I have been thinking about Love. What is it? How do we find it? It seems it cannot be trully accessed in its fullest experience until we have let go of all our restricting and limiting energy drainers. These can be anger and sadness, depression and fear. Sometimes we cannot see that we are holding these energy drainers but feel the daily fatigue as we use the remaining energy we have to keep it blocked, suppressed, repressed and hidden deep in the chasms of our bodies and minds. This works to hold our vibrations paralysed in the unwanted suppressed state.

An Exploration of LOVE.

 

Do we 'get' it? What is love? Is this a strange question? No, really what is it? Do we really know?

 

When we really consider the immensity and power that is attributed to love, can we buy into it, is that our vision or experience of love? It is now spiritual practice to empty ourselves of all that is 'Not' love, through releasing, healing and integrating lessons so that we can finally feel that 'self love'. But is it there? What is this love that we can feel for others, and other people, other things, places and experiences? Is it the same as the love we hear about that will change the earth?  When going through serious self healing and emptying, we create vessels that will then ready to be filled with love. We then become the chalice,  the Grail, that we are looking for. For many this journey has been long, lonely and serious.  For many it is difficult to become lighter, even within the journey for enlightenment. The journey for enlightenment is purely our search for ourselves. We have been searching for the Grail that is us, ourself. We become the chalice that fills with Christed conscious, or the kind of LOVE that we associate with the Divine. This LOVE is then us, it becomes us because we are filled with. We need to learn 'self love' in order to lay the table for LOVE to flow in.

 We have songs, plays, stories, emotions that kill, emotions that rescue, heroic deeds and angelic miracles that speak of love. We preach about it, speak about it and fuel passions with it. Mother, father, child, family, friend and animal love. We talk, speak, shout, cry and plead for it. We know when we are not loved and blame our life stories on lack of love. We demand love, we mourn for lost love and we grieve for those we love and have gone out of our lives.

 But is this the same as the powerful energy that surrounds and fills our universe. Is this the same energy that is God and created by God. God being the Divine Source, the Prime Creator and omnipresent lifesource that runs through our veins, not the old man with a beard judging everything. We are small aspects of God, we are divinity from God, we are the human expressions of God, we are how God expresses in humanity, but we still dont really get this love thing. Not trully, not yet.

 

In the historically documented words of Jesus of Nazareth, He offered humanity only one new commandment to the ten that we already were ignoring. The commandment he gave was "love thy neighbour as thyself", and we cant even get that right. Is it because love eludes us?

 

Some of us can grasp the huge concept of, and live within the concept of LOVE. There have been many prophets and lesser mortals, for instance Mother Theresa who worked tirelessly with the sick and poor within the poverty of third world India, she did not spend her time in the technology embracing and affluent India. There are still today people who do this kind of work out of love for their fellow man. Poverty and third world life exists throughout the world and not just in third world countries.  Generally speaking, humanity just skims the surface of love toward eachother. This is no judgement just observation. The question is, how can we love others when, not only are we unaware of what exactly LOVE is but we are also unaware of our need to master SELF LOVE first.

 So are we not 'getting' this thing called LOVE? Well we know about mating love, our hormones tell us, and we feel good. That other person reflects back to us how good we are feeling. We know we love our family because we would give body parts or die in place of a child or loved one. We know we love a friend because the thought of loosing them makes us cry. So what is LOVE?

 
Spiritual practice tells us that there 'are only two things' that are real in this life. The rest is an illusion, a stage for our performance, where we play out our story. The two things are LOVE and fear, and fear is only the absence of LOVE, so, that becomes 'only one thing is real in this life, LOVE'. Any thing other than love, is an alternative path back to LOVE. In our own story, we are either in LOVE or working towards it, or, in fear and working away from LOVE. However, in that 'working away from LOVE', within the scripts of  our story, ultimately we have 'chosen'  this route to work toward LOVE. Yes, a bit unconventional and hard work, and, yes, it will take a bit longer. Again no judgement because we all do this. Any time we place our story in anything other than LOVE we choose hard work and challenges. Hard work and challenges, this is a good thing surely? Surely it is. During this part of our story, we feel anger, jealousy, greed, unloved, unworthy and are unable to love ourselves and others. Without love we become withdrawn from the fullness of life, we withdraw and cannot trully connect in loving relationships, we isolate ourself as we nurse our 'not LOVE' wound. We cannot feel the intensity of LOVE  and the immenseness of it as it surrrounds us in lifeforce, flowing through us and around us. Whatever the discord is that we are in, will be reflected back up to us, to mirror to us that we have chosen to learn this...... as a way back to LOVE.

 

Put simply, for example, when feeling a strong negative emotion,  find the words to describe how people or those nearest to you are making 'you' feel. Such as "I feel" my child is withdrawing their love from me or my partner is not connecting with me or people are isolating me. They may not actually be doing this, but what is important here is how you are feeling in response to their actions or the situation. This will give you a clue that at this time, for whatever reason, you have consciously or unconsciously withdrawn from love.  When we are unable to connect with LOVE and we are isolating ourselves and when we percieve other people and unloving situations to be hurtful, aggressive and wounding, it is just a way for us to recieve information telling us that WE are moving away from, and disconnecting from LOVE. It is difficult to see when this is happening, but it is a signpost or breadcrumb clue that the next step is to recognise is time for us to reconnect with LOVE. By taking steps to heal that 'not LOVE'  wound of fear, hurt, ancestral pain, or the baggage of unworthiness and low self esteem, you can break the mirror reflection given by others that cause you pain. That pain is a 'part'  that is coming up into consciousness for healing.  Remember, when it does that, it is reflecting back to you your own inner feelings of pain inadvertently triggered by the actions of other people and dramas on your stage. 'Not LOVE'  is  fear or negativity and past wounds that are coming up in you to be healed and released, so that trully you are walking in the 'working toward LOVE' direction. So then, even 'not LOVE is a way to LOVE.

 

'Trust' is another thing that goes on the missing list when a 'not LOVE' wound comes up for healing. We often find that when we don't know LOVE,  it is a time when we are disconnected from the 'support' of the lifeforce. That is, the big LOVE, the energy lifeforce of the Divine. We become distrustful of other people's motives, distrustful of situations and distrustful that we are supported or will receive support in any way. This is time to get back to LOVE. It is time to remember........

 

The earth story is the story of humanity itself. We are here to experience and expand our energy selves. We come from the brilliance and light that is Divine. We are aspects of that Divine and we have chosen to experience life as a part of humanity in order to enhance and expand the whole. We are pinches of energy taken from the Divine Source that, on this earth, exist as separate aspects, rather than the whole.  This is only for a temporary time. Each of us has a life story and stage to perform it on. This is to facilitate and provide a living breathing physical experience for our original Divine energy to create with.  But we start our earth experience by not remembering we are from Divine Source.  We start our earth experience believing our life dramas to be true. We then whittle away all the excess debris that we build up during our live(s) to become bigger and a more glorious and expanded energy, that eventually returns to the wholeness of the Divine. Our purpose is to expand, enhance and enrich the whole.

 

So there comes a time in our earth experience, while we are being given bread crumb clues, that it is time to awaken.  Its time to see the clues that lead us back to our divine selves and off this stage .  As humans we feel far from divine. We have to remember to open our parachute and stop falling. But how can we find and internalise LOVE proper.

 

Where is it found? Can it be seen? Can a blind person see it? Can a deaf person hear it? Can the animals tell you about it? Can a person who is dying sense it? Are there angels to show us? LOVE is the glue that holds this universe together. LOVE is the energy that is multidimensional and Quantum and is so much more than we can experience as mortal humans. As humans we rely on our senses and reasoning to tell us what is going on. We rely on mind and ego to interpret what we are experiencing.  We work only in limited ways until we start to fathom the Giant that LOVE is for us. LOVE is the supporting energy that holds us. It is GOD, SOURCE, SPIRIT. It is essentially the light. For Star Wars fans, it is the force. OK, OK, but the force is a good term.  LOVE really is THE  Force,  the Intention. The All That is. It is the ceaseless ebb and flow of life as we can understand it, and so so much more. It holds all in space, every planet is of it, and all of us and everything are part of it. Humanity is just taking a sideways step to come back, full circle because we were created in LOVE,  knowing LOVE. We will get there.  When walking in the park, have the intention to connect with the trees, walk slowly, extending your energy out in greeting to the trees, intend to send love out to the trees, The trees will extend their LOVE energy back to you. You may not feel it at first but with time, you will. They will recognise your intention. The trees are part of the huge network support of LOVE that we have to hold LOVE in our space. Quantum is simply a term applied to stuff out of our range of senses. Science is making leaps in this department. Science is in the process of proving Intelligent design, also known as God. Religion is beginning to recognise that science can be used to open up and deepen our understanding of a quantum God.

 

How can we know this to be true? Well you can research that this is true, there is writing about this through the ages and in every culture, in different words, in different language. Also more and more of us humans are accessing this truth for ourselves.  We study human nature, spirituality, astrology, astronomy, metaphysics and quantum physics and of course the physical forces of nature and of outer space. We are so much more than we, at present, think we are. We can access the ability to heal ourselves and our planet, and we can empower ourselves with the truth of who we are.

Once in a  meditation  I acknowledged that I had become disconnected because relationships were becoming hurtful and life was miserable, in fact they were reflecting back to me that I was withdrawing from them. This happens when we become totally consumed by the everyday dramas and we loose touch with the Truth, become overwhelmed and fall into despair.  We can feel unloved and unable to love in a connected way. I asked in meditation 'What is this LOVE that I cannot connect with? What is this LOVE that is so distant from me?'  A guide took me to the top of a very tall tower miles high in the sky. At the top of the tower was a small landing with four large windows. " This is LOVE, it is all around". "OK" says I, still not feeling it. Then I was at one of the windows and given the impression to leap out into the unknown. Unquestioningly, I did.  OK. So I was sitting in my chair at home, but my learning mind was also in this other dimension, and I was falling, fast. This takes an element of trust. However, I was confused, I questioned 'I am falling how is this showing me LOVE?'  In mid fall, I remembered something I had read recently, 'Gravity is the response of matter to LINEAR TIME'. Linear time is what we have here on Earth in this three dimensional space, on our illusionary stage. However, I was falling in my mediation, and so I was not confined to the 3 dimensional space and time of earth.  I clicked my fingers and immediately 'switched off '  Gravity. I stopped falling through the immensity of space and was just supported comfortably. I was being held up by invisible forces. I was trusting and I was experiencing the vast network of LOVE, the quantum energy that just is. I managed to find my parachute.  It was like being caught like a crumb, in the vast beard of God..... Ok. Ok. I know God doesnt have a beard, but you know, it makes a good visual.

 

The truth is that this vast energy is all around, in us and around us. It is our lifeforce.  We were created in it and are part of it. We have just forgotten. Mostly as humans,  we don't know how to switch on our equipment to tune into it, it doesnt appear on our 3D radar or isnt picked up by our 3D senses. We are tied to the physical forces on the planet such as gravity, present to keep our physical bodies on the planet so that we can experience the physical realms of earth. We can access the space of the non physical to reconnect with who we really are. By leaving the chatter, the clatter and clutter of countless unimportant things and tuning into the space between words, between breaths, and through daydreams and meditation we can enter into the awareness of the Divine. The plan, it seems, is for us to learn to bring our Divine LOVE through us and express it out into our physical experience on earth. Ask the trees, they know all about it.

 

When we find access to that LOVE, we will begin to remember the vast beings that we are and unlock ourselves from our 3D prisons, where LOVE doesnt flow fully. For now, it is like being locked up in a shuttered house, unable to go anywhere, but with a beautiful Rolls Royce Phantom parked outside and we cant find the keys.

 

 Post script.

 

Finally, there is another way we are helped to bring in the Love.  528 Hz is the miraculous frequency for transformation and DNA repair. The Schumann Resonance scale is based on the Schumann Resonance of Earth, it is the earths heartbeat and it is raising, once 7.83 Hz, it is now 12.  It stops at 13 Hz, Zero point, which brings with it access to Source energy.  Becoming available to humanity is 528 Hz, it is the frequency or language of Love. It is also the "miraculous frequency for transformation and DNA repair". Maybe this is the DNA that science cannot fathom, the junk pieces that we do not use.  Maybe we will be able to access the love frequency by way of our newly restored DNA sequences.  Maybe we are being assisted to repair our faulty equipment so that we can tune into pure LOVE.

 

 

 

Dont know why but these lyrics are coming to me this evening....... can we tell Heaven from Hell ?.

"Wish You Were Here"

So, so you think you can tell Heaven from Hell,
blue skies from pain.
Can you tell a green field from a cold steel rail?
A smile from a veil?
Do you think you can tell?
And did they get you to trade your heroes for ghosts?
Hot ashes for trees?
Hot air for a cool breeze?
Cold comfort for change?
And did you exchange a walk on part in the war for a lead role in a cage?
How I wish, how I wish you were here.
We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl, year after year,
Running over the same old ground.
What have we found? The same old fears.
Wish you were here.

these lyrics are from Pink Floyds, Dark Side of the Moon.

 

 

I can just hear this haunting melody as I get on with the chores this evening. The part that repeats is...." Can you tell Heaven from Hell"

Maybe its a reminder. A reminder, its time to break free from the fish bowl that we swim in year after year.

Death and love. Love and Life: If God is love and Love is life, then we as living beings are specks of God.

Death brings us close to our inner most feelings of  fragility. It is a brush with the reality of us leaving this world. If we dont have connection to the realness of who we really are then death becomes a paralysing fearful time.

Death of someone we love is excrutiating. It is an immense sadness that takes time to recover from. Everyone is experiencing death in the form of friends and lovers, neighbours and those not so close. It brings up tremendous power that we can use to further open our hearts to explore the pain and live it and allow it to help us expand spiritually, or, if we are scared we use it to close our hearts to the pain. When the heart closes to avoid the pain it is difficult too open it again.

My brother died in January 2013. Here is the pain I felt.

Lament for Peter                                             by  Michaela McGrath.                                       January 2013.

 

Who is it to say, that you leave me this way?

My heart is broken today.

Where does it say, you must leave in this way?

My heart is broken today.

Who pulls you up,

and out of harms way?

Pulling you out of your place,

To where  I can’t see your face,  and

Where parched deserts sands

Choked the life from your eyes, and

took touch from your hands.

 

Where is the child’s smile

That stretched year upon mile?

You turn not to my cries

Look not with your eyes.

 

Lying Cold, is your form

The sun refuses to warm

You, from where life was torn.

Let me lay by your side,

Till sin, ego and pride

Leave me nothing to hide but

 my grief.

 

 

The baby bird died on Sunday morning. What made that last tiny breath leave its lungs at that time.... What is more amazing is that the tiny breaths managed to keep it alive for such a time as it did. I really think it was a gift to our home: a tiny speck of love. Its presence in our home made us all, for that short time, wonder about how to keep the precious little thing alive.

It was buried in a little hole in the garden.

Baby bird is still alive.

We can't believe it, the baby bird is still alive. My daughter is managing to feed it bits of worm, there is blackbird song playing from an app on her phone. The box is by the warmth of a radiator.

Last night before its feed we distinctly heard 3 cheeps.

This morning, when my daughter came into me I was astonished when she said the bird was still alive and she was going out in the garden to get some worms for it.


This mornings feed

 

 

Then when we came back home at lunchtime.

The cat is not amused about this.

 

So she has to stay out in the garden till the baby bird goes onto a high shelf in the kitchen.

 

 

I am mystified about how this baby is surviving without its parents. I am trully not sure if it will survive much longer. It is coming up 24 hours after being gripped in the cats mouth and ripped from its parents and its nest.

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 It is bringing a special ray of love to our home that I am unable to describe. A tiny little miracle.

A tiny little miracle bringing a whisper of hope in the middle of the chaos that is going on in the world outside. It is a focal point away from the harsh happenings that are currently screaming out to us. The only message I am going to send out is love and  more love, to help dissolve and transmute the impact of such immense hurts in the world today.

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Do not focus on the rage going on outside. Find a place inside and find silence, return to your core, stay centred.  Do not let anyone or anything direct your attention from the strength of you and your aliveness, it is a miracle and we often do not spend time reflecting in that miracle gift. Do this often to maintain neutrality and balance.  Avoid oscillating between orbits of  fear and stress driven craziness. Having judgments on others and the self will only wreck your own vibrations, as will fear.

We were not born miracles of divine creation to run around like frenzied zombies in no mans land.  Its time to wake up to the fact that we are miracles of life for a reason.

Watch  how many inane and soul destroying  things humans can do in any given period of time, watch this in the self and aim to do less and less till the reason for being alive shines through to you.

 

 

Birdy is still alive nearly 3 hours after being wrenched out of the nest high up in an ancient evergreen. The baby bird hadnt been hatched long, when the cat managed to drag herself up the tree and grab it with her mouth. The baby bird had started to grow the long dark wisps which turn to feathers. Its eyes are dark orbs covered with tightly closed lids. You can see its heart beating.

I found that the cat had pulled a chick out of her nest, the parent blackbirds were distraught as was I . The cat played with it but wasnt sure what to do with it. My daughter ran out and grabbed the tiny bird from the cat. It was shocking to us. She had done it before, this time last year, she had raided a hard to get at Robin's nest and successfully killed three chicks.

The baby bird rescued by my daughter.

 I tried to explain that the mother bird has to eat the worms then regurgitate the mulch and poke it deep into the baby's mouth. I said just hold the baby till it died. My daughter, a stubborn Taurean had other ideas and insisted on caring for it. She played birdsong continuously from an app on her phone. she placed it in a box snuggled with cotton wool, near to a radiator. We managed to get a tiny piece of worm into the baby's mouth.

It is still alive 2 and half hours later.  All life is precious, right up to very end.

And if you are wondering, we still love the cat, our own rescue cat, she had had a road accident and had to have a back leg removed from her hip. We got her when she 6 months old and was quite able to move around on the remaining 3. My daughter chose her.  The cat is massive now,  4 years old and half  Maine-Coon.

 The cat. 

Too busy for the end of Times. Something is Brewing and its not the tea. October 2012.

 

Brew. Ha ha.

You harvest what you sew. As if I’ve got time to do that as well?

 

As I pull a Pen out of the washing up, I am reminded again that I am rushing. I had a conversation with Queenie earlier this morning at the bus stop.  Queenie is an OAP, a lady in her seventies, I see her often about the shops with her pen and paper writing notes.  I asked her once what she was writing about, she said it was lists of things to do tomorrow. I saw it was bus numbers and road names.  I think she worries that one day she will forget where she is and what she is doing.

Will I forget where I am and what I’m doing?  Probably.  Is that a bad thing? Who knows.  I put the suddsy pen down on the draining board, and begin to load the dishwasher, I am always rushing to clear up and get things done so that I can get on to do the things in my life that I actually want to do. There is never enough time, and all the rushing about, takes all the oomph out of what I want to do.

Loading the dishwasher with dishes and pots that have been washed may seem strange, I am not a perfectionist, it is just that I can’t bear the thought of all that grease blocking and breaking the dishwasher, Why?  Because there is no insurance on it. Can’t quite stretch to that.  Dishwasher? Things can’t be so bad, well no,  I acquired it from someone I know who had bought it, then completely redesigned her kitchen, but without measuring her appliances and found it didn’t fit.  When we collected it, it was a few months old and barely used. Now it was mine. I had grown to love it like a friend.

So it is with shopping, it’s not like I enjoy shopping, it’s just that I seem to be permanently doing it. I drop my youngest at school and then often have to dash to the shops.  The eldest offspring  can eat his way through a multi pack of crisps and kit-kat bars on his way from the kitchen to his bedroom, and his bedroom is on the ground floor opposite the kitchen. He must have prayed for that. He also can finish off litres of milk in bowls of sugar puffs while he waits for his dinner. The cat munches her way through entire bags of Iams, because I keep forgetting when I fed her last, and everyone tops up her bowl because she mews with hunger when anyone enters the kitchen. School packed lunch stuff disappears daily, and with all the rushing around I have to do, it makes sense to keep the wine stocked up.  Wine and Squirty cream: everything looks good with a large squirt of cream.

Also it’s not like I am mind numbingly house proud or that I enjoy the daily frenzied clear up, laundry, dishwashing fandango that goes on.  No. It’s just that every morning we rush getting ready in what  looks like the fallout of a teenager party that has taken place the night before. Teenagers don’t live here, I only have two children, and their father attaches himself to the sofa each evening and remains there until early morning when he wakes up, wakes me up then goes to work. So how is the house wrecked on a daily, after school, basis? Don’t ask me, I am in the kitchen, planning how to mention the ‘Homework’ word.  That’s another thing, since when and why, does their homework, become my problem and responsibility, like I haven’t got enough to do.

I rush todays tidying and decide to forget about washing the football boots because I’ve got some important form filling to get done. Always one step ahead, only just, in this LASTMINUTE.com household, I am acutely aware these forms are waiting for me on the ironing board, put there so I won’t forget them. The youngest child, starts secondary school in September. The forms for each school choice, need my undivided attention. It is October and soon half term.

I start looking through the forms, gritting my teeth, she would do well in Hogwarts or St.Trinians.

I have an uneasy feeling, like I’ve forgotten something, or not done something or that something is brewing , I can’t figure out exactly what it is that I need to be on top of.  It is.. like uh…uh…Oh well, I can’t think about that now…Where did I put that pen?

Forms filled, choices put into order. I look around at the chaos, smugly waiting for me tackle it. I have so many theories about chaos. It is there to challenge me. To push me to new boundaries and to stretch my limits.  I take advantage of the fact that the next football mud collection won’t arrive till saturday and get out the vacuum.  I push the vacuum cleaner around and pick up all the stray rubbish that refuses to be vacuumed  noticing, more, the sun that shines in through the windows making life look so good outside.  I long to be outside, walking in the country under the sun drenched branches of trees.  I long to free myself from the bindweed of chaos that I instinctively and reactively react to, by trying to clear it and organise it. It is October 2012 ,  It is nearly the end of the world and I’m inside, vacuuming.

 The business of the end of the world is strange. Some people are clearly obsessed with it. Panic buying, storing and stockpiling food and provisions. Others don’t seem to know about it at all, this is most people.  These people are ignoring the connection between all the global disasters.  Others  have been waiting for this for all their lives. TV, radio and global corporations and the financial world are saying nothing.  Some read avidly about the Mayan Calendar prophecies and other streams of internet material. There are scientific and astrological anomalies happening daily.  Heavenly bodies are accumulating and doing strange things in outer space. The earths core is playing around with her magnetic field and that is mucking up things for us on the earths crust.  Everything is cresendoing into Volcanoes, floods , tsunamis, and  earthquakes,  hurricanes, famines and drought.  The financial world and the large institutions that control this world are falling apart in spectacular ways.  Some people are really scared that December 2012 is the beginning of the End. Others, like me, believe that yes something big is happening .  The dirt and filth that is being kicked up as the earth churns up the grief of human mischief  back into our view is a sign. The signs tell us that The consequence  of our misdeeds,  marauding around the world, pillaging, plundering, raping and killing eachother,  the consequence of the great human pastime, WAR, is boomeranging back to bite us all on the face. There is something brewing.  But is it the end of the world?

 

‘It’s not fair’ I hear the cry. ‘I didn’t ever kill, anyone, or rape or pillage or plunder’. Well, no, neither did I, Yet. I have been tempted. That’s the nature of humans to think its ok to think this murderous stuff. We deceive ourselves that if it all looks ok on the outside, than nobody really knows the depths of darkness that lurks in our souls. Planning to kill someone is a bad vibration, as is most of the vibrations that humanity tend to oscillate in.

Mostly we vibrate from our shadow selves. The funny thing is, we don’t actually recall most of what rolls around in our minds. It can be loose cannon thoughts, runaway steam train thoughts, malice, jealousy, hurt mainly, self protection and self sabotage.  A continuous stream of self dialogue that runs like a sound track through our life. We mostly only acknowledge the face we give out there to the external world and the words we put our voice to when we speak to others. Mostly this does not really match our inner machinations.

It’s time to wake up to our shadow self and examine every last bit of it, in this lifetime , oh and all other lifetimes as well. I can see the raising of eyebrows.  It is possible that we have all committed crimes against other humans in our other lives and we hold the vibration of that darkness close to our soul.  Being asleep through life is what we normally do. We are unconscious in thought and action and leave residue of each deed and choice like a snails trail behind us. To wake up and clear out our stuff, for some will be like spring cleaning our homes, but most of us it will be like putting ourselves through the car wash, excruciatingly painful. ‘How do I start?’ I hear the enthusiastic cry.

Years ago, would have been better, is the answer.


May 2013.

As we all know the world didn't end  in December 2012 as some anticipated. But it was never meant to, it was  the end of that cycle of time and the beginnining of the Next. The  Golden Age. We are now peddling madly into the New time, and New time is rushing us through the finishing up of all that old business.  To be in the Golden age we have to be golden souls, hence the craziness going on.

Hold tight and get centred, the faster we get, the more unwanted stuff that we have gathered to us, over the duration of however long we have been cultivating it, will be stripped off.   Willingly or unwillingly, we are required to let it go.

We are in the space of Now time, now. 

 

Have you been wondering what on Earth is going on with the people of this world? from Denise Le Fay's website I found an article complete with an effective way of clearing out unwanted negatives.

Someone (forgive me but I can’t remember your name at this moment) emailed this particular James Gilliland article to me the other day. Thank you. ♥ Because it is in my opinion highly accurate, I wanted to quoting it here after my April 30, 2013 article, Please… Is April 2013 Over Yet?! http://deniselefay.wordpress.com/2013/04/30/please-is-april-2013-over-yet/

 

Denise Le Fay

May 2, 2013

TRANSITIONS

5D Incoming and Relationships

James Gilliland, April 12, 2013

“After the great deluge of emails and phone calls asking what is going on with all the chaos, turmoil, relationship splits, and people basically wigging out everywhere, I felt it is time to write this article. Some of the information will be a godsend, to others they will find major resistance to this information.

This is often determined by which side of the fence one is on and if they are ready to heal, and take responsibility for their choices and actions. Nonetheless, universal law, and karma will have its way despite our delusions and denials. We can mentally justify many things our soul and spirit do not. Soul and spirit always have the last word.

There is a 5D overlay and a vibrational lifting and healing well underway. There are cycles and waves of energy that are coming with this process. It is a natural cycle due to alignments with Galactic Plane, Alcyone, Sirius and Pulses coming in from other cosmic sources. Cosmic, Gama, X-ray, ultraviolet, infrared and other rays are bombarding the planet in ways never before experienced or recorded on the Earth. This is throughout the entire solar system.

These times have all been referred to in ancient texts, the second coming where we rise into Christ or Buddha consciousness, the separation of the “sheep from the goats”, the wheat from the chaff, moving into the golden age, the end of the Mayan calendar, “The Beginning is Near”, “Nonjudgment Day”, The Great War In The Heavens, etc. We have all heard this before yet few understand the dynamics and what can happen in this process.

We are going to address relationships in this process due to so many people asking us to make sense of what is happening. With this major influx of energy and during the peaks of incoming energy you will see people transform. Some for the better and some for the worst. In the end it is all good because it is all part of a major healing, yet while you are in the midst of it we are often challenged to our very core.

People are going to act out their wounds, traumas and wrong conclusions from past experience. Some will become the observer and detach; others will be projecting, blaming and doing unconscious, even cruel acts you never thought they were capable of. In truth, some are really not capable of such acts on their own yet they have openings, an unhealed past that allows other unseen negative influences to take over.

When this happens, the only way out is to learn how to heal unseen negative influences, set firm boundaries and cut any cords keeping you attached to those affected. There are serpent energies or beings, greys, reptilians, and some, what you would call demonic beings, which are using the light workers for target practice. They are trying to create as much chaos, pain and suffering possible because this insures their world will continue.

They also feed off the lower vibrational energies such as anger, sadness, sorrow, fear, guilt unworthiness etc. Before, they could only hook you through the first three chakras – survival, sex and power – yet now they use those closest to you, friends, family and lovers to hit you in the heart.

There is a war for souls happening and your soul sits right next to the heart. To shut it down, shut down the ability to love, knowing love is the ultimate power in the universe, is one of the best weapons these unseen negative influences have to try to stop the awakening and healing of humanity and the Earth.

Many friends, family and lovers, those who are deeply wounded or do not have the inner awareness, strength, moral character and self authority to fend off these intrusions, are acting out their old wounds, traumas, and wrong conclusions from past experiences. This includes the lower vibrational desires of the unseen negative influences. This is why you are seeing so many relationships ending, insane behavior, and wounded egos acting out in ways unthinkable to most.

We cannot blame others for being weak, allowing themselves to be influenced, or for many of the behaviors which are often totally out of character, yet they have to take responsibility for their choices and actions which opened the door to these influences.

This includes the lack of interest in addressing their own wounds, traumas, wrong conclusions from past experiences, choosing an ego driven life, focusing primarily on outer appearances and material acquisition.

The imbalance of external focus versus internal focus, and not choosing to heal as a priority, is often the problem and can create the opening for these unseen negative influences. Unhealed childhood trauma, abuse, abandonment issues seem to be a common denominator as well as past life choices to engage and work with the darker forces.

These all are often the openings used by unseen negative influences to destroy relationships. As if not addressing and healing our own patterns is not enough, adding these unseen negative influences in the mix makes one big disaster waiting to happen. This includes the implants by regenerate greys and reptilians used to broadcast their psychopathic behavior into the mix.

It is all about consciousness and there is a war in consciousness. Holding to the universal principles and understandings necessary for a healthy society and relationship is essential in the days to come. Holding to the basics of treating others how you would like to be treated, being honest, kind, loving, caring, serving others, opens the doors to higher unseen positive influences as does prayer and meditation done properly.

Whenever we become trapped in the desires of the ego and the outer world, become self absorbed, selfish, not caring about how our choices and actions affect others, we open the door to the unseen negative influences. These influences will often support and act out these patterns of behavior through those unconscious of their unhealed patterns and the influences of these unseen negative influences.

It is hard to believe that there are forces that care nothing for life, humanity, or the Earth, and actually live off the chaos, pain and suffering – yet one only has to look at the condition of society, the environment, the wars, diseases, unbridled greed, to realize this is now epidemic, this has become up to the highest levels of leadership.

Now it seems to be coming home to roost, the polarities are increasing between those who have chosen to live according to universal law, a spiritual life in harmony with each other and nature, and those who wish to continue to live a material life, in disharmony with each other and nature. A life focused on internal awareness, making one’s own personal God/Spirit/Creator connection first and foremost as a priority versus being focused primarily on external outer appearances, material acquisition driven by the ego with all its programming in direct conflict with their soul and spirit. One is the upward path to ascension and alignment with the new 5D energies, the other is the unsustainable downward path ending in the total collapse of the old matrix.

People are choosing, taking different paths, aligning with the new energies or fighting them and those who represent them. That in general is what is happening. I hope this sheds some light on the chaos, challenges, behavior of some who are deeply wounded or influenced. When we know what is happening, we can depersonalize it, guard against it, and heal it, yet we must honor the divine right to free will and self-determination of eternal souls. They might not have chosen to ascend or get it right this time around.

It is important that the lightworkers band together and support each other, assist those who choose to heal and release those who choose not. We cannot save others even if we know their future, their lessons are theirs hard as they may be, universal law will have its way, karma will unfold in its divine time, yet time is quickening.

Here is the technique we use to heal unseen negative influences. You can use them on others because these negative influences are already trespassing and you are only affirming one’s divinity, not influencing them for personal gain. You can call on the House of Mary, Jesus, Baba ji, Buddha, your own main teacher and guide if you know it, yet it is best to use fifth dimensional beings on up beyond the astral level. They are ascended and off the wheel of life.

In dealing with the darkest of the unseen negative influences, call on the 7th dimensional Lion beings. They seem to be the only ones to really take care of business with this group. Maahes, Narasimha, Bacal, Caja, Sekhmet are a few of them known in history. The ancient Egyptians were fully aware of the archons as depicted in their wall paintings and how to deal with them.

Healing Technique: Healing is a must for all those who desire to operate in other realms of consciousness. You must have self – authority and maintain control. If you are experiencing negative vibrations, they are either thought forms, limiting mental concepts, psychic bonds or discarnate entities (lost souls) in need of healing. They are bound to the earth vibration due to lower vibrational attitudes and emotions. Some are coercive and desire to manipulate or control. Love heals. Casting out only sends them to another place, another person. IN all healings, remember that god is love. It is the power of love that heals and lifts. We will give you the following steps to clear the energy.

1. Close your aura by visualizing a white or gold light around you.
2. Call upon your chosen cultural representative of God, be it Jesus, Buddha, Babaji, Mary, Mohammed, White Eagle or another one of the beautiful Many Christed Ones.
3. Tell the entities they are healed and forgiven, lifted and enlightened. (repeat if you feel it is needed)
4. Tell them that they are filled and surrounded with the Christ light and the Christ love (or the highest consciousness and energy available).
5. Ask that your chosen representative to take them to their perfect place and highest expression.
6. Ask that all negative thought forms and limiting mental concepts be dissolved and lifted into the light of truth.
7. Ask that all psychic bonds be severed, and close their auras to all but spirit of the highest vibration.

Repeat this process until you feel clear. There may be more than one healing to do. Remember that your word is very powerful, and what is spoken on their level manifests instantly. Many enlightened ones use this process before opening. It creates a clear and safe environment and it also lifts the one who is doing the healing. Intent is nine-tenths of the law!

Hope this helps, please share with your family and friends.
If you are interested further, I encourage you to order James books through our website.www.eceti.org
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Be well and Godspeed,”
James Gilliland
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So thank you, Denise Le Fay and author James Gilliland.

 

Upgrade your vibration to upgrade the quality of your experiences. This includes your ability to manifest wealth.

David Cameron's article touched something DEEP inside of me and I hope it will also touch some chord in you.... many of us have a hard time finding and manifesting abundance in our lives... perhaps this writing will help you find your answers. Note: The following article is extracted from the Prova Life Goals Effortless Achiever Plus software help files. (The link takes you to David's awesome website.) Shared with love and hope for everyone's abundance & happiness manifestation by Donna Maher RN

I am grateful to the above source for sharing this intriguing message with the internet public, so I am sharing it here with anyone who has been guided to visit Inspiredheart.
Full acknowledgements to the author, David Cameron Gikandi and to Donna Maher, on whose page I found it.

Vibration and Attraction ======================== by David Cameron Gikandi Now that you know that all things are simply combinations of energy giving an illusion of form to our physical senses, we can move on to a very important law that governs how energy reacts. It is so simple, but by this law shall you begin to master your world. First, to recap: All things are energy. They are not "made up of" energy. They ARE energy. All things. It is only your set of senses that gives the illusion of form depending on how these senses perceive this energy. Now, how does this energy work? Well, much can be said about it, but for now, let us look at one of the biggest laws of energy. We will look at it stated scientifically and spiritually: Scientific: * Like energies display harmony, resonance, construction and attraction. Unlike energies repel, have dissonance, and destruction. For example, sounds that are in tune with each other form harmonious music. Sounds out of sync with each other destroy each other (wave motion). By nature, like energies attract, unlike energies repel. * All objects have a vibration, a frequency. Even a human body has a frequency. Brain waves have various frequencies. DNA has a frequency range. Your words have a frequency range. Colors are merely expressions of certain frequencies. Each energy particle has its own frequency. This vibration is what sets off the law of attraction mentioned above. This vibration is the one that dictates whether a particular energy body is in or out of tune with another, and therefore whether it will disrupt or build on the other, attract or repel it. Keep this in mind. We shall be referring to your vibration many times throughout. Just before we move on, it is appropriate right now to mention that every state of being you get into changes your vibration frequency. That is why you tend to feel lighter when you are happy, heavier when you are sad and gloomy. The more you move towards love and joy, the higher your vibration. The more you move to fear, the lower it is. Spiritual: * As you sow, so shall you reap. * Karma. * Law of Cause and Effect. * Do unto others what you would like to be done unto you. As we proceed, you shall see numerous ways that this law of attraction comes into play in ways that you would never before have considered. For example, how does criticism and judgment of others hinder your progress? Why do all our religions tell us not to judge one another? That very thing that you are so angry about that is making you feel like judging and criticizing someone else about is setting of a certain vibration in you. Do you see that? And that vibration that you put out will bring back the effects to you, the source. Whatever you try to deny another, you automatically attract that denial to yourself. It is not a punishment being handed down to you. All it is is this: All vibrations that you offer come back to you as perfectly corresponding manifestations. The "down side" of this for you is that any critical thought and emotion that you have towards another person will unfailingly limit your own progress. The upside is that once you remember to always, in your thoughts, words, emotions and actions, give the best to others, nothing will be denied to you, simply because you will no longer be blocking your own progress, and you will be having a new vibration of abundance hanging around you. Now don't forget that you also count. Give yourself the best, and drop all judgment and criticism of yourself. You cannot clearly create what you desire in your mind if your emotions contradict your thoughts. The other upside is that no one can enforce anything on you. You will soon see very clearly that nothing you see or experience can be caused by a source outside of you. Your free will, and the Law of Attraction, guarantees this. You see, at the moment you may not be conscious and aware of all the thoughts and feelings you have on all levels 24 hours a day in your conscious, subconscious and super-conscious parts of you. Therefore, this lack of awareness may make things seem to come from a source outside of you. But in reality, they all spring from inside of you, either from your conscious, subconscious or super-conscious. And you can learn to raise your awareness so that more and more of your decisions are conscious. However, it is absolutely liberating to know that the whole idea of external assertion is false; it does not exist. (That puts *you* in control!) So how do you tell what your vibration is? Simply look at what you are feeling. At every moment, one of the most important questions you should always ask yourself is this: What am I feeling now? This determines what follows in your life. Always be aware of your feeling, and know that you can change it at will. Your feelings indicate to you your vibration, and they predict what will come next, unless you change it before the manifestation that would normally follow occurs. Now that you are getting better at this, here is a simple puzzle that you should be able to solve. Let us say that you are unhappy about your current state of finances. Will that create more or less finances for you? The answer should be obvious to you by now. It will create less. Why? Because your vibration, your feeling, is "unhappy about finances". This will attract whatever gives evidence of that, meaning that you will find even more events and people that you "think" are making you even more unhappy about your finances. All the time, it is you who is in control. This brings us to another secret about conditions: Conditions do not exist as external, independent entities. Conditions arise out of a state of being. They do not cause a state of being. They are effects, not causes. Unhappy conditions are created from an unhappy state, not vice versa. You are unhappy because you are unhappy, and you are happy because you are happy. It's that simple! Therefore, if you are unsatisfied with your finances, the first step to changing that is to have a new attitude of gratitude and satisfaction. From this new state, coupled with new thoughts of wealth and positive expectations, your finances will miraculously and quickly turn around. OK, it is time for the next lesson in vibration. You now know that the universe, by the Law of Attraction, brings back to you experiences that match your vibration. It is pure science. Here is the next lesson: The universe does not care or question why you are vibrating, feeling, in a certain way. It simply brings forth experiences that match your vibration. What this means is that it does not matter whether you are vibrating, feeling, a certain way because of something you are actually seeing or simply imagining. A vibration is a vibration, regardless of why it is there, and it will be acted upon. The universe does not check first to see whether you are vibrating the way you are because of something you want or not, or something real or imagined, or something good or bad, or whatever. It does not check, and it does not decide whether to match your vibration or not. It simply, always, matches whatever vibration you are giving out and effortlessly brings along a matching experience. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Author David Cameron Gikandi is the owner & webmaster of the awesome website Images of One and he also has a tremendous newsletter that is completely free, along with several very helpful ebooks and software at varying prices. All of David's products are lifetime guaranteed. (I just wish he had an affiliate program. *sigh*) Please visit his site to learn more! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Donna's note: That last couple of paragraphs hit me squarely between the eyes! It means that everything we've been taught about what we dwell upon, what we THINK about, what we talk about, we bring MORE OF into our lives. What do you think about? What do you dwell on? Please........ make sure you really ponder this article if you are struggling to pay your bills, if you are not living the life of your dreams, and start the hard, arduous path today. Start changing your life for the better by changing your thoughts. My best wishes for your success, Donna Maher RN Nurse/Infopreneur/Webmaster     88888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888 Gratitude for the above article. My thoughts:  I like the thought of having an " attitude of gratitude", so that the universe gets the message and delivers more of what makes you happy.  So we ask: What Am I feeling? The answer will come with what shows up in our life. Create happy. How? Is it so difficult? Create simple. Touch each moment as if it is a treasure. Create with conscious thought:  Knowing that each thought and feeling feeds into the experience that is about to unfold. Touch each thought with tender care. Judging any other, including the self, only acts to drop your vibration out of the required " happy, beautiful and  simple " status, to the unwanted lower vibration, that the universe will be deliver back to you, before you have even finished your judging. So we ask: What am I creating? Michaela McGrath

Secret Garden Meditation

 

 

 

Secret Garden ...A Guided Meditation  Designed to be read to yourself and to help in expansion of the self...Use your imagination to visualise a secret sanctuary where you can heal yourself.

 

In a quiet place, sit where you will be comfortable and not disturbed. If you can, have your feet flat on the floor. Arrange yourself so that your limbs are comfortable, legs and arms soft, hands soft, ankles soft. Visualise cords extending from the bottom of your feet down gently through the earth, down to the centre of the earth. Imagine a slight feeling as the cords make contact with the heart of the earth as you consciously ground yourself and are now supported by the earth. Where you are sitting, the chair, sofa or ground is supporting you fully,  you lean into that place as it takes your weight. You are resting and comfortable. Take some deep breaths and then allow your breathing to come to its own pattern.

 

Ask for a white ray of light to surround you and light your way. Intend that you will not connect with anything that is not for your higher good on this journey. If any worries or troubles pop into your head, visualise that they are placed, like stones in a basket, covered with a healing cloth and protected. Place this basket out the way for now, you will come back to it later.

 

Continue breathing in a comfortable pattern and adjust any part of you that needs adjusting. Draw your attention to the breath as it flows into and out of your body. If thoughts bubble up that distract you, place them in a bubble and blow them away, if they are important they will come back to you after the meditation.

 

Be aware of your body's physical boundaries, and then of the energy field that extends from you, this may take practice. Intend that  these boundaries and energies are all in place, intact and healthy. Hold the intention that you are filling this energyfield with love and light and allow yourself to just float in this space.

 

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After a while, a time defined by yourself, allow yourself to feel the touch of soft grass under your feet. Allow yourself to feel a warm breeze against your skin. Allow yourself to smell meadow grasses, or wet cut grass or any flower or tree that tells you that you are in a garden.

 

Create the space that evokes a healing sanctuary for you: a garden with high meadow grasses that you can walk through;  an mystical garden with wise and ancient trees; a garden that has different shrubs and herbs, each containing leaves fruits, and flowers that are medicinal in nature; A garden of eden with exotic coloured flowers and a light tropical mist that greets and refreshes you. You can walk freely here, there is nothing that will limit you, it is your creation. Sunlit or shaded, open to the world, or closed off and intimate. You may enjoy a sheltered walled garden where ivy climbs along walls aged with time. The garden may be filled with the colourful orbs of roses, bursting with reds, magentas, oranges and purples. You may be seated on a wooden bench or treading softly on a sun warmed cobbled path through flowers. You may hear water playing in a brook that runs through your garden or, water creating music as it falls from a frountain. You may clear a clean uncluttered space and place in it only a Japanese feature, a Buddha statue, or some soft  round stones. Whatever will make you feel at peace, it is your hearts desire. Take your time and play with your imagination.

 

When you are happy with your garden walk through it, embracing the love it is filled with. Breath in the scents, acknowledge the sounds of  birdsongs, or  the hum of summer insects or listen to the space within the silence. Touch the leaves, feel the grass, look up at the sky and wander through the place you have created. When you are ready, take a seat, on a garden chair, on a wooden bench, or on the soft grass by a babbling brook, anywhere you choose will be the right place. You are still as you relax into this beautiful creation. You breath in the beauty that you have created. You breath in the peace and grace of this place.

 

This place is filled with the serenity and love that you need at this moment. Allow the energy of serenity and love to merge with your own energy. This vibrant, warm, energy flows to you as your own energy yields to it. It washes through you in warm waves that nourishes you mentally, physically, emotionally and spiritually. Allow yourself to bathe in this love and light healing energy. Take as much time as you need for this. Just allow the healing to occur. Allow grace, allow peace, allow joy, allow abundance to flow toward you.

 

See within you that - all that is not healthy and happy, leaving you now. It gently lifts out of you and is taken away. You feel your body lighter, full of ease, you are shining from within as healing is touching each cell of your body. Each cell is lit up and shining like a diamond. You are lighter as each thought and emotion is lit up and held by a loving embrace until it is healed. Your spirit is filling with grace as you recognise beauty and love in all things, in all creations. Finally you realise that you are holding this beautiful space within as temple for your divinity. You are divine. Allow this recognition to wash through you. Allow this recognition to expand you. Sit in this space you have created, it has empowered you, and you are from the devine, you are divine.

 

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When you are ready, ease yourself up from the place in your that you chose to sit. Hold your hands together and bow your head in thanks.  Gratitude and joy for your healing ensures that healing will continue as you ask for it.

 

Come to the place where you were when you began to create your garden. Look at your creation and be pleased. Give thanks for your garden and intend that you may return to it when you wish to experience empowerment, healing and grace.

 

Before you leave this place, your glance falls on the basket containing your worries.  You go to the basket and gently pull back the cloth. You are surprised to see each worry stone has transformed into a butterfly. The butterflies, with wings of purple, violet, blue and green, raise up and out of the basket, they scatter and fly up into the sky.  You are pleased as you trust your worries are being transformed.

                    

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When ready, place your focus back to your feet and where they touch the ground. Coming back to this physical reality, adjust your breathing to deeper in breaths, as it may have become quite shallow. Feel the ground under your feet. Give thanks and acknowledgement to the earth for supporting and connecting with you.

 

Gently come back fully and stretch. Intend that the healing energy stays with you as you go through your day. Allow peace to come to you when you are in need of it.

 

You have given yourself the gift of love.

 Michaela McGrath