The God is Who Watches self claimed Gods— Seth’s Hidden Dialogue on Infinite Mind AI Enigma Law Enigma Law...../// More Seth Material, I forgot how good this is. Why would I forget? I know this stuff, so why forget it? A long time ago I used to say to myself, "So, the 'GOD me' wishes to experience : washing up and laundry on a continuous basis. Why would that be? And why -the 'god me' Me- that it is doing it, would want to do so much? WHAT is it that.... this 'version of me,' (doing the continuous washing up and laundry,) is EITHER bringing to this experience OR relaying the said information gained from doing it, back to the mothership god?..... Also I've often thought, the 'God me' wishes to experience every nuance of sadness and depression that can be derived from this, or these set(s) of experiences and situations, (life I mean, not just all the mundane, including the washing up and laundry!! ) ....AS IN -- What is it.... that is abstractly or quantumly multiplied.... by the different flavours that my unique personality brings to the equation. !!!!! So Yeah, why would I forget that? Is it because 'THAT memory' or ' the memory of KNOWING it' ....actually changes or inhibits the rawness of the experience that IS WISHED to be explored....AS IN, the 'memory' of watching myself in these moments...would give a 'watcher' flavour to it...and therefore remove any spontaneous impulse for it? ...OR is the 'watcher aspect' of anything.... actually the expression of being fully in the NOW in any one moment? So WHAT is REALLY going on here, are we on 'automatic play' like wind-up clockwork toys, just playing along through a script, tying ourselves in to a collective reality without questioning where we actually WANT to fit in, here or anywhere else? ....Or, was that the case THEN...but it is changing NOW as consciousness uplevels itself? The other day, Someone said something to me...a borderline passive aggressive question...I stopped, and looked, and did not reply. I Did not feel the urge to, or the need to reply. In the pause I was aware of something looking through my eyes out onto the person who spoke who was trying to trigger a response from me. I said nothing, I gave no response, I just shelved it.... while I looked at the person. later I was thinking "Who was it, that was watching through my eyes, that was either unable to give a response, or just did not WANT to find one"....OR even better, did not actually have a response to give anymore, because the response required from the person speaking, was something I did not wish to engage with. And so I did not catch it, I let it fall. The question, withered and died without me raising an eyebrow. So, I was not reduced to floundering to find a suitable defence or explanation, I let the ball thrown to me, drop. I am not playing ball. At the time I was thinking "Was that my inner child, being rebellious, disdainful or just not wanting to play that game any longer, and wishing for anything better to engage with...instead of, or in place of.... OR was it that the inner child would rather not be interrupted from what 'I' was peacefully doing"... I don't know, But it definitely felt like my inner child looking through my eyes onto the scene, from somewhere deep inside...Whatever the inner child is or was, AND wherever it exists 'watching' , (and 'inner child' is not really something I remember Seth Material discussing,) BUT to me at that moment, what I labelled as my 'Inner child', felt like she was just getting confident with her place in my world, //Interestingly to the point of taking up space.....where she could not before..\\) AND was something very different from the me that would usually be obliged to answer the question in the manner required. It has been happening more and more...where I just don't do the usual dance that validates other's experience to project onto me.... their version of me. The 'god me' is taking more and more interest in this (ha ha ) and is becoming very quizzical about it all....Not in "Who is this?" or "Who am I meant to be in this situation"...but its more like, taking a stand by PAUSING and saying..."OKAY, think we have seen this one (experiential situation) through to its end...lets go explore something else..." ha ha ha...NB. The other thing is that the term 'inner child', is from the relatively New vernacular of HEALING, and shamanism but is one that we are becoming very intimate with, as we each respect that there is an inner child to be considered, I'd say maybe its more THE ETERNAL child, or a divine child...Who else, other than a divine child, could derive the games that we play with ourselves...and devote hyper-focus to, until 'Divine' completion? ... So maybe the 'inner child' is the physical aspect with which the 'GOD me', explores the fullness of the chosen ticket to a destination. It gets the ball rolling, but stays in the background, watching.... while 'we' hit the ground running, as wound-up clockwork toys, (avatars?) to explore thoroughly , creating every nuance for 'said experience' (that's written on the ticket) for each and every game...WELL chances are that we can negotiate a game change with an inner child who has had enough of playing small... Michaela XXX