Unravelling to see whats beyond the betrayal: The answer is building up self approval and trust in ourselves as Source light individuals on Earth.

JMW Turner, Angel Standing in the Sun, 1846

More unravelling.
Waking up in the morning do you ever feel down, grumpy, solemn or in a downward spiral?
The feeling upon wakening can determine not only where your feet touch the the ground and where your gaze lands, up or down, but it can and does forecasts the day for you.

But stay with it and invite this feeling to sit with you, and interview it.

So I had this feeling this morning... I am familiar with it, but I was a bit surprised as this hadn't been the case for a long time...and so IN just seeing it again, it was a revelation that I hadn't had this feeling for a long time...and Now it had popped back in for me to see. So I was seeing it, like seeing a person again after a long time and you realise that you have changed yourself since last seeing this person, and this person was actually a bit dull, and boring and you find that you don't really want to spend much time with this person.

So that was a revelation.
Then I went into retrospective about this feeling. Yes ...Its one of grumpiness, but to describe it better, would be to describe a person.
This person does not like the world very much.
This person does not like anyone really very much.
This person does not trust.
this person does not like life very much.
to unravel further, you would say that this person does not like themself very much.

And there it is. The answer.
The answer as why humans are (soon to be 'were') so manipulable and able to live through so much betrayal energy.
As humans, we judge ourselves and find ourselves wanting.
I think that WHEN the child is expected to step into certain expectations, identities, roles,  they morph out of their uniqueness and self acceptance, they leave behind the surreal playtime where a  child's sense of inner being is closely aligned with the outer being, its a hazy time in the sun....
They leave this, although not all at once,  and step on the scales of judgment as they:

• 'find' the rigid steps of ancestry, 
• bump into the walls and limitations of family and culture, 
• are driven down Roads and motorways of dogman and society rigidity 

that their soft souls have to plug into, in order to identify and find who or what they are supposed to be.


Deep down the answer to WHY we have been so susceptible to life in the betrayal energy, is because we have been asked to betray ourselves since being a young child and what we have grown into is the betrayed version of us. That is why we 'love', 'live' and 'grow' from a deep rooted version of betrayal and that is at the basis of why we have been so susceptible to being betrayed. At the root a human may not even like themselves very much. You do not trust what you do not like.

When we collectively do not trust ourselves,  it comes as natural to give our power over to something else that seems to know what it is doing. Not inquiring further into ourselves because that means looking at the things we do not like in ourselves or trust in our selves. We do not inquire further into the motive of those who we have given our trust to, because we cannot trust ourselves to know truth any more and are just glad that something out there has taken responsibility for ALL those things that we do not trust ourselves to be responsible for.

Its the story of the chicken and the egg. What came first? The sense of NOT liking ourselves is at its most obvious on the spectrums ranging from: I don't like my face/knees/legs/bum/chin/skin/voice etc. I am too short, too tall, too fat, ugly, stupid....it would be better if I was smarter, more graceful, more beautiful, funny, more sporty, clever, had been born into a richer family, been born a person of the opposite sex, etc. But deeper levels spiralling down shows how at odds we really are with ourselves and that BEING AT ODDS WITH ONESELF takes a huge amount of energy to live with, our energy reserves, our sense of separation to source is soo great we feel unable to be self sustainable and self sourcing. And when our power is low, we are foggy, grumpy, we do not like ourselves let alone trust ourselves,  therefore we are talked into/agree/collude/ to LET others take the responsibility for what happens to us, we let them make the decisions, call the shots, do the social engineering to make the society of a type and style that we agree to fit into...because whatever the reason, we are running on low power ourselves.

Yes there is a 1% who have engineered this through all manner of means including mass marketing and psychology implants to reinforce the fragility of human strength and  by deprivation of resources, chemical injections and sprays into our physical worlds,  but we no longer have to be victims.

It starts with a deep cleaning of the inner self doubts and low self esteem, looking honestly at where we have betrayed ourselves and given our power away through fatigue. Then learning to discern inner voices of self sabotage and when we start to re-invite our self trust, we begin to reinstate a clean slate of self liking, self love and trust in ourselves. We can re-empower ourselves consciously to a state of self sovereignty by drowning out  those LOUD VOICES telling us otherwise. We let light source trickle in and fill up the empty spaces that we used to let fill up with betrayal energy. And we begin to like ourselves again and can  then NO MORE, accept, agree, collude with being bombarded with external 'betrayal energy' that seeks to annihilate the sovereign being.
Michaela.