"Of all past life resonances, those involving rigid, fanatical intolerance - "good-or-evil" beliefs, "we-or-they" attitudes, "black-or-white" thinking - are among the hardest to heal. What it takes are lifetimes of experiencing things from all viewpoints to come to the ultimate truth of existence that "we have looked into the face of the enemy and find that we are they…" So if you cannot stand some group - race, sex, religion, sect, creed, nation - your intolerance will keep you spinning on the wheel of reincarnation until you can. For example, Romans come back as barbarians, Arabs come back as Israelis, Chinese come back as Japanese, whites come back as blacks, men come back as women, and so on until as Soul we can tolerate and embrace all ways of being." Rules #30a: "Towing the Iceberg": Rules of Past Life Resonance http://www.healpastlives.com*

Ultimately there is no good and evil, there just Is. For most of us, we have been, all good and we have been all evil,

this is to experience from, and expand from, and express within,

every nuance and permutation,

of every possible variation of both good and evil,

 and we then come back to balance.

Most of us, and I for one, feel its time to move from this level and we yearn for the neutrality that encompasses a balanced being as it moves through its evolution off this duality/polarity 'good and evil' arena. We have some cleaning up to do first. Some of us have to do some real digging to cleave the toxic residues bound into our skin and bones. Its got to the point where the digging becomes a little harder, and more urgent.

The recent episodes of symptoms I experienced are very similar to those of fibromyalgia. So I went looking for some insights. I am not endorsing any the healing services advertised in this website, and you have to discern stuff for yourself,   but it is a very interesting read and much of it resonates.
Michaela

* http://www.healpastlives.com/future/rule/ruplprob.htm
Rules #30a: "Towing the Iceberg": Rules of Past Life Resonance

http://www.healpastlives.com/pastlf/karmdict/kdfibro.htm
Fibromyalgia 
    (Spiritual - Overwhelming Past Life Resonances)



http://www.healpastlives.com/future/exercise/exshame.htm

Exercise: For Those in Serious Pain: Shedding the Coat of Shame

Summary: Removing Compacted Toxic Residue from Cellular Memory