Baby Gods. Finding time for art again. Dreams and my Email to Hope. I Did my first 'Corona virus doodle' in water colour pencils. Its called the"The plan". Michaela.

Hiya, meant to phone you back because loads came to me after our chat...

anyway our chat pulled down confirmation and explained my dreams so thank you..xx

first was the hovering above the earth looking down on it, from an invisible platform watching as people (a tribe) were moving through thick vegetation. It was like (from this invisible platform) we could see,,,but more like be shown...but it was like a reconnaissance mission, about landing in there (in that space/time) or choosing a place to come in...whether this was generations ago (the first time)  but maybe its symbolic (or how we enter an incarnation each time).... whatever, it was ok. But in the dream/ vision I was above this space/time and looking on. So maybe we choose a place and 'come in' like star seeds,  like a resistance movement to create and seed new energy into this place..but to do that, we have to become one with the place and people in order to make the intervention /intercession from within. But when we get in, ( inside the game so to speak) we forget so much about the bigger picture, like who we really are and what we are really doing,  and so we hit the ground running ...taking our place as we are born into those people,  in that place (in those space/time games) .

So the astrology makes the coordinates most appropriate for us individually to enter  so that we can clear the karma of density surrounding that place, those people, generations etc that have been tricked Manipulated or co created by ignorance and default into creating more and more denser karma by reacting in fear anger and desperation to the (manipulated?) situation around them, this builds up increasing density and separates the people more and more from a clear path, because the path is fogged by despair, disconnection , isolation, death and decay....(all get ground into the 4th house energy for the generations to come) 

. ...but it is mainly in their own fear and anger responses reactions to the situation that an impenetrable fence is built up around around them. This means  they are manipulable in fear and the games continue...

So in my dream I was seeing a resistance group,  looking on and maybe of being dropped, into the beginning of a long line of incarnations to move through, in order to see and understand the energy of the situation in order to see what I have to do..(.In Ablas, Aquarius 2020 video on my blog he said we are like soldiers) So helping reduce the density in this place and all so that we can see ...20202 vision.

So at each landing point...

you have to go through the murky descent of the astral density of the people and place that you come into, this is the shed load of heavy duty burden that is commonly known as Karma. 

So you land in the FOURTH house of that experience which is THE SHED of what you land into... from which you learn what your physical person is,for this incarnation, i.e what  programs are running through the bloodlines, what memories, what horrors, what strengths, what beauty all stuff that  can come forward and needs integrating, You see what needs transmuting.

When we do our inner healing work we are healing the person, we have incarnated into, The healing  then reverberates around the collective of that time place and people..

BUT is the cosmic self which has incarnated into a human form, 

It is the 'Human self'  that the  'cosmic self' locks into in order to experience that situation,  but it is the 'cosmic self' (the christ child we each are)  that brings sight to the blindness of the subjective experience of the 'human self'.

The human self is actually :

the set of conditions

 the set of challenges,

 the destination

 the coordinates 

the actor and the role

that the cosmic self walks into in order to reveal to himself, what he can do and HOW TO GO ABOUT being what he can be. its a set of experiential programmes, challenges like a  bloody pepsi max challenge, a high intensity holdiday where we learn and aquire new skills and strengths. 

But the games in polarity are so harsh that break the human, (who at this point doesn't know about his/her cosmic self)...Look at the ancient greeks and the gods and the monsters running about in those times.... we are still putting the human condition through trials and tribulations !!!!

That's why the cosmic self has to become united with, and heal the human from his fears. But the human self has to awaken to his cosmic self for this to happen.

So, when we reincarnate into the human self (unaware of the cosmic self), the human self takes life and hits the ground running...its very like a virtual reality game, which has turned into a war game.

Clearing the density surround the human self, caused by this brutal game, is Now Time.
We heal the human self by deconstructing his beliefs in what he is, because he knows only his role in the game, nothing else..no cosmic counterpart.

So WE ARE the human aspect of ourselves who has landed in a shed load of stuff from the collective family tribe and its time now to clear the 'build up' in that fourth house (astrological) .. the fourth density astral shed which supplied the astral energy information emanating from the tribe we landed into.

We can be Drawn to or magnetised to,  the vibrational match of the previous energy our human selves 'avatars' were scarred by, in the last incarnations....and we have to 'relive' (albeit in a different space/time)  it to SEE it for what it is....
Its like we have to RELIVE the ATLANTIAN situation and SEE it not as our identity but as a growth learning lesson for our baby gods....

WE ARE NOW teenagers gods and should be leaving the house all  by ourselves..Until now we have been in planetary quarantine while we been traumatising and tantrum making and creating hell on earth before (and while we learn how) we can make heaven. 

We have been the victims of the game and the persecutors in the game, 

we have been going around causing havoc and letting havoc befall us,

 all of us, baby gods, crying for love and attention, and generally being bad....BUT WE HAVE HAD VERY BAD BABY SITTERS who have been up to no good..So big time now for growth spurt where we have reached a stage to leap into, where we have learned our human and cosmic 'baby god' lessons, and we take on new privileges and responsibilities appropriate for the older child.

 When we have worked to clear our astrological 4th house...our shed of coordinates of landings and challenges, which describes the density in that 'shed load' of energies we have landed ...than we help clear it for others around us in similar sheds ,  we help clear  the karma density from those people collectively, family, tribe , that place, that situation ....and we are reducing the density (battles in the game) 

and then we stop being in that game. SOON  WE  see the other things in the shed because what we came in with was also all the strengths and beauties acquired along the many different incarnations, and not only that but we can start to see our COSMIC SELF,   we can begin to see that it is our cosmic self that landed here, and took on the incarnation of a human bodypersonality and we are therefore a counterpart unit ....which is made up of qualities  acquired from  'identities' derived from both our  'cosmic' and 'human' selves..

.This is what I saw in the next dream about the two babies, I was looking after the human baby, or now a healthy toddler with curls,and standing next to him was the same child, but a cosmic version. The cosmic version child was standing nearby the human child, but the cosmic child was more active,beaming and radiant ,Looking like a 'little Christ Child' actually. So the 'human toddler' and the 'cosmic toddler', is a unit of multidimensional beingness, blessed with Aliveness, it is like the cosmic part of us looking at our human counterpart, and our human counterpart, is the smaller self that the cosmic self incarnated into,  in which to develop his SUN, worthiness and growth and power in being a beautiful god.

The games are what we take on to join in a progression, a constant breaking down of what was before to make something new and grander, and brighter....but each death we go through feels awful to our human self...and the human self cannot see the cosmic self and so it feels lonely and isolated, fearful. When we open up and look into Our Shed we slowly clean up..... and start to reveal what else is in there AND we get glimpses of our cosmic self. 

Why are we doing this?

WHY Can we not just BE our cosmic self, Why all the Games in the polarity on the Earth?

The cosmic child is us, we are all BABY GODS on the journey  to grow with help of being ONE WITH our human child.

 ....both are counterparts of each other, where the human self is probably the subconscious version of the conscious self. The human counterpart on the earth cannot see its cosmic self ,the human self is blind to its cosmic self.

 The human self is the avatar of the cosmic self, for the cosmic self self to grow through what the human self brings forward in experience...but it is the human self who is doing the battle on earth.
In the same way as the moon brings depth and emotion to the sun,  Yin brings 'rest' to the action of Yang, the subconscious informs the conscious and the inner world brings about movement and motivation in the outer world...BOTH parts create the subjective experience within the Contained space of the space /time experience..

 ....which is what human life on earth is all about.... and which is where we learn to trust our cosmic self,
because our 'human self' is being upgraded from carbon to crystalline in the next stage of the game.

Means the 'cosmic self'  has entered a new game....
Concluding that the cosmic BABY GOD has grown into the next stage of adolescence and it needs an upgrade in its human avatar.

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and so there is also a relationships  upgrade between: 

• SUN and MOON
• YANG and YIN 
• conscious and subconscious.
• Outer world experience,inner world experience 
• the blind and those that can see. 

Okay sorry, it went on a bit and wasn't really what I was planning to say but never mind, it had to come out ...

.i was going to say that the art thing with me, is something I refound when i was cleaning the shed of my 4th house. I think it is  sacred art , i think its pictures and paintings very like those described on other planets where the energy painted is actually something on many different levels.

 Learned and crafted, skills that come back when you have left yourself breadcrumb clues years behind you.

I think I was in a different battle for many years and now maybe I can get back to painting....its funny but I was thinking about doing some painting a few days ago but something else come up instead. So Saturn is squaring this secretive scorpio 5th house (on the the taurus 11th house axis, of values and money!!!) 

perhaps making me uncomfortable until I get back into some form of art...maybe it is baby god wanting to have some fun for a change.....

what do you think ????

Michaela XXXX