Actually, Im beginning to think that maybe its all part of the thickening plot....(As I mentioned before that it looks to me like Humanity is really only in its infancy....And in light of All the recent returning to childhood themes...about the corruption and the creation of the traumatised adult...) So, the mass INTEREST and REVIVAL in Saving the children and the recent public outcry when, FINALLY< BROUGHT TO OUR ADULT ATTENTION, we were faced with child satanic ritual abuse, Child abuse, or for that matter; any abuse, or any traffiking, of any child, any children. OF ANY ONE. EVER. Defiling, Controlling and the killing of children, reminded us THAT we were all children once, small meek, vulnerable and needed protection. and MANY, many did not have that protection, and so there is outrage and we get mad, and sick about that and the events we have experienced and ALL the many events that have happened to the masses of children, in even sicker exposure. OVER THE MANY, MANY GENERATIONS. SO....when we think about all that """""The plot thickens""", with stirring, and we can choose to stir the pot either way. We can either duplicate the same old, same old that has allowed cultivation for the environments that grow mouldy in the dark, AND that grow SATAN woshipping fear-filled places.....OR we give open- heart surgery to ourselves in healing, and washing away the sweat of hate and fear to allow in its place, freedom and expansion to grow OUT of that INAFANCY, with care and learning how to cultivate self love, NOW as adults we CAN ALLL grow into self sovereignty and self sustainability, And Mutual CAre.........to release us from reproducing an recycling, trauma in child. EVEN more importantly predominant " Trauma in the childhood ", and even just the memory of themes, and beliefs in childhood, are indicative of a """"growing up and meeting them with a new and caring maturity"""" and a softening towards them, an understanding and a letting go. A service to self to integrate the shadow, becomes a service to all. BY pulling out, all from inside, (and then realising you are in turn) " projecting and injecting"...fear and horror and jealousy and hate, it will STOP jumping at you on your path home...SO it is that a history of life, that is informed by only the infancy of humanity will be just that, uninformed, fear filled, reactionary and juvenile, and will be from the building frameworks determined by children...((((When a damaged child becomes a damaged child but grown in years, but not outgrown the damage, we have the cycles of such, in our foundations!))) As in, WHEN immature children are the foundation of the world you build from, it will not yield prosperity and equality/ Even with the nicest of children, there will be lack and limitation imposed. ..SO Maybe we were Actually, all this time, merely in the infancy of humanity.....And only NOW....is the infancy state ready to release the accumulations of world views that were formed and recycled from an infancy, humanity was not yet ready to move on from....The depth of fears had to be LIVED...explored and quenched as in an experiment, where reactions are set to to get a reaction, and quenched to get a by product....and a desired effect ?? . Maybe the desired effect was to be so thick in the plot of fear that it would take a decent amount of "GROWING UP" ( a few hundred lifetimes, to produce the desired effect) and maturing, to get through it, and out the other side. Having lived and orientated ourselves through countless generations, where each were required to wander through, the complete gauntlet of that which is in opposition to, and in contrast to what we actually are....IN ORDER TO KNOW WHAT WE ACTUALLY ARE. AND So we set off, walking through the relentless labyrinths of fears and hostilities until each fear, and each nuance of fear was launched, MET, touched and kept going until each was finally quenched. Now satiated and familiar with it, it has bred its own contempt and the plug can finally be pulled. We are in the moments of the water, as it swirls madly down the plug hole. And we are disorientated, this has been our world, and without IT we don't know our UP's from our Down's anymore. As the end has come for all 'that'.....WHERE the 'That' was the 'ALL' we ever knew. And we had became intimately acquainted with it, and familiar with it, IT was what educated us...and what we SURVIVED within, a glass dome to explore, and to explode ALL the dynamite sticks of fear........Until the point we decided that we, individually, collectively, culturally and eventually humanly WE no longer NEED to remain in that FRAME. It took or takes, or has taken a few seasons for the first-wavers to pick themselves up and get moving across no-mans land, still meeting the buried grenades as they cross the line...Then bit by bit ..others follow. Then chunks of people, and whole villages in the style of the 100th monkey.....learn through each of their own, and individual exposure to all the many intense and dilute, macro and micro aggressions, and fear based situations....UNTIL they too decide they are DONE WITH aaaaaaalllll the nervous-system dysregulation, and exposure to the wrecking systems that creates and controls... IN other words IT IS TIME. AND, it is DONE WITH. We just need everyone to catch the fuck up. XXXX Michaela.