Saturday, 7 February 2026

Object now to the Ballymore Edgware scheme (GLA Stage 1 – Stage 2 imminent) Edgware Town Centre (3,800 homes, 10,000 new residents, towers up to 29 storeys) In spite of massive public opposition, with over 7,000 objections submitted, Barnet Council’s Labour councillors approved Ballymore Edgware’s outline application for 25 tower blocks. That decision is not final. Because the scheme is exceptionally large and high-risk, it must now be decided by the Mayor of London, while fundamental issues — including the unproven safety of the underground bus garage — remain unresolved. The application is currently at GLA Stage 1 because Barnet has not yet finalised the Section 106. Stage 2 is expected imminently and is likely to allow only about two weeks for representations. Please object now to ensure your concerns are on the Mayor’s record — and be ready to re-submit or update your objection when Stage 2 opens.

My response: High rise buildings all over London only shows the reduction of quality of life, where people are squeezed into, and on top of each other, in layers upon layers of concrete. I don't object to flats, as many people are happy in flats, according to different times in their life, and situations and circumstances, but most will not want to stay in flats with growing children or in older age. BUT When there is no choice but HIGH RISEs as nothing else is free, or available for them to move into, it is a desperate situation for older populations. And the populations are aging. You can say that most countries have high rise residency and the elderly are living in high sky rise buildings, because that is all that is available to poorer people, but we are not that...And where it does exist in this country, this is not, and never was a contributor to 'living well'. Why be a creator and developer like this when you can be ethical and forward thinking in terms of living well. Which is something that will have more weight in the future. So Why be backwards instead of innovative and forward thinking, ethically and morally. When high rise is what is being been invested in, due to its ease and financial gain for the developers, it will have taken over the entire area. Blocking sky lines and blocking light, will be depressing. To be boxed in like this when coming into Edgware will be bad enough, but to be expected to live this, having changed the nature of the area, and changed the already busy 'hustle and bustle' of the area, (already quite diverse with strong cultural groups long ago settled in the area,) into something else entirely will have social consequences that are already well known, and well known by the academics and politicians, but are factored into the money equation and written off as someone's else's problem. for example the parents dealing with kids, or the hospitals, or the victims of behaviour crimes, the police and any other individual or group that cleans up after social consequences go bad. Also the amount of rubbish accumulating in both the business streets and in areas where people do not know to manage their rubbish and waste and dump it anywhere with fly tipping already a weekend activity, and worse near the low level high rise flats in Edgware Highstreet, where the build up intensifies in the lead up to waste collection days, overflowing all over the streets. Check near Iceland on various days for verification. There is also the danger of Possible Behaviour problems, consequences of increased people of different cultures, in high density with little knowledge of council laws and no indigenous understanding of local or natural laws of how we should live together. We expect a certain tolerance around us, but that is often misunderstood, and then we have the instance of increased asbo's, with increased populations, growth in drug use, and addictions, or merely misunderstandings, rife in normal situations, will be multiplied intolerance of each other. Socially the structure will need more support to oversee and police the area, where policing is not even a presence that we see now. Policing high rise blocks will be more difficult than policing the streets. The difficulty of what we see as undesirable activities, already a problem, will become more difficult as they become normalised or blended into crowded backdrops. The many different communities already here, will see more of the social problems that are usually associated with in inner city and urban streets. People will naturally respond to or react to the loss of small instances of quality of life, like personal space. The normal person will, maybe in response, feel it necessary to go elsewhere to shop, to bank, and go for coffee. The possibility of loneliness and isolation presents itself in such massive developments of incoming huge populations and will lead to more feeling lonely and pushed out of 'feeling at HOME' here, therefore More reliance on GP and healthcare will add weight and burden there. Feeling safe is the 'quality of life' box, that will not be ticked. The development is Not conducive for happy living, its just ticking boxes to cover the 'government's' 'housing needs' just to fill the area with 'higher and higher numbers of populations' that can neither be properly cared for, nor properly provided for with good amenities in order to live well, such as enough good schools and nurseries, good amenities, there will be over crowded tfl transport. Doctors surgeries, already overcrowded and oversubscribed with long waiting times to see doctors and get referrals will add to the frustrations. The only ones who will 'live well' out of this development is the developers and the local councils who actually agree to this and will be getting £100s of 1000s more in council tax payments from increased property. More money to council tax...BUT More stress on the area, SO more costs in cleaning and day to day maintenance of the site which will ultimately come back on the people...the residents of Edgware the newly housed, AND those already here. So there is Not only structural stresses, but stresses on everything already here that is now expected to take on more weight and burden, such as the roads, the thoroughfares, queues in banks, stresses in diverse groups that culturally do not share well, and have different community priorities. Depressing areas with only high rise buildings filling the visual field, brings a backdrop to the high cost of loss in personal space and quality of life, when living in hugely high-density populated areas. The burden on the psychology will be huge, your populations and future citizens will be living in conditions that will foster behaviour of the type "don't care, wont care" BUT sadly that will be because of a bigger loss of community feeling, than is here today, there will be less of being a member of a unified community in sky high living. Lots of separate groups already exist, that only have community with themselves but not with others and other groups. Older people have been most vulnerable to this loss of citizen safety, and belonging. The only thing they have is their doctors appointments, but that will become less and less available to them, and t in all places designed now to fast track and high speed people as herds through life not being able to see anything other than sky high buildings around them. People are made to feel they are burden if they are seen to be taking up more space and time then is available to individuals living in highly populated areas. Of course this is not of any consideration for the developers and the money makers, who will not under any circumstance be living here. The impact will be huge, and if this is the only investment OFFER to be made in Edgware than that is sad. I see it affect the psychology of kids today, and impacting any meaningful relationships to the area where they live. Residents will perhaps, be unbothered about being squashed into these blocks, as it is thought to be better than their previous circumstances, or bring welcome chance of a home. Maybe residents will be unbothered or unaware of the area and of the wider community. BUT many WILL want to have a good life and live well, but sky high living won't give that ....in the sense of being squashed into an area .....that has no provisions for being.... not doubled in size.... not quadrupled in size, but increased in size by the power of 10's. What ever the population of the area is NOW, will be multiplied By powers of 10. (1000s). So Edgware, being a small town on the edge of London is not the place. You don't have to be psychic to see the future of Edgware if this continues wholescale, as planned. Already people are miserable with all the traffic jams and road works in Edgware for at least the last 5 years, AND obviously restructuring has been going on already, adding to the major works intending to take years to complete...So living with scaffolding up for years and years (and it will take YEARS) as the back drop to living in or in proximity to, or working inside, a sprawling noisy building site will be unbearable. I am happy to come in and be a part of the talks as I think you need to be able to answer to these points. You need to see Edgware properly as an interesting place, it is historic in its place, and is situated as entrance into London from its northern point. It is home to many home owners, business owners and home to established working class English families alike...it is home to many foreign families from middle eastern cultures and central European cultures, there is plenty of diversity mixed with increased injection of small business enterprises and interests, that perhaps are more dodgy than anything else. Edgware is a location that has already, over the last 10 years at least, given up space to intense influxes from Europe and other countries. And now Edgware is just trying to balance itself. It is a location for investment, but the right investment, not just a site, ripe to be taken over for a 'one -design -meets-all-development-site' just because that is a continuation of what's happening in nearby towns, and along the train lines, such as in Hendon and Colindale. Happy to help to with any discussions. or consults.

One of the new perspectives dawning in parallel to the chaos. Leaving traditions behind that not only keep women down (literally), but that populates the matrix with wounded distortions of people and their relationships, with themselves and with OTHER. (Incompatible coupling.)............Wendy Wing puts it into a simple perspective :🔥 "Rise of feminine rage 🙌 Breaking from traditional ways, healing nervous system, walking away Wing Spiritual Clarity 35.3K subscribers".

I refer to this as mismatched energy, Or Incompatible coupling. It is OUR story of creating from versions of ourself that are in incompatible coupling, whether we have unbalanced feminine and masculine energies ourselves (most Likely all of us), whether as being inside a couply dynamic where this traditionally displayed and represented. Or as being embedded in societies that lodged incompatibilty as THE dominant frequency, again Most likely a fairly large proportion of western cultures. XXXXXX From my previous post: Saturday, 3 January 2026 So in my meditation/vision I got a story,.... XXXXX "In all things. Where there is a mismatch or undesirable entity mixed in to corrupt any part, will result in an incompatible coupling, and so mismatched creations arise. A human race where the coupling of parents has been darkened with entities to not have compatible couple...or actually really anything that knocks down a peg or two, the potential of a human being born with god like qualities is a result of imcompatible coupling, and will in like terms be reproduced again and again, so you see, we see the results of broken people created by broken people. Adequately tainted with to be knocked a peg or two, cant help it, as it a mirror if its own creational starting point. The same is true for all human endeavours and events, all things began as thoughts in the ether until they are harnessed into creation and being, but the karmic wheel of 'unholy or mismatced coupling' is stamped through by the branding of Sofias indescretion. Mismatched coupling can also be understood BUT by the imbalance of divine feminine and divine masculine to form two misaligned qualities or quantities, where maybe one quality is in a broken form, or maybe even entirely not there at all, and a ghost or phantome version or unholy version serves instead. Lets look at the qualities of the two parts. Feminine and masculine. Where Earth is feminine and provides sustenance and nourishment and wisdom of self. This is sofia. This is subconsciousness deep and dark, the void of fertile. fertile yearning to be loved and to create upon itself and within itself...we have plants grow from seeds deep inside. we have inner subteraneans streams, water streams of ether and mineral seams, gifts of nourishment for life. Feminine is Yin, it is resting, It is where the moon is reflecting the mother back to us. It is inaction and sleep/ and waiting. IT IS WINTER and holding the course during the dark days and dark nights. MAsculine energy is the ship that sails the seven seas. it is adventure. The sun and represents conscious life, and the masculine fire of action. It is Yang. It is SUMMER. It is that which gives the fire to the creation in potential...SHE has the IDEA and HE BRINGS IT ABOUT. When the king leaves the kingdom, the kingdom dies...reliant only on the death that winter brings. Life comes back to the kingdom when the king returns. Merlin and king Arthur. So When the story gets Out of balance, it goes off the rails...and this and other disruptions brings about the fast-tracking of 'dominant genes' and the 'rogue genes' necessary to bring a massive upturn in the creation of a new 'spark' embedded species, never been seen before. Sorry for the rambling and bad writing style, the story just piled on to itself and took off. I could not stop its creation. The story was embedded in my feminine subconsciousness and waited for my masculine action to write it and get it out. That is how the two work together. Michaela. "

A rough start for Early 2026, as February starts by scorching us through some shit paths. So perhaps then all we can do is Harmonise with the task of being fast tracked, and allow all that drops off in the scuffle, to fall away. Its harder though when others seem to be getting on with the same old, same old...and relax in their armchair at the end of the day, unaffected, undaunted, and lining up the same old same old for the next day. Suited and booted. So how do you harmonise? Well I'm guessing that setbacks and inevitable changes will keep annoying us from inside our light bulb-lit circles....until they don't anymore. And Harmonising is trusting in an outcome of a different perspective, that we didn't see coming, but could never see from the OLD perspectives that we were trained to comply with. Michaela.

As you can see, from my blogging perspective, recent years have been hard work years for me. Deep in catalyst territory and shadow work. My brother died in 2014 which knocked me from an emotional perspective and I had to do alot in the following years to integrate that. But the year 2022 was getting me ready for the deep falling off the cliff work in 2023 and 2024. 2025 was my humpty dumpty year when all the kings horses and all the kings had to pick up the old humpty dumpty and resurrect a new version. HArd work, the best of years, and the worst of years. So for me 2026 should be a walk in the park. Lol

Friday, 6 February 2026

facebook post by J Freeman. " Let’s get one thing straight. Government doesn’t exist. Not in the way you’ve been trained to believe it does. Government is an idea. A spell. A collective hallucination. A psychological prison. It only exists because you believe it exists. That’s it. Strip away the belief, and what have you got? A handful of people in suits, sitting in buildings, moving paper around, talking absolute shit and signing their names on documents that mean nothing unless YOU obey them."

J Freeman 3 February at 16:04 · Let’s get one thing straight. Government doesn’t exist. Not in the way you’ve been trained to believe it does. Government is an idea. A spell. A collective hallucination. A psychological prison. It only exists because you believe it exists. That’s it. Strip away the belief, and what have you got? A handful of people in suits, sitting in buildings, moving paper around, talking absolute shit and signing their names on documents that mean nothing unless YOU obey them. That’s the truth people can’t handle. They don’t have power. They don’t generate power. They don’t own power. They harvest it from you, and they do it the same way every time: fear, guilt, shame, authority, and the constant mental conditioning from birth. School teaches you to obey. TV teaches you to fear. Religion teaches you to submit. And “law” teaches you that you’re owned. It’s one big mind-control factory, and most people are too traumatised and too programmed to even see it. And the mad thing is… this isn’t even hidden. They tell you what it is. Government literally means “mind control” when you break it down. Govern = control. Ment = mind. That’s not a coincidence. That’s not “word games.” That is the entire operating system laid out in plain sight. The “State” is a corporate entity. The courts are theatres. The police are policy enforcers. Taxes are tribute. Your name becomes an asset. Your birth certificate becomes a receipt. And from that day forward you’ve got a barcode identity, a number, a file, a record. You are treated like property. Not a man. Not a woman. A unit. A resource. A tax slave. And people still argue about politics like it matters… Labour, Tory, left, right… it’s all the same beast wearing different masks. Different puppets on the same fucking strings. Because the real rulers aren’t in parliament. They’re not in congress. They’re not even in government. They sit behind it. They own it. They created it. Governments are just the public-facing branch of the parasite class. And here’s the hardest pill to swallow: if the whole country collectively ignored them, they’d collapse overnight. They don’t have magic powers. They don’t have “authority.” They have compliance. If you stop complying, you stop funding them. If you stop funding them, they die. That’s why they keep you distracted, divided, exhausted, and scared. That’s why they flood you with endless drama, endless fear porn, endless culture wars. They don’t want you to realise that it’s not tanks and guns that keep them in control… it’s your BELIEF. It’s your consent. It’s your learned helplessness. Mass non-compliance is the only solution. Stop paying their tribute. Stop recognising their authority. Stop feeding the beast. Because the moment you see government for what it really is, the illusion shatters… and the so-called rulers become what they’ve always been: nothing but powerless conmen begging you to stay asleep.

Well who'd a thought it.....https://youtu.be/Mf5uy4ZTHc0?si=EmZgk5GTwRefY3-u .... Deepak chopra! isn't he a respected and admired spiritual guru? Wow, but not shocked! There is so much in this gloop soup, that we can't make out the sharks from the fish, as the sharks swarm us, smiling in the shallows. .

https://youtu.be/Mf5uy4ZTHc0?si=EmZgk5GTwRefY3-u

Thursday, 5 February 2026

In a previous post (linked below) I highlight that when EXPOSED under the suns light, ALL THAT WAS HIDDEN is illuminated...(the sun being a vast AGENCY POWER of truth, that nothing, NO truth underneath can be denied, and THE force of illumination is an ENTIRETY of substantial power/action ....that we do not and can not, from our perspective, fully understand (yes light and heat to the planet. but that is only a bulb-lit circle of understanding) ) .....and IT IS THAT VERY ILLUMINATION that acts to desiccate, to dry out 'the FALSE LIFE from IT, Where 'IT' , whatever it is....in all IT's forms...has no connection to source, is NOT of true agency, and is Not aligned with the NOW moment of LIFE, but that which masks true life with a false virtual reality........... which looks very much wearing an remote control octopus over our hearts and minds....The suns bestows its illumination on this)....NOW, also I'd add a few lines from my last Post to this in which it is the 'Distorted Permanence' of the Unlawful entity that took-over the compliance of humanity and CLAIMED PERMANENCE here for its own agency, under the sun but hidden in the shadows. I wrote yesterday "..... and what is happening now is a dismantling of old energy and purging, in order to clear 'the permanence' of the old...but it is ground shaking and nerve tangling while our bodies do what they are equipped for, but our minds are all up about it and WTFing??? all over the place......" **** So, to continue, with the theme of illumination and exposure, from A newsletter email, a substack by Jane Evershed True Earth Codex (janeevershed@substack.com) where she discusses the Epstein Files in such away, but she goes further in the understanding of the continued (permanent, but now receding) anomaly that has smothered human agency from its true reality. : "The Epstein Files Echo Pre-Ancient History.... The files are not the story. They are the moment the structure behind the story is exposed as you have never heard it told before. ............................ Art by Jane Evershed 1983 She writes "Why I’m Speaking Now I felt I had to chime in on the Epstein files just as we culminate our journey to the OASIS in the Ascension series. Why? Because the Epstein files are far more closely related to our pre-ancient history than we realize. The same entities responsible for fracturing our Creation Complex are also responsible for the near collapse of life on planet Earth. Its all connected. The Sex Narrative Is the Decoy Most people think that the Epstein network was all about sex. But the motive is far more sinister and shocking. Sexual violence and exploitation were central to the operation — but they were not the ultimate objective. They functioned as one mechanism within a much larger, hidden agenda. What people are reacting to right now is not the content of the files. It’s the shock of recognizing a pattern so far-reaching that it became a major key in the vast labyrinth of control on Earth. We were never supposed to see this aspect. They want us to believe it’s only about quirky and deathly sex fetishes. It isn’t. Myopia Is the Cover — Memory Is the Threat The greatest protection system ever built was not secrecy. It was minutiae. Endless focus on: Individual crimes Individual villains Individual documents Individual shock events …keeps perception small, reactive, and exhausted. From a CDT perspective, this is deliberate. When attention collapses to detail, structure becomes invisible. The big picture is reduced to a pinhole instead of being exposed as a key player in the grand scheme of things. The Epstein files matter — but not because of what they list. They matter because they puncture the illusion that harm is isolated, accidental, or “just human.” They are the can opener, not the contents. Why “They Do What They Do” Here is where our pre-ancient history — preserved in the CDT Plates — becomes essential to understanding the very existence of the Epstein files. The Plates explain that certain non-native consciousness structures cannot sustain themselves in: Organic creation fields Self-correcting planetary ecosystems They require extraction, suppression, closed loops, and resource inversion to survive. To create an environment they can exist in, they must manipulate nature itself — altering atmospheres, by attempting to alter Earth’s natural relationship with the Sun, and interfering with planetary systems. A clear example is the deliberate dimming of our Sun — a Bill Gates initiative and a man personally connected to Epstein. There are many more players involved — from mind control to censorship — all designed to fragment human perception. This is not done out of sadism or spite. It is necessary for their survival. This is why the CDT Plates do not frame this duality as good vs. evil. It is compatibility vs. survival — their survival at the cost of ours. They are obsessed with control because, cut off from Source energy, they cannot generate life. They must manage life instead — externalizing energy systems and siphoning vitality from Earth and humanity without regard for ecosystems...." This is only part of much larger piece and can be found on Jane Evershed's substack.

My previous post From: Winds of change 4. Feb 1 20125. xxxxxx """ And ONLY for those who feel drawn to the analogy, but this is a psychic vision, where underlying the 'reality' all around us, is that we do not see the Hood that smothers us, that covers over our heads and hearts and so we get on with the daily grind within the vicinity of only a few meters of our reach. LIMITATIONS. The octopus stops our reach. BUT the actual energtic truth of a person remains bleating inside, calling, The loosh is freely emitted when we stifle that 'truth calling' and cognitive dissonance has worked inside, against us resulting in constant dysregulation of our nervous systems, furthering worsening the situation. When we struggle to get out it hurts, because we do not see anything other than what the octopus 'hood' of perception shows us, which again is what is reinforced by the others around us. There is a big battle going on internally which plays out in our world of beliefs. So positioned by Other, (that is people, other life experiences, memories and false scenarios, adopted hoods of perception) and entangled with the Octopus which we cannot see. It drains. OUR energy and well being and ability to move. We are stuck mentally, emotionally and spiritually in anguish, because we have hit a glass ceiling of our containment, and BECAUSE we are Made and designed to discover and explore, to mature into psychic seniority and mastery of our multidimensional selves, we feel smothered in a constant battle but contained within small parameters, that for some reason we cannot see through...we can only see the Matrix... that is built around us, AND WE USE use the images, memories, false imprints and delusions (and all the energy from all the small scale, low vibration people and life habits accrued through our small time experience) as the building blocks to make for ourselves a unique and self fulfilling prison. Sorry if this is rambling, but interpretation of symbols is rapid when one does see them, but when one tries to explain symbolic interpretation in words, often there is no vocabulary that fits it perfectly, so a story has to be told around it. xxxxx So it is clear that To remove from the entanglement and from the the octopus, one must drain the life force from the draining situation, that is desired to keep us in the 'hooded' perception or in the imprisoned matrix scenario. Re-entering the dream/vision scenario allows to see what us has changed. WHEN ONE SEE's IT, the scenario, IT HAS BECOME ILLUMINATED, in other words the sun is shining its light on it. IT dries it out so to speak. It can be seen that the very act of SEEING the scenario for what it is, is enough to start to drying it out, or dessicating it, like seeing its slow death, as life leaves it. """

"Harmonization instead of resistance is a valuable tool." ****** I picked this sentence out of a paragraph I read today, (link below) because it spoke to me about the only tool available for use in this current phase of 'raging inner turbulence' (that feels simultaneously.... like walking through a desert for 30 days and 30 nights... AND.... walking through a silent apocalypse as it is going on , where the beginnings and aftermath are happening at the same time .....for me anyways)....This silent, and unseen raging internal fusion, that has no name, and that is swarming winds of change IN and AROUND us, and the best thing to do with it.... is to harmonise with it. Harmonise with it. The experience of the fields at the moment for some is a disconcerting disconnection from all that was connectable with before. Noblesse Oblige.......When Meditation is out of grasp, when self soothing is elusive, watching and feeling stuff arise both consciously and unconsciously from below decks can feel like a giant deconstruction to REconstruction event , and somehow you didn't get the letter, the notification of building works. .....And when we don't have the all the facts, all the figures, all the logistics all the wherewithal's or anything else that might have been helpful when being dipped into this water dunking....WE are only now (real time, i.e. as it happens) learning to ride the craziness of these high energies, BUT we can and will calibrate with them. Because we don't have the memory of them (in our personal energy libraries OR in our HUMAN historic libraries of all that is and will be), we thrash about and desperately resort to old methods for dealing with 'new to us' themes and have no emojis for them. Old tried and trusted methods are Not fit for use in this time frame...its much like trying to discern problems like we did in the old days, as when witches were strapped into dunking chairs and dunked into water, if they drowned they were not a witch, if they survived they were deemed a witch and killed... not an energetically resonant model, and so we have to calibrate and recalibrate our energy to be able to withstand what is happening now, and what is happening now is a dismantling of old energy and purging, in order to clear 'the permanence' of the old...but it is ground shaking and nerve tangling while our bodies do what they are equipped for, but our minds are all up about it and WTFing??? all over the place. Now THIS is disorientating and if its not disorientating for you, then maybe you are walking a path that gets there differently, or that got there already, but for most humans we are being put through the silent wringer, walking a corridor through the unseen mirror, and Like Alice, we don't know what's up or what's down....till we get there. The motion or self-step to use now is 'harmonise', while equilibration continues. Just use that phrase and intention as best you can ' harominise' while in equilibration. We will all calibrate and recalibrate eventually, even though the personality hates to be at a possible disadvantage by NOT KNOWING WTF is GOING ON...As extra sensitives we feel it our fingers and toes...we feel it shift whole currents of sea creatures through our waters...With Noblesse and Oblige, we feel it all, the undercurrents... we carry it and hold it, contain it and ground it , anchor it and lay it as foundation into the ever expanding now, the 'now' that with each second of growth, increases and expands multidimensionally, but we only have capacity to see the bare light bulb-lit circle, in our immediate experience of happening. But it is occurring whether we see it or not, whether we feel it or not...but our waters will be carrying the current of upgrade, whether we know it or not. Known or Not. Harmonising with it is the best advise you can get right now. Transmission ends. Michaela

The sentence was picked out from this paragraph By Jenny Schiltz https://www.jennyschiltz.org/ 🌟🌟 Codes from the 13 Crystal Skulls and Crystal Pyramids 🌟🌟"And then the rain came. Hard, sideways, cold rain. I was frustrated. I noticed a pattern: I do my work and then end up wet, cold, and uncomfortable. So I asked my team why this kept happening. They said, Ask the rain. I did, and the rain answered that it, too, is a carrier of codes. It told me that rain carries memory, activation, and purification. I knew this about water, but for some reason, I never connected it to rain or snow. Absolutely silly. They rain told me that the cleansing had begun, not just for me, not just there, but Earth-wide. I was then invited to harmonize with rather than resist the rain. As I did, something shifted in my body. The cold softened. The discomfort lessened. I felt purification moving through my nervous system and cells. It was a powerful lesson. Harmonization instead of resistance is a valuable tool.