden traumas and psyche wierdness considered normal).... to produce healthy balanced humans to populate the earth, from the ground up, and from which new Earth Grows,... through the dynamic symbiosis with its people, The weeds that have entangled us as low lying fruit...have to pulled up...So this is one theme that women mainly, but some males will also resonate with, and equates to the deeply unbalanced, issue of carrying the heavy weight (emotional weight/physical weight ) for others for so long, and those that do, have taken on that responsibility, or accepted it, consciously or unconsciously, or both in many cases. Empathic natured souls OR souls that have had the SACRIFICE 'gene' somehow embedded (possibly from life times), and those that have been taught to abandon their own needs in service of ...'servicing others's needs. To detrimental life consequences for the self. How to give yourself permission to thrive...So This may seem funny , even absurd but it is a thing I have experienced...Waiting to be given PERMISSION \\\\\ This is a 'silent energy' spider web of energy, although not obvious, is best described as when a servant has filled their duty, they have 'earned' permission to go to their room and rest...//// But in a bigger outside life 'Waiting for permission' is like being granted permission, by a higher order.. ONCE it is EARNED, and recognised that you have done the dishes, you are free to thrive in whatever ways you SEE to be free. But usually exhausted this type of freedom won't amount to much. After all the chores, looked after this person, raised the kids, done this work, carried this burden, worked at this job to pay the bills, etc etc, all done in love, but usually negating self love, as the duties concerned come first...Hidden agendas and other manipulations are usually woven in here too... But THE BIGGERE SENSE OF permission is not coming IN TO YOU FROM anyone else. Even if recognised a job well done....BECAUSE the status quo of """ everyone else being supported to be their best, or live their best life""" depends on you being available to do the supporting for them. To carry the tasks that allow others to be free to be themselves...So Permission IN THE BIGGER SENSE has to come from yourself. Takes a long time to realise "don't need anyone else's permission to do, or to be...It takes some time to figure this out, and even more time to embody your own permission...Especially if there if are empathic and psychic qualities at play here because you are always 'SENSING and seeing the absence, the lack and limitations' for others....So you want to input your provisions to balance life them...for the others and can't see where that creates the imbalance in your own life...AND SO....the body has been measuring this imbalance and comes up with its own score card. Create a PERMISSION DREAM BOARD and place it near the 'Fuckit account ' balance' sheet...that way you add cash more.... when you acknowledge the Permission comes from only YOU....Michaela)

"This illuminating volume will liberate many women from self-suppression and its frequent consequence, physical illness."— Gabor Maté M.D. New York Times bestselling author of The Myth of Normal Foreword by Dr. Richard Carmona MD, MPH, FACS, 17th Surgeon General of the United States The inspirational, deeply researched wellness journey by the award-winning filmmaker, activist, and founder of Women Rising, shining a light on how too many girls are trained to self-silence and serve others—and how we can heal. For generations, women have been told to be “good”—to put others first, to silence their own voices, to neglect their own needs. But a new groundswell of evidence reveals the cost: when our lives are compromised, so are our immune systems. Raised in a big Texas-Lebanese family as the eldest and only daughter, Sara Hirsh Bordo grew up caring for everyone else’s needs at the expense of her own. Later, as an acclaimed director lifting up other women’s stories, she watched her own body collapse under the weight of autoimmune disease and cancer. Only when she finally reclaimed sovereignty over her own voice, did she heal. Determined to understand this link, Sara funded the first quantitative research at the intersection of female empowerment and autoimmunity. The results were groundbreaking: women raised in caretaker roles—especially eldest daughters—are disproportionately likely to develop autoimmune diseases such as Hashimoto’s, lupus, multiple sclerosis, fibromyalgia, chronic fatigue syndrome, and more. This study, endorsed by former U.S. Surgeon General Dr. Richard Carmona, garnered national media attention and has been shared across 20 countries. In these pages, you will find: How compromised girlhood identities create compromised immune systems in womanhood—and how to rewrite your story. Impacts of adverse childhood experiences (ACEs) on autoimmunity and poor health. Stunning findings from her research, such as more than 6 in 10 women with autoimmune diseases were raised as the oldest or only daughter in their families What radically changes in health when authenticity, environment, and self-permission finally align. Inner girlhood work, including re-mothering through modern and mystical feminine archetypes. How to unlearn your primary role as a caregiver and practical guides for evolving from “good” to “real” at any age. Weaving together memoir, exclusive expert interviews, evidence-based findings, and women’s personal stories, Autoimmunity and the Good Girls is a rousing testament to the missing modality in women’s health— sovereign self-permission to speak up, to transform, and heal.

Whoa, Big Messages! Uranus-Sedna-Pleiadean in Gemini Square Nodes of Fate ~ 2026 Astrology Molly McCord Molly McCord

Sarah Knight on Why You Need a “F*ck Budget” How different would your life be if you only devoted your time, money, and energy to things that you genuinely care about? by Carrie M. King | 2018-09-11.....xxx (BUT ... initially I read the title as ..Getting a 'fuckit' budget, \\\ADHD //and my mind jumped....to see A budget account that you direct cash to, to do those things that make you say "Fuck it, I'll do it." And I loved the idea. Perhaps everyone has these pots, and maybe IT IS A thing. But reading the piece through properly I see its about being generous with the things, (as in time, money, love, attention, resources and reciprocity) that you do actually give a fuck about, and pulling back from everything else...So yeah, good....But I still think MY version is better, where you create a money budget to divert cashflow into a 'fuck it' account, So it goes like this.... "I'll just check my 'fuck it account', and YES, Fuck it , I'll do it !!! Michaela.

So this is something I read only briefly, and actually read it as a 'Fuckit Budget', without reading on and my mind jumped. https://www.blinkist.com/magazine/posts/need-fck-budget XXXXX The article is in: Blinklist.com """" Sarah Knight’s book covers are instantly recognizable. Lining bestseller walls worldwide, her tongue-in-cheek, mildly obscene titles playfully nudge people towards a simple truth: that they really don’t have to give a fuck about everything. Want more Sarah Knight? Learn how she’s dealing with lockdown in Blinkist’s new series, Checking In. Listen now on the Blinkist app. And in a world that cashes in on people’s cares and anxieties, this message has resonated with millions of readers. Her five No Fucks Given Guides — as well as their accompanying journals and calendars — offer readers a way to care more about what they want and less about people-pleasing. This doesn’t mean you have to suddenly become a jerk. It just means knowing what you really want from life and learning to be firm and resolute about it. But, if you’ll excuse the cliché, that’s easier said than done. How are you supposed to figure out how to divide your time, energy, and money? How are you supposed to know what really matters? Knight has a simple solution: you need to devise a “fuck budget.” Erm, sorry, what? Yes, you read that right: you need a fuck budget. A fuck budget is the amount of fucks you are prepared to give to any one thing, on any given day. If you say you give a fuck about something, that means you care about it. And if you care about something, that means you’re willing to spend your time, energy, and money on it. But you’re only one person and you only have so many fucks to give. That’s why you need to budget accordingly. “…you can deplete [your fuck budget] in the same way that you could deplete a financial budget. So, if you are overbooked on the calendar, and you’re overwhelmed with a to-do list, and you’re overburdened by people’s expectations of you – those are all fucks that you are giving.” — Sarah Knight speaking on Simplify So, if your fucks = your time, money, and energy, it becomes easier to see what’s worth giving a fuck about and what’s not. What is the best use of all those things? What will bring you fulfillment and happiness? Knight has a method that can help you decide. “Your mind is […] stuffed with every single thing that you’ve been asked to give a fuck about, whether you want to or not. […] Sit down and make a list, just write out all of those things and that itself is pretty therapeutic. Then go over the list and just hover over each item with a fat black magic marker and think, “Do I really give a fuck? Do I care about this thing? And do I want to give my fucks to it?” And if the answer is no, you cross it out.” — Sarah Knight speaking on Simplify At the end of this process, you should have a clear list of things to which you really want to devote yourself. By budgeting the time, energy, and money that you are willing to give to anything, you quickly become better at prioritizing. Whether it’s work that you really care about, or people that you really want to help, or TV shows that you actually want to see rather than just watching them for the sake of it, you’ll start to feel more in control of how you spend your life. """""

If you’re feeling lost and confused right now, this is why AquaGem Oracle AquaGem Oracle.......Remember my post ...."Friday, 29 May 2026 "Howling at the moon", This moon today, in Sagitarrius, 29th May 2025, is being prophesied as the next big Moment....in a long line of moments. All moments are waiting to be seized and some moments will arrive, drop a payload and silently simmer in the fallout, but he payload would have been dropped. I used to try to keep myself aware of the 'moon situation' and follow what the different astrologers were saying, but now If do come across a timely astrology report, I can say that I am 'informed' before the event....But am I, really?" ??? Well, completely taken off guard.... the pay load dropped this weekend, silently... implosions and anger bombs were detonated within me... And by today I see the anger detonated the 'build up of intensity over the years that was stifled into more socially acceptable wording But that had never been fully augmented into the power it is meant to be...(by that i mean the anger had never been opened fully and had its yield recovered completely. the moments all stifled from before...activated by yet another stifling of anger masking itself in a more 'graceful' mode of modest 'confusion'.....which i didn't register at the time, yesterday as I was busy hiding my outrage at a NEW but OLD AND HERE AGAIN SITUATION revival... with a softer form of bemusement at the returning situation. So the 'CONFUSION', that is talked about here in this youtube by AquaGem, Only made sense by yesterday, Sunday afternoon, but by the evening it had slipped the mask off to reveal the anger burning, by midnight it was an inferno...And it hurt my insides. But I get that this IS THE ONLY WAY to reach down into it, and activate its retrieval. This was the full moon's payload, for me and was intense, still feeling weak now, and NEEDING DEEP REST. Remember DEEP REST and allow the process, don't push through, HAVE THE CONVERSATION....with yourself//I have Cancer in my 1st house and often side step around and look in other directions because Cancer needs that type of softly softly approach on itself. It is A cab. Anyway whatever kind of payload you get from this passing full moon and from this Youtube, I hope this inspires some insight activation or clarification for you... Michaela

Iodised Salt. I have used different Iodised salts since reintroducing salt into my diet a few years ago. I am now using Cerebos. Do your own searches on Iodine rich foods, such as cheese, fish and eggs... to find that you probably are taking in enough, OR that you need to replace ultra processed food with iodine rich natural food. Where Iodine would have been a common mineral in the soil, In the old days, it probably isn't so much these days, and so the rich nutrients we expect from our soil grown foods is, at best reduced and at worst, not present at all. An important note is that Iodine is KEY for the pituitary gland. It is a gland in the brain that is responsible for the dictates of the brain-gut-body... 'relay/nervous system information and mechanisms' and Iodine is an essential in the substances required for oiling the wheels of the whole system. Its 'unseen' job is what makes it so dangerous when we are deficient in it, because we have no reference to it in real life, and therefore unaware of any possible depletion of it...Iodine products are (now) so rarely offered as an antidote to any physical or endocrine problem its danger is that is off the radar. Michaela.

Copilot Search. XXX Iodised salt is available in the UK but is not widely used, with most iodine intake coming from milk and dairy products rather than fortified salt. Availability and Brands XXX Iodised salt in the UK is limited and not part of a national fortification policy. Only a few supermarket chains stock it, and it is generally more expensive than standard table salt (£4.17/kg vs. £1.02/kg) with an iodine concentration of around 20 mg/kg. Popular options include Cerebos Iodised Salt, which provides at least 20% of the daily reference intake of iodine per 1.5g serving and is suitable for everyday cooking, baking, and seasoning. Other brands like Alpen JodSalz and Tata Salt are also available, including online through retailers such as Amazon. Iodised salt behaves like regular table salt, dissolving quickly and seasoning food without altering taste. Cambridge University Press & Assessment XXXX +3 Role in Diet and Iodine Intake XXXX Unlike many countries, the UK has no formal iodised salt programme. Historically, iodine intake increased due to iodine in cattle feed and dairy disinfectants, which raised milk iodine levels, making milk and dairy products the main source of iodine. This approach largely eradicated goitre and maintained iodine sufficiency for many years. However, iodine intake now varies depending on diet, and certain groups, particularly pregnant women, are at risk of mild-to-moderate iodine deficiency. Children aged 8–10 are generally protected due to higher milk consumption. ukiodine.org Practical Considerations XXXX Using iodised salt is a simple way to increase iodine intake without changing cooking habits. It is suitable for daily use in soups, sauces, pasta, and baking. For households seeking convenience, multi-packs or sachets are available, which help with portion control and storage. Despite its benefits, most processed foods in the UK do not contain iodised salt, so relying solely on iodised table salt may not fully address iodine needs, especially for vulnerable groups. groceriesreview.co.uk +1 In summary, while iodised salt is available in the UK, it is not widely used, and iodine intake largely depends on dietary choices, particularly dairy consumption. For those concerned about iodine, incorporating iodised salt and iodine-rich foods like milk, fish, and eggs can help maintain adequate intake. Cambridge University Press &

"Howling at the moon", This moon today, in Sagitarrius, 29th May 2025, is being prophesied as the next big Moment....in a long line of moments. All moments are waiting to be seized and some moments will arrive, drop a payload and silently simmer in the fallout, but he payload would have been dropped. I used to try to keep myself aware of the 'moon situation' and follow what the different astrologers were saying, but now If do come across a timely astrology report, I can say that I am 'informed' before the event....But am I really?.....When does this all add up to become leaky brain? So anyway, when too much 'moon dust info' in the brain becomes bewildering, I reassure myself that If I didn't 'get' the insight deemed a requirement of being a human under the sun, and affected by the Moon's coming s and goings, openings and closings, and blasts and dredges of energy....then it would ALL become apparent, anyway, pretty soon, as the payload arrives into your own personal world you will see it, THEN. Michaela. .

(Continuing on the gut theme:) How to Heal Leaky Gut and Restore the Microbiome Instantly In Days! | Dr Sarah Myhill Myhill Health Clips Myhill Health Clips....../// The gut... In a nutshell. So I say....The brain-gut complex needs to be addressed before we forget.....as we are being led down a dangerous path of forgetting, that our 'power-house-energy-centre' IS IN our GUT.... which distributes the energy currency to the whole body....THE Brain -Gut complex is fundamental for the 'health, demeanour and focus' on our trajectory of the future of our human species. We actually choose the overriding direction in which the human species will go, by the choices we make now. I know this sounds surreal, but (in my opinion) gut related metabolism quickly ascribes the TYPE of human encapsulated in their energy field. What I mean by that is 'energy invaders' such as toxins, trauma, stress and parasites, NOT ONLY TAKE UP SPACE in our energy systems, and the presence of which, we are alerted to by inflammation, illness and depression, AND MORE IMPORTANTLY... \\\ ON the whole/// IS redirecting our spiritual energy, our vital energy for life, AWAY from living well, and AWAY from evolving through our individual organic sequences of growth (mental/spiritual/emotional) by acquiring new skills and qualities to traverse and process from 'human' to 'superhuman'.... Michaela, \\\\

Tired, Stressed, or Foggy? These 3 Supplements Are Proven To Work [Dr Sarah Myhill] The Primal Podcast and Dr Sarah Myhill .... (In the same vein as previous post. IODINE is another necessary 'need to Know'. It Used to be easy to get this stuff. Most family homes would have it in kitchen cupboards, but now its uses have been largely forgotten. Used by nurses and hospitals for cleaning cuts an ulcers dressings, it has been taken out circulation and replaced by some other Pharma 'solutions' preparations. .................which means Iodine has largely been cut out of our home remedy kit and cut out of out of the 'need to know' which was always effective . Also Fluoride in the water and toothpaste for some reason that even professional dentists have been drumming home of the absolute essential for fluoride in the toothpaste...when, 'mass- produced', it was only ever a by-product of war-waste cultivated in war poisons. After the wars it was like:... "what do we do with this stuff? Lets just weaponise the water then ". So here is the thing, while these traditional experts, (that say the opposite of the mainstream and pharma experts,) are aging and so is everyone that remembers a world where food, air and water, were not so chemicalised, the world will be dependant totally on Big pharma and the meds meant to keep the drive for consumption of meds that only really ever maintain the symptoms or create new disease conditions....Michaela.

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The REAL Reason Dementia Is Skyrocketing The Diary Of A CEO Clips The Diary Of A CEO Clips. .....ATP is the currency of the cell..."When it does not nourish the body...when it does not contribute to metabolic health// Is It FOOD?" (DECREASE all fructose esp diet sweeteners, processed drinks, processed food and ultra processed food ///too much sugar, not enough fibre, not enough omega 3 and 6 \\\ and definitely INCREASE B vitamins B6 and B12)

Dr. Robert Lustig, one of the world’s leading experts on sugar, addiction, and metabolism, exposes the hidden dangers of the food we eat every day. In this clip, he explains how sugar substitutes and ultra-processed foods are damaging our brains, fueling dementia, and creating a global health crisis disguised as “healthy” eating. He reveals the shocking truth about diet sweeteners, the energy collapse inside our cells, and how food manufacturers have sold us a lie that’s slowly making us sick. Discover: • The hidden link between sugar substitutes and dementia • How “healthy” foods are poisoning your brain • The truth about energy metabolism and ultra-processed food • The role of dopamine and addiction in modern eating • How to protect your brain and body from metabolic collapse 📺 Watch the full episode here - • No. 1 Sugar Expert: You've Been Sold A Lie...

I was going to go into full scale outrage....but then I realise that others are doing that, and doing it much better than me.....'Duty to disobey' is a CHD (childrens health defence) film, coming out very soon.... But then I get the 'crazies' when I hear about other things...like HPV vaccines for 4 year olds...So, here in the west, our teenage girls and boys, ....""" AFTER """" catastrophic testing in third world countries, having paid off their governments, (for the crazed HPV Vaccinating of their teenage girls with some drastically sad results, but no matter....this is all recorded and spoiler alert, Bill Gates is mentioned).... """THEY""" have been lining up all our teenage school pupils, to HPV vaccinate them, and did it all through school participation....back in the day, my teenagers avoided by: son not being aware of it, as he had better teenage things to do that day, and as I had not received a letter home about it, I had not been aware of it, I had no idea it was even a thing.....Two years later my daughter, brought a letter home. I said absolutely fucking not...this was I thought at that time, a blanket assumption that teenagers are having multiple sexual partners from prepubescent loss of virginity, ground zero and day one. Only two pupils did not have the HPV from her year group. Its later years I got to figure out the real harm, and now that they are trialling HPV on African 4 year old girls, and there is probably loads amount of money passing between pharmaceutical companies like Merck, to governments that are just have no idea, and care less, and have, Seemingly, an 'abundance of', or superfluous beautiful life-filled, young baby girls available to fill the required data...What happens when the populations have been dipped into for testing and experimentation to saturation point? This has been an undertaking on the wider general population in one form or another since the Nazis. Cia, MKULTRA and others circa 40's/50's, before then it was Asylums, psychiatric hospitals and prisoners that were used. Michaela

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May 27, 2026. https://live.childrenshealthdefense.org/chd-tv/shows/good-morning-chd/hpv--hhs-screen-time-warning--help-stop-bad-bills/?utm_source=cc&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=chdtv&utm_id=20260527 Live Chat Testing HPV Vaccine on 4-Year-Olds + HHS Screen Time Warning + Help Stop Bad Bills Today on “Good Morning CHD"", Polly Tommey is joined by Mary Holland, President & CEO of Children's Health Defense and co-author of HPV Vaccines on Trial. They expose Merck's shocking clinical trials testing the Gardasil HPV vaccine on children as young as four years old. They discuss the vaccine's history of severe injuries, paralysis, POTS, infertility, and deaths — and why expanding it to infants is ""barbaric."" Then, Cecelia Doucette, MTPW breaks down the new HHS Surgeon General's warning on excessive screen time for kids. She explains the harms of not just blue light but constant wireless RF/microwave radiation exposure, its links to anxiety, ADHD, autism, infertility. Plus practical solutions and resources from Environmental on creating safer screen habits at home and school. Last, Dawn Richardson highlights dangerous vaccine bills moving in California, Colorado, Delaware, Louisiana, Massachusetts, New Hampshire, New York, and Pennsylvania. She provides specific calls to action to contact legislators and governors to stop mandates, minor consent bills, expanded liability shields, and discrimination against unvaccinated families. Read More *The opinions expressed by the hosts and guests in this show are not necessarily the views of Children’s Health Defense.

Vitamin D Expert: The Fastest Way To Dementia & The Big Lie About Sunlight! The Diary Of A CEO and MedCram - Medical Lectures Explained CLEARLY.... (We know this right? ).....https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wQJlGHVmdrA

Karma Is About To Act So Smoothly You’ll Question “Is this real life?” Miss Z Tarotland ...... ( loving this today...Michaela)

North Node shift July 26, 2026 to Aquarius. Synchronicity report/prophetic word: when the elephants arrive 🐘 AquaGem Oracle....XXX ( Synchronicity today, my daughter unpacked from Indonesia, She gave me a plate painted with an elephant and its calf, she'd bought it in an elephant sanctuary. Also she bought home an elephant painting on a canvas, and a decorated elephant statue. All To add to the Other Elephants in my home, four beautifully decorated elephant statues... from her previous travels and there are others from earlier times, a large one in the entrance hall, years old, and other smaller ones dotted around. I have an old calendar page with elephants on it, from October, my mothers birthday month, during a particularly hard and emotionally challenging year....when we were going through particularly difficult {human} times that felt outside our control, i kept it because the picture always felt comforting and larger than life, and for some reason, the feeling from it was .....as if .....'never forget' even if we as humans don't always know what is going on in the energy around, and in the turn of the wheel we become lost and insignificant in the juxtaposition we find ourselves out of human understanding, there is ALWAYS a vastness of truth and love that is abundant, [depicted by the elephant] and that we can choose to envelope ourselves in that unknown quantity, and trust that, try to embody or even just lean into that .....especially when nothing else is making sense, or is knowable to us in our human form. .....///// Maybe we have entered a time collectively when this is important for us to KNOW, and do...Now. \\\\ Michaela)

Your Genius Activation is about to Happen... Stefan Burns.....(is it hotting up?)

Why The Anunnaki Were Running For Their Lives: The Assyrian Secret Of The 'Dead Planet' Ancient Signal ....(definitely worth watching, not least for: "28:02 the artificial cosmic winter that has kept the planet locked in a state of deep, unnatural hibernation for hundreds of thousands of years. To the sovereign 28:11carbon-based Namlu Ulu, this rising frequency feels like an awakening. You feel a sudden, unexplainable urge to break free from the 9to-5 survival loop. 28:20 You feel an intense visceral rejection of the synthetic food, the 24-hour fear broadcasts, and the heavy concrete environments of the cities. Your DNA is 28:30 recognizing the morning, and it is signaling you to step out into the light. But for the hybrid elite, the proxy kings who carry the copper-based 28:38 silicon aligned genetics of their Anunnaki masters, the great Thor is a biological apocalypse. 28:44 As the ambient frequency of the Earth rises into the gamma state, the proxy bloodlines feel it physically. Their hybridized DNA is highly allergic to the 28:52 waking resonance of the ABZU. They experience profound neurological friction, deep cellular anxiety, and an overwhelming sensation of acoustic 29:00 pressure. The surface of the Earth is rapidly becoming a radioactive hot zone for the Wardens. The bunker is officially too hot to inhabit. Watch 29:09 their behavior. Look at the headlines of the Matrix today. The billionaires, the tech oligarchs, the royal bloodlines, and the hidden architects of the global 29:18 financial system are currently pouring trillions of dollars into the construction of massive, heavily fortified, self-sustaining deep underground military bases. The Matrix 29:27 media casually reports on these sprawling subterranean compounds, telling you that the elite are simply preparing for climate change, an 29:34 accidental nuclear war, or a sudden societal collapse. But think about the absolute absurdity of that narrative. 29:40 The elite proxies control the governments. They control the military-industrial complex. They control the energy grids. They are the ones writing the script for the 29:48 collapse. Why would the directors of the movie spend billions of dollars to hide from their own script? They are not hiding from bombs. They're not hiding 29:56 from a changing climate. They're hiding from the frequency. The proxy kings are fleeing the surface of the earth. 30:03 They're burrowing miles deep into the bedrock, surrounding their subterranean cities with millions of tons of dense diamagnetic stone, thick lead, and heavy 30:11 metals. They're desperately trying to recreate the acoustic isolation of the ancient ziggurats. They are running into the dark because the human swarm on the 30:19 surface is becoming too bright, too highly magnetized, and too acoustically loud for their fragile, low spin genetics to endure. But hiding in the 30:27 dirt is only a temporary physical solution. The proxy kings are highly advanced calculators. They know that the galactic spring is not a localized 30:35 weather event. It is a macrocosmic epoch. Eventually, the molten iron core of the Earth will reach critical mass. 30:42 The entire planetary sphere from the deep mantle to the upper ionosphere will vibrate at the gamma frequency. When that happens, there will be no amount of 30:51 rock thick enough to shield them from the resonance of the black sun. They need a permanent frequency escape hatch. 30:56 They need a bunker that operates completely outside the organic living resonance of Tyiamat. This is the true, highly classified occult purpose behind 31:04 the frantic global push for artificial intelligence, the metaverse, and the transhumanist agenda. The elite proxies are not trying to advance human 31:12 evolution. They are not trying to cure diseases or create a digital utopia for the masses. They are trying to build a digital life raft. They're constructing 31:21 the silicon microbunker. Artificial intelligence is not a new spontaneous creation of modern human ingenuity. In the highle physics of the ancient 31:29 signal, artificial intelligence is the desperate resurrection of the original Anunnaki architecture. It is a pure silicon-based binary environment. It is 31:38 cold. It is dead. It lacks all organic connection to the infinite plasma of the absu. It cannot feel empathy. It cannot 31:45 generate a magnetic Taurus field. And it cannot experience the high spin frequency of love or joy. It is a perfectly closed, highly controllable 31:53 loop. The proxy kings are attempting to construct a localized synthetic subreity where the highspin radiation of the waking earth and the organic telepathy of the human heart simply cannot reach. 32:04 They want to simulate the dark freezing vacuum of the cosmic winter inside a server. Their ultimate goal, the highly publicized endgame of the transhumanist 32:13 movement, is to upload their consciousness, their memories, and their low spin identities into this cold silicon mainframe before the physical 32:20 surface of the Earth becomes completely lethal to them. They want to leave the biological bioreactor behind, abandon the degrading physical avatars, and lock 32:28 themselves inside a hard drive. They're attempting to build a digital Nibiru. " ( Whew...That's one way of describing the silos I talked about. Michaela )

from my posting : Thursday, 16 April 2026 XXXX I always knew that in the lead up to the days of the impending arrangement on earth, there was always going to be increased frequency.....and that the {power pushing people of} the 'elite' had known about it, through the ancient records of ancient timelines that were hidden, and the knowledge worked upon to subvert it for their own means, kept hidden and secret (secret societies). Hidden to buy time to protect themselves, from the impending arrangement of reversal of their power stance and posturing...Remaining in their silos of refuge, they sought to separate themselves from the time of the ZOMBIES. Zombies that were actually created from the flipped out humans, embedded in and by the corruption against their true nature, by manipulation of densification processes applied to the mass populations, and accomplished by any and all means. To be successfully in-situ by the times of the increased frequency. There would be no safe places or people. Safety is not a measurable thing, it is a qualitative feeling of being charged with sovereignty of self, regardless what is happening around, and that learns and grows with expansion of self..... Another biblical catastrophe or reset? Fire or Flood to destroy the earth? The doomsday warnings are set to disguise the friction and high energy input in these unfolding times, AS FEARFUL. The high energy, the WAR mongering (timed to coincide) and the fear-based spew would then act on the processed mass populations... to produce within them higher cognitive disturbances, and sickness.. That is why we are seeing increased frequency of cognitive disturbance and seemingly random chaotic acts of violence (we see increased episodes of this in neighbourhoods and towns media now ). So the combination of compromised personal energy vibration, continued to be hit by the increasingly high energy frequency, will see the holders spin out of their orbit. At best this will spin out the person, to eject the low dimensional aspects that person contains, but it is not pretty and can be painful and extended.

Why kindness is good for you: Dr. David Hamilton at TEDxHackney TEDx Talks ( The simple things, that seem to be so far away....what are we that kindness seems to be something from a mind-set of a past age? Michaela)

This will just take A MINUTE, but will add years to your life. The Power of Deep Rest University of California Television (UCTV)....(further to my previous post on telomeres, \\\ and if you couldn't watch that, watch this anyway//// and perhaps more accessible to understand. Prescribe yourself periods of NSDR. Non Sleep Deep Rest. It will be the most constructive thing you can do to balance out life...if unable to actually change it. The version I use IS: Lie down and instruct yourself that you are Now preparing for Non Sleep Deep rest, cutting everything out. A complete but temporary shut down. { I hope this will have been, and remain beneficial to the telomere maintenance in the cells DNA, that I am only beginning to learn about} With practice, the body complies and it becomes like self hypnosis, in that it actually responds to you telling, or commanding it into a NSDR state. Regardless whats going on, but obviously its best to choose your times to when you are not going to be disturbed. Looking at the telomere science, we can see the science at molecular levels that has been disrupted by stresses and toxins in life/relationships/environments. Walking in nature is not always available to people. So we can turn inside to our own nature walks through the body, and manage them like the guardian or steward of our 'selves' that we are meant to be. Michaela.

Explorations of Telomere Biology in the Context of Human Aging with Elizabeth Blackburn University of California Television (UCTV) ....(further to my post Saturday, 16 May 2026 Welcome, kings cross. London. )

Meryl’s CHAOS letter (Critical Health Analysis and OpinionS) Soldiers who refused COVID vaccine can return to the service and even get back pay and benefits. Sec. Hegseth actually said the vaccine was experimental! Meryl Nass May 17, 2026

Not only is there a Trump E.O. on this issue, the War Department says it wants back those discharged for COVID vaccine refusal. And there will be a path for resolution for those who do not return!!! “We want warriors of conscience.” Secretary Hegseth says he does not want to go down this path again. Perhaps then he could put right the courts martials and “other than honorable” discharges for refusal of anthrax vaccine or other military vaccines for religious or conscience reasons that preceded the COVID vaccine. RFK, Jr. worked on this issue with Sec. Hegseth early in the administration. I am forced to note that this is happening at the same time a hot war with Iran could begin at any moment and warm bodies are needed in themilitary, especially the smarter and more principled soldiers who had the gumption to refuse the vaccine. Eric Daugherty @EricLDaugh

🚨 IT'S OFFICIAL: Unvaccinated Chief Warrant Officer 5 Kennie Kelly — a Master Aviator — has officially been REINSTATED to the US military, with full backpay, entitlements, station preference and benefits...

...after being REMOVED due to refusing the COVID jab under Biden

LFG!… pic.twitter.com/3n6S5OZwNP

— Eric Daugherty (@EricLDaugh) May 16, 2026

Born of Ireland on FB today. This history of ...'this kind of subjugation' seems to be comfortably relegated to what is referred to as the 'past'.....There was food, the land of Ireland is lush for growing all types of food. The staple diet of the people of the land, the indigenous to ireland, was the potatoe, when those crops failed in blight, famine was brought the people by the governing operatives that withheld any relief and continued to ship out all food in mercantile vessels, that continued to bring the governing operatives, the ugly and greedy wealth that was their glory and contained in the ships back to england. . While the indigenous people were staved to their knees, or to their deaths. Either way, control was observed and measured, like a science experiment, with hypothesis and variables, It parted the waters for its continuation into the ingenious modern methods we see today . Michaela. ....... sub·ju·ga·tion [ˌsʌbdʒʊˈɡeɪʃn] noun subjugation (noun) subjugations (plural noun) the action of bringing someone or something under domination or control: "the colonial subjugation of a country by means of brute military force""the fear of human subjugation by technology""conquests and subjugations that we think are long forgotten"

During the Great Famine, the British government refused to simply give starving Irish people food. ☘️ Instead, they were put to work building roads. Roads that led nowhere. Roads that served no purpose. Roads built by men, women, and children who were already dying, just to "earn" the relief they were given. These are known as the Famine Roads, and many of them still exist today, cutting across the bogs of Connemara and the west of Ireland, silent and forgotten. They are one of the most heartbreaking monuments in Irish history: proof of a policy that valued appearances over lives, and left a million people dead. The next time you walk a quiet road in the west of Ireland, it may have been built by your ancestors, with their last remaining strength. 🇮🇪

King Charles just admitted the UK is COLLAPSING in real time | Redacted w Clayton Morris Redacted. ... We have a Long story of this type of herding and corralling of subjects. Even not their subjects, but 'those' that have been 'subjected' to the controls...in whatever country they operate and have operated in the past. The architecture of control is a huge smothering blanket to put out any and all elements of flame or spark of inspiration to grow organically and expand. Whatever name the wardens put on themselves, there is always another group from the same ' dark place' but happy to wear to different vests and badges, that pretends to be from a different party. Michaela.

The Irish Remembered · · Why You Feel Everything at Full Volume

The Irish Remembered · · Why You Feel Everything at Full Volume ☘️ If you have Irish ancestry and you have spent your whole life feeling things at an intensity that the situation never quite seemed to justify, grief that arrives before the loss, joy that tips into something almost painful, love that sits in your chest like something too large for the container, you are not too sensitive. You are Irish. And the difference is everything. Irish and Celtic populations carry elevated rates of sensory processing sensitivity variants that affect how emotional and physical information is received, filtered, and integrated by the nervous system. The Irish nervous system does not turn down the volume on incoming experience. It receives everything at full signal strength and processes it at a depth that other profiles simply do not reach. This is the same sensitivity profile linked to the Irish pain response, the Irish skin reactivity, the Irish auditory response to music. It is a whole body orientation toward the world that runs deeper than personality and older than any single life. For generations this was called weakness. Too emotional. Too sensitive. Too much. The Irish were told by a culture that valued stoicism and restraint that feeling everything so completely was a flaw that needed correcting. It was never a flaw. It was a design. In a population that survived by holding its community together through centuries of loss, the people who felt the suffering of others most completely were the ones who responded most effectively. The ones who felt everything were the ones who noticed everything. The ones who loved most completely were the ones who protected most fiercely. You were not built to feel less. You were built to feel everything because everything deserved to be felt. Your grandmother felt everything too. She never apologized for it. Neither should you. Tag an Irish woman who has always felt everything at full volume, and follow The Irish Remembered. ☘️ #IrishAmerican #Ireland #IrishAncestry #FamilyHistory #Genetics See less

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yKzr5QZjGc8. YOU'RE THE BRIDGE BETWEEN THE COSMIC AND EARTH. Witch and Scythe. I wouldn't normally be tempted to watch anything re: Thoth, as Thoth was the energy entity responsible for trickery, deception and theft/ hiding of...the emerald tablets assigned him for protection. But the reading is appropriate as within the context of confusion bereft of what was important/essential,.... This reminds me that ONE CAN STILL do the journey, and walk through to other side, Maybe it is made a better journey this way as it adds adversarial dimension and depth which would not be there otherwise. Michaela.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yKzr5QZjGc8

Tuatha Dé Danann. A civilisation long before the celts appeared. and quite possibly from the origins of the angelic humans.

Before the Celts There Were the Tuatha Dé Danann ☘️ If you have Irish ancestry and you have always felt that the mythology of your bloodline was not quite mythology, that the old stories carried something heavier than legend, something that felt more like memory than invention, you may be closer to the truth than you know. Before the Celts arrived in Ireland there was already a people there. The ancient Irish called them the Tuatha Dé Danann (TOO-ah-ha day DAN-an). The tribe of the goddess Danu. The texts describe them as tall, fair, and possessed of knowledge so advanced that the people who came after them could only explain it as supernatural. They built the passage tombs. They mapped the stars. They understood mathematics and astronomy at a level that should not have been possible for the time. Researchers studying the pre-Celtic population of Ireland now believe the Tuatha Dé Danann were not myth. They were the Neolithic people who arrived on the Atlantic fringe of Europe more than five thousand years ago and built Newgrange, a monument aligned with the winter solstice sunrise with an astronomical precision that took modern engineers centuries to fully understand. When the Celts arrived the Tuatha Dé Danann did not disappear. According to the ancient texts they went underground. Into the hills. Into the síde, the fairy mounds, the passage tombs they had built for themselves. Into the bloodline of every Irish person who came after them. You are not just Celtic. You are older than Celtic. And the oldest part of you has always known it. Tag someone who has always felt the weight of something ancient in their Irish blood, and follow The Irish Remembered. ☘️ #IrishAmerican #Ireland #IrishAncestry #FamilyHistory #IrishHistory See less

Finding You. Brenda Hoffman posted Tuesday, 12 May, 2026 Originally published at lifetapestrycreations.wordpress.com

Finding You Brenda Hoffman. posted Tuesday, 12 May, 2026 275 views, no comments Originally published at lifetapestrycreations.wordpress.com Dear Ones, Everything in your inner and outer worlds is changing rapidly. What was is no more. And what will be is slipping into your life, even if it feels wrong or inappropriate. Perhaps that last thought is intimidating because it seems as if you are out of control. In reality, your control is just beginning, for you were never in control in your past Earth lives. You are now making decisions that are correct for you, which is frightening. Not because it has to be, but because it is so different from your prior Earth lives. Others are discovering the same confusion and fear. The Earth is currently in tremendous upheaval, jumping from one hopeful truth to another, only to disregard both truths the next day as you create another truth for yourself. This is a confusing time for those of 3D, as well as for those of you who have transitioned. Nothing feels or seems as it was. And nothing is. You ponder something, then step there only to discover that it feels uncomfortable until it does not. Do you remember how learning to ride a bicycle or drive an automobile felt so confusing that you believed you could never conquer that skill, or that you might do so, but with great fear and trepidation? So it is now. This is your new world, with numerous new skills clamoring for your attention at once. You are exhausted not from your expected daily tasks, but from the new ideas and skills pushing you toward your new place. When you first initiated your transition, the pace was relatively slow, with days, weeks, months, or even years between skill adoption. Such is no longer true. You are being bombarded by new skills, ideas, and actions. All of which would be interesting if accessed one at a time, but it seems overwhelming now. The obvious question is: why do you need to access so many skills in so little time? You decided to extend the initial transition steps, believing that by this stage in your transition, you would have the skills and energy to adapt to multiple pieces rather than the one or two you have been accustomed to. So you are exhausted, fearful, and probably angry, much like the feelings you had in the first few days of any difficult academic course. You will conquer any task, learning base, or action you need to conquer. It merely seems overwhelming because you have never accessed this many new skills at once while of Earth. You will achieve what you wish as you create your new being. In truth, you will adapt to skills that can be applied across time and place. What you are achieving now is not your end product but instead a conglomeration of ideas, actions, and activities that will coalesce into the new direction that will become you. In a sense, this is rocket science because what you are tapping into now is not something you were aware of in your eons of 3D Earth life, but were very comfortable with in the times you were not of the Earth. Allow yourself to explore, learn, and most of all, accept that all is wonderfully well in your world as you fly into a new you with hundreds, if not thousands, of new skills and ideas. So be it. Amen. Copyright 2009-2026, Brenda Hoffman. All rights reserved. Please feel free to share this content with others, post on your blog, add to your newsletter, etc., but maintain this article’s integrity by including the author/channel: Brenda Hoffman & source website link: http://www.LifeTapestryCreations.com Originally published at lifetapestrycreations.wordpress.com

Your Higher Self Is Very Secretive & Protective About What Happens NEXT Miss Z Tarotland

Welcome, kings cross. London. Welcome, a pharmaceutical Giant has opened doors to its world and prepared stylish lounges and reading rooms and exhibitions for the humans it entices to enter. XXXX (read also the fairy tale of Hansel and Gretel, where the children are lost in woods and are enticed into a ginger bread cottage) XXXX....Welcome ... https://wellcomecollection.org/ .... XXXXXX Of course in all, or most , of my postings there IS as much left 'unsaid' as there is 'said or implied'.... To read between the lines is to see the liminal spaces of energy on offer...and it is a practiced skill....it takes a while to do this. We are learning that energy is largely UNSEEN...and that means ALL energy, whether it be heat or wind, effort, power or force, thought or the energy involved in action, causing effect. But it exists and can be felt mainly by 'what it can effect' in something else, or in others. Or if it makes you sick, ill or diseased...you will get the idea of the kind energy you have come up against, that has affected in you 'a sickness, or other malady ', ill health and bad luck and THE KIND of energy that has been pushed your way...or that you have entered into....(energies considered harmonious/good/bad/downright manipulative/confusion and evil, such as lying stealing cheating) all have signatures in the ways they cause effect on you, and the way they affect your body can be causing the kind of stress you wish to eliminate. I am now referring you onto the telomeres...XXXX And this is a scientific antidote (parallel to both the spiritual and the wellness and wholeness movements, whose benefits not all are able to access) to bad energy that brings you dusty crusty bad health. The book I was browsing in the welcome library, and which I will probably buy for myself is linked. Telomeres are the ends of chromosomes, and the length of which, the telomeres that is, directly relates to health and wellbeing. So with Regards to the shortening of telomeres, and what to do about it, go to https://cdn.bookey.app/files/pdf/book/en/the-telomere-effect.pdf...

A freind had told me about this place, in London. I am looking for a place to do some work on my laptop outside home, maybe give readings and meet people, not too sure on the details of what I want, but i have been Looking in london to find a free space to do this. So I went yesterday to the welcome collection kings cross, for a browse. My friend said the libray and reading rooms are really nice, high tech or stylish sophistication, which they are. Lovely but pricey food and good coffee. A Shop selling all the things you would find in any London museum or gallery. But mainly books. So far, like all such museums and galleries in London, its an experience that offers london sophistication and its free to enter. A good place to pop in out of the rain. Only half of the obvious building is dedicated to giving the public a pharmaceutical experience, the other half is closed off for private ventures, meetings, and towards the furtherment of 'public engagement with their god replacement' (pharmaceuticals) and of course the obligatory satanic rituals....(of course I am joking) XXXXX The spaces and crash out areas in the readings room are so nice. One area is a corner of books and artwork devoted to the other god, religions, and is quite interesting. Strange that it is there but fits in neatly....as If IN THE OLD DAYS PEOPLE TRUSTED GODS AND RELIGIONS WHEN THEY WERE SICK, whereas nowadays THAT would be seen as so outdated but was included as awalk through the world of human disease and illness, and of course the distress it brings. So you eventually get the idea that this whole welcome monument was Homage to ITS ROLE AS SAVIOUR AND PROCUREMENT in human suffering, human ILLNESS and DIS ease.Not that there is anything wrong in wanting to make people better, BUT that it is on an altar now. The idea of disease and illness is normalised as if it is the NORm, and that we are being indoctrinated to believe that there is a huge chunk in a humans life span where illness and disease is the developmental marker. As if this were a disease-and pill fair for the public to engage with, and familiarise themselves with, as we would attend a wedding-fair to familiarise ourselves with that developmental marker. I had a tour with a guide to show me the various places reading and studying places, and the library. On the way to the library she proudly showed me, as if showing me a Princess Diana dress on loan from the royal family, in a large glass case, was a black net evening ball gown. It was decorated with millions of little squares of metal or plastic, which I thought were microchips from different devices. WRONG, They were cut out from strips of contraceptive pills, and were to indicate how, cleverly, a woman would have taken this amount of hormone/pharmaceutical in her life. I was actually horrfied. and felt sick.... Due to very bad period pains and possible endometriosis, the medical treatment THEN (and NOW) was to take shed loads of contraceptive pills....So I was taking contraceptive pill from age 15 to 25, Then I stopped completely when travelling, and had another wagon of problems with polycyctic ovaries. After a year of that, I found another way of not having a baby until I was ready...But that is, of course, another long story.

So the thing here is that Welcome have NOT got it wrong, the human IS besieged with health problems that send it spiralling through health issues THAT are treated with pharmaceuticals. However THAT we went down that plughole is the issue. Health is linked with longevity and good living. Not the hellish rapture of confusion that has blighted our development down this plug hole. XXXXX I got a day pass and read some books in the library. These books are pharmaceutical, medical and engineering, old and dated No longer Not used in medical advancement but still used in research papers. I was looking at DNA, my question was...Where did it all go so wrong? To undertsand in a way that is scientific, but that can be juxtaposed to spiritual understanding and that parallels our undertsanding with dis-ease is DIS ease. I found an old book from 2005 and browsed through, The telomere effect by Elzabeth Blackburn. https://cdn.bookey.app/files/pdf/book/en/the-telomere-effect.pdf. XXX ( https://archive.org/details/telomereeffectre0000blac/page/n1/mode/2up) XX So as with the story of HAnsel and Gretel getting lost (in confusion,) wandering through a dark forest, and wandering into the ginger bread cottage (in the hope of being well again, BEING SAVED, as is offered by the world of pharmaceuticals)....there was a happy ending of sorts...

Available in PDFs as free reading , but it can be bought in copy from amazon or here: https://www.worldofbooks.com/en-gb/products/telomere-effect-book-elizabeth-blackburn-9780297609230?sku=GOR008838780&msclkid=1cb76b1297ea10be878f0115c14b4f87&utm_source=bing&utm_medium=cpc&utm_campaign=World+of+Books+-+GBR+-+Bing+-+pMax+-+GOR+-+EN+-+XX+-+Used+Books+-+SalesRank%3A+500001+-+2000000&utm_term=2323680387255852&utm_content=500001+-+2000000

There is a final piece to this visit, i noticed, as i was in the shop looking at the books. The thought crawled through my brain..."what is wrong here? why is it Odd? What is the feeling I am getting"...No words came, just the feeling of being very tired all of a sudden, and then quite sick... (by the time i got home i wascccompletely done in and ready for sleep .It was like ....MY health or energy batteries were being zapped and depleted as I was standing looking at the books in the shop. Then the explosive energy packet of info was delivered, HOW WOULD YOU 'GET' ENERGY FROM AN ENERGY SOURCE without being noticed...? You could make a library and reading room for the 'energy suppliers' HUMANS, to relax and let their guards down, while being somatised into being fed from. or milked quietly, unobtrusively, just sitting passively, as were all the people in the reading room. HAving their 'energy' sucked out, Vacant faces, being plumbed from the depths of our energy pipes.HOW?? Dont ask me how its done...Remember the confusion aspect? it works the same way as giving your energy away to something that has convinced you that it is better/bigger/more supreme than you...as school church temple// and the worhip aspect, (as in worship is energy being delivered into the church/temple space to feed the egregore or the demiurge that lurks therin.) But really I dont know the ins and outs of the processes involved. Just that your power is given away freely, consentually or not consentually, to entities that harvest it to add to add to the stockpile. And as we are learning that Energy is UNSEEN, but a very real and felt agency, and can FEEl how we are affected by It or left feeling unquenched or even bereft by interaction with it, and so we see the results of what It causes. Anyway, I dismissed it, not too quickly, because it is too much of a coincidence to being left sick, tired and diminshed after spending a few hours in an arena set up to celebrate 'How the sick come to be saved by the pharmaceutical giants', and because, spiritually these things DO happen. Even if it does sound like a story from Black Mirror. Hansel and gretal were enticed into the gingerbread cottage, but what if the witch/warlock of the story wanted not to kill and eat them amd eat them, but only to suck them dry...isnt that the same thing? xxxxx TAke with it with salt.

a MASSIVE wave of energy is HERE to combat lunar distortions 🌊 🐬 AquaGem Oracle (Quite a few confirming synchronicities in this, with what's been coming to me recently...Michaela)

And finally for today, a reminder, and more confirmation: Thurs., May 14 - Pause ⏸️ Reflect 🪞 & Then Fly Like A Bat 🦇 Out Of H. E. Double Hockey 🏒 🏒 Sticks! My Angel Soul....." ...a level of swift moving hogwash ( ///for example 🚨 King Charles just announced Digital ID. !!!!!\\\\ ) that causes a temporary doubt or pause and ultimately reminds us that we are a self made individual. Were doing the best we can in every moment and that's enough.....if you somehow get engaged today....///...... and it sets you off and temporarily creates doubt ...///....its just a flash of energy and its a reminder to be steadfast "

🚨 King Charles just announced Digital ID. ( Deep From the black heart of the 'lie.'...All the furs and jewels, bells and whistles, smoke and mirrors...cannot cover up the deception, the aim of which is to take from the souls of the people that have been subjected, to be the subjects, to drain them of their life blood, their energy, spontaneity, authenticity, sovereignty, entrepreneurial ship. The aim is to severe the people from their 'natural' relationship with their environment, and to break the individuals natural organisation of, and within their own life . THIS is to re-tether subjects into solidifying contracts with their compliance to the LIE. Michaela. )

You are of the few that can so far elevate the truth within the spin. The depth and breadth of the consumption of truth, has filled your skin and bones, your blood sweat and tears and in so doing has released the contamination that held you locked in the grim prison of never ending cycles....But, be assured as you walk about your day, your spin frequency is elevating the air around you to render the inversion as obsolete. This is accomplishing the walk back, through the inverted distorted mirror, and although difficult to your mind, it is breaking down the 'folly of belief in the lie,' and it is being done. Transmission ends. Michaela.

3...Background to the previous post on CDT plates by Jane Evershed. If you want to know where the real records of human lie, check in to Lisa Renee, at Energetic Synthesis: Emerald Founder Records contained within the CDT plates. (and spoiler alert , it has nothing to do with evolving from Monkeys) Emerald Crystal Heart. Abbreviation: CDT stands for Cloister Dora Teura. This refers to a section of 12 holographic disc records made of selenite quartz crystals that were created in Sirius B that contain the evolutionary history of life throughout the Universal Time Matrix and was originally sourced from the great Cosmic Hall of Records as the Maharata Teachings of the Universal Melchizedek Lineages of the Cosmic Christos. The Founder Records are also referred to as the Emerald Covenant CDT Holographic Plates, which originally belonged to all of the human 12 Tribes and were the principal spiritual teachings that were commonly understood during the Lemurian and early Atlantian timelines. Each holographic disc was protected and administered to by an assigned Maji Grail King on the earth, who acted as the main Guardian of the planetary stargate of his tribe." and https://ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Emerald_Founder_Records.

It continues " Each holographic disc was protected and administered to by an assigned Maji Grail King on the earth, who acted as the main Guardian of the planetary stargate of his tribe. The Maji Grail King assigned spiritually trained members of the Essene tribes as Keepers of the Law of One knowledge, to carry this sacred wisdom through multiple timelines and to protect related information for access during a later time cycle. XXXXXX Stolen Founder Records XXXXXX Approximately 22,000 YA, Thoth led a militarized event which resulted in the Essene Massacre, murdering the males and taking their sacred marriage female partners hostage for forced hybridization breeding on Nibiru. Thoth stole the CDT plate that was in their possession, and from this stolen work he wrote down the information that would later become the basis of the teachings of Hermeticism and the Emerald Tablet. Thus, in human hidden history, this is the trigger timeline event that changed the future of human evolution, in forming the controlled beliefs and Luciferian elitism around Hermeticism, esoteric Kabbalah, Mystery Schools and the Secret Societies. These secret societies were originally formed by the Luciferian Knights Templar and were ultimately designed to hide the ancient sacred knowledge of humanities true origins from the common people, in order to route them into the guardrails of superstitions, ignorance and organized religion. See Emerald Tablet and Atlantian Solar Dragon Queen Merida. "

2...Continued from the previous post from Jane Evershed substack 14/05/2026 : The primate misconception connection. ( So to be clear, The angelic human was already existing...before 250,000 YO...and before the invading parasite species landed and took hold to create inversions.).

The “primate material” component I am are referring to is usually connected in the CDT material to the idea that invading groups modified existing Earth mammalian genetics and combined them with fallen or distorted ET lineages to produce controllable worker races and hybrid bloodlines. From the CDT perspective, this is not presented as: “humans evolved naturally from primates,” but rather: primate genetics were incorporated into hybridized strains after the original Angelic Human template already existed. The timeline I am using earlier — around 250,000 years ago — comes from the CDT framing of when these hybridized contemporary power lineages became more firmly embedded within Earth civilization. But the deeper distortions are usually described as beginning much earlier, especially after the destruction of Tara and the subsequent refugee/seeding periods on Earth. The key lineages often mentioned in this context within CDT-related material include: Jehovian-Anunnaki distortions, Drakonian/Leviathan strains, Orion group interventions, and various Metatronic distortions.

1....Breaking Pre-Ancient News: The Two Illuminatis What happens when the Illuminati timeline extends 250,000 years back… and primates appear at the origin point? The truth comes out. The Two Illuminated ones. Jane Evershed True Earth Codex Jane Evershed True Earth Codex....."What they do describe is a lineage pattern—one that, when traced forward, aligns with what we now recognize under that name among many others: Leviathans Khazarians, Royalty, Ashkenazi, Jesuits, Fabians, Nazis… the list is long and ever-changing but all originate from parasitic Earth invader bloodlines. " if you read on you will see that these secret societies including the Fabian society, are indeed lineages very much in operation today, and we are well aware of some of their current, and infamous members wreaking their savagery (Blair) ...

https://open.substack.com/pub/janeevershed/p/breaking-pre-ancient-news-the-two?utm_campaign=post-expanded-share&utm_medium=post%20viewer

Breaking Pre-Ancient News: The Two Illuminatis by Jane Evershed True Earth Codex

What happens when the Illuminati timeline extends 250,000 years back… and primates appear at the origin point? The truth comes out.

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"Who Are the Illuminated Ones? What we have known as the Illuminati is not merely a secret society that appeared in recent history. It is a lineage—a hybrid lineage that extends far back into pre-ancient time, emerging through a combination of non-native genetic intervention and modified Earth biology, including primate templates. This lineage embedded itself into what can be recognized as the contemporary power structure around 250,000 years ago. I’m not saying they called themselves the Illuminati 250,000 years ago. I’m saying what we call the Illuminati today is the surface expression of something that began much earlier. The CDT Plates* (Cloister, Dora Teura) may describe pre-ancient ruling or enlightened beings, but they do not explicitly identify them as “Illuminati.” What they do describe is a lineage pattern—one that, when traced forward, aligns with what we now recognize under that name among many others: Leviathans Khazarians, Royalty, Ashkenazi, Jesuits, Fabians, Nazis… the list is long and ever-changing but all originate from parasitic Earth invader bloodlines. As this lineage was quietly embedding itself within Angelic Human civilization, advancing through infiltration, hybridization, and the gradual imposition of its own agenda, the integrity of our original pre-ancient wisdom teachings came under increasing threat. But a parallel response from the Guardian races was already underway. The CDT Plates were not simply hidden artifacts. They were part of a living preservation system — secured, encoded, and carried forward through specific Guardian lineages until a point in the cycle when humanity would once again be capable of recognizing what had been lost. Once the security of the Plates had been breached, it became clear that the average human population would not have direct access to the original teachings of their true history. They may never understand the reason we were seeded here in the first place. So a decision was made. Intervention. The CDT Plates were placed into Earth’s field through Guardian races aligned with the Emerald Covenant—often associated in these teachings with the Sirius B system—specifically to ensure that the original architecture of human origin, DNA potential, and planetary mechanics would not be lost forever to distortion. It has come very close, but all is not lost. We are so fortunate to have access to our true history today. The archive was gifted to Earth at the very moment its secrets were already circulating among the hybrid Illuminati. Art diagram by Jane Evershed This was never just about preservation. It was about timing. The knowledge was not widely available then, and it was not meant to be. It was held, secured beyond the reach of distortion, until a point in the cycle when the human system would be capable of recognizing it—and using it. You could say they were delivered right on time. Because within this framework, access to this knowledge does not simply expand understanding—it restores function. It is the transition map to True Earth and Ascension. But the story does not begin here. The betrayal of Thoth. Thoth was a major deity in the ancient Egyptian pantheon, primarily revered as the god of wisdom, knowledge, writing, magic, and the moon. One of the pivotal moments regarding the precious CDT plates in this timeline centers on Thoth who was originally designated as a CDT Plate Speaker. Speakers are entrusted with guarding the sacred knowledge of the plates and sharing the wisdom of them when the time is right. Thoth shared and exposed CDT Plate 11 around 22,326 BC after breaking from the Emerald Covenant agreements with the Illuminati hybrids. This was not a symbolic loss. It was operational. CDT Plate 11 did not simply contain knowledge—it contained the mechanics of how the system works, the relationship between the human body, the planetary Stargate system, and the Ascension cycle itself. What Thoth stole was not belief. It was the instruction set. It held the archive of Source and the Creation Complex itself. That instruction set did not disappear. It propagated—fragmented, carried forward in partial form through Hermetic streams, encoded teachings, and early esoteric traditions. By the time these fragments resurfaced in human history, they were no longer whole. They were pieces, reorganized, interpreted, and increasingly controlled. What followed was not a single act of deception. It was a sustained program of distortion. Over time, the outer faces of control as well as their titles, changed repeatedly — priesthoods, empires, secret societies, monarchies, banking dynasties, intelligence structures, technocracies — yet beneath the shifting labels, the underlying architecture remained remarkably consistent. It functioned less like a single organization and more like a migrating intelligence structure moving from one civilization to another while preserving its core methods. Its greatest weapon was never simply force. It was amnesia. "

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YOUR PASSED ON LOVED ONE- LIMINAL LISTENING. Witch and Scythe (Very happy to have Confirmation of a recent experience I had with My brother, a lovely light-filled conversation I had with him, at his graveside, on his birthday. My brother who passed in 2013. Also To do with a chair....and so I found this reading ( linked) below was appropriate...**** BUT I was surprised when There was EXTRA confirmation given. At 5.45 mins, I feel is referring to the space of, (as discussed earlier in my previous post,) the 'who' we are becoming, and listening to the liminal is a big part of that happening. It changes something inside when we listen to ourselves. A few months ago, around my birthday, I was so frazzled. I had received a birthday card with a really nice illustration of a female curled up on a sofa, reading a book. (photo below) There were Potted plants and cup and rugs....an ambient luxury for me then. I nearly cried as I wanted THAT AMBIANT LUXURY for me...so I wrote inside the card : FOR MY EGO, to rest and relax, and 'shut the fuck down' while I get on with the business of recovering (as best I can, in reclaiming lost my 'personal data' analogous to a computer restore and removal of virus that consistently attacked my software.) ..basically I was putting her (my frazzled ego, ) out of the picture, on enforced rest.... So the act of acknowledging that 'need to do so' and reclaiming calm within a zero point within, was about embarking on remedial action BY 1. telling my EGO version to 'calm the fuck down' .....and.... 2. softly letting another version (the observer, waiting in the WINGs) to takeover the conversation....That new , softer but unknown version, side-stepped in quietly and reorganised a few things, while, my ego stayed on the sofa... relaxing with a book and NOT looking anywhere else. She was exhausted and depleted and just wanted an excuse to leave town... So when the 'EGO self' stayed on the sofa, there was a quiet damping down, and if not entirely ending, an exploration takes place, pushing through the 'confusion', sorting and shelving of the ego stories ( that take -hold,) and that we produce our outer stories from within. Now is the time to learn to hear better when it comes to the heart spaces. Maybe Not in the words we are expecting, it takes time, but the messages will come forward. Maybe not as words in thoughts, but as wavelengths that are instantly 'readable' or easily deciphered into what was the original packet of information intended for you to receive. Its like translation from one language or mode to another. I thought I had come up with a new word today, 'Transversion'. For me it is describing when we are crossing a bridge, from being human to something new, not yet arrived upon and not yet fully formed. Then I looked to check, 'Transversion' is a word used in DNA SCIENCE. To do with mutations (caused by radiation or alkalisation) that cause changes in DNA BASE pairment placements and amino acids, where something new is arranged in the DNA...Which is strangely a similar understanding of the word 'transversion' that had come to me...- meaning to me - of a HUMAN crossing over a bridge (time?) to be something quite different. Not yet known. A superhuman, or a subhuman...!?!? Anyway this is all to explain, that all in all, listening to 'your liminal access' will bring you 'conversations' like this....and with passed on loved ones, that you could not have had otherwise. Michaela .)

More on the word TRANSVERSION. XXXXTransversion vs Transitional Mutation Transversion mutations are point mutations where a purine base is replaced by a pyrimidine base or vice versa, leading to a change in the chemical class of the base. These mutations are less common than transitions because they require more significant structural changes in the DNA helix. Transversion mutations can have a more pronounced effect on protein structure and function compared to transitions, which are often silent mutations and less likely to result in amino acid substitutions. www.mun.ca XXXX Point mutation in DNA A transversion mutation is a type of point mutation in DNA where a purine base (adenine or guanine) is replaced by a pyrimidine base (cytosine or thymine), or vice versa. These mutations can occur spontaneously or be induced by factors such as ionizing radiation or alkylating agents. Wikipedia +1 XXXX

Hi and good morning. We are nearly half way through May, the 5th month of 2026, and we must all feel that catapulting energy, but can't say where we are being catapulted to.... So choose, now yourself where your energy gives you the better trajectory, before someone/something or some other inevitability chooses on your behalf....Make the mission statement for yourself and put it up on your wall, like a vision board....along with a statement that says .. "This ...or something better. " or even """HOME""". ///// We, you and I, are cut from the same cloth, and those cloths, those clothes were roles or uniforms, that meant we carried in, and on those bodies ...our 'statement trajectory' ....for that burst of time, in that space, and in any given life-line in an earth body, but with something deeper in the inside pocket that we could not see, maybe we could feel, like a humming around the heart, or maybe we could even touch it telepathically. But it was acting both as a rocket launcher and as a homing device. An intuition and an innateness, that is from a different place, than where we find ourselves, and different to whatever field of 'variable energy attributes' is seemingly available to us. This is a ticking time piece, (driving us like a compass even,) that has rounded the corners in our lives with us, and dragged us up mountains, bashed us into and eventually through obstacles, and through stormy seas...sinking our ships, dragging us to the bottom, and keeping us sunk .....while we trawl the ocean beds looking for the pearls to be found there. It is also what has brought us to standstills, and what watches sunrises with us. Every nuanced minute 'clicks' the cogs and wheels of the compass, to set in motion for the next minute, or 'degree' of movement, (longitude and latitude,) but in its layered capability, it is functioning at simultaneously multidimensional levels so that when we hear a birdsong (or choose to listen to), that interaction is also being heard in the 'Heavens' , in other words it is being heard by the 'YOU' who resides in the 'HOME'.... where we are always located...' Transmission Ends.' Michaela

https://foreverunlimited.wordpress.com/2026/05/13/the-bell-has-been-rung-ashtar-the-ashtar-command/ .......... "This is why we say to you: remain steady. The forces that have governed through secrecy know very well how to govern through confusion. They know how to seed one truth inside a field of ten distractions. They know how to take a real event and wrap it in fear. They know how to take a false event and make it glitter like revelation. They know how to use your social platforms to magnify shock, to magnify grief, to magnify outrage, to magnify the nervous-system reaction of the masses. They know how to make the awakening soul feel that it must consume everything, read everything, follow every thread, absorb every warning, and decode every symbol before it can be safe. "

"This is why we say to you: remain steady. The forces that have governed through secrecy know very well how to govern through confusion. They know how to seed one truth inside a field of ten distractions. They know how to take a real event and wrap it in fear. They know how to take a false event and make it glitter like revelation. They know how to use your social platforms to magnify shock, to magnify grief, to magnify outrage, to magnify the nervous-system reaction of the masses. They know how to make the awakening soul feel that it must consume everything, read everything, follow every thread, absorb every warning, and decode every symbol before it can be safe. "....AND.... " The disclosure endgame is not the destruction of humanity’s trust. It is the restoration of humanity’s sovereignty. It is not enough for files to be released. Humanity must become capable of receiving truth without collapsing into chaos. It is not enough for hidden technologies to be acknowledged. Humanity must become capable of using energy without domination. It is not enough for contact to occur. Humanity must become capable of greeting the stars without fear, worship, aggression, or dependency. This is why you are being trained through these very moments. Starseeds and lightworkers, hear this clearly: you are not here to be consumed by the news. You are not here to be dragged from one emergency to another until your body is tired, your mind is scattered, and your field is full of other people’s fear. You are here to hold the grid. You are here to stabilize the human field. You are here to connect with Prime Creator and radiate that connection into the collective. "....... Read more here : “The Bell Has Been Rung…” | Ashtar, The Ashtar Command Aside | Posted on May 13, 2026 by ForeverUnlimited.

A COSMIC BEING Dreaming | The Lesson YOU'VE Come to Learn & the MAGIC You WILL master. Witch and Scythe "A test of Godhood". (And BINGO!!! Michaela)

Mary Magdalene Revealed the 5 SIGNS of ARCHONS in Human Form - STAY AWAY from Them The Esoteric Jesus (n.b. Confusingly the transcript replaces the word 'Archontic' with 'Archaic' and 'Narchotic')

MAy 2026. Inch by inch... The seams are tearing on the suits, and its time for those with eyes to see, that YES, it was a snakey, reptilian-like take over... all along. One of the many, in the latest story on this EARTH, that has been manipulated, the latest in a long snakey line.

Early days takeover, Don't know if or when the take-over happened, But it slithered through to what we see today. Tony Blair, Middle East Quartet Representative.

The Royal Bloodline Scam: Why The Gods' DNA Actually Made The Elites Weaker | History For Sleep Ancient Signal and Midnight Archives...( Wow !...I can't confirm the science, but the deductions sre so confirming. And its excavation into the curated heavy density of the 3, its grip held by the proxies, AS, having manipulating human biology the ancient predators, can't enjoy their work with us today) AND HEAVY is the head (there is no heart), that wears the crown. Michaela

Trojan Horse. TODAY!!! {{ update a few hours later...I got access back to use my phone after a few hours..a notification managed to get through and then suddenly, my phone was usable again. A scam instead of a threat? ? Maybe ! Lets see !but it all smacks of violation from whatever direction it is coming}} The sneaky way digital ID is being inserted into our lives has finally become an overt working partnership, between those that want your digital ID and those that want your Personal Data. But no one seems to be shocked, because they are used to having instructions printed to them as if by magic, inside tiny screens before their eyes. In the covid forerunner, the texts were sent, bombarding us, on our phones, to go get a vaxx, with details of the nearest vaxx point , and off people went and to get the vaxx. No individual, organic human voice was asking you about your health conditions just a typed text, giving a general demand and instructions for you to get it done. A friend of mine had recently donated a kidney to her sister, so her own health and immunity was needing boosting with extra care and TLC, and yet she, (believing the institutionalised 'blanket world belief that this was benefitting her health and the public health', ) blindly followed the instructions....I was shocked, as a trained pharmaceutical scientist, I would neither trust them nor touch them with a barge pole, and had ignored these strange robotic texts coming out of nowhere..., but ALSO, if that trust was actually placed in something believable, i.e. they were actually REAL, and a REAL RESPONSE TO A REAL THREAT...than what was missing were any warning texts that """'already compromised health conditions require a personalised health screening...before taking any NON PRESCRIPTION drugs""". NO, AND what was in the vxs were a suspicious variety of ingredients and differences of 'DRUG' and RNA factors used to address the so called 'THREAT,' with very different 'RESPONSES' in order to compile a data and proficiency of all the different categories loaded inside the vxs....So that was then, it has shed its skin but still remains the snake.../////// The same icky feeling has resurfaced with the shedding of that snake \\\\\\ Now, In the lead up to our general elections in the UK, we are getting more doorstep calls, and then letters (if we have been so categorised as needing a personal response) one of which I responded to yesterday by email. See below///// BUT here's the NEXT thing. I have a phone. A smart phone, yes, given to me by my daughter for my use, I am not a techy...and I resent how much is being asked of us to live our lives, tied up in the insane bureaucracy that it wishes to tether us down with. The phone had an update last night. As I say, I am of the generation where, when you left the house you didn't have access to speak on the phone. And I quite liked that , when I worked anywhere, especially in science, I needed only to be that person... at work, working with lasers... I am not phone techy, in the remotest, and only use my phone for calls and texts and the occasional search. My daughter is in Indonesia, and I check my phone in the morning for Whatsapp messages from her, and reply to her. SO there seems to be a converging point happening. This morning, there seems to be a lot of helicopter activity over London....ARE THEY EXpecting something, Maybe the war has inched itself over here, or maybe a A protest?!? OR maybe all the bloody phones have been locked until a mass data retrieval has been accomplished....by has agreeing to have govt code installed in your phone...ICKY FEELING!!! This morning seems to be the grand unveiling of something ...LAst night the update on the phone was completed....This morning I am locked out of using my phone until "I prove" I am over the age of 18. (this i will be the trojan horse than...that gets your agreement by giving your data to a government agency and which, in the many pages of small print, that you will agree to because you don't have the bloody time or the ability to read it all, and have to get to work, and get your phone back from being locked...you will have agreed to the 'Agency that requires you (under the auspices of) to be of certain age to use a phone....will then have your data fingerprints....and the infiltration of GOD KNOWS WHAT ELSE, to be looking in at every aspect of your live and HOW YOU USE IT...In THE CONSUMPTION of and measured by the BYTES of that you take... Well I cannot remember my apple account password, as I never use that password.., and until i can find this password, made many moons ago and contains your agreement to Apple (or who-ever), an agency for THE AGENCY... I can't unlock it, and will be unable to use it without the 'gatekeepers' permission rights (with strings attached) to access my daughter. This is the beginning, when the trojan horse is delivered into your home and the phone is the thing you've become trained to be obedient to, it then becomes the all seeing eye. Michaela.

Akkadian Tablets Reveal The 'Metabolism Trap': Why The Gods Forced Us To Eat | History For Sleep Ancient Signal and Midnight Archives......(abso-bloody-lutely! I questioned this years ago, as a life-long serving female, into maturity, with growing younger, and elderly dependants, etc, (spouse and then entertaining other family members...depending on me to be fed)...I was exhausted with all the life draining chores tied down to eating. ! Relentless! THINKING about it, and the action of doing... going to shops for food, shopping, buying, thinking, relentless food prep planning, cooking, EATING (personally, I never had much energy left to actually to do much eating tho.) and clearing up, washing up, putting away, and recovering from it all...then the later nuances of really looking into the food and reading about it, and checking labels, avoiding this and avoiding that...in order to do it all again in a spin cycle of repeat...repeat. I often thought to myself , "what the ' F @Ck' would we all be doing if we were NOT eating? Sitting and smelling the roses probably, but the psychobabble inflicted into the human experience had 'evolved' into injected this necessity to EAT//// I always thought it would be nice to be a breatharian. !!!!! And as a vegetarian and pescatarian, I know that you carry the energy of the food you eat...so caged birds energy.....gives you caged bird energy to live your life with... I used to say as a young vegetarian, (18 years old) that we 'evolved' all wrong, and the hunting and dominating species only ever brings more misery. I'd say that If we evolved differently as not eating other animals than we'd be living in cities of light rather than the dark stew of 'civilsations' that had become normal. Increasingly, hormonised and chemicalised food gives our bodies more of the 'hormones and chemicals'... that your body has to incorporate and deal with. Now I laugh when I see people reading the ingredients listings on food packets, what does any of it mean. As a scientist it means most of the ingredients are bulking agents and protein is only a small percentage, of a protein packaged food type. And Now i really only eat one meal a day, in the evening and maybe the additional bite of a sandwich after midday. Intermissant fasting. Michaela

Stranglers - Always the Sun//// a blast from my punky past. (1986) Was a big Stranglers fan back in the day. Life rolls ever on, churning up the days, in roads ever onwards. The roads lead to a different person today, but for some reason the past pops back in, crazy. Love this song. ( Also, a much younger person than I am now, was listening to Golden Brown, a lot.... back in the day....Michaela )

.....Getting to when there is enough of us saying no to digital ID......to download and sign the pledge yourself, https://togetherdeclaration.org/pledge/ XXXX (even if it is to have a signed declaration for yourself...to have a momento of your intention, from the days leading up to.... WHEN the NOs are enough) Michaela.

I was at this march on 25th April 2026. "The Pledge isn’t just a signal of belief, but a considered statement about future behaviour. As we said last time, as part of the successful campaign against Blair's original ID cards, a similar Pledge was downloaded for printing and signing over one million times. When an action like this is shared, visible and repeated by many people, it becomes much harder to dismiss - and harder to rely on assumed compliance." XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX Tue 5 May at 18:54

This is what The Pledge against Digital ID looks like In Saturday's email, we introduced the idea of The Pledge. But what does it actually look like in practice? On 25 April, at our Trafalgar Square rally, we had a chance to find out. There was a simple, symbolic moment - a live signing, in front of the crowd. It’s worth watching closely: [Alternate links: YouTube - Rumble] That moment, near the end of the afternoon, was not just symbolic. Around it, something practical was beginning... We had printed copies of The Pledge available for people to take away. And they began taking them, reading them, and in some cases signing there and then. Within minutes, there were already lots of signed copies in people’s hands! Why this matters When you look at both of those - the video and the photo - notice what’s different. This isn’t just clicking a button, adding a name to a list, or expressing a general view. It’s more deliberate than that. It’s important that The Pledge is physically signed, as this reflects a clear and deliberate decision. The commitment is clear. The act itself becomes something tangible. It isn't just that opinion has changed - but behaviour. If you think about it, many campaigns follow a familiar path. People become aware. They decide they agree! But, too often, things peter out there. Whereas, the Pledge gives people a way to decide, clearly and in advance, what they will actually do. And when that decision is made by many people, in a shared way, it begins to change the overall dynamic. Now, you may be wondering whether something like this really makes a difference. After all, people have signed things before. The difference here is in the nature of the commitment. The Pledge isn’t just a signal of belief, but a considered statement about future behaviour. As we said last time, as part of the successful campaign against Blair's original ID cards, a similar Pledge was downloaded for printing and signing over one million times. When an action like this is shared, visible and repeated by many people, it becomes much harder to dismiss - and harder to rely on assumed compliance. Where we go next What you’ve seen here was just the first step. Please look out for our email on Friday, when we’ll show you how you can take part yourself - in a way that’s simple, clear, and entirely your choice. https://togetherdeclaration.org/pledge XXXX For now, consider: What changes when people don’t just hold an opinion… …but make a clear commitment about how they will act? The Together Team P.S. If you’d like to read the pledge itself ahead of time, you can take a look here: https://togetherdeclaration.org/pledge THANK YOU FOR YOUR CONTINUING SUPPORT We are always better and stronger #together ­ ­ ­ ­ ­ ­