earth is a big mixing pot of anomallies.
everything on earth, solid liquid and gas, plants animals and minerals. will be exposed to and interact with these anomallies causing an effect whether physical, mental, emotional or spiritual by these anomallies.
In the physical realms the anomallies are quite obvious they occur in the areas of,
gravity, density, velociity acceleration. aging and compaction decay and death
Therefore we are in the contrast to being whole in oneness, human interpretations and reactions to the distortions from being whole in the oneness is what gives rise to our spiritual anomally.
seeds of greatness are to also distorted
we are like planets in our own constelaltion but aour energy is deeply affected, changed, transformed by the interaction with our neighbouring planets. and the debris and the cometts that fly off them.
Tuesday, 25 October 2016
Monday, 17 October 2016
When saying No is necessary. And finding the seed of greatness.
Ok so this is more for me but I'll share it with you, maybe it will resonate.
Recently I had a big healing meditation about deeply held issues that I could not see, but that were throwing rocks and boulders into my life. I had understood from reading Seth, that the exterior life presented to us, is a symbolic statement of some inner symbolic statement which projects externally and is cleverly disguised (my words) in cryptic codes difficult to understand.
So when one looks at what is happening in the exterior intimate life, the external symbolic statements..... (that is looking at your ability or not to make real, hopes and dreams, to follow desired pathways, to have beautiful relationships with friends and family, and of course how you feel about yourself your achievements and perceived failures, etc etc) One can be sure that these are related to deep inner symbolic statement.
So I realised that somehow, somewhere along the way, my path had been hijacked. My plans and personal projects were unceremoniously dropped while other, more shouty and demanding issues sailed into their place. I became frustrated as more and more OTHER PEOPLE stuff became my priority. Following Seth's direction, I went inside to see what inner symbolic statement was currently in my inbox waiting for me to see it.
Without going into detail, I had to trust my psychic and healing abilities to read the situation. These kind of readings, I am good at for others, but take a long time to do for myself. The nuts and bolts of the reading was locating an internal symbol which transpired to decode to a long overdue feeling of shame and self loathing (mainly from repeating cyclic re-incarnational dramas as well as this life's buried grief and hidden shame about the self created situations, pertinent to me not realising my own dreams and infact not feeling worthy of having dreams) and so allowing myself to just be in service to others and facilitate others in their life. I know its sounds long-winded but it did take a long time to decode.
At the beginning, the visuals and symbology were all about being in the dark recesses of a series of tunnels that were becoming smaller and more suffocating. I found a shiney black stone-like thing on the floor of entrance cave. Some strange Gollum-like creature was in here somewhere but what was this stone-like thing (all symbols)?
I picked it up and held it. It didn't feel like a stone but it had been dropped and lost, forgotten.
Soon I knew it was some kind of seed, not from a plant that I have ever seen but a seed of somekind nonetheless.
I Found the Gollum-like creature, who had dug itself deeper and deeper into the recesses of this underground tunnel labyrinth. It was in torment and I then realised it was a symbolic statement of shame and self-loathing.
Its long but I began with help from my guides to do the healing and releasing, loving and forgiving.
To cut a long story short, I again looked at the seed I was holding in my hand. It was the seed 'of greatness' that I had long ago dropped and it had become lost in the myriad ways of me neglecting my potential for greatness.
So my inner symbolic statements were showing me I had got lost in my shame and unworthiness, and therefore had never had sown the seed 'of greatness' that we all come equipped with. Instead of planting that seed, I nurtured others peoples seeds and replaced my priorities (unworthy needs) with other peoples needs and I let my own wither in frustration and denial of myself.
This is what was being mirrored to me, reflected in my external world, by all the recent life situations and circumstances. I was becoming physically unwell. It was frustrating and finally forcing me to see that I am denying my own needs.
So, in conclusion, I can not regret it now, to do that is to add to heap on more feelings of unworthiness and shame. I forgive and release, love and heal, and I am happy to have finally picked up that seed 'of greatness' that was dropped so long ago and lost, in shame.
The healing meditation involved changing the internal symbolic statement to one where I had found and finally planted the black seed of greatness. This symbolic statement will then project out into my intimate external life and so the SEED the changes that are ready to be put in place in my external life.
Michaela.
On priorities.
I found this blog this morning and the message was so normal but so apt and heartful for me. I share it here.
It is a simple and everyday piece on priorities and just saying 'No' to loosing yourself in a labyrinth of other peoples stuff and 'No' to spending your life fulfilling other people's expectations of you, just because you have so little of your own.
Saying “no” is something that I always had a hard time with. I was known for offering my help when needed and never shied away from helping people out. I wanted to take every opportunity that was thrown at me in my business life and part of me believed that by saying “yes” to these things, I would be achieving more than if I had declined.
The reality was that saying “yes” to everything brought me nowhere near my own personal goals and possibly even hindered greater experiences. I aimed to please everyone without putting my own career needs first.
The reality was that saying “yes” to everything brought me nowhere near my own personal goals and possibly even hindered greater experiences. I aimed to please everyone without putting my own career needs first.
Why you shouldn’t always say “yes”
The thing with saying “yes” is that most of the time you end up doing things that aren’t a part of your original plan. When I wrote about BEING SUCCESSFUL AT WHATEVER YOU DO, I mentioned how it was important to have an action plan. With so much sidetracking and spreading your abilities thin, there is less time to focus on that plan which in turn means that you’re really not going to have the focus that you set out to have.
Stop saying “yes” to every collaboration
With blogging in particular, there are so many companies and brands that are looking for exposure… and trust me, they can be really enticing! Free stuff always sounds nice, so does a nice paycheque for promoting something to your readers. It can be really hard to say “no”, but believe me, it is necessary. Not just because you want the products to relate to your reader base, but because what you say “yes” to could set the path for future collaborations or experiences.
Saying “no” leads to greater opportunities
Though you may not know it yet, the things you say “yes” to can start to define you. I know of some larger bloggers who said “no” to many smaller brands specifically so they could work with bigger and higher end ones in the future, because that was their goal: to be known as someone who works with high end companies. By saying “no”, you might not be closing yourself off to opportunities, but instead saving yourself for bigger ones.
Don’t take it personally
If you’re like me and like to help others, saying “no” can feel like you’re shunning someone. You need to toughen up a little and know that there are no hard feelings. Nobody expects you to be available for them at the snap of a finger (and if they do… those aren’t really people you want to be helping out anyways, are they?), so you won’t be letting anyone down by choosing to not do something. Most people will absolutely understand if you explain that you don’t have the time or are not able to help.
Now, when somebody approaches me with an idea or request for help, I make sure that it doesn’t pull me off course and I decide whether it could benefit me in the long run. With that type of mindset I’ve been able to grow as I had planned and spend the majority of my energy on my own projects. I am also not wasting time on things that my heart is not 100% attached to, which means more time for the things I want to do.
I hope that you can remember these things when faced with a similar situation and know that saying “no” is not always easy, but it’s necessary.
Saturday, 15 October 2016
VOLATILE FULL MOON IN ARIES ~ Meg Benedicte | 2012 The Awakening
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VOLATILE FULL MOON IN ARIES ~ Meg Benedicte | 2012 The Awakening
It’s been a year of rapid deconstruction and completion, as the world moves into the final months of 2016. This year will go down in the history books as the tipping point of civilization collapse – in dysfunctional governments, in corrupt banking/financial systems, in toxic food/water/air supplies, in extreme weather, and injustices against humanity. Just when you think it can’t get any worse, we see the exposure of rampant racism, sexism, classism, bigotry and religious fanaticism. The shadow side can no longer hide!
Approaching on the flip-side of 3 Eclipses and Libra Equinox is the upcoming Full Moon on October 16 2016 in 23ยบ Aries. Get ready for more high drama and hair-trigger emotional reactions. This Full Moon arrives on the Uranus-Eris conjunction in Aries, which emphasizes outrageous behavior and extreme narcissistic personality disorder (sound familiar?). Uranus is considered the planetary ‘change agent’ that challenges status quo. It loves to shake things up!
“This Full Moon aspect is exciting, electric and quite chaotic. Both the Moon and Uranus are fluctuating and changeable, and emotions often change in a flash.” –darkstarastrology.com
The highly charged Full Moon may cause disruptive ripples thru your relationships. Also, be prepared for rapid changes in the global infrastructure. Whatever is not sound, solid and stable…may collapse. As the planet spirals higher in frequency, all that is fragmented, false or deceptive will unravel.
In a recent post, I recommended being prepared for sudden changes occurring. Take care of your personal well-being. Make sure you have essentials ready. Don’t allow yourself to go into fear and denial. It is unfortunate how many people replied with anger at suggesting such a thing. Let’s have a clear, honest moment…if you cling to the material world the upcoming changes will feel painful and upsetting.
When you pull out of the 3D Matrix simulation, then you can start to take care of yourself without fear or insecurity. Your Soul did not travel to this distant planet without an ‘exit strategy’. You are equipped with everything you need and require to transition into the 5th dimensional field. Don’t get sucked into the chaos, but stand on the sidelines and observe the global transformation occurring.
We will be joining together on Saturday, October 22nd to work with the volatile Full Moon – Uranus/Eris Global Activations. When we join in ‘united mind’ we can smooth out the deconstruction of a corrupt and unjust system and minimize any extreme reactions. Join other Lightworkers and Starseeds in ushering in the new earth paradigm!
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Thursday, 13 October 2016
We sail the seven seas, through choppy waters and high storms in order to find god and ourselves....While the true GOD is watching out of our very own eyes.
According to Seth, mankind creates the god it wants, and needs to worship, and to explain its own inner consciousness and emergence of inner struggles. The evolution of gods and religion is a reflection of the change in consciousness of each religion over time. At any one time God, and the understanding of god, will be a projection of the inner consciousness of mankind.
There is a magnificent inner truth, that we are parts of the ALL THAT IS, which is a root truth, which we all know, but it is buried so deep in the psyche, and mankind left behind the anchors to this truth and went on a very physical adventure into a very choppy sea. The real inner self knows this truth, and so wants to project it out into the physical reality. But until we trully understand the truth of it all, the projections remain distorted while we sail the seven seas in search of god or the gods of ourselves. While the true GOD of which we are individuated aspects, is watching out of our eyes.
Tuesday, 11 October 2016
A New Message From VERONICA You Did Not Incarnate To Blindly Follow.
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A New Message From VERONICA
You Did Not Incarnate To Blindly Follow
"Sometimes there is a need to go a different direction from others. To breakout of a deeply grounded pattern that is no longer valid. In physical reality, one may initially find comfort in those patterns. While one continuing to expand and grow this concept can actually feel good, Creation becomes more difficult when one realizes that a new path needs to be made.
It is important to listen to your own inner whispers when dramatics become overwhelming. Shedding the out of date dramas and relationships is usually the best option when on a path of growth.
All of you have been conditioned from birth to feel and react with others. Each family unity brings its own agenda along with emotional threads. Often these threads can make one feel like a puppet on a string. The ability to speak your own mind is not always available.
Decide to sit with yourself to find the essence of your own soul. Make moments with clarity. Depart from old ways, while shining your light upon those around you.
Some may fall away, however, the ones that stay will continue with a greater reality. You did not incarnate to blindly follow a path already trodding. You came here to forge a new perspective. The old authority by others is now irrelevant in your you found pattern.
Be at peace with letting go.
Lovingly let those who would wish to to always remain the same. a fond farewell.
It's time to go forth with new enthusiasm and a new way.
All benefit from change.
It's okay t let it happen.
Cultivate the inner knowing you carry.
It is magnificent."
~VERONICA
DEAR VERONICA
Dear VERONICA,
I got in meditation that "demons" or "evil spirits" are simply negative thoughts and emotions that have taken on a force of their own.
Just as we are able to manifest the things we want (happiness, house, car, etc.), they are our powerful creative thoughts taking on a personification
I also believe they are fed by negative energy (fear, anger, etc.).
My question is, would love or positivity be the answer to getting rid of these things?
You touched on this in the book saying they are human-made.
-Andy
Dear Andy,
Love and positivity can reduce the intensity and often eradicate such things. In your culture, "evil spirits" play a role in confirming an incarnate that they are helpless so that more fear will be created.
As a soul incarnate, it is important to stay in the positive mode with negatively fueled energies.
Without fear and anger, they will lurk somewhere else or return to Source to re-emerge with more positiveness. It's similar to an old cultural statement that says:
"Don't feed the bears".
~VERONICA
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A reflective breather from me and apples on the trees.
The last few posts enabled me to reflect on my stuff, again. I share this because this blog is an expression of what my heart is inspired to express, whether anyone else reads it or not doesn't have to be part of my process. We all find ways of processing our stuff, maybe reading this helps you on your path.
I also repost from other articles and other people's blogs posts that have validated, confirmed or explained in some way my ideas or feelings or that just appear to me and that resonate with what I need to read at that time, often as a balm to my human self trying to let its butterfly out.
So I talked about my healing of barriers around my heart which caused the painful "restrictions and limitations" that I experienced constantly. I mention this now because I didn't know trully that they were there, so deep and in my 'skin and bones'. This is why deep inner work helps unveil what we are doing and why. We can only see the patterns of what when and how we do things, when the 'pain' or other awkward emotions come up that make us feel, uncomfortable, distorted, exhausted through effort, depressed (again), down trodden (again), a victim ((again).
So to give an example to shed light on this here is a brief insight of my own.
This year has been excruciatingly exhausting for me. I am sure EVERYone has similar experience of one kind or another.
One part of this was having to move my family from my our home. My landlord wanted to sell up.
It is crazy how prices of houses and renting are increasing with every breath that investors, estate agents, landlords and bankers take. It goes without saying that most of us are under an ever increasing burden of financial stress.
So the problem was not in finding an affordable home, because of course they do not exist in this area or indeed in this part of the country, maybe even countrywide. So affordable housing, for people out of the welfare system, Does Not exist in society today. Ever increasing people coming into this country must be flabbergasted at the extortionate rates that they are expected to pay to have a roof over their heads.
No, the problem was to find the money to match the extortionate amount we were required to rent a house in area near to where my teenagers go to school.
Also my eldest was doing his GCSE exams which has become a horrendously stressful time for a parent.
Eventually I find a way to get get just under £10,000 in order to Move my family from one house to another four roads away.
Between myself and my partner, and with the teensiest help from a few skulking teenagers, we begin the moving process. The dates allowed us an overlap period of one week, between taking keys for the new house, and giving keys back for the old house. The time period of packing cleaning, clearing, shuttling, shoving, moving, upheaval, shifting, scrubbing, lifting etc etc went on for over 4 weeks. Flat out, and exhausted, and moving between two houses to ensure the old was emptied cleaned, and scrubbed, and the new was filled and somehow our lives be put back together again.
I look back now and saw that we wer living in strange place of exhaustion but steaming ahead with adrenaline and stress. It was also during the hottest summer month that London had seen for a very long time. I turn completely on automatic pilot and could not see myself under the immensity of what we had to get done. The emotional, mental spiritual and physical strain was draining. I was crying out for a rest, a trip to beach, just to get some sea and beach but we had no spare money. I see now that I will close down when I am overwhelmed. I restrict and limit what I let in and what I give out.
Just at the moment we could begin to recover, another huge impact occurred and I had to devote much of time going between my newly-moved-into-house with boxes still unpacked, my mother with Multiple sclerosis, in her home in another part of London and my father in Hospital, in yet a different part of London, now dying of cancer. My mother needs care herself and the situation is very complicated. They are both in their eighties.
Each time I came back to my new home, I didn't like it. It was a place we were forced to take on huge financial stresses and I hadn't had time to get used to it, or to adapt to the strangeness of it. It was just another pain in the neck to be dealt with, in the spaces between being a dutiful daughter and getting done all the chores that I needed to do for my own family, before I ran out the door again, to meet the ever increasing demands of a cancer wrapped situation.
It is beginning to recede now.
I see that I am an Aquarian sun sign, so it can be difficult for me, but also my rising sign is Cancer, which means that when people see me they see a Cancerian, a home loving and family orienatated person. Also the RISING sign, also known as the ASCENDING sign, whatever that is for any of you, is the sign that holds the key for your ascension. It holds the challenges that will allow you to expand through and to ascend through. So my family and home life challenges (cancer rising sign) provides me constantly, with challenges that frustrate the life out of my Aquarian sun sign.
But this Cancerian challenge of "Loving home and family" was doubly confounded by the fact that I was working, unknowingly, through the barriers that were strapped around my heart. These barriers
provided the coping mechanism and self preservation That my little child self (aged 3or 4 years old) decided she needed to form for protection from the harshness of the human life that she found herself in.
Without knowing, I grew the habit of holding my breath when involved in stress or challenges. I had no trust that I would be OK. I had to march on regardless, not taking a breath, and in grim determination. I found life hard. sad, and so I studied the psyche, trying to make sense of it. I became a healer and intuitive artist. I do medium work. I developed my psychic abilities. I am a completely different person to the one I was not only 50 years ago, but a different person to what I was 40 years ago, 30 years ago, 10 years, 5 years, and even 1 year ago.
I am even so very different to the person I was back in March of this year. Begging for a holiday, and In need of a massive healing. So the massive healing came through the process of the exhaustive and stressful challenges unfolding during these last months. The massive healing is hard work. You have to participate fully in it.
So anyway, back to one week ago, I did the meditative and healing work to look at my patterns without judgement, and just as I recorded in my post: 3rd October, Woodpecker's message of opportunity, Unicorn's guidance, and Bob Marleys love.) SO MANY things also fell into place and I really understood whats been happening with me.
The restrictions pulled down the lens of pain, and when energy leaves the heart or comes to the heart through the lens of pain, it isn't going to be the best experience. It is going to be a love that is distorted and conditional.
So when you don't know you are doing this, you don't know why even the most normal of things feel exhausting and you want to limit and restrict your exposure to them. Its all because you are experiencing through the lens of pain, buried so deeply that you don't know it is there, or that it is effecting everything you do and how you see life.
Of course these things are only brought to our attention, (by us), when they become really "alive and scary" and even more ramped up during a repeat cycle. So just to be sure, it is when a certain "type of situation that causes us to react in such a way" boomerangs back into our waking lives screaming at our waking consciousness you can be sure that it is the right time to deal with whatever is going on below the surface.
It should happen when we have the skills and insight, and non judgement values that allow us to see it for what it is, without us beating ourselves up for having had such awful inner demons that delayed our progress or sabotaged us for so long. Remember most of this stuff is inner child, inner teenage and inner young adult coping mechanisms. You would NOT beat a child up for wanting to protect him or herself.
Remove the restrictive flow from, and through, the heart by healing the patterns of living through a lens of pain. These patterns are now so very outdated.
As I sit in my new garden today I see that by doing that inner work and dissolving the barriers around my heart, and dropping the restrictions and limitations as to WHAT it allows into and out from the heart. By removing patterns that want to place Restrictions on "What type of 'love' and 'energy'" means that we stop having to measure and judge (with limitations) and filter out what comes in to us and what goes out from us. Once the fear is healed We can be safe to allow ourselves to once again feel everything.
When you can stop living through the exhaustion of a limited flow of "trust in life/love" the immensity of of the pain lens dissolves so that you can see things again clearly.
Stress is an incredible force. It can kill you. But it is better, even life enhancing, to observe or reflect on yourself and how you react to stressful or challeging situations. Let your reactions tell you what patterns of "resisting the flow of life and love" you have allowed yourself to default to.
The Stress is receding.
When I sit in my garden I actually can see so many birds; a woodpeckers (the same one keeps coming back day after day), pigeons, robins, thrush, magpies, crows. bright green cockateels (?) flocks of sea gulls, and an eagle (Kite?).
I see all the autumn colours and apples on the trees.
I see my new home is actually really nice and I want to hygge* it and my life.
where Hygge* means hug.
Michaela.
I also repost from other articles and other people's blogs posts that have validated, confirmed or explained in some way my ideas or feelings or that just appear to me and that resonate with what I need to read at that time, often as a balm to my human self trying to let its butterfly out.
So I talked about my healing of barriers around my heart which caused the painful "restrictions and limitations" that I experienced constantly. I mention this now because I didn't know trully that they were there, so deep and in my 'skin and bones'. This is why deep inner work helps unveil what we are doing and why. We can only see the patterns of what when and how we do things, when the 'pain' or other awkward emotions come up that make us feel, uncomfortable, distorted, exhausted through effort, depressed (again), down trodden (again), a victim ((again).
So to give an example to shed light on this here is a brief insight of my own.
This year has been excruciatingly exhausting for me. I am sure EVERYone has similar experience of one kind or another.
One part of this was having to move my family from my our home. My landlord wanted to sell up.
It is crazy how prices of houses and renting are increasing with every breath that investors, estate agents, landlords and bankers take. It goes without saying that most of us are under an ever increasing burden of financial stress.
So the problem was not in finding an affordable home, because of course they do not exist in this area or indeed in this part of the country, maybe even countrywide. So affordable housing, for people out of the welfare system, Does Not exist in society today. Ever increasing people coming into this country must be flabbergasted at the extortionate rates that they are expected to pay to have a roof over their heads.
No, the problem was to find the money to match the extortionate amount we were required to rent a house in area near to where my teenagers go to school.
Also my eldest was doing his GCSE exams which has become a horrendously stressful time for a parent.
Eventually I find a way to get get just under £10,000 in order to Move my family from one house to another four roads away.
Between myself and my partner, and with the teensiest help from a few skulking teenagers, we begin the moving process. The dates allowed us an overlap period of one week, between taking keys for the new house, and giving keys back for the old house. The time period of packing cleaning, clearing, shuttling, shoving, moving, upheaval, shifting, scrubbing, lifting etc etc went on for over 4 weeks. Flat out, and exhausted, and moving between two houses to ensure the old was emptied cleaned, and scrubbed, and the new was filled and somehow our lives be put back together again.
I look back now and saw that we wer living in strange place of exhaustion but steaming ahead with adrenaline and stress. It was also during the hottest summer month that London had seen for a very long time. I turn completely on automatic pilot and could not see myself under the immensity of what we had to get done. The emotional, mental spiritual and physical strain was draining. I was crying out for a rest, a trip to beach, just to get some sea and beach but we had no spare money. I see now that I will close down when I am overwhelmed. I restrict and limit what I let in and what I give out.
Just at the moment we could begin to recover, another huge impact occurred and I had to devote much of time going between my newly-moved-into-house with boxes still unpacked, my mother with Multiple sclerosis, in her home in another part of London and my father in Hospital, in yet a different part of London, now dying of cancer. My mother needs care herself and the situation is very complicated. They are both in their eighties.
Each time I came back to my new home, I didn't like it. It was a place we were forced to take on huge financial stresses and I hadn't had time to get used to it, or to adapt to the strangeness of it. It was just another pain in the neck to be dealt with, in the spaces between being a dutiful daughter and getting done all the chores that I needed to do for my own family, before I ran out the door again, to meet the ever increasing demands of a cancer wrapped situation.
It is beginning to recede now.
I see that I am an Aquarian sun sign, so it can be difficult for me, but also my rising sign is Cancer, which means that when people see me they see a Cancerian, a home loving and family orienatated person. Also the RISING sign, also known as the ASCENDING sign, whatever that is for any of you, is the sign that holds the key for your ascension. It holds the challenges that will allow you to expand through and to ascend through. So my family and home life challenges (cancer rising sign) provides me constantly, with challenges that frustrate the life out of my Aquarian sun sign.
But this Cancerian challenge of "Loving home and family" was doubly confounded by the fact that I was working, unknowingly, through the barriers that were strapped around my heart. These barriers
provided the coping mechanism and self preservation That my little child self (aged 3or 4 years old) decided she needed to form for protection from the harshness of the human life that she found herself in.
Without knowing, I grew the habit of holding my breath when involved in stress or challenges. I had no trust that I would be OK. I had to march on regardless, not taking a breath, and in grim determination. I found life hard. sad, and so I studied the psyche, trying to make sense of it. I became a healer and intuitive artist. I do medium work. I developed my psychic abilities. I am a completely different person to the one I was not only 50 years ago, but a different person to what I was 40 years ago, 30 years ago, 10 years, 5 years, and even 1 year ago.
I am even so very different to the person I was back in March of this year. Begging for a holiday, and In need of a massive healing. So the massive healing came through the process of the exhaustive and stressful challenges unfolding during these last months. The massive healing is hard work. You have to participate fully in it.
So anyway, back to one week ago, I did the meditative and healing work to look at my patterns without judgement, and just as I recorded in my post: 3rd October, Woodpecker's message of opportunity, Unicorn's guidance, and Bob Marleys love.) SO MANY things also fell into place and I really understood whats been happening with me.
The restrictions pulled down the lens of pain, and when energy leaves the heart or comes to the heart through the lens of pain, it isn't going to be the best experience. It is going to be a love that is distorted and conditional.
So when you don't know you are doing this, you don't know why even the most normal of things feel exhausting and you want to limit and restrict your exposure to them. Its all because you are experiencing through the lens of pain, buried so deeply that you don't know it is there, or that it is effecting everything you do and how you see life.
Of course these things are only brought to our attention, (by us), when they become really "alive and scary" and even more ramped up during a repeat cycle. So just to be sure, it is when a certain "type of situation that causes us to react in such a way" boomerangs back into our waking lives screaming at our waking consciousness you can be sure that it is the right time to deal with whatever is going on below the surface.
It should happen when we have the skills and insight, and non judgement values that allow us to see it for what it is, without us beating ourselves up for having had such awful inner demons that delayed our progress or sabotaged us for so long. Remember most of this stuff is inner child, inner teenage and inner young adult coping mechanisms. You would NOT beat a child up for wanting to protect him or herself.
Remove the restrictive flow from, and through, the heart by healing the patterns of living through a lens of pain. These patterns are now so very outdated.
As I sit in my new garden today I see that by doing that inner work and dissolving the barriers around my heart, and dropping the restrictions and limitations as to WHAT it allows into and out from the heart. By removing patterns that want to place Restrictions on "What type of 'love' and 'energy'" means that we stop having to measure and judge (with limitations) and filter out what comes in to us and what goes out from us. Once the fear is healed We can be safe to allow ourselves to once again feel everything.
When you can stop living through the exhaustion of a limited flow of "trust in life/love" the immensity of of the pain lens dissolves so that you can see things again clearly.
Stress is an incredible force. It can kill you. But it is better, even life enhancing, to observe or reflect on yourself and how you react to stressful or challeging situations. Let your reactions tell you what patterns of "resisting the flow of life and love" you have allowed yourself to default to.
The Stress is receding.
When I sit in my garden I actually can see so many birds; a woodpeckers (the same one keeps coming back day after day), pigeons, robins, thrush, magpies, crows. bright green cockateels (?) flocks of sea gulls, and an eagle (Kite?).
I see all the autumn colours and apples on the trees.
I see my new home is actually really nice and I want to hygge* it and my life.
where Hygge* means hug.
Michaela.
Affirming Boundaries: "I live a beautiful life". And I especially like this one by Jennifer Hoffman, “Everyone in my life loves, honors, and respects me.”
Having been through a tumultuous time lately, and having had lots of layers literally beaten off me, I now find a new space to take a breather.
So, now I am back in my home space. I have been motioning through it, to clear and organise it, cleaning and tidying. I am using feng shui and the art the placement, I am creating my version of Hygge to transform my home space to create comfort and a place that I want to be in.
(For info on Hygge see my post 3rd October 2016: Prescription to self. Bring the art of Hygge into your life and home. Love yourself better: As we come into the winter months surround yourself, your home and fill your life with the spirit of Hygge.)
The roots of my efforts lie in my wish only to live a beautiful.
During this transformational time, I discovered that most if not all my vast amount of energies were being utilised to serve others. I was furnishing the lives of others with my energy and leaving little for my self. Thus becoming depleted and frustrated. By fulfilling roles that you agree to fulfill, but without boundaries, you get little change back in your pockets for yourself.
So... lots of internal work later...by that I mean a complete interior overhaul I am energised to effect a complete overhaul in the exterior to reflect that I am back, and I am set to claim back my original vision of wanting to live a beautiful life.
This is not a techno thing with the latest in smart stuff, its not about living in a penthouse in one of London's more salubrious areas with pots of cash. Its more about celebrating what you are and how you live.
I have been planning some new artwork and so have I am weaving a new tapestry in my mind. The tapestry is forming and some of the threads that are shining through are these affirmations:
I connect with my true expansiveness in all dimensions and realities.
I replace restrictions and limitations with creativity and a sense of wonder and adventure.
I love, honour and respect the natural cycles and patterns of life and nature.
I love, honour and respect the scared rituals that can bless my life.
I bless my food, sleep, movement, growth and expansion.
I love, honour and respect myself and relationships
.
I ground and anchor my multidimensional energies into my being in each ever expanding moment of now.
I have the keys to open the doors I desire to open.
A beautiful life will mean different things to each of us so get your definitions and create the boundaries that will guide the flow of energies through to where you want them to be.
I especially like the boundary of :“Everyone in my life loves, honors, and respects me.”in this message by Jennifer Hoffman.
Enjoy creating your new boundaries.
Michaela.
P.s. Where I mention "I replace restrictions and limitations", it is to do with opening my heart to unlimited love. When it is closed, in self-preservation or in a coping mechanism (see my post Woodpecker's message of opportunity, Unicorn's guidance, and Bob Marleys love.posted 3rd October 2016) ) it can only accept, or give out 'self restricted' experiences of love which are distorted through the lens of pain. Restrictions of this type means nothing is going to be great. !
So, now I am back in my home space. I have been motioning through it, to clear and organise it, cleaning and tidying. I am using feng shui and the art the placement, I am creating my version of Hygge to transform my home space to create comfort and a place that I want to be in.
(For info on Hygge see my post 3rd October 2016: Prescription to self. Bring the art of Hygge into your life and home. Love yourself better: As we come into the winter months surround yourself, your home and fill your life with the spirit of Hygge.)
The roots of my efforts lie in my wish only to live a beautiful.
During this transformational time, I discovered that most if not all my vast amount of energies were being utilised to serve others. I was furnishing the lives of others with my energy and leaving little for my self. Thus becoming depleted and frustrated. By fulfilling roles that you agree to fulfill, but without boundaries, you get little change back in your pockets for yourself.
So... lots of internal work later...by that I mean a complete interior overhaul I am energised to effect a complete overhaul in the exterior to reflect that I am back, and I am set to claim back my original vision of wanting to live a beautiful life.
This is not a techno thing with the latest in smart stuff, its not about living in a penthouse in one of London's more salubrious areas with pots of cash. Its more about celebrating what you are and how you live.
I have been planning some new artwork and so have I am weaving a new tapestry in my mind. The tapestry is forming and some of the threads that are shining through are these affirmations:
I connect with my true expansiveness in all dimensions and realities.
I replace restrictions and limitations with creativity and a sense of wonder and adventure.
I love, honour and respect the natural cycles and patterns of life and nature.
I love, honour and respect the scared rituals that can bless my life.
I bless my food, sleep, movement, growth and expansion.
I love, honour and respect myself and relationships
.
I ground and anchor my multidimensional energies into my being in each ever expanding moment of now.
I have the keys to open the doors I desire to open.
A beautiful life will mean different things to each of us so get your definitions and create the boundaries that will guide the flow of energies through to where you want them to be.
I especially like the boundary of :“Everyone in my life loves, honors, and respects me.”in this message by Jennifer Hoffman.
Enjoy creating your new boundaries.
Michaela.
P.s. Where I mention "I replace restrictions and limitations", it is to do with opening my heart to unlimited love. When it is closed, in self-preservation or in a coping mechanism (see my post Woodpecker's message of opportunity, Unicorn's guidance, and Bob Marleys love.posted 3rd October 2016) ) it can only accept, or give out 'self restricted' experiences of love which are distorted through the lens of pain. Restrictions of this type means nothing is going to be great. !
| Boundaries Up and Anchors Aweigh by Jennifer Hoffmanby ForeverUnlimited |
| Oct 10, 2016 
When there is a lot of energy movement we need to make sure our energy boundaries are firmly in place. Why would we put boundaries up when we want the energy to flow in freely and create as much transformation as possible? Because without boundaries we don’t have a path for the energy to follow and while we want to receive a lot of energy, we don’t want the chaos and drama that can happen when we are not in control of the energy flows. At times like these we need to be open to the huge potential that big energy movement brings and raise our anchors so we can set sail, while also having the boundaries that let us keep our ship on course.
Boundaries control the flow of energy movement into and out of our lives. A strong energy boundary, like the favorite that I have shared with you for years, “Everyone in my life loves, honors, and respects me,” sets a foundation for the kinds of relationships and energy that we want in our life. And that serves two purposes, it lets everyone know what the energetic price of admission is to be in your energy space, while attracting people who want to be in that space with you. The people who need the boundary as a reminder of how to behave with you will be uncomfortable with it, while the ones who don’t need it won’t even be aware of the boundary, except to know that your energy feels very comfortable to them because it matches their energy.
As we are creating our energy boundaries we are attracting the energy that will be at their frequency and vibration, while also expanding the possibilities for our life that can include those energies. This is what allows us to raise the anchors and set sail for new territory but we cannot do that without also having a path to follow. How often do you get into your car and drive aimlessly around town? Probably not very often. You get into your car when you have a destination in mind, and that is what we also need to do in our own lives.
It is the combination of boundaries and the desire to move forward that opens us to the transformation which will get us ‘unstuck’ but rather than getting shot out of a rocket and hope we land somewhere we want to be, in one piece, transformation is easier to integrate when we are managing the process and are aware and in control of where the energy is flowing and going.
As soon as we decide that we are ready to move forward, the boundaries must go up so we can manage how much energy we are receiving, where it is going, and how we are going to use it. Then we can take advantage of the energy in a bigger way because we are a bigger energy container. In fact, it is by having stronger energy boundaries that we create bigger energy containers. How big do you want your energy container to be?
Or, asked another way, how big do you dare make your energy container – by intending a stronger outcome, dreaming a bigger dream, by expecting the highest and best results in all things, for yourself and for the world?
Create your energy boundaries by setting strong intentions for your life, such as:
How much joy do you want to have?
What kind of relationships are fulfilling and enjoyable? How do you want the people in your life to be with you?
Do you want peace, love, and prosperity? Include them in your boundaries.
Are you expecting to be provided for, supported, and guided to your highest potential in all that you do? Make that part of your boundaries.
Anything that you intend which serves your highest good is part of your energy boundaries, and that helps you raise the anchors that have been keeping you in one place and feeling stuck so you can move forward with confidence, purpose, and on course to your joyful, joy-filled life.
It’s a big energy week so put those energy boundaries in place, raise the anchor, and see how far you can travel.
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The image of the weave, of the woven tapestry, carpet or blanket tells a story. What story are we telling ourselves every day? What are we punctuating our designs with? Have we woven in boundaries to contain the flow of life or have we boxed ourselves into a tiny unbreathable space.
The image of the weave, of the woven tapestry, carpet or blanket conjures up pictures of a maker, a creater the weave and of the patterns that the maker weaves. Does it imply that at some level there is an order or design that the maker has in mind, or a pattern that is being worked to?
Is it possible that the weave creates itself as it happens, in response or reaction to the last stitches or threads woven into place?
Are the woven threads the choices that we make under the cloud of the restrictions we impose on ourselves through lack of knowing our true size?
Boundaries are what we choose to weave our designs with. We are the makers, lets change our patterns into more beautiful ones, patterns and designs that fill our lives with blessings that we create.
I used to say, " I can only do what I can only do." Generally in response to being exhausted.
Now I can say, " I can only do what ONLY I CAN do!"
This statement, ONLY I CAN, not only reminds me that:
No one else is going to do it for me, rescue me from myself and any lack of SENSE OF SELF.
But the statement, 'ONLY I CAN' reminds me that ONLY I, have the qualities, talents, abilities, learning,expressions, experiences, thoughts, feelings and understandings that are unique to me and 'ONLY I' can express them and expand through them.
Is it possible that the weave creates itself as it happens, in response or reaction to the last stitches or threads woven into place?
Are the woven threads the choices that we make under the cloud of the restrictions we impose on ourselves through lack of knowing our true size?
Boundaries are what we choose to weave our designs with. We are the makers, lets change our patterns into more beautiful ones, patterns and designs that fill our lives with blessings that we create.
I used to say, " I can only do what I can only do." Generally in response to being exhausted.
Now I can say, " I can only do what ONLY I CAN do!"
This statement, ONLY I CAN, not only reminds me that:
No one else is going to do it for me, rescue me from myself and any lack of SENSE OF SELF.
But the statement, 'ONLY I CAN' reminds me that ONLY I, have the qualities, talents, abilities, learning,expressions, experiences, thoughts, feelings and understandings that are unique to me and 'ONLY I' can express them and expand through them.
THE ORACLE REPORT: Thursday, October 6, 2016. Today we "change how we are weaving our story". "Today we are weavers of the magic carpet on the ride of life. The adventure continues. Tomorrow, the Sun will square Pluto. The magic carpet ride hangs a hard right turn. We see it in the patterns of time."
KOLOB CANYON, UTAH. TAKEN BY WISE OWL SALLY
Crescent Moon Phase: persevere through challenges
Moon in Sagittarius
Aspect of the Aeon Sophia (Wisdom): Kali, Goddess of Endings and Beginnings
Aspect of the Aeon Thelete (Will): Elias, God of the West
Skill: recognize patterns
True Alignments: dissolution of systems based on dominance, aha moments, seeing the patterns/rhythms/cycles, back to basics when unsure, starting over, signs and synchronicities (especially signs from nature), self-sufficiency, individual talents that contribute to the whole, recognizing and respecting what it took to get somewhere or to survive, relating on a deeper level, self-approval, the ancient teachings and mysteries
Catalysts for Change: tangled webs woven from the practice of deceit, repeating the same mistake, unable to make a move or a change, too mired in details to see the bigger picture, boring routines, unrealistic, self-centered, hyper-dominant, underestimating an "opponent" or underestimating yourself, not using common sense, divide and conquer (especially via "fake feminism")
Sabian Symbol for the Solar-Lunar Month: "three masters hanging in a special room in an art gallery" (light reflected on life; expansion of perceptions; linking mind, body, and spirit; vision and visionary)
Sabian Symbol for the Solar-Lunar Year: "the magic carpet of Oriental imagery" (transcending difficulties; transcending the unraveling control paradigm; fantastical experiences)
In some way today, we see a pattern.
The Sun is discharging the energetic of "circular paths." We recognize the repetition of something. We often find ourselves saying "Here I go again" or "How did I get back here?" or "I know where this is going" or "Been there, done that."
The "circular paths" energetic is not about being locked in a cycle or pattern of behavior. It is about recognizing the pattern or cycle, recognizing that you (or others) did the best that you could do, and then learning from the experience.
The energetic asks us to recognize where we are NOW and how different choices can be made so that the experience or pattern grows into something more.
When the Sun is discharging "circular paths," the Earth is always discharging "an Indian weaving a blanket." The patterns and experiences of our lives weave together into beautiful tapestries and stories. Many "individual threads" combine in different ways to form our personal "narrative."
What does the "blanket" or story of your life look like so far? What patterns do you see? Are there particular colors or motifs that seem to recur or dominate?
What colors or motifs could now be added to change how it looks or how it is?
Does it need some sturdier threads, new colors, or borders/outlines/boundaries/definition?
This is your story -- your narrative, your creation. Today we amend the story as needed, as information, insight, and inspiration are illuminated. We are meant to see and understand something today with Mercury (deliverer of messages) discharging "a man gaining secret knowledge from an ancient scroll he is reading," and Mars discharging "a veiled prophet speaks, seized by the power of a god."
Following impulses to read or listen to something is highly advisable today. Our attention is being drawn to what we need.
Most likely, what we see or learn today serves to BALANCE us, our story, our narrative. Venus is discharging "a woman filled with her own spirit is the father of her own child." This energetic symbolizes balance between the inner (sacred) feminine and inner (sacred) masculine.
The goal of Venus' energy today is to help us learn how to provide for our own needs, not relying on others to meet our needs. The energetic is holistic; it seeks unity or unification. This particular frequency of energy is very good for balancing the mind (our perspective or outlook or perception). In turn, this enables us to recognize patterns, gain information and knowledge, and then change things accordingly (change how we are weaving our story).
In the process, we are adding our story to the grander story, the Story of the Aeon Sophia.
Today we are weavers of the magic carpet on the ride of life. The adventure continues.
Tomorrow, the Sun will square Pluto. The magic carpet ride hangs a hard right turn. We see it in the patterns of time.
Our hearts are with all of those in the path of the hurricane. Stay strong, wise owls.
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