100% loaded. My buffering system, has been worked to the max. I can feel when it swells to 100% mark.

Looking for the bright thing in a sea of a grey.

It falls to me to always be washing and cleaning, tidying and restoring order. It can be continuous sometimes and often I have had enough. 100% enough. That is of course till the next day.

Lately my boundaries and borders have been compromised to the max, and I can feel the swell in my buffering system as I get to my 100% mark and cannot let another thing through.

You see the washing, cleaning and  restoring are the physical signs of the work I am doing internally. But this can become overwhelming as I become overloaded, doing this 'cleansing' for others too.

While sifting through and sorting stuff,  transmutation occurs, and we can get lost in the process.

Our boundaries become blurred as we become immersed in clearing the energy and sometimes we have to look hard to find joy in the bright things.

The bright things are seen, when, where the light shines on a pile and something reflects back that says there is a colour and energy that is not all dark.  It shows that something beautiful has transmuted out of the grey because you have taken the time to 'see' it.

It is a naturally occurring gold nugget, born from the organic process, that occurs deep underground. The gold nugget rises to the surface to say "Because you have shown light on me, I am seen for my true colours".

These are the things that have been transformed or redeemed.

They become the gifts that ensure we continue with the journey. The retrieval of gold nuggets in any game is the goal.