The Mouse and the Lion. Part 2. So what is the thing here? To deep dive into the black water, the inverted mirror to find the pearls. A lot of us know/think/believe that there is disruption/subversion around us, and that deep down, the subversions have worked against us /and are working constantly to disempower us. Welcome to The veil !!! And so after a while we are accustomed to it and CAN'T see its bars. Either... growing in that space but only in accordance with the limitations of that space, caused by and imposed by the type of energy frequency that spawns that space/.... with those fences, and that we have lived in and grown up in behind the bars. Seemingly, now we are growing 'through' the bars and need somehow to either make more room (in the veil) or break free from the Veil. The bars, the fences, can be revealed to us when we have outgrown them, and maybe ONLY WHEN we send parts of ourselves out there--- beyond them, is only when we get to see the bars. The bars can be anger bars or anything really that feels strong and heavy in its overgrowth of reaction and reactivity, and therefore ONLY acts to weigh us down....but we don't always see the type or colour of self restriction that we wear. Again, the restrictions involved is a type of self policing and self correcting albeit we can have been tricked into said reactivity. //// Even if there is an outwardly existing force of opposition that creates the duality which we are reactive to, which were the 'causes' and 'ruptures' in our space time.... \\\\\ We actually have to see it before we can take it apart. So the mouse was busy setting itself free first, by moving between and under the bars of the fence, i.e. separating itself from the carnage it felt growing around her, and finally comes back to look through the bars and SEE the Lion it has grown into. And she looked at the bars of the fences in the veil to see why the veil became so powerful. Where the courage and heart of the lion had been tricked into being locked away. Behind bars. The emotion build up....was too heavy to leave the bars. I am not saying that the reasons are not valid...they are. But what I am saying is that it may have been the 'required experience ' to get tricked into, hooked into, and lock into the tricks and triggers that would ultimately... keep it locked in there. And to free from that, you have to see them.. The veil that we contrived to keep going around us because that was THE part of us that we knew and identified with, and where we are seen, and thought of, as 'separate entities' : all alone and as the victims in a victim-victimiser existence.. separate. and abandoned No god, no goodness, no nothing. ...where the golden grid cannot be seen as it requires a perception difference that is not accessible inside the veil....So you Cannot see or experience THE golden grid...even if you KNOW it is there. Faith is stretched and ripped open to see what actually lies there... The FEAR of death, and The bones of Fear.... albeit inherited, or residues of lifetimes of stewing in a certain frequency. So the mouse realises, because she is clever, ( and also by doing this work she becomes strong, and stronger in courage and the heart) and brave enough now to look through the bars, and SEE the contrived circumstances that has kept the lion """fierce""" in its anger/pride/anguish etc. while the lion is tucked away from sight in the veil....and so she comes back to gnaw at the ropes that has kept the magnificence of the lion bound up in its detriment, to its detriment. She finds the bread crumb clues that only a mouse can, and tears and tears, and worries and worries.... she gnawed at, swallowed and digested the information, from the threads of the ropes, as only a mouse can ....and by doing so she releases, one by one, the threads until the rope breaks. During this time, the ego /// the hurt wound, the crux is given time to heal by revealing layer by layer what grew into the personality, the ego in defence of the things hidden in the heart. The lion. The protector of the heart. The holder of the courage. The brave beast that we all are and that was kept hidden by the camouflage that we think is safer to wear in the veil, where our identities were curated to keep us in the veil. The final piece here for me is the anger....Anger is carried in the hips--- and tells in your walk, and can make your walk, swagger.... as only an anger-filled swagger can. THIS is seen only when you S...L...O...W... down and stop, for long enough to see HOW you are walking through the veil. HOW YOU ARE MOVING THROUGH THE VEIL is an indication of the anger, or OF ANY STOPPERED POWER that you have relinquished to the veil. The 'stoppered' power (denied or suppressed) Is your very own resource of power.... gone somewhere else...!!! So for example, if you have self policed yourself or are fearful of exhibiting a full expression of anything...to keep you safe in the veil you will avoid said conflict, and over the years the avoidance of the full expression of your anger, (which is of course necessary to express) ...will be equal in power to the build up of repressed and unexpressed emotion, in this case anger, in your subconscious. And is feeding the veil, powering IT up. and keeping it thick and gooey. How you walk through life. HOW you MOVE THROUGH LIFE will be in response to that condition of suppression. L oss of power, Avoiding anger....AND so the resulting algorithm of the veil (THE KARMA SEEKING BALANCE condition/dynamic) will continue to deliver things to your door that will make you angry. XXXXXXX It is a personal endeavour to see the repeating patterns, as in continuously having reasons to be angry XXXXX is cause enough to stop and look and see that EVEN THOUGH alll the reasons are genuine reasons, emotions and intelligence, reactions and responses... AND EVEN IF the said reasons reach out into the cosmos of conspiracy and imprisonment and so on....THE TRIGGER>>>>the trigger is only possible to reach you as anger..... because you have been denied...or you denied yourself, for some reason or other...(as in you learned that its safer to avoid conflict) or you came a space where there is NO conflict and you have no understanding of it. Or the balance was needed between light and dark to take full advantage of the powers of strong emotions, such as anger and to do that, you needed to immerse yourself up to your eyeballs in it. XXXXXX The lion facilitates that we are ALL """sovereign anyways""" we just need to learn to claim that...to move on when we are done being clowns. XXXX A sidenote here. I went to a second book shop in London's Brunswick a few days ago, and I Usually love the vibe of old books and book shops. WELL I used to anyway. After a while I felt suffocated with all the rows and rows, book cases upon bookcases and trolleys laden and over filling with the written word...and the dust of it. Mounds of words, the words that we spill out and spew out and fall out from our cluttering minds... and hearts, that all HAVE TO BE delivered onto a page so that we can breathe relief, and get some respite from NOT fully expressing ourselves. The shedding and sharing of the 'words and meanings' information that grows inside our heads...becomes more demanding and tech has brought in faster and faster ways of doing this...Everyone has a voice that has to be let out...RIGHT NOW....right or wrong, and gone are the days of the old, with now yellowing and dusty pages of yesterdays LONG held thoughts, and beliefs, lying there, dying, waiting for retrieval by anyone who could pick it up and revive it. Crazy thoughts by me, i was quite sad at having to let that love for old books and old book shops go. Relinquish that attachment and where it attaches to our identity's. It shows that we need to have rigorous crop rotation in our minds and curate our thoughts consciously, not just keep regurgitating what is set on repeat....because we cant know WHERE that originated from either...A TRICK or A TREAT !!! Either way it could be what keeps us in the veil. Michaela.