Gold. Firstly, sometimes when I am putting this writing down, I start with getting on with it, following an intention or design, then it kind of takes a movement of its own. It meanders slowly at first as if two streams running alongside each other, and then the second motion takes over to lead, and finally like a hammer, strikes the message home. The second intention takes on the opening from a new or side origin, that isn't quite apparent when I begin to put down the writing, its like it introduces itself gently through the writing listening and waiting to join in. But it feels like information from an old friend, or perhaps even a different version of me......That's when I recognise that the message becomes a transmission, so I am obliged to say that the writing has become a transmission, that has pulled from me, the inspiration to deliver what was wanting to be delivered in that message. So going back to my previous post, where I talk about Gold in the veins, but covered in dust and lies. It becomes clear that the gold, that is innate to humanity, has been somehow, powerfully or even deliberately hindered from doing its job, or being its purpose....perhaps a fail-safe-mechanism is working here, until we have fathomed the journey properly into that gold and don't use it aimlessly, recklessly or unwisely (?) . So the Job or purpose of the gold, is to power up in the human body and to quantumly, somehow, run the show of the being that it is empowering. Somehow, the question arises, have WE been charged to dismiss it, or disabled to access this gold, and the result is perhaps to give our power away, maybe through trauma. Trauma being an historic aspect to endure, or dislocate from, and creates a 'phenomenon bubble' around us, like a child that has to walk through a dark scary forest in its infancy to young adult, and the ego evolves during that stage.... So The infancy of humanity was experienced as being in 'dark forest energy', and humanity was experiencing its naïve stage. The aim would be for humanity to grow and learn its own power, through trials and error, (karma) and EGO. EGO is the interface that humans develop to 'see' the world, and to interface with the world, through strengths, doubts, fears, and intuition. Growing up...Fairy tale aside, we have enough to do to walk through our infancy stages with all the doubts, within a dusty lies perpetuated arena, (trauma phenomena bubble) that sometimes we fail in reaching our gold in adulthood. Humanity-wise, and as individuals, we know there is beauty on this planet, and have to LEARN that our 'gold', is available to us, for us to LEAN INTO. We learn that 'gold' is within us, and is in the relationship and dance we have with LIFE itself. The forest was, and is, dark and scary and there developed, let us say ...."a lean to the opposite, a practice of looking away from the self".... for safety and security and a "looking to others" for that power, endurance and sustainability...TRIBAL. So, Looking to tribal leaders and knowledgeable tribe members, or stronger tribe members, that lived many more seasons and survived. "They can protect us"...MANY Indigenous peoples perhaps still have the weave of the tribe AND also have the gold in themselves....which is perhaps why many Golden indigenous peoples are targeted to become scattered and leave their gold behind. But on the whole, there was 'signage' developing in this 'phenomena bubble', signalling for us "that we give up our individual power", maybe it was just a response to what we WERE doing, with respect to survival....but the gold would have made us thrive had we found it, and as it became the deepest groove in the mud track, we got stuck in it, repeating an unwritten rule, but signage all the same.... to give up our individual power, in the wake of running through the scary forest of infancy. WAS this taken advantage of by predatory species? Probably. But this could be seen as a karma response too....to A strong (and strengthening) GROUP THINK.... at the time..... that never got resolved and that eventuated in Inviting IN the calamity and destruction that ALL were seeking protection from....Karma does not have a Sense of foreboding or of humour, it merely is law. This practice allows our participation latterly as a child, to allow other stronger children to be in charge, all in the territory of interfacing with each other through our ego's and in the expectation that our needs would met. Humanity is at the end of its infancy, and its clean up time...As All were in their infancy, and where those in charge were human children, are coming into the next stage of human development. We get to mark our own end of year papers and critique them ourselves. Where we were the child, we now we start to look to where we were disappointed in the results of 'giving away our power': Where our needs were not met, individually, or where we were thrown under a bus, or more drastically, thrown to the wolves....So where we were sabotaged.....WE see that we SABOTAGED OURSELVES....AND BY GIVING THOSE THE POWER WE COULD NOT CLAIM FOR OURSELVEs. We kept ourselves small, and abandoned ourselves for the sake of being 'safe', and not thrown to wolves... but we actually had to hand them our power, perhaps we handed it to the very wolves that we needed protection from....Picking up the many threads and nuances of every and all instances of where we each individually failed ourselves, is too consuming for this writing.... BUT it is useful to discover your own journey through this infancy, and the review itself will allow you exit from the dark forest of infancy and fear...and seeing where the... 'lean to, giving your power away'... not only became the norm...but that was inherited and infiltrated the blood, like a leaky tap which was dripping your GOLD away. And like a faulty gene, it needs to be turned off. Karma could be something like this: Intention and energy, of thought and action, will eventually GIVE RISE TO and be 'met with' the intention and energy that corresponds with the consequential and subsequent outcome or results. So in a nutshell, if you have given your energy away as a result of a 'fearful ego interface' within 'the phenomena bubble',..... (where the phenomena is a blend of the world/infancy/forest/relationship with self, and acceptance or denial or ignorance of the gold within)......then you experience the lack of power, which in turn feels like the inner burn, (of your inner gold calling out to be reclaimed)....but which manifests as external ! disturbing shouts, that are actually coming from the inner void... but which feels like, (because there is no experience of internal reference to draw from,) feels like attacks and hostility coming from outside, and especially from the people or the places that you have given your power to, or that you have assigned as having POWER OVER YOU. Its hard to verbalise this but when we assign protection and organisation, duties and roles to OTHER, outside of ourselves, when we are doing so in 'fearful ego'...... we do NOT THINK WE HAVE THE ABILITY OR STRENGTH TO DO THIS OURSELVEs... Which is the 'group think' that has been cultivated as the normal "way of things", that CALLS OUT FOR others to maintain control and power, (OTHERS will step and organise us)...and we have acquiesced for our safety and fear of death.... not knowing any better, and the 'phenomena bubble' graciously accommodates that which comes to pass, and that which becomes common manifestation. It does not ask why?, "ARE YOU SURE?" It is impartial...it allows the task to come to fruition, and moves over to accommodate the Karma. In this phenomena Bubble, Karma has only metabolised that fear and spat out the results....Learning from running through the forest as infants, we are meant to come out the other side, having felt inside our veins for our gold. Transmission ends, Michaela.

Referencing from the previous post. "What was irradicated from our History was never irradicated from blood. And this memory?.... is the gold energy in your veins, under the dust and layers of lies of war, and there to be found in the seams of dreams and of the ether, to be mined as a mineral and brought to the surface. It is the same Gold of Power, and of human sovereignty, magical and not of this perceived world, curated around us.... " XXXXXX I also can say that of course different people have different skills and qualities. We dont want to do everything to keep the village going....Each of us have skills and qualities to contribute and be respected for, and can have a wonderful interplay with eachother. In the ideal world we recognise the gold in our selves and embrace that recognition...but we also see and recognise the gold in others. It is a reciprocal response, and not one of need or protection. But one of Joy in each other and the gifts that we bring to the collective party. What I can say also is that we arent there yet. But waiting for everytone to walk out of the forest of fear !!! XXXXX Also, Im adding a quick youtube here. xxx It might not be for anyone in particular, but I often get nuggets of gold in spaces and places that offer something different but end delivering a word or phrase that fits neatly like a missing puzzle piece into an unfinished puzzle. The words that helped fit into my thoughts are half way through, and she is excited too as she knows what she is delivering...at 2.00 mins I started hearing, in connection to something pertinent to me, but gives rise to the point...which is that people take your 'stable force', when you have given them a status role in your life...but when they renaged on the responsibilities that you assigned them in that status interaction, they failed, and you lost.......but here's the point...you gave them that status and they fed on the 'force' while you were giving them that status...and when you claim your power back after seeing the dissonance that evolved from it, when you see that, and take responsibility that you gave them power...There is eventual equilabration. WHEN you claim back your power from that situation, all the 'power' that you gave them... depletes from them...When you realise the fullness of strength you saw in them...and that they felt, was only THERE because YOU allowed them YOUR power, and gave them in love, they took it and did not reciprociprocate. But in their possession was the power you gave them. So The energetic interaction crumbles, when you pull back your power and put it in its rightful place. This is the 'gold, belonging to us, that we allow others to have, and that when we have given, bestowed to another over our lives, we then SEE it as the other's power and strength... and that others then feel in themselves as the recipients of your'power' gift. THEY THINK IT IS THEIRS....SO when we don't see how we are sending out our power, and giving too much, or all of our power to others, we are FUELLING them and depleting ourselves. Individually and collectively we need to See the power drain and wake up, and claim it back. XXXXXX