Psychic Attacks/Entity Attacks 10/9

I had one in a dream state last week. Well I don't know if it was a psychic attack or an entity attack.
OR if maybe it is dream that means that now I am BIG ENOUGH to deal with seeing the remaining FEARS still lurking in my subconscious... Maybe it is all of the above, and maybe that is the way the the bigger picture works. Maybe they are all part of the process, if we remember everything is on many levels at once. 

Everthing is multidimensional in nature and what we 'experience' is in  accordance with the level we are currently focusing in on...

Anyway, The dream.  It was pretty scary. I can't describe it fully but the scene in the dream started off being quite nice, it was a Christmasy 'evening social' with people I knew, people gathered with friends. We were in a Christmas-light filled place and it was quite nice, all relaxed and all chatting, sociably and smoothly, it was enjoyable.

Then it changed.  We wondered out into the streets. We were walking along in twos and threes, chatting and laughing softly.  It was night...the street lamps were on and some started to sing carols.
At a point near my home a few of us were beginning to break away from the bigger crowd and so some of us were saying goodnight and hugging. As each turned to walk off a man was left who came to me, I just assume he was saying good bye too.  He was a huge man. He came close to me and HUGGED me tightly, I did not know him and did not know who he was with, he was obviously now on his own. So as the others were moving off, I was left by myself with this huge man... whose features were strange and his actions were robotic, the situation was not feeling good. I had assumed that this man was a friend of people in the group. He was dressed in normal clothes but he was so strange looking, he could have been anything in age from 40 - 60.  I soon began to realise he had somehow either, just stepped out from the dark and randomly joined in with this unassuming 'human group' as we were walking. Up close his face was almost like Frankenstein, 'chiselled and put together' to 'look' human. He talked to me in a strange way with almost no language and in simple ugly words. My inner alarm bells were ringing. But he was still 'HUGGING' me tightly in BEAR grip. He was powerful and as he raised his arm my arm became free and  I tried to push his arm away but it was too strong for me... within seconds he had  rendered me totally paralysed by pushing his finger deep into the soft point above my collar bone in my shoulder, it was so deep and painful, it paralysed me, so that I could not even shout out as I could see the group walking off into the lamp-lit distance. The paralysis of my body was strangely intensifying the surging pain through my shoulder down into my body.....I did not get to experience the things he had intended to do to me, whispered as he bear hugged me. I blanked out/blacked out with the pain and the paralysis and I woke up in a cold sweat with his face impressioned in my mind. I was awake but could still feel the pain in my shoulder and strangely down through my body to my hips.

I calmed down and realised that I was OK, and not even as disturbed by the dream as I could have been...
I got busy not being scared....I was thinking about putting on protection and I then defused the whole experience with the following intention:

Thank you for showing me that I still have fears in my subconscious. Thank you for allowing me to feel the fears and for providing me release from the built up energy of these subconscious fears. I transmute my fears and memories of the traumas that lie in my body, and in the collective body, with the violet flame. This energy is transmuted and transformed, it is returned to the place of its highest expression in Source. 

I kind of know that these things can only get a hook into you if there is something like fear, a low vibration hum inside you which can be hooked onto.

In the  following days I began work on the finding the traumas that remain in my systems. I can still feel the pains in my shoulder and hips, but don't know if they are ghost pains or muscle memory of previous trauma.  I know I am carrying a trauma from something which this dream, or psychic attack was able to show me is the 'vulnerabilty' that it could hook into. Also it indicates an outgrown 'belief 'in my paradigm that I thought I had dealt with.

This perhaps adds to something else...  it is coincidence or synchronous... that the dream occurs when I start exploring The Chiron Wound....in a different vein it maybe that there was a psychic attack to keep away from the exploration of the Chiron wound.

Exploring the Chiron wound, is an easier way to BEGIN exploring this whole inner arena. Exploring the Chiron wound and its implications for transformation, both individually and collectively are huge.

The Chiron wound and Chiron the healer is the key to break through the illusion of pain. Breaking through the illusion is required for individual and collective evolution, the veil is thinning and so now we can see the triggers and traumas that kept us recycling into each new groundhog day.
Recovering from this situation must be paramount, and we may have to go through psychic attacks that try to prevent us, by SCARING the HELL out of US to stop us from doing that...

That is just it.....
....they want to scare the HELL out of US....
..BUT with effort and calm on our parts, we can allow the .......HELL to be scared OUT OF US.... and then we get down to work on healing and transmuting the fears as they evident..

GOT to see it first....
GOT TO FEEL IT to HEAL IT.

Michaela.