Inverted 'Strength' major arcana card placed with 'Strength Self love' card. ~~~What spiritual cards are we holding right now? Sacrifice vs strength. Where we have been cut off from grounding our place on the Earth.Michaela

 I am so tired in the build up to this full moon, its like walking in sludge up to my throat. 

But there is no obvious evidence to explain why this should be so.

No one around me seems to express or display any discontent,

so it must be my own discontent.

I pulled some cards yesterday after receiving a new deck of self love cards and let go cards. 

The reading showed the tarot 'Strength' card but it was inverted. Which I take to mean Strength is Retrograding,  meaning all actions associated with Strength are at present in retrograde in an internal wash and spin cycle and is ruminating waiting to come out like a pheonix from the ashes. So it is working internally in ways that are not evident on the outside.

But then I pulled a 'Strength' card from the Self Love Deck. So this tells me that strength is showing up for me, for us, differently, at the moment it hasn't quite metamorphosed into what it will be come.. and to trust and go with the flow of the process as it brings in a new and as yet unknown 'source of strength' momentum...

So even if it does not explain itself well, it is a newly found function from the newly accessed 'self love spectrum', its like unpacking a bag of  glittery and sparkly aspects that we are not sure of.

Yesterday, the day before this Pisces full moon, was a dreary one. It started okay but just seem to dissolve into a dark sea of sludge. So I had a salt bath and did my card reading. 

The dream I had last night was about letting go of sacrifice. 

Briefly, I was seeing myself looking at Jesus crucified on the cross. The Sacrifice on the Cross. 

We all have this image nailed into us, one way or another. It is a program that runs differently in different people and we identify with it in many ways...

One way is to sacrifice your own life for the good of of others, another way is to expect that others are suitably sacrificial to your own ends. Another way is the religious doctrines that keep us pinned onto a grid that does not allow our full and true freedom. The 'distortion' of  the Jesus Christ story, is one that kept the 'SALVATION COMES ONLY FROM AN OFF PLANET GOD Programmes' running through the age of Pisces. Not  a Great Age, and I will be glad when it has totally dissolved.

But the most powerful way we have sacrifice running through our systems is that we sacrificed the ability to have our own thoughts/energy/power/actions and we give our autonomy over to another agent, again and again, and life after life this is reinforced. This 'sacrifice card' is the Card played against humanity where we have acquiesced to sacrifice independence for someone else to look after us, for someone else to ride on our power. Usually it is Male over Female, Patriarchal over Matriarchal, through a distortion of personal relationships, professional relationships, and distortion of  marriage, politics and religion... but is invisible threads through everything. 

The most insidious and pervading however, is the sacrifice of the autonomy of our natural sensual and sensory, perceptive and sensitivity skills, whereby we have been shepherded into a belief of the 'Dominant Perception of what life is',  and we have been dominated in a 'living lie', a false holograph or matrix that has INFORMED our perception of life, and self, and everything else.

I remembered reading about the Pisces full moon, from Molly McCord and think that perhaps as we end the Age of Pisces, this Pisces full moon today will be the beginning of a Unified shedding of the Sacrifice energy. 

For me, I feel I have sacrificed enough of my own balance of the Christos energy, by living in an energy field that demands you be subservient to another master, and I can see where I have sacrificed my personal power, both consciously and unconsciously, in any number of relationships...both personal and professional...but now I need to SHED the SACRIFICE momentum, and pull a  new and wholesome 'birthing of life' through,  in its own beauty, wrapped up in the strength of self love.

Michaela. 

Ps. In Astrology, the physical weakness in the body associated with Pisces is the feet. In effect, throughout the age of Pisces we have been cut off at the feet, we cannot stand on our own two feet... which translates to the inability to stand our ground..It is through our feet that we get GROUNDED into the Earths energy and into our birthright to be present on the Earth. We cannot do this when we have been hijacked by indoctrination to be the sacrifice. Having our innate energy links with the mother subverted as we cannot tell which is UP, means we like the orphans who depend on the administration of the (usually corrupt) orphanages.  

Molly McCord. We are building up to a powerful point of surrender and release with the Pisces Full Moon on Sept 1, so now is a good time to get clear on what you are ready to shed as we move into the powerful energies of September. It's going to be a productive month - perhaps for the first time in 2020 - and we can make tangible progress on projects, ideas, career, and plans that were previously stalled out.   Mercury and Venus are interacting with the outer planets over the next week, receiving higher consciousness to shift our daily perspectives to a new timeline. Mars in Aries is still frustrated with his ongoing square to Saturn in Capricorn, but there is always a way to make the most of this energy and I hope this show supports you in understanding what you can do now.