Its All in the blood. We can move WHOLEHEARTEDLY. The perspective that shaped human experience was imposed and trespassed into the psyche like torpedos into a child. The "Hurt People hurt people " perspective gave rise to a continuing fallen race, which continued to fall other races. Giving rise to fractured and lost souls, more easily to be governed and placed , (complied with ) into squares that their rounded wholeness would never fit into otherwise. The end result is captivated participants that endure and prolong the film being played out to them in habituation, NEVER seeing that there is a different way... a way in which their wholeheartedness is actually built for and equipped for...AND NEVER having had that experience of 'wholeheartedness' , it being removed or hidden, made them unable to see that 'broken heartedness' was the building foundations of their life....Some have sensed this, those who feel there is a HUGE omission or retraction, of a truer reality....Who feel that there is a quality of themselves, being withheld from them, and these people will suffer greatly as they have to either play the game....or get kicked out of it and become the outliers. They Become those who fly at night, and can speak nothing of their testimonials to the world.... 'OF THE WORLD' being lived in through a corrupted perspective. They get inklings and cravings and search for clues...until they realise it is 'wholeheartedness' they seek and look for the ways to retrieve that.. The ObVIOUS world picture instructs people to vibrate in the way they have been entrained : to hold up their end of the game and keep the puzzle piece...that they are....hidden behind a mask that keeps them in the game, and that keeps the game going for them. The OBVIOUS world picture book does nothing to avail them or satiate the longing........ as it holds up no MIRROR to suggest that there is a different way....OR DOES IT?...HURT PEOPLE, hurt People. Transmission ends.

Leading upto and including the weeks of the eclipses, time has been doing funny things...Well not hilarious, actually breathtaking overwhelming and rug pulling. I suspect that we are colluding with the RIGHTING of WRONGS, but first must feel the WRONGS so intently, that we are not mistaken. WE MUST KNOW deep in our BONES.. that "YUP...THAT IS WRONG."... Collectively in world events and in our personal worlds where we play out a reenactment of where harshness has follwed in our own bloodlines. Where we have become fractured. Mostly as soon as born we have the blood line that carries patterns dispersed in our bodies like programs coded to come on line to cause the damage to obviate where the healing must occur to right the wrong and return the Wholeheartedness. Where we fly at night to retrieve the broken pieces like shaman, and reconstruct the FULLNESS OF BEING from out of the FALLEN BEING. ****** So If you are interested.... I am explaining now HOW a 'visualisation' came to me on sunday.. and inserted some urgent 'Shadow work' to relieve the build up of intensity. This was intrusion into myself, by myself. This is/was the climax of the eclipses for me. Immediately I recognised that certain difficult and challenging scenarios that had been invading my thoughts, building up and had been pounding at my minds door, relentlessly for a few days before, and simultaneously while I was ill with an infection. To fight the infection was apt here, because when the body is fighting something it can only fight it when it knows what and where the infection is present. Often illness only comes after a timed release of flooded infection. That it coincided with personal images/messages/ and knowings, now loudly shouting at me from my outside world, something is WRONG. The body/mind complex, became so overwhelmed and had to lie down, and be dealth with. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX Without going into my own personal stuff, I explain now what to do to clear, once you get the message that you are being bombarded with your own personal craziness that may or may not be linked with a direct experience in your outer world...(some may be lucky to have softer versions of this. But softer versions may not yeild the results required to perform the clearing.) At this time You may have a long illness that perpetuates and gets worse. You may have had dreams that were ugly and disconcerting, and made no sense as dreams are the symbols of inner dealings. This is not for everyone but if it So for you, by the time you come to this stage you will feel sure that this is some travelling that you have to do. TRAUMA TRAVELLING was the term that came to me this summer, I wasnt sure what this meant for me so I was looking for the clues pre-empting this 'travelling' and following the intensity of each clue as it came...be it dreams, dark and murky, chilled to the bone, intuitions and throughout I was held captive in attention to how events were playing out in my external world, and How they were affecting me. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX Relax as in lying down and meditation or self healing. XXXXXXXXXXX See your inner child...Or a younger YOU. At an age that the bombing started. Read this as you may and interpret this as feels resonant. Lie down with child and allow a ceratin amount of fluidity with what happens...You are looking for the broken heart that you may not see, or even know is there. But if you are drawn to the phrase "Finding wholeheartedness" than you'll know something is missing. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Very often why this is so difficult is that it has remained hidden to you. The complex layers of healing will have peeled off over the years exposing only what can be exposed at any one time. Often the CRUX is lyiing under somethings that at first mean nothing to you....but will have an impactt to the child that has harmed them very much. AND this CRUX is laden into the visceral nature of the skin and bones of the growing child. XXXXXXXXXXXX Visualise Cuddling or holding the child, maybe with a long forgotten family pet, or toy or meaningful item from the childs memory, or your own and allow softness in this action, as it is reassurance. This interaction may come many years after your first connection with the inner child, but has not reached the stage where the inner child has felt OKAY to show you the EXTENT of the damage. The CRUX will only have shown you snippets up till now. In the past You may have been observed to have not been strong enough...or in the right phase of your own healing before. The child needs a master self to step up to the plate. Visualise the wound in the childs heart. I saw a cannon ball shaped wound, with a bloody cannon ball near by, it had gone straight through, shattering that space. But realised at the same time it was a continued torpedoed effect. HOLDING yourself in therapeutic space, you the adult, now becomes the emmotionally mature saviour to the child, to stand for the child and for the self, accountable and responsible, kind and strong for the child and yourself. Throughout, Use symbolics and metaphors where they spring to mind, because it is the self assisting the self in this journey, and knows what will be best images and symbols to use, such as the pet for me... The next thing is to introduce the child to your inner warrior. This may look like anything that comes freely to your mind and heart. This is the fun part, but can be shocking as from yourself you raise a part that you've never seen before. As I say, what stands before you will be the culmination of lifetimes. AND can be the culmination of many shadows, in many lifetimes and dimensions. A monster even. I saw A HUGE, Darkened in shadow, with blazing orange eyes, ninja-like warrior..silhouetted against the scene that i lookedupon with the child. HE/SHE/IT seemed to have many arms like a KALI. This is visual and produced from the intensity of necessity. Created by the MOTHER inside. We have all things inside us...we have whatever we need. We are multidimensional and when we seek WHOLEHEARTEDNESS the WHOLE thing, within, comes together to make that happen. Creating or producing the 'pieces' of self that we have necessity for in that time. I explained to the child that this is OUR warrior. And IT IS PART OF US. Then a weird thing happened that surprised me. I had no idea when starting off this healing, what I was actually doing. It was the urgency of the self, in that moment that took over. From the 'dark ninja/shaman warrior with Kali arms' stepped many, Many others...maybe thousands. Then watching us with their bright burning glowing-orange eyes, they flew off, into the darkness, in different directions. Then I smiled as I knew they were going to get all the pieces of the shattered heart. The pieces were each...from a time a torpedo had hit. But each such trespass onto the soul had created a fracturing and each was along different timelines and lifetimes, and dimensions. Of course I can not know it all, we are huge and many, many intrusions and trespasses have been made. The comforting thing was not having to know everything. I said to the child "they/WE are getting our heart pieces back". I knew that healing was being done so I relaxed and went into into a deep sleep for a few hours. As I went into sleep I saw dreamlike fragments of faces, and ghosts, and demons, coming and going. Some male some female...very many young female faces. All Forlorn. I did not recognise any. So feel it may be also healing of the feminine aspects of self...and the Male aspects may have been the ninjas themselves in action. Or MAybe Vice -Versa, in that it was the dark feminine doing what only she can...retrieve herself. I con only guess. The demons and goblins and vague distorted faces show where wounds when they fester allow infections in... and also that demons can, and do...enter through those dark portals and occupy those spaces, becoming the spokesman for how we create from those spaces. At the end... as I was waking up..I asked " are they all back?". I saw one last young female face, like a painting. The answer was "Yes". I turned to the child and Said, "They are all back now". Each fragment that had broken off in some time and space leaving a fractured piece of heart somewhere in time and space, had been ressurected and returned to its place within the whole heart. The pieces formed back into the heart space, and from there a new heart was born, bigger and stronger having integrated the shadow. The cannon ball that symbolised the hole was rolled away out of the picture. XXXXXXX Now when I got back to my day, I was tired but not overly impacted in a conscious way, this work in the shadows had been subconscious to lead to the conscious unveiling I guess. BUT The space under my ribs ached. It was painful but not a physical pain, it was 'aching' from all the action of being put back together. I was discombobulated to say the least. XXXXXXXXXXXX So the corruption we see in its downward spiral, re-enacted out in what we see today, either in our personal exterior worlds or the collective external world, and we see where corruption of the personal soul leads to the INFECTION of Corruption into the collective..... is where WHOLEHEARTEDNESS had been corrupted and this corruption had been cycled and cycled back into the world. Making fresh cuts each time. Michaela