I talk about having a bolt shot through my head causing intense pain for days...and "What if ego is related in some way to or housed within the amygdala? It seems that all insecurity's, doubts and fears arise from this area of the brain and the ego is that which drives the story of our lives. So how do we change the story of our life, to one which is preferred, now that we can see our story is translated through the ego, and chanelled from the amygdala which is the store-room for emotions?...."

In the post  http://inspiredheart8.blogspot.co.uk/2017/03/upgrading-to-earth-warriors-or-peace.htmlt
I talked about having a bolt of intense pain shot through my head causing intense pain for days.


This happened in my sleep, and of course a bolt wasn't actually shot through my head, but the pain was real enough, and I could move my head and neck properly for a few days. The memory of this 'pain' has only just subsided.  and now I can add that it is likely to have been the amygdala that was at the receiving end of this psychic surgery.

 In my post I was trying to locate the specific area in my brain that was submitted to this disturbance.

A few days ago I was skimming through my books, trying to sort through them and de-clutter from old energy items.
 I came to a book on the Alexander Technique called "How you STAND, how you MOVE, how you LIVE" by Missy Vineyard. I read through her descriptions of clients' body language, of pain and discomfort, and how they reflected the internal story going on. She expressed that it is the amygdala that is responsible for memories and emotion tied to the fight or flight response, response to danger and it holds the framework of FEAR. It is in our limbic brain and ancient in the origination of the invertebrate biological system. It is what animals use to perceive danger.

The amygdala is "the sentry that never sleeps. It follows us wherever we go , watching every circumstance for danger. Its purpose is to evaluate incoming sensory stimuli for threats to the organism. Then it triggers a series of physical and mental changes that propel us like a train on its track into behaviours of defense". So its not wrong to say that we can be hypervigilant in responding to threat. Post Stress Trauma, PST is worked through from here, repeating and repeating, as everything becomes a stress stimuli. This response becomes the Story of the PST sufferer.

I researched more about the place in my head where I could feel the bolt of pain and feel sure that the area in my brain that was receiving the surgery was likely to have been the amygdala.

So if the bolt into my brain was some kind of major etheric/psychic surgery to the amygdala,  it was to the 'Seat of emotions', that receives input from senses which it then reads the scripts and rapidly fires responses.

Fear is the big one and the amygdala handles all correspondence and actions to do with it. It houses all memories and drives, it hovers over 'the button', ready to push it as soon as even so much as the shadow of a fear a trigger breezes by. All things 'emotions related' and especially fear related are regulated and stored in the memory of the amygdala.

So what was the surgery? I said it brought forth the memory of a past life "spear through the top of my head" incident, which could well be, for me, the mother of all "shattering's" (Zingdad) and one in which was, appropriately enough, directed into and through the area of the brain that contained the amygdala. The amygdala is the memory house for fear and everything that spins out from it.

So, it was an ancient wound, that I cannot remember, but its impact would be difficult to get over, and recover from, remaining as a reverberating pulsing wound, lifetime after lifetime.

This would be, according to Zingdad, the 'shattering' that acted to, well and truly, cleave me from any sense of trust and would be the blow that finalised my separation (from oneness and sense of safety and trust therein).There was no going back after this. This memory stored in the amygdala, was therefore repeated, lifetime after  lifetime, setting me up with the constant but silent,  invisible klaxon warning that "life is not to be trusted, and was going to be harsh". And was to become my 'Story'.


I know we don't physically have the exact same body and brain tissue, life time after lifetime, in fact the bodies cell's die and are replaced so often it said we have a completely new body every 7 years, (or something like that). So as we regenerate in a new operational vehicle each transit, something is imprinted in our consciousness memory, which is somehow woven into the energy system we run with. It powers our story. Its not like a series number or a model number because we have different types of vehicles each time. No, its like a hidden barcode, an etheric scar. A living tattoo on skin that no one can see. It  must be like being a 'sleeper' terrorist, that dosen't know they have been brainwashed, until a code of some kind is shown, and then they react, having no knowledge or understanding that they are reacting to a planted stimuli.


I am relating this because this must be some kind of release from having to run with this memory and how that drives my story. Also according to Zingdad, the act of the shattering on a person, serves a purpose, so the purpose it served must be completed and therefore fulfilled and so, no longer required.


I had a really good deep tissue massage to my neck and back yesterday, I couldn't even talk by the end of it. This was therapy to move through and release from so many residual aches and pains, stiffness and the effects of  both extended low level stress and extremely highly stressed life situations for this past 12 months (lots of long stories). It was also of course a good way to help lift out and clear any remnants of the memory of the "shattering" and the subsequent psychic surgery to my brain to heal it.

This massage was my way of helping those last bits of clearing loosen from out of skin and bones and freeing myself from them.

Michaela.

What if ego is related in some way to or housed within the amygdala?  It seems that all insecurity's, doubts and fears arise from this area of the brain and the ego is that which drives the story of our lives. So how do we change the story of our life, to one which is preferred, now that we can see our story is translated through the ego, and chanelled from the amygdala which is the store-room for emotions?....