I did some workshops quite some time ago titled Unravelling.
They were about creating a beautiful and deeply meditative abstract painting. The process allows to enact the unravelling of mysterious energy caves, deep inside, but are unaccessible, because we don't have a physical perception of their presence , have no memory of them or their origin and so we have no words with which to call them forth forth.
Unravelling occurs when an individual has to work through a
number of layers first in order to get to the main root or issue.
A person can experience any number of different
negative emotions rising up for release, leading up to and during that journey.
INNER
GUIDANCE ART WORKSHOPS.
A series of Organic
art workshops designed to encourage creativity with art to allow expression and
release of emotions and feelings that impact you negatively: The workshops help you:
….to communicate
with your inner knowing and urges,
….to un-cover
and throw light on hidden emotions,
….to bring
to a therapeutic space all negatively-impacting thoughts and feeling.
Inspired heArt Workshops can be experienced as: Expressive, healing,
organic, creative,
simple play, Intuitive ……..and where healing can be
communicated to resolve issues, known and unknown
Unravelling.
This is a series
of six workshops will focus on the progress of unravelling negative emotions,
held within, that cause a range of adversely affecting, thought and behaviour patterns.
Healing
and consolidation progresses within the sessions and for the duration of the
series, including the time in between workshops. There will be two in June, Two in July, One
in August and One in September.
Unravelling
occurs when an individual decides to work through a number of layers in order
to get to the main root or issue. A person
can experience different negative emotions rising up for release during that
journey.
Unravelling.
Denial, unacceptance,
grief, desolation, frustration, despair, helplessness, victim, low self-esteem,
remorse, guilt, shame, anger, fear of life, fear of death, fear of the future, resentment, and so on.
It is not so much
about putting a name on a feeling but it is about finally seeing the feeling
for what it is. Often it can only be felt as a distant but blurred memory,
or as a haunted feeling that comes up in
certain circumstances, as well as the more obvious anger, frustration and overwhelm issues.
It is about connecting, expressing
and communicating with it.
If you cannot identify
it you can ask yourself of the feeling, “if it were a colour, what colour would
it be? What shape would it be? What type
of animal would it be? What type of job? Would it be? What texture?” and so on.
Each of the six, three hour sessions is a
process of:
Introductions and
ice breakers; Find One word to
describe what you are feeling or what you are hoping to get out of the session.
A guided meditation
to connect with the intuition and the emotion (or negative thought pattern)
which is coming up for release;
Grounding, and anchoring the self to allow free expression. This includes playing with the watercolour
washes and getting used to the material and pen illustrations.
When ready to paint, work/play with different colour,
and intensity, watercolour washes and watercolour pencils on watercolour
paper. Black illustration pens and other
techniques can be used to give the painting different effects depending on
whether the paint is wet, drying or dry.
Consolidation:
Consider the painting and on reflection,
(while the painting is drying or dry,) add healing symbols, or marks in gold
pen, sprinkle glitter or any other
method of adding consolidation of healing to the painting.
Sharing, if required or wanted: A person may find that it is helpful to show
the painting and express with words what they are feeling.
Conclusion and closing: Find One word to describe what or how you are
feeling. Close the space, ground and close individuals.
Here is the art-work to publicise the workshop. Little did I know that it marked the progress of my own unravelling.
The months of unravelling have brought me to the entrance of a cave hidden deep in my subconscious, and whose existence had been veiled from me. I have been led to the cave of a monstrous program. Unawares, the unravelling has kept me busy for some time now, many months and it has manifested itself in my life, until bit by bit, its identity has been revealed. It takes time to delve into the subconscious for many reasons, one reason being is that we may not have the tools required, to either do the digging or we may not yet have the 'scaffolding' around us, to uphold us during the excavation time and for the grand revelations of any 'existence-shattering' information which we may find.
The self excavation can lead to horrible revelations that a person needs to be Spiritually capable of seeing in its truth. We are "Unravelling the untruths, to find the truth behind of them.
I found, in my subconscious, the cave which held the energetic imprint of me being a human sacrifice, and of being locked into this program, time and time again. Where I had been used in this inhuman way relentlessly, I had developed a secret cache of my own personal triggers leading me back into the 'sacrifice' pattern, accompanied with the beliefs, the emotional traumas, the behaviours of bracing, gritting, holding the expectations and fear of "the bear waiting to eat you" deep in my stomach, causing adrenaline driven behaviours.....and many, many other things that are all webbed into it and so I default back into the 'human sacrifice' program....which OVER-RIDE anything other and everything else.
Its hard to explain.
Find your own cave and you will understand that you have been provided with a default set of behaviours and beliefs, that left unchecked, will keep you, subconsciously spinning back to your 'cave' and be the frame of everything you do, think and believe in your life. The eye only brings perception and validation of the programmes, you see life through the programmes. Clear the vision by clearing the program.
Have Ye Ever Smote Thee A Black Eye? - Poem by E.J. Langley
And as I watched
it shed a solitary tear of pure blood
and I knew
I was seeing it's very soul
drip down it's own cheek
into oblivion
The black eye had taken over the face
and it's hatred had spread to every nuance
By now
the eyes themselves were dead
they contained no light
The eyes represented
not life now
but death
And death smiled at them
and wiped the bloody tear
from their tender cheek
it shed a solitary tear of pure blood
and I knew
I was seeing it's very soul
drip down it's own cheek
into oblivion
The black eye had taken over the face
and it's hatred had spread to every nuance
By now
the eyes themselves were dead
they contained no light
The eyes represented
not life now
but death
And death smiled at them
and wiped the bloody tear
from their tender cheek
Topic(s) of this poem: death, violence
And Finally........
The following energy report seems to fit with what I experienced over the weekend. On Saturday I was at a spiritual/pyschic event and my abilities to read other peoples energy was off the wall. It was a day filled with an energetic boost that I was ready to embrace.
I can too testify to the detox that went on Sunday night. There was water coming out of me all night, I felt it dripping off my face and body. The following day, Monday, I evacuated a huge amount of unwanted stuff that left me empty. I realise that this emptying process has been going on for a long time. Its being beaten out of me and sometimes when you are in this phase, you can feel the void inside, and you belong nowhere and to no thing. It can be scary and lonely. It is just the release of yourself from the programmes that have bonded you to the big UNTRUTH. The scary bit is that you may feel nothing without the programmes. That is until you remind yourself that there is more to you, and that the programmes were about keeping you 'safely dumbed-down', numbed and incapable of stepping into the TRUTH. I came across the David Icke interview and the timing was good for my purging. As I have said, I have been dealing with a huge subconscious programming in which I have been, in past lives, tied and locked into a wheel of being a human sacrifice. So this was one of the latest piles of mud hidden in my subconscious that, now, come up for release has previously manifested in my life as a gluey and sickly feeling, a resentment and fear, disappointment etc etc. In the interview posted yesterday, he spoke of human sacrifices, it confirmed and validated the truth of the untruth that had been locked into my subconscious and was a central feature of my programming. It is very worth listening to, and far from being shocked, I was a relieved to know that the untruths told us to be true, are being revealed, and for those of us who wish to be out of the 'cave' of subconscious programmes, this is now coming to its end.
The unravelling of my story line ends now. It is seen for what it is. I have no further use of this program, I have no use for the programmes of suffering, of being tricked into emotional battery.
The energy pulled from these sickening story lines of untruths, shall no longer be fed by me. Excavate that unwanted muck!.
Energy Report Update by Tiffany Stilesby Tiffany Stiles |
HERE COMES THE SOLAR WIND: If you live near the Arctic Circle, get ready for Northern Lights. A solar wind stream is approaching Earth with wind speeds as high as 700 km/s. First contact with the fast-moving gas on Dec. 7th and 8th could produce G1-class geomagnetic storms and auroras at high latitudes. (spaceweather.com)
Dear Beautiful Souls!
Energy Report © by Tiffany Stiles
Last week we had a Solar Flare erupt from the Galatic central sun. This created M1 Class geomagnetic storms. In turn the phototonic gamma rays initiated more downloads and upgrades by mixing with our biophotons. This brought on both a burst of energy, then restful sleep to integrate the powerful energy downloads. Saturday brought a major burst of feel good energy, can't sit still, can't stop smiling or laughing. It felt great! I didn't meet one person in a bad mood. Everyone was uplifted by this positive boost in energy. This energy combined with the moon conjunct Venus with another boost in "Love" energy. Everyone was feeling the love! We received a double whammy of feel good energy, which also triggered the Sacral Chakra to balance, or to bring underactive/overactive to the awareness. The heart chakra energy exploding into the collective consciousness unity consciousness!
Last evening Mars met the moon conjunct, which amplified the rest energy, detoxing began and alone time for introspection was beckoned. This brings things to the surface to heal, release, forgive and Let go! Release all that no longer serves your higher purpose, so there is room to accept the new coming in. By skipping this important step, you short change yourself, growth and evolution in the ascension process. It is no longer a matter of how long one can keep things buried that are uncomfortable to deal with. It will continue to resurface until you sit with it and heal, release and let go. Burying is no longer an option.
Sunday/yesterday, brought on a day of rest to integrate. And today brings on detoxing to clear toxins, and a releasing further of lower energies so the downloads may further increase vibrational frequency. You may feel sore, your skin sensitive to touch, and achey muscles today as the detoxing takes effect.
Drink plenty of water, meditate, ground your energy with Earth and eat light today. A warm bath with magnesium flakes, or Himalayan Sea Salt will assist in aiding the detox, and help ease muscle aches. You can add your favorite essential oils to your bath for an added boost, and drop a clear quartz crystal in the bath as well, to pull out lower energies and boost vibrational frequency. Be sure to clean and recharge the crystal afterwards.
As noted above, we have more geomagnetic storms on the way due to an open coronal hole. To prepare for more downloads, be sure to aide this detoxing process along today and tomorrow.
We are quickly approaching the December 12- 12:12 portal of the Trinity, Christ Consciousness Merkaba Activations, Mind, Body and Spirit Unity Consciousness. Until this portal opens and closes, the October 10th - 10:10 Portal of Change, and the November 11th - 11:11 Portal of Spiritual Change, Soul Evolution, matrix exiting continues.
These three powerful portals open and close every year bringing massive change, more spiritual awakening, more unity consciousness, more thirst for knowledge, truth and integrity.
This is the 9 year of Transformation, Change, Endings & Karma. As this year rushes to close out, you also feel a rush to also finish unfinished projects, get things in order, organize and Get Things Done! Many have experienced career changes this year into Service to Others fields. This year many have embraced their metaphysical gifts, and have begun to fully use these gifts in service of others. 2017 will be a year for many that propels them further and deeper into their fields of expertise. It has been a year of clearing karma and healing karmic ties. Once one has gone through this painstaking process, not obtaining anymore karma through unforgiving situations or relationships becomes priority going forward.
Learning to go With the Divine flow of energy has brought many to the realization that things begin to go, and move much more smoothly and easier in our lives when we just let go and let be. Loosing control and no longer trying to control the outcomes of situations brings a great ease of things falling into place for your highest and most Divine purpose here. Embrace the change and new coming into your lives now as this is a set up for great abundance in 2017 for all areas of your life! You deserve it, and you've all worked so hard this year to bring yourselves to this important here and now point in your life. Be prepared for big things and more big change on the horizon. And continue to be that change you wish to see in the world.
Sending much love to you all.
~Tiffany
~Tiffany
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