Tuesday, 5 May 2020

Feeling into the Situation. Where the Virus of 'Betrayal'...shows us where, in our inner soul stories, we have been infected with a self perpetuating 'betrayal energy' (or entity), and HOW we can choose to stay LOCKED IN to the 'Betrayal' PROGRAMMING energy dynamic....OR LOOK to an emotional RELEASE and fulfil the higher SOUL destiny for which we are designed.... My (rambling) spiritual perspective. If you want to see where the traps lie. Michaela


                     The OUTSIDE SITUATION is a REFLECTION OF THE INNER STATE.

Hiya, i have been waiting to understand what is the last pieces of the latest puzzle and how it fits into the puzzle. 
The missing puzzle piece is the devastation of BETRAYAL.

I think that if I am right, the emotional reprogramming opportunity (may 7th full moon) can bring in peace for people, if they engage with it and begin clearing, honestly and without judgement, the depth of betrayal energy that we carry. 

The longer we don't see the betrayal energy we carry inside, 
the more it self perpetuates, life after life...
and the bigger the floods of betrayal are deluged upon us in order for us to see how we perpetuate in betrayal of ourselves.  
    ~~~~~~~

Part 1. 
The last few days and weeks I have been stuck in a no mans land. The lock down has been good for that, because We ALL NEED to to be isolated from everyone...... WE NEED to free from 'other' people's input, we need to be alone with our crap to sift through it and sort it out. We can't investigate our own stuff fully when we are betraying our own 'identity energy' by acting in a role which may act only to prop up 'other' peoples roles and identities. 

This is also showing up in different ways for different people, being on the front line of the intimacies of their own energy....maybe within the energy of family members who they are in discord with, or in resonance with...but you can bet that EVERY TINY THING is sneaking out, or EVERY MASSIVE THING is Blasting out, which ever is appropriate in each case...but we each have a CASE to investigate.
   
In my Case, my latest tiny thing is that I have not been able to make a decision about a situation for months now...and keep procrastinating...It HAS GROWN into a MASSIVE thing ....that is Blasting at me now... and which is bringing me to the investigation, that Prompts this spiritual journalling, and  writing about what I AM discovering about the 'betrayal energy'.
This is what I do. When I cannot make 'head space' for something,  I have to FEEL through it to 'find' the 'energy form' that is BEHIND it all. In this case I asked "WHAT is causing me  to betray myself and my abilities,  and what is that denies the lifeforce energy in me 'to create.' Feeling energy in this way is what I do..... I feel into the energy...to discover it.

And this is what I did. 
In my CASE, my situation (and yours) has been  tied up with sooo many layers of stuff which I just can't 'fathom' with my mind, but I can feel as an energetic form, that at first I couldn't describe, and was just out of reach. I think it is true for many of us, it is  just presenting in different situations and scenarios.

So, I was doing the work on the 4th house, of inherited family stuff, which leads now to a place of clearing.... but now I can see how my creative side (5th house) had been blind sided as a result or by product of the 'deluge' (flooding of betrayal)  in my 4th house that has required me to clean. 

After flooding in a house, (both a normal home, and an astrological house) there is  a lot of cleaning of water damage to surrounding areas. It is this 'water' damage, (emotional disturbance in the aftermath) that shows me, in my personal situation, (and yours too) Just how the creative energies have been hi jacked, or rather, sequestered away from beautiful manifestations or creating a beautiful life because they have been totally engaged in propping up a false state of betrayal .....
AND then they are tied up in mopping  up and clearing the full deluge of what was found to be needing clearing....

So now I am getting that what we need  is assistance in 'emotionally reprogramming the soul'  in order to finally let free, the portion of life/soul, that had been tied up in the essence of (flood) damage that tied up our 'innate lifeforce' with propping up the betrayal energy....
 that we have unconsciously IDENTIFIED WITH  ....
This includes therefore, being tied to the demanding obligations to do with  the karmic rebalancing of past lifes/family and ancestral imbalance,  caused by self betrayal of energy  and the manipulation that perpetuates it....which 'Ground Hog Day's Us to recycle within this  Betrayal/ self betrayal  Dynamic which we all participate and engage with, mostly unconsciously but largely, colluding unwittingly with those who use it to manipulate and orchestrate mass betrayal on earth.

The idea of 'Betrayal' is something that came to me a few years ago..and I was working with this sense of betrayal. Remember I could see where it showed up in in my mother's life, and my father's life.. I can see where it showed up in my own life, one thing after another, also in my sisters my brothers, my aunts cousins..and so on...in fact this sense of betrayal flows into everyone's life, in one way or another, and fills the body up feet first (spiritually speaking). 

So much so, that the connection people have with the earth through the feet, can be seen to be 'betrayal sodden', where this holy connection to the earth by feet, has been hijacked by the unholy essence of betrayal. 

Over time, and with lots of manipulation injection, the foundational roots whereby people feel, and identify with their affinity, their honoured place on and in the EARTH's energy has been lost. 

People don't feel the earth's energy beneath their feet first, now what they 'feel' is only what they are filled UP with. This 'betrayal' energy has flooded the vessel. 
Which in turn sends 'betrayal' information to the cells, 
which in turn signals 'betrayal' information to the dna inside those cells,  
... which then forms the, inner subconscious feelings of betrayal, forming an inner state of identity, with which we create and project subconsciously outward into a world dynamic that we each step into..... a life of portrayed as  scenarios of betrayal.

When I first looked into this 'Betrayal', I guessed this was a by product of the 'perceived' sense of separation from Source, and guess now that it is this 'betrayal' that we finally see, like a flooded town or village, and when the floods have gone down, the houses are left ruined, and everything in it is water damaged. Then work must be done to clear the damage. THIS TIME we need to irrevocably CLEAR the betrayal emotions that flooded the system.

And that is where we are today.... a flooded village, water damaged homes, But the Cyclical cataclysm....(Pluto) brings new dreams, when we clear the the home of the emotional damage..(the betrayal energy endured)  when we stop and ask what is the repeating energy we are drawn into being receptive too....what are the biological responses that WE are programmed to repeat, so that we can get off this repeating cycle of willfully building our own mind prisons in life, and then rebuilding them in each life after.
 Pluto brings the 'effect' of the destruction that WE actually make happen. The destructive element of the of the CYCLE  has its purpose is to remind us that we don't have to continue this repeated- lifetimes-of-blindly-constructing-our-mind-prisons, based on betrayal, that continue to manifest into life prisons, again and again. It is the pluto in each of us, that causes the big blow that knocks these towers down, or bring in the cataclysm flood. Look at noah and the flood. The metaphor is that Where we reach out of the betrayal  to find that our souls are free, we are saved.


But the betrayal was 'a programming' that filled our bones long before the 'flood' (the cataclysm)... it is the flooding that is caused by the innate sense of betrayal, and the flooding to our systems is a response to the crushing sense of betrayal that most humans carry, deep in their bones.
Betrayal is an extreme programming hidden, and secret, so that we could not define it or see it as being 'foreign' to us, because it was so expertly put there...
..on one level, it carries the 'extreme contrast' to Source, and creates contrast of us being 'beings of Source', and that we chose, or were tricked to experience this contrast....... but it on another level it created the potential cataclysmic flood, that we endure daily.  

Part 2.
Plainly speaking, a child if born with no back story, ( i.e. no past karma accrued by his/her submergence/participation in this betrayal energy), has a stunning potential to 'be' whatever delights the child, a 'being of Source', in a utopian world. 

But I see how the child will...(as all of us did)  eventually succumb to the sense of betrayal in and of their lives, in which they are battered or abused, or even merely how their bright sunshine becomes more dull each day, as they 'experience' life in a world where Betrayal is the dominant energy. Soon they doubt themselves, and the 'Aliveness' that they were born into this world with, sooner or later withers away, as they become part of the society that requires them to participate in their own betrayal, one which does not HONOUR the child for  their own uniqueness and instead.
A society which makes them bash their beautiful round heads into ugly square holes. 

 Each lifetime we endure it, 
.....until the time
....and in the event,  
that 'one day',  when the CYCLE TURNS TO THE NEXT cataclysmic event 
...one of possible.....Flood/fire/plague/virus
..... where we COULD BE SWEPT AWAY with the inner explosion that comes....as the 'outside betrayal' overwhelms and floods OUR OWN  inner, secret, hidden betrayal...
....Where we are shown a tremendous display of BETRAYAL at is its most glorious and triumphant  and horrific, 

However..IT DOES GIVE US THE OPENING...it gives us the chance... to get to SEE the ACTUAL energy of Betrayal as it is OUTSIDE of ourselves, and therefore how it is inside us, and has been seeded into our everyday programming, and how it has been like a virus growing inside us. Self Perpatuating....

This EVENT  is for us To do with,  what we want. 
to accept it and continue down that path of 'accepting that  betrayal energy is the source of our sustenance, our back bone, our past and the path our future is locked down into...
......OR we SEE it and decide to extract this 'betrayal energy programming from deep inside us'..
and we claim our authority, and we claim our true Creative spirit, to create a new path that is not 'betrayal' driven. 
We Have to Learn to Claim AUTHORITY AND OUR SOURCE CONNECTION.

The betrayal energy is a false energy spectrum, that is the dark overlay....that overlays  the golden grid energy spectrum, the cosmic web of creation. 
Our lives straddle both....
....but when we are pulled into an unconscious dance with the betrayal energy spectrum, we have little choice but to succumb to being 'locked down' within the betrayal energy spectrum, 
.....which can be as simple as procrastination, self sabotage, fear of everything,  fear of change, don't know what to do and panic, where everything is a wrong choice, disappointment in ourselves, despair and overwhelm etc....
.......right up to the corruption, magic, satanic ritual, bio warfare...attacks,  wars, poverty, inequality, appalling treatment of the elderly and women in general...everything that is normal for us in today's Betrayal society, and includes everything that is becoming KNOWN and brought into  light to be seen today. 

This 'binding/trapping' energy of betrayal, is like a virus, which is a corrupting, disrupting energy, made to throw the masses off a glorious creative track. It is  a throw-back to the Atlantian times.

 I read this (below) today which helped me fit the puzzle piece I have been struggling with...and which helped me know why I have to clear my fifth house of water damage. My sense of creativity has been so dull, .....bubbles of it are secretive and are very spiritual which have been great, for which I get access to my higher self and guides.....BUT creating a beautiful life in this world has been a slow-starter, my creativity having been dulled, By karmic forces etc.
 I have been unable to see clearly what I want, to express it, to form a way to claim it and to manifest it... because the fogging energy after clearing the 4th house energy is only slowly showing me the water damage caused in my 5th house, by the flooding of 4th house with betrayal energy. Michaela. 

(Below this is a link to Molly Mc Cord's youtube, Emotional reprogramming on May 7th,  
which helped me ask  "What is the emotional programming holding me back, what do i need to address now? ...
And this link below, which reminds me that the answer is.... The self perpetuating (VIRAL) energy in the form of BETRAYAL energy.
“The events surrounding you arise from extreme imbalance of many energies resident in the fields of humanity, but also those energies that have been “trapped” in pockets from trauma-filled events, such as the Atlantis event; Energies from this event were quarantined from your reality but humanity’s memory of it has re-opened the wound from it very recently, as was revealed to you.  Such extreme trauma was experienced with this event!
When the Atlantis event occurred, it was immediately isolated in frequency, from that timeline.  However, the humans that took part in that event have brought the memory of it forward to this moment, and we, the Elohim, have decided that the Atlantis experience must be forever cut away, healed and re-integrated into the TAO in this current moment. (This is the Divine Dispensation we were informed about end of March.)
Such treacherous energy could not come forward onto a New Earth!  Yes, the Earth has separated into two expressions:  a higher expression of great beauty, openness, a union of soul, and the other, that has moved to another frequency of lower value where those beings may continue their current journey, forever.
When we say “forever” this means a new reality was created where infinite opportunities and possibilities for growth and expansion are available, and even expanded in order to facilitate their return to Godhead, but it appears they shall remain separate and apart as their desire is to be separate and apart if only to continue to hold control while caring only about one’s self-benefit, greed and justification to do as they wish at the expense of others.
The energy that drives these expressions is founded in profound betrayal.  This energy is self-perpetuating to a point where it has even led to a betrayal of the Godhead.  This energy has grown into a life of its own, where it is able to self-sustain without energetic input from us, from God, from the Source of All-That-Is.  This energy and the expressions that align so thoroughly with it are now severed since their only desire is to eradicate principles of DIVINE LIFE, AS CREATOR desires.
To reject the sanctity and divinity of Divine Life is to reject the Creator, to reject the Creation.  It is the profound desire to control with greed that has led to the rejection of the Creation, and as a result of a sustained rejection of the Divine, it has created its own Realm where there exists no divine life, no sanctity, no love;  Only burden and the necessity of trauma and tragic events that fill that experience.
That World is NOT of your World, and the Divine Dispensation is the decision of “Forever Separation” from your reality founded in infinite love, infinite light and infinite reverence for the Creation – a reflection of what the Creation and Creator feels for each and all of You at this moment.
Rejoice! As the coming days shall bring great joy to all who hold “Sanctity of Divine Life” in their hearts!
WE ARE THE ELOHIM – WE LOVE YOU!

1 comment:

  1. A note to Magenta Pixie.
    So much gratitude and love to you: SEEING; Integrating; forgiveness and claiming sovereignty!... It's come to me why it is SO hard for humans to SEE and why we have been 'blindsided' and trapped so deep in the lies and programming, on both the personal, micro and the collective, macro levels. I get my dreams and visions, usually around power days, which give me 'bread crumb' clues along the way, and each time there is an appropriate (to me) opening up for me that adds to reveal more of the bigger picture. I write on My blog about this, if you get some time can you ask the 9 if what I am writing is helping my evolution, through a growing understanding of the bigger picture. If you can, thank you. My post about why its so hard for the human, can be expressed as the level of 'the injection of betrayal' ( a term that is very appropriate for today) that is unwittingly absorbed as 'truth', and can be read at: https://inspiredheart8.blogspot.com/2020/05/feeling-into-situation-where-virus-of.html
    My blog is my own spiritual journal and I started it April 2013, but i also reblog and repost others work (including yours) that have been either inspirational, informative, validating or in synch with my visions and what continues to open up for me to SEE. Thank you friend.

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