Loving back to health, this sense of 'Great Inadequacy'. See it and sense it before you can love it.

So, all our problems originate from the Ego, as well as being the survival code, it becomes the motivational drive, that powers the creational drive. When we operate from this lower base of survival in a world (nature) that we have no say in, we 'are' inadequate beings. I.e we believe we are inadequate. Ego seeks to perpetuate its own necessity, and so through our aggregate of consensus living realities, we  replicate the situations and creations that prove it's, ego's importance.  Human ego then recycles through life (lives) replicating the situations that ego is best at handling,  i.e the ego operating drive is dominant...because the human's strongest sense is his inadequacy.

Michaela.

 "They are like small children who have not yet learnt to understand that they need to respect and honor one another, and who continue operate from the “me, me, me” mode of being. As infants that is necessary because they need to be able to quickly attract the attention of those who are taking care of them and who are responsible for their welfare. Unfortunately it frequently happens that the caregivers are either slow to respond, or just don’t respond at all, and this terrifies the little ones. Then, as they grow, that state of neediness does not get resolved and released, and by the time they reach adulthood physically that “me, me, me” behavior has become deeply ingrained as a necessary survival skill. Unfortunately it is very damaging because it prevents them from becoming aware that they are beings of Love, the major lesson for every human to learn.  To awaken involves becoming aware of this sense of inadequacy, which is all that it is, acknowledging its invalidity, and then choosing to let it go. The ego is an aspect of yourselves that needs to be seen for what it is, namely your hurt and frightened inner child, and then you need to comfort it and show it that it is utterly secure by the love you give yourselves. When you do this it can know itself to be totally safe, secure, and unconditionally accepted by you. This is most easily done by loving and accepting yourselves just as you are, and then working gently and lovingly with yourselves to dissolve the fear underlying that intense sense of inadequacy by loving it."

JohnSmallman.