InspiredHeart: Question ! Are You ADHD? Indigo? Aquarius? Out on a limb? Sensitive ?...hyper-sensitive...Empathic? Super- empathic?.... A lone wolf? ... Wishing to withdraw from the constraints of representing a normal person that equates to you denying who you really are? ....No longer wishing to perform..??? Or any number of these in combination, all mixed together in one? I ask because this (below) is a good explanation of the draining experience of the 'small talk' dilemma....XXXX I was good at it for many years, and could mix with absolutely anyone, from small children to elderly adults, from CEO's and scientists to the non-CEO and non scientific general public.... finding in my communications toolbox, any number of ways to 'feel the space' i find myself in, and engage with people, able to READ the room, and get the gist of everything required to download the way forward, in the way of shared communication....XXXX IN later years, as a parent, you also find yourself with many many people, and make friends with people that you would not otherwise have anything in common with.... So, In later years, you may diverge away from friends, neighbours, work colleagues or pub buddies...as eventually, the expertise to maintain such friendships, and interest to perform in them, wears thin, until you eventually perfect the nod and smile and prepare the exit statement. Usually when you find that those exhausting levels were not only NOT reciprocated, but only functioned because you were providing the backdrop for them, and their world. XXX You can get wary of engaging even with people supposedly close to you, and end the phone call conversations with "Okay I must take the dog out for a walk now" or " I must spend time with the cat now, as she is dying". Retreating to where the interlude of silence is exactly the space filler you need right now. XXXX Recently diagnosed with ADHD I am finding all these funny insights into what is deemed as 'ADHD' traits. The undiagnosed 'trauma based' adhd'er.... at this age will have been able to carve out and 'craft' many skills for themselves so that they were able to 'adapt' to the world around them that made them feel excluded. In so doing, the round pegs in square holes, became multifaceted and 'cut-diamond' shaped, now possibly encompassed within the group known as 'neurodivergent's'....AND... Eventually, we will take over the world MMMWWWAAHHH HA ha ha MMMWWWAAHHH HA ha ha... Of Course I joke...But really, are WE on the verge of people waking up to themselves and the wakening superpowers???? Perhaps activated by any number of situations/circumstances/pressure points/extremes of healing and shadow work all polishing UP with the 'diamond' frequency of energy influxes.... that are just the 'right-fit ' frequency, for all concerned, to action the activation of superhuman abilities ?//// So maybe we are coming into a place where those deemed to be 'broken' in this world (((and needed medicating back into place)))... might just be those who didn't fit into the Stifled Broken world, and some, over the years, might have been good at managing steps to fool everyone else that you have 'also' acquiesced to a WORLD....that is ' group-filled' to comply with the 'manipulated social engineering' considered NORMAL, just so 'they' won't be upset with your (neurodivergent, superhuman) differences that challenges their 'group world view'. ....It is well known that the MKULtra program was about breaking down young people and children, captured from this 'normal' society and traumatised, with explicit aim to create neuro divergent's with psychic abilities....((( to be used AS and WHEN, on A NEED TO KNOW only basis)))...Where these MKULTRA's have created ( through trauma inflicted upon them) spaces in their head, and the said (psychic) spaces, can then be filled with suggestions and thoughts other than their own, and usually with something abhorrent, against their own nature, and then become the acting/performing soldiers for 'something' (the IT) that seeks to maintain a hostile dungeon of a place, both internally in people, and externally in the world....and are utilising these carefully created traumatised people to agitate the status quo into a tipping point, that is bringing the chaos to extremes...I Think, we are able to increase the weight against this the tipping point..... to go the other way....towards THE MORE Ordered version of the GOLDEN grid, towards a more a graceful, GRACE FILLED world with the 'arrival' of the opposite worldview, a true world that is NO LONGER overlayed with dark intentions...and may be it is the neurodivergent's that are only just.... 'beginning to DOWNLOAD the NEW world'.... that we are here to create. Transmission Ends. Michaela.