Tuesday, 30 September 2025
Farchant in the Bavarian Alps, Feb 2024. Travelling in Europe. How I miss seeing those mountains each day. First thing in the morning with my coffee, and last thing at night with my tea. The mountains stay with you all day. The mountain air is so invigorating and so strong, absolutely overpowering any air that you brought with you, takes a few days to wrestle yourself into space to be at one with,...and be embraced by the mountains ....that is for a london girl, who wishes she lived by the mountains. Michaela, feeling nostalgic. x
Monday, 29 September 2025
Scintillating Scotoma - Objectivity 255. I had another Scintillating Scotoma today. Very interesting. Ocular Migraines without the pain. HAd three or four over the years, since 2018. A small Crazy pulsing light that blurs in a spot in the peripheral vision.. but quickly opens up into a a string of moving in spiral or circular fashion, triangular lights of scintillating bunting that continue dancing around the contours of the eye, enlarging and growing, taking up full the visual range...then disappears. Usually last about 20 minutes. Have blogged about this in the past but wondered if any new information is around...seems not. But found this youtube about it. Links below Michaela
More Scintillating Scotoma this week...
Posted: 05 Feb 2021 04:23 AM PST
I experienced this phenomenon again recently, a few days ago in fact. A strange vibrant scintillating vision in the peripheral field, which grows to fill the field of vision in mainly one eye. I don't know what it is, but the closest I found was the description of the Scintillating Scotoma.
Monday, 17 September 2018
I had a Scintillating Scotoma again Sunday 16th September. The last one was August 16th, this summer.XXXXXXXXX
https://www.tonibrayermd.com/post/scintillating-scotoma scintillating scotoma
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Oct 23, 2020
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This blog was first published in 2011 and had over 300 comments on my prior blog. Because it is such a popular blog post I am publishing it again.
There is nothing like experiencing a medical condition first-hand to really help a doctor understand it from the patient's point of view. After all these years, I had my first (and hopefully last) scintillating scotoma while sitting on the couch playing "words with friends" on my ipad and watching TV. A scotoma is a partial loss of vision in a normal visual field. Scintillate is flashing, sparkles. Put them together and you have moving, flashing sparkles with a blind spot in your eyes.
This visual aura was first described in the 19th century by a Dr. Hubert Airy who had migraine headaches. The visual sparks and flashes are in a zig-zag pattern and they can precede a migraine headache or occur without any pain. The scotoma affects both eyes and closing one or the other does not make it go away. Sometimes the term "ocular migraine" or "retinal migraine" are used to describe this phenomenon but these involve only one eye, not both. The terms are often used interchangeably but they are not the same.
The cause of these migraine auras are not understood. Only 20-30% of people with migraine headache experience them. The visual defect occurs not in the eyes, but in the visual cortex which is located in the back of the brain in the occipital lobe.
My scintillating scotoma lasted about 15 minutes and it took me awhile to figure out what it was. I went outside and gazed into the distance and it persisted. I closed one eye and then the other and it was still there. I never got a headache or any other symptoms. Then it just went away. There is no connection between this phenomenon and a stroke or permanent visual impairment, even though it can be quite scary for the patient who is experiencing it.
The next time a patient with classic migraine with aura comes in, I will have a better understanding of the prodrome before the headache. I hope I don't have to experience the entire headache. I could do without that.
Some other links: https://thoughtshrapnel.com/2024/03/13/scintillating-scotomas.html XXXXXXXXX
https://www.resetera.com/threads/first-experience-with-scintillating-scotoma-acephalgic-migraine.52298/ XXXXXXXXXXXXX
https://www.google.co.uk/search?q=Scintillating+Scotoma&tbs=rimg:Cf7Z6OjyM033Ijh9mLzB4G-ry-12eAp7xgIQaFY4YzLZjZDmpHNz7y9VoMwXdOTJHx1p7mOZntPv_1PsF2UdfNmcblioSCX2YvMHgb6vLERk5QILjtR-eKhIJ7XZ4CnvGAhARv_1PS5QPqUFwqEgloVjhjMtmNkBGW5IEyujLxMCoSCeakc3PvL1WgEQ50wJxrC_1HKKhIJzBd05MkfHWkRxLMP8zQORfUqEgnuY5me0-_18-xGXp7FWbM1Z7SoSCQXZR182ZxuWEXILmmVx-Hsz&tbo=u&sa=X&ved=2ahUKEwjW4O6mq_HcAhVBExoKHRNxCdUQ9C96BAgBEBg&biw=1366&bih=662&dpr=1&udm=2#vhid=mmC3J9ZVOGDCcM&vssid=mosaic
Friday, 26 September 2025
26th September 2025. Waking in a New dawn. Waking today was strange, still half asleep I was saying "fill my cells with new life". The sensation was then that 'new' life had indeed filled my cells and that I was actually a stranger to myself. I got up feeling quite discombobulated again and wanted to lie down again. It was like being a new person in my old body. And I couldn't get a handle on it. Was I the new person, or was i the old body? Or was I my old self in a new body ???? The past days and weeks healings must have had the desired outcome but I was having a time getting used to it. The morning came and went as the colours of the autumn day outside changed with respect to the movement of the sun. I relaxed, enjoyed my tea with sugar and like a stranger would be, slowly walking around an OLD house... that she was a NEW visitor new to, and observing someone else's life.... I was amused with all the very many health supplements and vitamins bottles, and books reinforcing beliefs that there is something drastically wrong ......that would be made better with this or that supplement or this and that vitamin...Amused that the body had become wise and calm, listening to my mind, agreeing to this and to take these supplements to lead the mind to believe that it would feel better....It was all a very sensitive auto response saying that yes that something is wrong. that I am Not myself, I am not in my true status of being... I had been telling myself to look for the antidote... when all along the self is busy behind the scenes, throwing the mind clues, and the body supplements .....while it gets on with the LONG and serious business of finding itself and Righting The wrongs it had brought itself here to do. OMG Michaela
The King, The Witness, and The World Stage .......( my comments added " Wow thanks, this is great. I like what you said 'they' had not accounted for the prayers coming from the masses, and that we were encoded to find our way home, our liberation, our due north, by our prayer. 'They' kept things cold. In science, extreme 'cold' (freezing) is used to inhibit the 'heat' required to cause a reaction from taking place. They have used this extreme cold, referring to the influences plied against, and applied to humanity to inhibit the raise in frequency and to keep humanity in low cold and dark eras. Living within these degrees of separation, we could not find unity, unity mass, as we had been plunged into darkness...We needed the Heat, sun, light, and dropping of weights. Dropping 'personal density of mass' and LOOKING UP (prayer) to find our due north...leads to the, slow at first, but building up in momentum... movement. Reaction in, first some, then more and more people, each to have the personal 'reaction' that is needed to make the changes for Sovereignty to come back on line for them. Sovereignty is coming back on-line within the masses, as we have pulled back, or are pulling back from where we have been giving our power away, or having it taken from us in those times of cold and dark fear, where we were locked into the solidity of a 3d mass. Then the individual reactions happen and spread , from atom to atom within the mass, releasing from solid 3d mass. Within the masses. One reaction causes heat for other reactions in domino effect. ". Michaela.)
Wednesday, 24 September 2025
THE WHEEL OF HATHOR TURNS. " 8:53 causing our alchemy. And so this time 8:55 period that we just moved out of with 8:57 this uh eclipse cycle that happened here 9:00 uh which is all about endings, right? 9:01 The second eclipse cycle within the year 9:03 is always about endings. Um what we've 9:05 really come into is the energy where a 9:07 certain dissolution has taken place and 9:10 we're going to start rebuilding 9:11 something new for ourselves moving into 9:13 the next eclipse cycle. 9:16 So right now there is a whole heavenly 9:19 divine process taking place. So if you 9:22 are someone who has recently um suffered 9:25 loss, if you are uh currently undergoing 9:28 this whole reinvention of self, if 9:29 you're currently experiencing some very 9:31 tumultuous energies, just understand 9:33 that this is happening for you. Um it 9:35 doesn't necessarily mean that all losses 9:37 have to be permanent. It doesn't 9:39 necessarily mean that um all all of this 9:42 pain is something that you're going to 9:44 carry. But this is something that's 9:45 happening to alchemize some places 9:47 within you particularly unseen places uh 9:50 in order to make you a better version of 9:53 yourself. Um the ones who really suffer 9:56 are the ones who don't take that 9:57 opportunity because what happens they 9:59 will find themselves in the cycle again 10:01 and again and again because the 10:02 alchemization will happen right it will 10:06 have its way and if it doesn't that's 10:07 how we have a very miserable life " (its all about alchemising, deep healing and alchemising Michaela) "
12:15
There may even be this sort of
12:18
reclaiming of the inner child. If you
12:20
are someone who hasn't necessarily uh
12:22
connected with somebody new, there may
12:23
be a reclaiming of some aspect of
12:25
yourself that is the inner child. For
12:27
some of you, this is the first time that
12:28
you're actually working with your inner
12:29
child is after the events that have
12:31
taken place. Uh particularly from the
12:34
black moon to the solar eclipse. I'm
12:35
feeling that entire time period was
12:37
extremely significant for people.
12:47
Yeah. Um this is a time period where
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people are being very honest uh about
12:52
their connections, right? Being very
12:54
honest about their connections. what
12:56
what do I contribute um what do other
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people contribute to me? What are the
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underlying self-sabotage mechanisms uh
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that are at play within my connections?
13:07
I feel that the people who are going to
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benefit from this energy the most are
13:10
the people who are able to see things
13:12
from all sides. Right? So, if you're
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used to just seeing things from your
13:16
side, it's going to be something you
13:18
want to take care of. Um this is a very
13:21
self-reflective collective that I am
13:23
speaking to. However, because I do have
13:25
the sage underneath that. So, um, with
13:27
this, there's this, um,
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again, remember, not everybody who
13:33
watches this reading is this reading
13:34
going to be meant for. And so, my
13:36
messages are meant for confirmation
13:37
only. So, unless otherwise specified,
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and this is definitely a confirmation
13:42
only. I know that whoever this message
13:43
is for, you are someone who
13:45
self-reflects. You do take things from
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other people's um, viewpoints, maybe to
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your own detriment sometimes. Um because
13:52
this honesty isn't really speaking to me
13:54
about somebody who um
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this honesty isn't really speaking to me
14:00
about somebody who is closed off to
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viewing themselves, right? That's not
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really the energy I'm seeing here. I
14:05
usually get like devil energy or seven
14:07
of swords when I get that. Um I'm seeing
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somebody here who uh notice all the
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colors, the various colors. We
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understand various aspects of oursel.
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Um, whoever this message is for, you've
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been on a very long path of internal
14:21
alchemy, uh, self-realization.
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Um, your spirituality and your healing
14:25
journey are probably merged. You may not
14:27
even resonate with being on a spiritual
14:29
journey. That's okay. Uh, labels. And,
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um, but what's happening here is that we
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are being very honest about maybe a
14:36
particular connection is something that
14:37
we had to leave behind or it's the
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energy that we receive in particular
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connections. I feel that there is
14:42
something here where we have over time
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repeatedly sacrificed our internal
14:47
devotion to others. So um this feels a
14:51
little bit like allowing things that we
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shouldn't have allowed and allowing that
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to um create scenarios or situations for
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us to then you know maybe in the past
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behave ways that we shouldn't or maybe
15:03
you find that that's still the case
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about behaving ways that you shouldn't.
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But I do see inside the eyes of this
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honesty card, there is something that's
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rather tortured. Um, and so I do feel
15:13
that whoever this message is for, you've
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been taken advantage of a lot. And um,
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this is kind of an energy where now what
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you're doing is you're giving all of
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that energy with the six of materials.
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You're giving it to this journey. It's
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just all your energy needs to go into
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this crossing of the threshold, right?
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Um, you may be, for example, in a
15:31
transition and you may feel like you're
15:33
in a transition. Um, when we're in that
15:36
transition energy, sometimes it can feel
15:38
like crawling, right? We feel like we're
15:39
crawling on the ground like, "Where am I
15:42
going? How do I do this?" Um, the
15:44
message of this threshold card is you
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don't have to be in that transition,
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it's time to stand, right? Put all your
15:50
energy, your emotions, your thoughts,
15:52
your willpower into standing. Because
15:55
whatever it is, these cycles and these
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things from these connections that were
15:58
really self-sabotage mechanisms, how do
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we know what a self-sabotage mechanism
16:02
is? It proves our beliefs true, right?
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If we wind up in these cycles that have
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continuously proved our deep beliefs
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true, not what we know we deserve, but
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our deep internal side, right? What we
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think about people, right? What we think
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people are going to do, how they're
16:18
going to treat us, then we know we've
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self-sabotaged in some way. Is that
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always the responsibility of another
16:24
person? No. Sometimes that's our
16:25
responsibility, right? Because again, it
16:27
comes down to what have we projected?
Seeds of Genius - Equinox Gateway - September 21st/22nd 2025 "When the body calls for something that 8:30 appears to be in opposition to that 8:33 which the mind calls for, the balanced 8:37 galactically activated soul is able to 8:41 see the unity and provide that which 8:44 nourishes body and enriches mind 8:48 simultaneously."
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