So I am getting surreal again. But I am deciding to share it in case it helps. I feel a splitting into two distinct phases. This is within. Both are hard to describe but are simultaneous, at the same time, in the same place... but now appear,or feel, to be splitting to reveal the distinction. One phase is a moving mosaic, a cacophany of small noises and agitations, like many puzzle pieces in a collapsed but moving pile. This is like many agitations, thoughts, emotions, all conjured and mixed up, moving and writhing constantly vying for place, to be seen and heard and attended to.It is all the fears and reactions,all the thoughts that have gone into making the reality of human experience. It is inner pandemonium which is distraction of so much and so many, its like an inner hell of personal chaos, a crumbling falling babylonian tower. "Remember YOU are NOT your thoughts, And thoughts are not facts. So many people feel bad just because what's going on in their minds". The second phase is emerging from this cacophany of broken pieces that make up the inner babylonian tower. And it is sublime. It feels like an amorphous moving bubble of liquid light, rising like the globules of light in a larva Lamp. The liquid light is peaceful and serene and distinctly different from the other phase. the imagery is like this The Video Lava Lamp (iScapes Vol. 3).

I feel there is a choice coming up.
And we get to split.
The split is about loosing a heavy cumbersome overcoat of fear and conditions, of fragility and of wearisome duty and obligation.
The split is the emergence of a different nature, we choose if want to merge with that sublime nature, or choose if we go under in the rubble for another round of building up, constructing another round of Babel Towers, repeating the endurance for another cycle.

Something big is going to crumble these Babylonian towers that we have built up as structures of beliefs and identities...and they are as frail as fragile as the fragments thoughts, lies and betrayals, and beliefs we have used to 'cement together' into these structures. So that these towers,  probably won't withstand another  earthquake or a bomb, or shattering news, or any other kind of betrayal....let alone the something big that is going to be further deposited on them...which is when the shattering begins, or really gets going.

The choice is to either 'let go of holding up the tower' (that surely have come to their time to be demolished) and hold on to the glowing indestructable glow of truth. Because it is the Truth of who we really are that is rising.

The other choice is to be flattened along with the tower that we each constructed our 3D lives on.
When the 'something big' happens, and it may be 'a' something big that we all, collectively, see/hear/feel/fear, or it may be 'a'  something big that is personal to us individually, that has the potential to crush the fragile soul....it may even be both experiences wrapped up together....
....It may help to step outside the 3d situation for a while, by stepping inside and seeing if there is a wellspring of life, of aliveness, a pheonix waiting to rise in the excitement of clearing the rubble of the old and surprise surprise there is another story emerging that speaks of different things. An adventure....Michaela 

I like this sentiment about the now times, where this 'now' is providing a hug tap on the shoulder, an even more direct route to truth, an invitation to grow an expanse within....our individual path into the great void/universal spirit/the-great-mystery from which we all came.

"In these times of pandemic, whatever effect it has and is having on us, we are all being faced, perhaps even confronted by the unknown in new ways. It’s not that the unknown wasn’t present before, knocking on the door through personal changes, climate change, social injustice and political upheavals. For many of us, it simply wasn’t quite so dramatic and therefore, a little easier to ignore.

For some, the unknown is a great adventure. For others, the fear can be overwhelming. For most of us, both will be true at different times. Across time and across cultures, humans have found ways of being with this Great Mystery in a myriad of ways.....

.....the unknown might become a doorway to deepen your self-knowledge and your capacity to bring the gifts that are unique to you into the world.