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Hi Michaela
Would you like to know what it feels like to
allow yourself time to retreat, time to be silent and listen - simply because you
deserve it,
that you have the highest perspective on how to, you deserve to, you are safe doing so,
that you allow yourself to, and you do live your daily life with this with grace and ease
now?
Say yes, and allow the energy to change within you.
with Love and Light
Mayella
And I thought about the conversation I had with a friend yesterday about the Spirit of
the house.
This is not about having a ghost in your house, I have had that in another house, which I
eventually was able to connect her to her loved one and so free her from being stuck
in my home, her house.
This is to do with the fact that everything is made of energy, and sometimes a in order to
understand the energy element of something, a tree, a rock, a mountain
or to be able to interact with it more easily, it can allow itself to be personified to take a
form which explains its energy type.
People speak to trees and mountains all the time. We live in houses, which are energy
dwellings.
So if you wish, you can draw to you, an interactable dynamic to communicate with the
energy. Using intuition and allowing, you can better understand what the energy of the
house is giving you, or providing you with, and how you can be in a better dynamic
with it.
So, yesterday, I had a conversation with a friend about the Spirit of the house. She
had been attending a feng shui workshop and one thing she was telling me about
was a meditation to meet the Spirit of the house, the energy of dwelling place.
This was interesting because in the last few days I had begun to take notice that the
energies of my home were like being sat upon by a large and undefinable energy,
and trying to work through the practical things in life was becoming difficult. Like
wading through deep water, so that in the end I am often unable to get very far
with what I am supposed to be doing.
With my friend's help, I at last got to get a glimpse of the spirit of the house. The
energy remained hidden for a while, it was shy. I got the feeling of a large and
lumbering, sloth like and slovenly, 'no haste here' energy. My friend through
meditation, got the image of being greeted at the door by a large dishevelled
Hagrid type character (her words) . Great I thought, this sounds lovely!
He was happy to let her in, and seemed happy enough but vague and distracted...
She told me to have a conversation with him myself. Which I did, later that evening.
I asked if I could call him Hagrid, his energy became more defined and he told me his
name was Hagar.
I asked how he came to be spirit of the house. He told me he was a 'retired warrior/gladiator
energy'. He was taking retirement and this was his cave.
He said there were no more wars for him and so he was recouperating, and that if we are here,
we are here to recouperate too, and he seemed happy with the situation.
I said I do not want to retire, I still have things to do, also I am only renting this place,
so retirement here is not an option. He didn't seem bothered by this, Energy is only
about the NOW , and not what might be.
So maybe I am spending too much time worrying about getting things done, when all I
need to do is get rid of the nervous worry of doing things (my astrology imprint unfortunately)
and then take it from there.
This made sense, I think maybe life times of exhilerating and warrior like work, have taken
a toll on me, and then I considered that my family too have had their share of 'war like living'
in past lifetimes and now are very happy with this cave like energy and so must be needing a
recouperation zone too. Maybe more than me.
The thing is I am trying to plough through the old, and slough off the old and in the
meantime create the new, a sleek and slick new, devoid of past rubbish. Past lifes and
karma seem to have driven me to hell and back and I am exhausted. Maybe thats why my
astrology imprint is cracking down, in order to do one last sweep of the old, so that
I can retire from all the mindless comings and goings of 3d life.
Hence we arrived at a place, one year ago, where the energies just sit on us, like a huge
lumbering and heavy pillow, to slow us down to stop. It could be like a spiritual and energetic
emergency stop, that feels like being sat upon by a great big unyeilding giant, (much like a
the thoughts a parent might have to slow down a hyperactive or tantrum yelling toddler).
Anyhow, I recognise that the other family members are content to plod around and sleep,
a lot.
I drive myself nuts trying to get things done, and always picking up, clearing, cleaning,
sorting and stopping occaisionally to look at the others content in their slumber.
What's going on? It seems they have accepted the invitation to recoup, wheres I had not,
I was driving on through regardless, and finding practical stuff was a difficult chore,
because it was not supported by the energy of the house.
I explain to Hagar that I am wanting to streamline my life into living a beautiful life,
and that I want to adjust and make self corrections in my practical life, I want it sleek
and maybe I can help him too. We can't all stay in a cave forever!
Maybe he is right though. Maybe his energy is more formidable but it is with good
intent, and maybe I just need to accept that this is what I need, an enforced recoup!
We moved here a year ago, I have just extended the contract for another year. The last
year was intense and now I feel things are slowing to a stop. Maybe thats what is needed
and I just need to feel the cave-like energy and rest in it.
The house is warm, and snug, and the cave-like energy is cocooning, if a bit slothful.
I think I am contributing something to him, as he is providing us a protected zone in
which we can come to a full stop. Recoup and regroup.
I think he likes the twinkling fairy lights I have in my room, they are like fire-flies on
a copper wire. I also think he likes that there is lots of cooking on. I think he even
likes it when the house is filled with teenagers slothing around and chilling in good
mood, like young warrioirs around a camp fire.
I am sure he likes the wine and beer, but better still he likes it when the house is
quiet, and then at night when everyone is recouping from their various multidimensional
experiences of daily life, and past life, and we are all asleep in the cave.
Michaela.
Ps I get the feeling of furs and candles, must be what links and strongly
attracts me to the nordic element of Hygge in Norway..
where the energy of the home ......literally energy hugs you.
I also get the feeling of an ancient Nordic energy with Hagar,
But the images of Harry Potter's Hagrid below are closest pictures that give an
idea and describe the kind of energy that it 'defined into' in order for me to
interact with and understand.
