In case you were wondering.

Hello,

In case you were wondering, I am not a weirdo, I am just a normal person trying to get a fuller and more rounder perspective on this life, that sometimes can't, under any circumstances, be covered under the consideration that "this is all, there is nothing else".

I feel so strongly that "This can't be all."

My wake up call, starting as a child, continued in my teenage years, more loudly as an adult,  was a long period of snooze button repetitions,  "is this all?"."is this all?"."is this all ?" "is this?" is this all?". all?".?".

Finally I answered myself and said, "This can't be all". So I picked up my stuff and went looking for the 'everything else' that I knew must surely must be out there.

This is me, sitting in Ikea, admiring a desk that I wish were mine.