'BULLY' in the house. Finding the key to being stuck from where the perceptions of life have been engineered to make you believe that you have no power.

 This is part of an email to my friend. For the last few weeks (months probably) I have been exploring the feeling of being stuck,  'NOT BEING ABLE TO PUSH PAST' something. Like an invincible force that keeps you stuck. Its the basis of the expression "I can't do this." "this is insurmountable", " I am unable to DO anything about this"...and "why can't I create in this world what I want to create, and not just a rehash of the same old same old."

It all comes under the umbrella of dealing  with authorities, taxes, staying small in a 'safe' zone that is actually now too small and suffocating, staying in your box, staying in your sarcophagus, accepting the laws that you do not benefit from. CONTROL.

and Mind Control. Those in control that we can see....those in CONTROL that we can't see.

I did a reading about this paradox and the card that came up at the end was Bully. The presentation of the BULLY card in any reading, or  the aspect of this card is to finally admit, to see deep down and confront one's fear of the Bully, and how not 'seeing' this fear openly has lead to cognitive dissonance and the degradation of the psyche...It deals with  How we have unconsciously (and consciously) operated under the bully regime, psychologically, mentally and  emotionally .

The BULLIES I refer to as THEY, are  those who have imposed themselves into position of power on and over the Earth, be it draconian reptiles, invading malevolent's, saturn worshipping controllers down to the complicit bully politicians and landowners that create the law and taxes that put the poor peoples head in the stocks time and time again. 

Unfortunately the lowest level of the bully is us, the huge bottom of the triangle, where we have taken the bully gene and ran with it too. Inherited or entrained to imbibe in and with it, just as we inherit cultural and famial norms,  we will have our psyche impositioned  by it, and will present within the bully/victim axis. 

The Norm being that we tend to then fall in line with the bully syndrome on one level from bullying ourselves, growing weaker in low self esteem  and self worth, to bully others....from the person who seeks control over their spouse and/or children, and the manager at the store who bullies the employees to the child in the playground who takes sweets from the other kids, and the teenagers beat other kids senseless to take their trainers and so on. 

In all cases there is use of force to push the agenda of  distorted ENTITLEMENT.

 Force is seen as THREAT, or punishment,  in beatings or hard core manipulation or passive aggressive, narcissistic or psychopathic. And are all traits that lie in the human spectrum of how we 'do' things on earth. This is the undeclared element that lies in the ego, and Entitlement is the banner that flies with the bully into battle on the unaware. 

AND most of the time The unaware do not consciously know that they are being downtrodden and having their human rights boundaries violated, hence the cognitive dissonance where their 'psychic energysystems' 'see' and therefore 'respond or react inwardly' to the violation,  but they consciously ignore and work against their inner urges to deal or process this incoming attack, and carry on as if everything is okay. 

Part of  my email. Michaela 

So why are they so intent on our demise. still think the amount of resources time and focus THEY have put into this means that there is much much much more to humans than we think, and THEY are harvesting THAT, or stopping that, or doing what they do because they are afraid of us in some way. Us in our full power maybe tooo much for them. So the bully mechanism is strong here.

Oh yeah I had some thoughts on the bully thing because this is coming in for me to unpick where it lies in my subconsciousness. 

So its looks like I have to explore my fear of bullying, of being bullied, or where humans stand in the whole Bullying culture. And it seems that the concept of BULLYing is becoming more and more hilighted in mainstream..Like with Megan and Harry, for instance, and Me too, and bullying in general.

Maybe because the truth is we all are locked into a Bullying/victim axis and perpetuate that out in many many different ways whether we like to admit it or not. The word that came to me on my walk was ENTITLED. It is the sense of Entitlement  that is  the trigger to bully....because from the top down...the 'baddies' reptiles etc that lisa speaks of, and that we only have fleeting glimpses of, cannot CREATE, they require 'us' to create what they need...they consider it as their entitlement,  and this gives them the rights to encroach on the liberties and freedom of to create of others, ours...which is why they have gone into soooo much detail to make this possible. If you read in the incredible ways they have gone to invert the matrix in so many dimensions to alter our perception of reality to make and create the environment that they want to happen to imprison us even further. 

WE HAVE had our perceptions altered and this includes this programmimg to accept this chain of entitlement and give to the bully what the bully demands..Master slave.

.And this goes on and on and round and round until every area of life is infected with the bully/victim axis. generation after generation we are mind locked into accepting its place in our psyche.

THEY HAVE FUCKED UP The honourary boundaries of freedom and rightful entitlement to freedom by use of THEIR WARPED SENSE OF ENTITLEMENT. This kind of Entitlement is a distorted function of the ego...which they also brought with them 

(they cannot create for themselves because they left source or are AI'd to the point of not having any creative ability except from recreating/mimicking/replicating/tricking etc a lower vibration version, such as the hologram and inverted matrix that we accepted as our reality becasue our perceptions have been tricked into believing it is real, and we keep it 'real' by being bullied and therefore we percieve a bullying matrix, which we have been bullied into creating)  and they inserted into our ego development process their distorted entitlement into our systems, which actually plays us back into their hands.

 So when we we say YOU ARE NOT ENTITLED to MY SOUL, MY ENERGY, (RE VACCINES ETC)we are re-asserting our boundaries of freedom. 

We have to soften our own 'distorted sense of entitlement' which we inherited from them...which has brought us down to the level belief that we cannot create for ourselves and therefore need others to look after us,..or stated another way...

The bullies/ BULLIES/and we.. NEED to use others 'powers/lifeforce/vitality/labour/energy to provide for us, because we cannot provide for ourselves WHAT WE ARE ENTITLED TO.  The community seems to have grown in such a way that has caused these ideology or beliefs to form the  'toxic grab situation' in which we have adapted to live....

This distorted entitlement is all a  thought form program coming straight from THEM which infiltrated in the development of humans at the early days and which circulated down through time and entwined within our psyche and was like a tool used against us, for us to kill each other, make slaves of each other etc, get others to do our bidding, make us money etc... all to fill the distorted sense of entitlement that they gifted us with,  in order to remove and replace knowledge of  the actual gift we DO have, which is sovereignty of creation for ourselves. 

When we finally realise that we, humans, 'have got'  what we need to create what we want, and learn to cultivate it,  then the sense of humans bullying others to create what can't be created by themselves,( the frame of belief that THEY want humans to remain in and perpetuate ....examples are a bully needs many slaves to accomplish and achieve for him  the power he needs, or declares entitlement to... be it a plantation land owner, or a corporate industry,a religion such as the vatican, factory owners using cheap labour in india, not to mention  China and the communism coming out from there, where the whole population has been reverted to slaves.  

We are all in some way planted somewhere on this bully/victim axis ourselves...it is in our programming, 

Mine showed up in my archetype card reading, linking me back to showing me Where I have to confront my ' fear of  the bully, which  has been a force that has affected me by making me believe that I cannot change things, and that  I believe deep down so I am,  AND  physically feel I am up against an INVINCIBLE FORCE..This is the force that I have been pushing against for so long and now it has formed into identiable entity for me to actually engage with. The Bully. 

It is hard to confront, but to so we have to soften and blur out, or loosen ourselves from the propaganda tree that we all hang from, that gives us the unconscious status/label/identity of being victims....this is all from The program we inherited (from them).

• to confront Fear of the bully. ( Which has been loaded with disempowerment and Comes down in generations, from ascendants, and culture etc.) 
• means to irradiate the addiction to self pity that comes from being the victim. Self pity kind of soothes the issue, and adds to the status which will therefore never change. Self pity is a 'self love' that is allowing you to express kindness for yourself but is only kind to do so for so long...after a while of self soothing in that way, eventually  REAL self love kicks in, then you get a battery charge which allows the intention and breathe to self heal and explore all the obstacles that were calling you to need 'self pity',  
• Self pity is the backhand of the Entitlement phase, where your needs have not been met in those moments of belief  that you could not meet them, or an invincible force stopped you from meeting them. (This will all change as we evolve into who we trully are and cultivate our abilities to create with care.)
• Looking at the distortion of entitlement that we blame others for not meeting our needs, means we have to soften the ego attachment to a distorted entitlement, example "I cannot attain what I want without others doing it for me," I am entitled to stuff that i need others to do it for me, etc, ....
• and to then reassert proper entitlement means to know and form proper spiritual  boundaries that are Sovereign.
•  I am sovereign and rightfully entitled to my sovereignty. And believe THAT ....

   ...instead of having our heads in the stocks and only being the SHOWN the perception that the bullies want to experience, and  that we then believe, and we then recreate for them as willing victims. Breaking through the invincible force, of belief in our role as victims against an invincible force, is what is happening now.

Anyway that is it for now. XXXXXX

and this is from Lisa 

 

Everything they carry out in satanic ritual is in reversals or inversions to the organic creator code, which is the intentional abomination to desecrate our sacred alignment with God and Christ, ultimately designed to defile and debase humanity by tricking them to worship their own demise.

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