Repeating Patterns.

So Yesterday I was so sick, all day, and felt submerged in some thing that I could not see a way out of.

My dreams last night were about the Fibonacci repeating sequences. My dream images were of an empty beach and then fossils of Fibonacci shells.





I had a gut instinct that this was information that related directly to what I was trying to mine further into.

From being elated  only a short while before, to then succumb back into a deeply confounding energy, holding me by the ankles and making me me feel sick. I realised that there was something deeply embedded causing me to ask  "Is this a Delayed departure!  WHY Am I still sitting on the runway?"

Anyway, as I don't know much about fibonucci sequences,  I had to look it up. Its about repeating sequences.

That are tied into sequential creation.

Was this about about being tied into a sequence?  I came to see that yet again....everything under the sun is tied up by Something else. The something else that governs anti life under the sun, is hidden within geometric rules in plane sight, but we just don't get how intricately we are bound into them.

 This is how we remain bound up in our blocks.

Off on a tangent then, I checked into the in5D website and went back down that rabbit hole.

Everything under the sun is going to conform with the distortion that keeps humanity subservient.

My plane was supposed to take me up, through  and OVER the binding gravitational pull back into  the hierarchy of trickery,....
and OUT... onto the freedom plateaus of the dimensions of sovereignty.

The fact that one day, I was clearing the runway to get my plane off the ground, and then the next day, I plummeted, feeling physically sick...worried me a little.

The energies are so peak right now, and we can't know from one minute to next what's coming up for us to either embody or release from our systems.

Was the sick feeling that I just failed.....I couldn't get my plane off the ground, or that I had raised my vibration  higher, and was simply feeling more strongly the density of 3D...and its insiduous nature?

I had to figure why I was so sick....If it was that I was unable  to get my plane off the ground then I had to ask whether there were still blocks in place, that I hadn't been able to shake.

Without going into detail, I did some work on it, and I came back to an old 'thing' that translated to "my meaning in life .... is to serve."

So, ingrained is a very subservient status, whereby meaning in my life (relationships with others), is only interacted with by me,  if I am serving.. And I don't mean in a great way.

Ok, so I obviously agreed to this system at some point, but to keep ploughing down that path, a repeated pattern, lifetime after lifetime, has now become dull and eats into my systems.
Unwanted Repeating patterns.

These repeating patterns have to be pulled out and inspected. So I was directed to this page. It helped get some clarity.

http://in5d.com/how-the-controllers-use-religion-money-politics-and-education-to-enslave-our-souls/