(The winds of change 4....and the 'inner weather' report. So in light of all this cosmic WEATHER and changes, some of us are riding a new frequency....Choosing Not my circus, not my monkeys....... Dropping weight...............Psychic visions. So, many years ago, I had a recurring dream as a child, quite scary, a wind that was picking up people and throwing them around. I did not understand it then, I see now that it was a psychic and prophetic dream, and it seems in light of ALL this cosmic weather, there is a grand PURGING, an unpicking of...and a knocking OUT of ---all that is ingrained, enmeshed and entangled within humans and their systems, and all which IS NOT true because it differs from the ORIGIN of BEING that we come from. This is a GRAND purging of all the psyche weather we carry about in our internal and external worlds. The winds are shaking humans up to shake OUT the FEAR, the winds are bouncing around, pushing people to one side or the other....... we are in the times of the winds of change, finally. Michaela.)

This is not for everyone, Not yet. But it could be, depending on your openess to the symbology. The latest psychic dream/vision was huge 'step' up a stone step. The steps were wet from ancient moisture and set into a mountain, overhung with lush dark green growth, it was like in a primeval time. Thats all. The air was cold and wet with nothing to indicate where it was. It was solid mountain ground, and the movement was in 'stepping up'. XXXXXXXX Before this, and over a period of days was a changing psychic vision of my visceral tissues and organs, my brain, but moreso of the torson area of my heart, guts, organs, lying softly and vulnerable. The area around it was depicted as an orange blanket on which the interior organs lay. Around this there was a crown-like corona, or aura, of sharp spikes like broken shards of mirror, that were now both sealing it and forming a barrier to protect. I could see the visceral guts of OTHERs (people, other lives) entangled with mine, And which seemed to be the reason why mine lay UNDERNEATH and drowned, or suppressed somehow, weighted down underneath the viscerals of other bodies.Quite disturbing but the image did not reflect movement or agitation, just quiet resignation to the whole scene. I thought I need to get that OTHER stuff off of me, it was suffocating me. Maybe depicting the image of scenarios where I had been something other than what I am, submerged by or taken over by other energies, and they would be the dominant energies, sucking the life out of me xxxxx Then the image seemed to change into an octopus lying over this mass of entangled organs.xxxxx The image appeared in its different stages over a few days. Like when you go and check in on something that is in a slow process of change. I saw the octopus as an 'alien' being, not ET, but an entirely different organism, that was not conscious, but was reactive and responsive, and its suckers where drawing life energy from this situation. XXXXXXX So then I thought what is going on? How am i supposed to move this creature off me...and what the 'f' is it? Remember this is psychic reading of the energy. The feeling was that the octopus was benefitting, from this parasite-host positioning, keeping itself alive from this Hostage situation. Keeping me stuck. Over the days I realised that I needed to change whatever the the energy was that was benefitting this octopus leechng off of me. The energy seemed to be 'stuckness' by being entanglad in the mess of viserals with others...So I started looking at where 'Other' could mean the enforced stuckness and entanglement or self imprisonment in a situation or life time. And wher the Octopus was the 'perceptory hood' kept over a hostage in order to keep in place the hostage's paralysis within their perceptions of imprisonment, and resignation. The octopus was actually like a 'giant hood of perception' that covers our faces and minds and hearts to be paralysed in the situation, to suck the loosh energy emitted from the prisoner, the hostage. The emmitted energy of despair is reinforced by the many bodies laying in the pile on top and around. Stuck. OKAY, so this is NOT for everyone. And ONLY for those who feel drawn to the analogy, but this is a psychic vision, where underlying the 'reality' all around us, is that we do not see the Hood that smothers us, that covers over our heads and hearts and so we get on with the daily grind within the vicinity of only a few meters of our reach. LIMITATIONS. The octopus stops our reach. BUT the actual energtic truth of a person remains bleating inside, calling, The loosh is freely emitted when we stifle that 'truth calling' and cognitive dissonance has worked inside, against us resulting in constant dysregulation of our nervous systems, furthering worsening the situation. When we struggle to get out it hurts, because we do not see anything other than what the octopus 'hood' of perception shows us, which again is what is reinforced by the others around us. There is a big battle going on internally which plays out in our world of beliefs. So positioned by Other, (that is people, other life experiences, memories and false scenarios, adopted hoods of perception) and entangled with the Octopus which we cannot see. It drains. OUR energy and well being and ability to move. We are stuck mentally, emotionally and spiritually in anguish, because we have hit a glass ceiling of our containment, and BECAUSE we are Made and designed to discover and explore, to mature into psychic seniority and mastery of our multidimensional selves, we feel smothered in a constant battle but contained within small parameters, that for some reason we cannot see through...we can only see the Matrix that is built around us, AND WE USE the images, memories, false imprints and delusions (and all the energy from all the small scale, low vibration people and life habits accrued through our small time experience) as the building blocks to make for ourselves a unique and self fulfilling prison. Sorry if this is rambling, but interpretation of symbols is rapid when one does see them, but when one tries to explain symbolic interpretation in words, often there is no vocabulary that fits it perfectly, so a story has to be told around it. xxxxx So it is clear that To remove from the entanglement and from the the octopus, one must drain the life force from the draining situation, that is desired to keep us in the 'hooded' perception or in the imprisoned matrix scenario. Re-entering the dream/vision scenario allows to see what us has changed. WHEN ONE SEE's IT, the scenario, IT HAS BECOME ILLUMINATED, in other words the sun is shining its light on it. IT dries it out so to speak. It can be seen that the very act of SEEING the scenario for what it is, is enough to start to drying it out, or dessicating it, like seeing its slow death, as life leaves it. It started with the finality of lifing gently, and separating out from, the viscerals of the others (other people, other life time personas). Where we have enmeshed with and entangled others for so long has kept that 'reality' alive for us. But when we decide that 'this reality' is not for us any longer we have to gently extract ourselves from that enmeshment. XXXXX Funny thing is that when I get to SEE this, I realise that I have been in this extraction movement for so long, and I have consciously and unconsciously extracting myself from this entanglement for years. So sometimes we only see clarification of a mysterious uncomfortable process towards the end of the process. This is not for the light hearted. This is extreme shadow work. XXXX The Octopus that has overlaying the situation by 'hooding the hostage' in a matrix type of perceptory reality, drys up.... because has the life force that it requires drys-up. XXXX So again this is not overnight, BUT when you see the symbolism of an OCTOPUS over your head sucking you dry, implicating that you are NOT in control of your life, and you are the host to a parasite, then you wait patiently to SEE what is occurring in this scenario in this particular psychic space, it is impossible to just pull the creature off because the suckers have been embedded in you for so long, you have somehow allowed, enabled yourself into a symbiotic duo, into participating in a parasite-host duo. Re-entering the psychic dream/vision showed that, once seen, sucking off you, the octopus has actually lost the power of being allowed centre-position, unchallenged, and is now challenged. The choice here to no longer choose the HOOD. So the power is SEEING where the HOOD kept you in blinkers, a one trick pony, going in one-direction to the knackers yard. So the challenge is in your psychic space to call in ALL that YOU ARE, and 'stopping' seeing the narrow visual frames as set out by the blinkers, inside the HOOD. Take the hood off. Again I see that is what i have been doing bit by bit, not making sense necessarily stepping stones, in the dark, one step forward, and two back...When I see this 'story,' this parable, I see AAAhhAA Ive been in a circus, surrounded by flying monkeys...But NOW choosing, NOT MY CIRCUS, NOT MY MONKEYS and by initiating hearing the inner call of the INNER SELF reminding me.... Its time to drop this weight.... and step up to what is REALLY in my multidimensional plans and in my sphere of REALITY. I suppose the truth is here about the dropping the density, the negativity, and integrating the truth the wholeness of who and what we are, the good,the bad, and the ugly. Because as multidimensional selves we are all those things, and so much more. We have tried ( for sooo many years) the hostage stage, and now is time to put that familiar but old sense of self, away into a pocket, write that down and burn that paper, or integrate that as a LONG life lesson, a ticked box as one of the many energy exchanges we have undertaken....STEP UP ....and move the 'F' on. xxxxx So its funny, before writing all this today, yesterday I felt light, Really light...and said to myself... "WOW I feel like i've "Dropped SOME HEAVY weight". Michaela. XXXXXXX PS Please Remember to keep that 'octopus' at bay by being alert to feelings and perceptions, and seeing when 'shit' energies try to drag you back down. The symbology of the octopus can be two separate things, BUT interestingly ARE simultaneously BOTH at the same time. Octopus can be seen as 'other', outside of you, an alien bein, an actual thing, an actual creature, or an astral entity that is attracted to you or that is an octopus shaped thought form that homes-in on you by the function of 'that is what it is designed to do by a malevolent evil force....The other thing is that allll the fear, dread, imposed hostility, reactions to things outside, Internal screams, crying without tears, Horrors, etc etc... HAVE become internalised and 'formatted out'externally ( but tied onto the self by suction) into an astral egregore, created by self, and so fulfills the natural creative nature of human creative abilities, to therefore CREATE a dread filled, self-fulfilling prophecy, formatted to allow experience of that creation. I.e, to see what has been created in response to low level vibratory impulse and stimuli. BOTH, in that sense can be true, as all demons can only come alive to ACT OUT in , the 3D, and through the 3d experience, through its ability to be allowed space in the manifestation, in 3D human representation. That is US. We are being worked on, by the huge egeregores of FEAR, to create our own individual egregores, and we do that well.