Wednesday 10 January 2018

Linking to find my 'anger' energy...and see that the 'packet of energy' on its way to becoming an 'anger' reaction.... can be the catalyst used for transformational action .

Doing the clearing work. Again and again...

In meditation I was able to link the messages from three aspects and found they were one and the same. Relating this is about recording the process for myself, but it may help those who are going through similar. To be nudged into doing this work is to have a longing for clarity, and a need to release from any emerging discordant feelings. These feelings are flags waving, indicating the place where there is discord in your systems.

discord
noun
ˈdɪskɔːd/
  1. 1.
    disagreement between people.
    "a prosperous family who showed no signs of discord"
    synonyms:strifeconflictfrictionhostilityMore
  2. 2.
    MUSIC
    lack of harmony between notes sounding together.
    "the music faded in discord"
    synonyms:dissonance, discordance, lack of harmony, disharmonycacophonyjarring, jangling
    "the music faded in discord"



I am aware that there is still stomach churning processing going on internally which tells me that I am still going down 3d pathways of reaction and so not fully aligned with where i would like to be.

I am experiencing an awareness of money issues or lack of resources and I am aware of churning in my stomach when certain teenage issues play out that in turn make me angry.

So while NOT being in a place of self sustenance and feeling vulnerable, I brought all these aspects together and melded them in alchemical meditation and healing with the information in these messages, to bring to light where I am still embedded in 3d and so,  not free from it.

The teenage issues and  money debts/demands triggers have been diverted down the reactive pathway of making me angry.

Instead of using that anger energy as 1. a springboard of propulsion
                                                        or 2. a catalyst
                                                        or 3. a motivation
                                                        or 4. a request that requires resolution,
                                                        or 5. a need that is waiting to be met.
I feel the anger and turn it on myself and disconnect.

It is in that disconnection that Flow is Stopped. I feel alone/isolated from resource/ source/shut off from connection with flow....so that any act or desire to activate a manifestion of abundance is immediately re routed down the CUT OFF/ANGRY?DISCONNECTED route. Which incidentally has been brought to my attention as being sculpted and honed in my own teenage years. This reaction pathway, made by me, a  sad teenaged soul in response to a harsh 3d world  as a reaction to feeling alone had learned to INTERNALISE anger. 

This then became A continued automatic way of relating to stuff which makes me angry.
Which now means that most incoming/outgoing stimuli shoots straight down that neuronal pathway.... it, internalising anger, is the strongest and most used pathway for responding in this way and therefore is the dominant way of dealing with things.

Now these money issues and teenage issues, (..I know sooo very 3d), have shown in my meditation today,  how they have just become the triggers that automatically shoot pass my usual reflective self, and slam dunk into the net of my ...teenage internalised anger ( 'disconnected from life through fear, and therefore fear becomes anger that I am not being resourced, I can't access my source, and therefore cannot be in the flow to recieve abundance and live in abundance neuronal pathway'  hoop.

Disconnected means cut off from flow. Anything that leans into that disconnection from flow, just acts to drive the disconnection wider. When disconnected out OF FLOW anything that needs to be resourced/provided for by being in the flow,  shows you that you are cut from it.....and so will push you closer to the NEED to see it and do something about it...

From the Arcturians message we learn that the 3d parts of us are being shown to us and will be transmuted, gently by our 5d parts...... and from Caroline Oceana Ryana we are reminded that the "problems are not the problems, "

The actual journey has to do with uncovering the essence of the challenge that the money shortage represents."

With me it is about disconnecting and being disconnected from the flow. The end result is anger that hurts your heart, and makes you angry that your beliefs tell you that can't sustain yourself ....let alone anyone else or change any circumstance, and any lean on you for sustenance of any kind just makes you feel more disconnected as you know that you have NO connection to FLOW.
Belief of disconnection,  make up the letter box,  that only let in letters that reconfirm this 'fact' to you.

No Matter how hard you work to change the outside, the beliefs of disconnection will continue to play out in life, situations that you cannot help/resolve/will have to worry about because YOU ARE ON YOUR OWN/ disconnected and therefore OUT of the FLOW.
....so this is where my remaining 3d parts are hiding.

One more part that came to me..anger is the flip side of a coin.
In my previous work on stress, I got to see how everything was rushing down a stress neuronal pathway...even excitement and anticipation (i.e more happier feelings), were just being pushed down the torrential river pathway of STRESS. So I got to see how excitement/anticipation, (when one is very stressed)  act to trigger the stress pathway (not by mistake, but the energy is automatically perceived as constituting a stress response...so excitement/anticipation may act to bring you down a  stressed reflex.  You could say that for some...excitement/anticipation may just be flip side of the stress coin.

In the same way, anger is the flip side of the coin that can act to 'push a potential to make something happen'.

Before it becomes anger, the energy packet that resides in the 'forming' emotion of anger can be channeled into 'motivation', or a 'catalyst to act, bring about action to resolve'.....before it gets to lock you down into disconnection. Again.

The coin has disconnected in internalised anger on one side and the potential to move into transformational action on the other.

It is about:

  • unlearning the beliefs that you are disconnected from FLOW
  • and collapsing the old 3d neuronal pathways
  • allowing your 5d self to show your 3d self where this transformation and transmuting is required. 
  • transmuting and expanding all parts to 5d and you will see where you have been holding yourself back.


Hope this helps.
Michaela

extracts from the two messages.

1.From the Arcturians message through Sue lie

With me it is about disconnecting and being disconnected from the flow.

Of course, your consciousness and your physical body have a very deep relationship and a greater interaction than most humans understand. However, please remember that:

The frequency of your consciousness determines your perceptions, and the reality that you perceive is the reality that you live. Therefore, the highest frequency of your consciousness will be the first component of your SELF that will return to its innate fifth dimensional resonance.

Then, once your consciousness has fully accepted the resonance of the fifth dimension, your physical body will begin to slowly transmute into higher and higher frequencies of resonance.

Of course, some areas of your body will transmute quite quickly, while other areas of your body will take longer to transmute, as they will need to complete their healing and/or the release of old “effluvia.”

During the NOW in which you are in-between…
The YOU who has NOT YET completed your visit to the third/fourth dimensional version of Gaia, AND the YOU who has completed your many visits to third/fourth dimensional Earth, are ready to return to your fifth dimensional version of Earth.

Your visits to fifth dimensional Earth, your fifth dimensional Starship and/or your fifth dimensional Homeworld, have often been when your earth vessel is sleeping, or when you are in such deep meditation that you expanded your brainwaves to “Gamma Waves.”

These Gamma Waves resonate to the frequency of the fifth dimension. Therefore, they assist your third/fourth dimensional consciousness to expand into your fifth dimensional consciousness.

At first, your fifth dimensional streams of consciousness will be invisible to your physical self. However, as you continually activate your fifth dimensional brainwaves, you will gradually re-calibrate your brain to send these fifth dimensional energy waves to the language area of your third dimensional body.

Each of you, according to your desire and experience, will translate these fifth dimensional brainwaves into the language area of your third dimensional brain. At first, you may experience these “messages” via visions, which you will “translate” into messages.

2. From Caroline Oceana Ryans's message


This is why, when one illness is cured, or one set of debts paid off, another debt or illness will in time come to take its place—because the deeper issue still has not been addressed.
Let us look at these issues—money and health and self-worth are some of the very great “triggers” that alert people to the fact that their entire being, from etheric essence to heart-mind to cellular structure, is undergoing an astounding, miraculous remaking.
Yet if one is suddenly out of money with no new income in sight, or experiences a prolonged, severe money shortage, as if Lack itself had pulled a chair up to the table and made itself permanently at home, that person will not feel to be a walking miracle.
They will only feel to be in a terrible situation that they cannot shake their way out of, no matter how hard they try, using manifestation techniques, meditation, visualization, or just plain hard work, to revise their situation.
All of that inner and outer work is fine, but they are not the journey itself.

The actual journey has to do with uncovering the essence of the challenge that the money shortage represents.
You will not be surprised when we speak of the vital importance of a flow of thoughts, objects, feelings, and energies in life—of releasing the need to hold on, to cling to any one outer condition.
Of the vital need to forgive yourself for the times you took up the aggressor or victim role in life.


Of the vital need to release those who were brave enough (on a higher level) to be willing to play a terrible, dense, unpopular role in your life.



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