"I have so much to share with you in this update. So many points to touch upon in order to reach my final point. And that final point is an invitation to you to remember who you really are so that you might step into your divine creative power. So that you might do as you intended before you were born into this present incarnation of yours and so that you might participate in the creation of a golden new age of humanity." Click on the link to get to Zingdad's :The Starseed Contract and planetary ascension.

I woke up and out of  the dream state a few mornings ago with the 'loud and clear' image of a large document with white type face text on black background. It was written in informal, i.e modern English. The title was in words that pertained to an agreement, and it all reminded me of  looking at an official document that  appeared like a black and white negative or had been stored as an old fashioned microfilm, in which you needed an old fashioned microfiche scanner to be able to retrieve it.

I could read the document title clearly but on waking it all blurred and I had to translate quickly before it left me completely.  I knew it was about an agreement. The morning I woke with this black paged document, with white type face, I knew it was telling me something about that which I had agreed. I could not figure out what important thing I had agreed to do but I woke feeling highly activated and energised. It stayed with me a few days without making much sense and then I received the email newletter from Zingdad (link to the newsletter below).

A few days before this, I had the excruciating pain in my head, as if a bolt  had been shot into it.
(see previous blog   http://inspiredheart8.blogspot.co.uk/2017/03/upgrading-to-earth-warriors-or-peace.html)

The pain stayed a few days, and I still feel twinges now. But I do know it is a very important 'Pain in the neck' for me. To see how things were synchronising I meditated about it again. Long story short, the pain my neck was the release of the trauma that was perhaps my first "Shattering*." It was a spear thrown at me from above and it did a lot of damage, obviously I don't want to go into detail but I can explain that a few years I have done some regression work and  I was lucky enough to have had some multidimensional massages to release some deeply held traumas. One was, funnily enough this spear incident, another was the complete chopping off of my head.

The spear down through my head must have been the mother of all "separation traumas" for me,  because the pain coming back now, and only days before the equinox means its time to truly know my business.

My meditation was calling for me to trust. Trust is a big theme in this latest blast of synchronicities.


Then I came to Zingdad's newsletter. He mentions the stages of remembering, and he talks about the "shattering*" and it all totally fitted. This explained the separation process, but more than that the complete agony and fragmentation that it would cause. It would require TRUST  for a person to retrieve himself or herself, back and up through the layers of density, that they had agreed to descend into and participate in.

The email page I was reading was black and the typeface was white.

The newsletter was reminding us that some of us made agreements......I was reminded. And then I started to remember what I might have been in agreement with ....

https://zingdad.com/publications/books/the-ascension-papers-book-3/195-adamu-the-starseed-contract-and-planetary-ascension

Dear michaela b I would guess that many of my readers are Starseeds. Perhaps some of you don't even know this about yourselves. And perhaps some of you think that you could be, but don't know exactly what this means for you? Whatever the case, I found this latest Adamu update to be incredibly helpful. Finally it all begins to make sense! In his inimitable style, Adamu lays it all out: what Starseeds are, where they come from, how they got here, WHY they are here and what happens to them next. This is The Starseed Contract. And Adamu deals with it in a way that really brings comprehension to the whole situation. This latest update from Adamu is available here: The Starseed Contract and Planetary Ascension   ... or click the button below to read all of Adamu's updates in sequence... Adamu's Section of my website

I also have a new article available in my blog that many of you will, I am sure, find both interesting and useful.  It deals with the subject of "Triggering... and what to do about it!" The psychological effect of “being triggered” by an external event is something that one hears about a great deal these days. It has become a mainstream concept, often mentioned in the press and in online articles. The concept, in case you are not familiar with it, is quite simple: someone does something or says something that causes, in the triggered individual, a negative emotional response that is so powerful as to be debilitating. If you have never experienced yourself being triggered, a useful way to understand it is to imagine yourself being offended to such a degree that you feel emotionally unable to cope. Typically, when we speak of triggering, this also implies the individual having a loud, very visible melt-down. This is “triggering”. And since this is something that is now in the common parlance, I feel that it is important to gain some understanding of what is really going on here and how one can begin to respond to triggering – your own and someone else's. Read the full article here. And that's it from me for now... Until next time, With much love, Arn

Links to his ebook.

https://zingdad.com/images/downloads/the_ascension_papers_book_1_-_zingdad.pdf
or
https://zingdad.com/publications/books/the-ascension-papers-book-1

to get your free copy.  

I am currently reading it, and totally recommend it.

Michaela.