*** Tying it all together. So I am linking and merging the previous Four posts together, and annotated as ***. (edit updated 5/11/2026) I am tying The posts: 🔥YOU’RE NEVER COMING BACK TO EARTH! 🌍⚡with my Analogy of rats trapped in a sack ((( as in 'what to do with the ropes that tie you in the sack' ))) and the post "When push comes to shove" together with the last post, 4 Signs The Monad Is Already Pulling Your Soul Out Of Demiurge's Trap....WHEN """It becomes the thread you follow out""" ....SO in the context of : "31:24 They're you finally recognizing it for what it is. And once you recognize it, once you see the pattern, you can't 31:31 unsee it. It becomes the thread you follow out. Not in one dramatic moment, but in a thousand small choices to 31:38 identify with the awareness instead of the content. To rest in the part of you that's watching instead of the part that's reacting. To trust the inner yes instead of the external authority. 31:50 That's the path the Nagamadi texts were preserving. That's what got buried. 31:54 That's what survived anyway."" .... I'd also further describe that the structures around the identity that become the bricks and supporting beams of the identity, become REALITY that traps you with their distractions.. the job, the house, the status, friendship groups, are all the LIVE containment and content to those memberships to LIFE. ....For example: A home, a house, a shack or property with land, where the upgrading of and maintenance of it all.... become that which are the Full blown distractions, that tie the identity into its belief ...That you are it. It is you, and therefore you have to spiritually and physically maintain it. The emphasis goes into and onto the house, pulling emphasis away from YOU, the being that requires a physical place to live then YOU become lost in maintaining and achieving what is REQUIRED by the 'house'... i.e. YOU ...for the desired support structures status or comfort and stability....that YOU are told by the outer structures, that YOU need...the required works and repairs to the house...Love attention and devotion to the HOUSE...distracting you away from being LOVE TO THE SELF. ( I know the example does not fully extrapolate here, but to those who are figuring this out, this is an extra bean in the bag of magic beans, from which a giant stalk grows... to climb up out from). The post on the 4 signs gives those that are getting more familiar with not relying on their structures about them to KNOW who and what they really are, will welcome any bean or golden nugget or breadcrumb clues....when all they have had, IS BREAD CRUMBS, and which, when it is realised that "trapped in rat sack, " is something they no longer wish for their "human part of THE awareness and consciousness" to be limited too, the world begins to look a whole lot more interesting, out of the demiurge constructs. I am sorry if this is confusing...but it is primarily so, because the architecture and constructs around us DO NOT give easy walkways to this and in fact has been Branded OUT of our knowledge with increasing URGENCY. Find your own rope that binds you and get them loose. Michaela. easy

So, and it has taken me a long while to tie all these things together. The latest HITCH/ mountain to climb, for me, personally is actually to do with the 'house' and NOT getting PEACE in my home...as I had been spending months deconstructing my identity outside the HOME, it soon became evident that the tricks and traps had transferred more aggressively to that arena. IN full FORCE (archons?)....Whereas the real situation is too difficult to explain, and with so many variables and parameters, I cannot actually take the length of text to describe it all, be it suffice to say, it is all definitely a head fuck. The short word is seeing is believing, and believing gets you to the places that you need to witness. XXXX Coming out of it now, but ONLY when I can put PERSPECTIVE of what are the ropes holding me back...Programming/ coding and conditioning/distraction, tricking and self- identification with something that calls from your wounds....But your wounds are NOT you either. THEY are the false flags that act to bind you./////// SO, Back in January early this year, after two years of stressfull incidences, nervous system dysregulation and outright shaking with fibromyalgia pains and THAT, all BEING ME, was beginning to make to me feel Like I was going mad! But I Am aware Of that and So I can watch that and hold the tension...BUT I was craving REST from it all. It was my birthday late January, and I'd recieved a birthday Card showing a figure resting on a sofa, comfortably reading a book, with a cup of something nice and rug and a potted plant. Peaceful. I remember saying, or rather screaming to myself...THATs what I need!!! I NEED TO REST. So I put the Birthday card on the wall, where I can see it, to remind myself, that my EGO needed to be 'let rest'... I started the practice to PUT MY 'EGO reactions' on 'rest order' or better described as CEASE AND DESIST. I could NOT think properly and my ego was wounded...so I put into better practise, The NON SLEEP DEEP REST, a NDSR practice I had been doing but only intermittently. I adopted the style to let myself watch what was going on...only. Not react. Eventually 10 months later...AND now, I do it really well. The situational thing has come under better control...BUT Learning IT, MEANT ME HOLDING THE USUAL TENSION BETWEEN MANY THINGS> to the point, of not even commenting, Till I was sure whether I needed to or even wanted to comment. or act...(okay, so yeah, this is a quick explanation). During that time, 10 momths, incidences and situational stuff got worse...But I was able to work through and whittle it all down to see the tension and acknowledge the burning coals on which my soul lay.. AND the Struggle with 'self'and """the outside AUTHORITY""" (programming and conditioning) that I was in constant battle with...(the ropes of the 'rat trap sack'/the shadow/the 'demiurge structures and architecture, etc. etc. GOING BACK millenia (literally life times, Gosh it was UGLY). Humanly, I could see it was leading me into the realisation that my pains/problems/relationship echos, keeping me stuck was from a whole heap of 'back sliding into backlife' Programmimg.... which still arises, but NOW i know to SEE it and to hold the tension and watch...I ask 'what is the RESPONSE I want?'...and watch to see the trigger that is possible to backslide into old programming...where I had just got myself out of...I had long ago stopped looking at the mainstream religions and the new age spiritual stuff as I realised that most speakers do not speak from outside the demiurge structure...and that most spirit and entities are only ever in context within this construct. So there is NOT going to be anything new in ANY of that, so what to do? The answer is to Find the ropes that tie your experience into the rat trap sack...and free yourself... /////////////////////////////////////// And as we are on the subject of Sophia and the resulting 'accident' of the demiurge, and demiurge's minions the archons, who are responsible for the holding the ACCident in its structural place, not wanting to let it go... AS IT IS THE REALITY THAT BIRTHED THEM>>> THE RESULTING black hole of incidence requires some very 'clever tension holding' techniques in conducting the orchestra of instrumentatl Incidences in ones life, but remember it is the conductore that holds the tension and displaces or replaces it. referring back to my post xxxxx Saturday, 3 January 2026 So in my meditation/vision I got a story, a version of Sofia Wisdom. The story was that Sofia was the beginning of the sense of separation from source...So the story we are told is that Sofia fell ...(i.e. created a miscreation that consumed her) when she wanted to..../or let's say that was 'called to', or pushed from within ....(from, or by a greater aspect within her aeonic self, wisdom) ....to create ......from 'outside' of the usual ways of doing things...FROM OUTSIDE the organic unified and cosmic coupling system, which was/is required for the 'God Source' creation of such things. This fall of cosmic proportions brought about a sphere of Production, created not from the usual compatible cosmic coupling. but from the most 'unusual' disposal of cosmic ingredients, all mixed up in an 'unorthodox accident,' which resulted in what we have today...The continued spiralling out of, and of 'mirroring this accident' (sorry I cant think of a better word) xxxxx