Mars demands that you know who you are and what you want, and is the Divine Masculine part of you, which is supposed to hold good boundaries, protect you and negotiate on your behalf in the world.
Weekly Forecast: October 14 – 20, 2018
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This statement has nailed it for me. I just have had the most intense week, which seems to have brought me back into into labyrinth of haziness in past life and ancestral stuff. Not being able (allowed) to shift out of it yet, I have been trying to find a life line to grab onto to bring me back up to the edge of the cliff that I fell off.
Tired and grumpy, wishey washey, and wanting to spend time in the SUN. In my day, in my time in the day in the sunshine...I am getting more irritable, as more of
"what I want " ....is pushing further away from me...
The sentiment of "I want" can be just a whimsical and wishey and washey lament...and can also bring buckets of stuff that you "don't want" first.
Take yesterday, Sunday, the sun was glorious again, it was a sunny and strangely warm for Late October.
I decided I wanted to go for a bike ride but to go somewhere nice.
....First I have to get the washing on the line, hanging washing inside the house something we have to do when the weather is bad , so I make use of the sun to dry the washing while we still have it. Second I have to get my partner to agree, he needs to drive us someplace nice. Then its making a breakfast lunch, for three as my student son, is at home today, when he isn't at college or out with friends, he is working and I guess he doesn't often get to eat sensible food. But before that there is a whole heap of washing up to do. I put away the shopping that we brought home late last night, sort out the cat trays, have extensive phone calls from the daughter who is on a shoot for an advert. Then the bikes are wheeled out of the garage and we find that both bikes need tyres pumping. My bike hasn't been used for so long, it takes ages to get my wheels pumped. I see the sun lowing in the sky as the time is passing. I miss out on a shower I will do that later. it is now 2.30 pm and the sun will be low in an hour, it will take half an hour to drive to the country. I just want to do something a bit special, just don't want the same old same old Sunday. I have been so immersed in my mothers house for the last week and sorting through bags and boxes of my fathers papers....for hours each day, for days...left me feeling bleary eyed and dusty.
As I see the chances for what I want gradually reduce, I wonder why "I want" always fills up with what "I don't want" first.
If you don't plan and take seriously your 'SUN' actions, (Masculine yang), then the universe....or maybe even the feminine fills the moments while you hesitate with your SUN action moves. Fills it with what? Subconscious needs, moments of betrayal. "see I told you it wasn't going happen!!"
Who decides what actually happens. Plans, intentions, thoughts and how they play out often don't match with the impulse for doing or creating that you wake with each day. Which part of the internal systems, actually dominates the outcome?
For me, yeah, I did finally get to go on my bike ride, and we went to StAlbans park which is a very beautiful area. There is a Cathedral and parkland. The houses in that area are very old and so it exudes an 'old' energy. 'Old' wasn't exactly what I was looking for but like I say the area is lovely. The thing that came out was that "WHAT IS" is everywhere, and usually that means what has been built and created for eons remains the dominant energy. People. in general, and that includes myself, are still not 'free' to open up creatively in experiencing the freedom of the new that comes with evolution. Liberation from the outside has not transformed to the extent that wants and desires come from the 'new', wants and desires still originate from ideas and thoughts from the 'old'. That means we remain in the old.
So as my 'wants and desires' are future projections into the new and as yet are unmanifested, they are such that they can't be grounded freely in the purely whimsical way I want. For example I want to be able to think..."I want..." and that that is enough for the energy spark that delivers it's manifestation into my life.
Thought/intuition/YIN/moon/nurturing and love are the feminine qualities that therein lie the potential for manifestation. Say for example this is the female ovaries. It takes the seed of the masculine ACTION/determination/Yang/sun conscious action to join with the potential in the ovaries to bring to conception and eventual birth the manifestation itself.
For this we need BOTH parts, our feminine and masculine balanced, as individuals to create both the potential and manifestation of the 'new'. This means the total 'reality' of what is experienced, the aggregate of consensus reality, is still dominated by the 'old'....until the new human, of equal balanced male and female qualities, that make up the aggregate of the 'reality' experienced, take their place and become more and more.
Can't do the new while we still swimming in the old aggregate.
The 'new' is here they say, but while we still remain in the aggregate, and try to create outcomes in that outer 'reality' experience where the majority still think/act in unconscious default, reacting to everything 'that is'..... instead of thinking and acting, creatively in combination with both parts of ourselves, it is going to be hard to land this stuff.
For a long time I have been perceiving this SUN/action/masculine as a knight in Shining Armour, our own masculine, finally freed from the chains of manipulation, No longer tied to the yoke of an external master an external lord, he is freed to be his own master, and he finally rides back to the princess who is sleeping.
She is the moon aspect, she is the lillith/yin/intuitive/emotion feminine aspect of the subconscious who is the potential of her external 'reality creations, AND SHE CREATES according to the dreams seen through the visions she has of her Sun's unconscious actions, reacting and repeating, recycling the individual through cycles. She, the inner intuitive, is lamenting, wailing in grief....as she reads the letters from her sun, these are the outer stories of her life...she is the subconscious emotional reaction to the external reality that her sun is traipsing around in...and her creation style is 'React'.
Her sun, the knight, has been off on expeditions, while she has been in tune with his trials and tribulations, and she too has been tied to the same yoke of manipulative external masters.
Yoke's coming off....and Sun's coming home. Kissing the princess and calms the whole the 'reaction creation situation' with support and conscious action.
The freedom from the yoke of external manipulations (lords and masters) means they two feminine and masculine can get it together, rejoined and merged in balance in the one.
They finally get to build their dream house on the prairie and send out glorious creations of health and happiness, abundance and joy.
So, the wishy washy whimsical lament of "I want" gets eaten up to be transformed into the fossil fuel that is used to fire up a strengthened declaration of "I AM GETTING", because by virtue of ....
the trials and tribulations of the 'life stories' are the lessons learned on the journey....
and what is created NOW is FREE-FROM the pitfalls of lower vibration of reactionary and default manifestation.
Michaela.
"For indeed, females have always contained male DNA as males have always had female DNA. But for the first time, while of earth, both male and female physical beings are combining their male/female DNA to create a loving whole.
Indeed, disliking or dismissing males would be no different from what females experienced for eons. It is time for love, not disdain nor dismissal.
So it is you accepted your male segments if you are a female of 5D or beyond – and males accepted their female segments. For the life you are now creating is not possible if 50% of the population and your DNA were negated or punished. It is a time of love."
Accepting Your DNA
Dear Ones,
You are of 5D and beyond for you have completed your 3D lessons and are ready for a new phase of your earth life. It is as if you were once certain you were Clark Kent only to discover that you are Superman or Superwoman.
There is no longer a need to classify yourself as male or female for even though you have the physical features of one or the other, you are both male and female within your being.
Even though such might seem like blasphemy to some, the reality is much different. For females seem to have different experiences and opinions, but in reality, 3D females were playing the role of 3D male accomplices.
Females allowed male dominance in more than sexual issues for they programmed themselves to accept the fear and servitude of male dominance prior to their 3D entrances to earth. So it continued until male dominance, whether performed by males or females, became the “law of the land.”
Now that law is changing. Many hope it is shifting to female dominance. In truth, it is the acceptance of all whether male or female.
In the previous 3D eons, male dominance was played in a fearful manner – controlling, belittling, domineering. The new male/female combination is of love.
For indeed, females have always contained male DNA as males have always had female DNA. But for the first time, while of earth, both male and female physical beings are combining their male/female DNA to create a loving whole.
Indeed, disliking or dismissing males would be no different from what females experienced for eons. It is time for love, not disdain nor dismissal.
So it is you accepted your male segments if you are a female of 5D or beyond – and males accepted their female segments. For the life you are now creating is not possible if 50% of the population and your DNA were negated or punished. It is a time of love.
Granted, there are some – and according to your media – many who refuse to live in love, to accept their totality or the totality of others. So if you are in female form, you might feel as if male dominance is more prevalent than ever. Instead, realize that those who refuse to acknowledge the totality of their being are being exposed. Not for punishment but for the realization that not all men wish to dominate and not all females wish to be submissive.
This is a new age with new beginnings. The first of such new beginnings is the acceptance of your totality. A totality that is neither good nor bad, it just is.
You are so familiar with blame, dominance, and fear you cannot yet understand that such is over for you and anyone of 5D and beyond. You no longer need to dominate nor be dominated. You no longer need to fear nor do you need to create fear.
So it is you are becoming mellow, accepting, and peaceful, knowing there is no longer a need to defend yourself nor to control others. All you need is the acceptance of who you have allowed yourself to become.
Some of you physical males or females might be concerned that you are not as loving or peaceful as we described, that you still feel a need to battle someone or something. Such will pass as you become more comfortable with your new being.
Even though you will maintain your current physicality, your inner world will blend into one easily. For becoming one is not possible if males and females continue to label themselves as unique beings.
Once you fully declare you are both male and female, it will be more difficult, if not impossible, for you to blame one another for your trials and tribulations. For a cell does not distinguish itself as male or female, but instead as a hair cell or a heart cell.
Cells are interchangeable as might be displayed by Henrietta Lacks whose cancer cells created many of the vaccines for various diseases such as polio. The vaccines created from Henrietta Lacks’ cells did not distinguish between race or gender. So it is for you now.
Of course, you will continue to have a dominant gender sense just as some of you write with your left hand instead of your right. But that dominant sense will not preclude you from accepting your male or female tendencies as “normal.” Any more than a left-handed person might do most activities with the right hand.
So it is females and males will not try to dampen their female or male tendencies but instead accept all as part of their being. For males and females are of the Godhead, of the Universes. And all of you have experienced both roles.
This new age is to combine the two into a loving whole instead of one dominating or disparaging the other.
It is time to be whole in every sense of the word creating a loving environment in which peace and tranquility are the “law of the land” allowing you the freedom to create a new world order of acceptance. So be it. Amen.
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