We can be free or entrenched in doctrines that have only served to veil us from our potential. Having been brought up a Catholic, the way I can describe it , for me, is like being a child to a parent that only loves you "conditionally" and that does not want you to grow into your own power. You become dependant on this interaction for identity and for sense of community. Even if the higher needs of your spiritual soul are not being met it can be very difficult to understand why one still "feels" unmet, unknown or embraced by the religion that one is brought up in. Ususally the worlds religion's are guarded and show only a representation of "THE WORD of GOD" that has been reconstituted. The power of the WORD is immense, the power of any word can be immense, in truth be careful of what you say and write, and be careful of the intended use of those words. I AM including this article because it is thought provoking and spotlights the intentions of the written word. It raises the image of those writing who do not fully understand the spiritual truth of the material they have come to "record" , OR, were the real messages intentionally omitted to keep the masses from understanding their true potential?

Here is a different view that some will be comfortable with and agree with. Some will not in any way be able to read this without being agitated.


I have "ascended" above any debate on 'religion', because I only feel what is real in my heart. Often, the truth that I feel resonance with, cannot be discussed even though it is a knowing and it cannot bashed about by discussion as it has no words. The truth is what is you resonate with at any given time in your development, it doesn't mean it is the ultimate truth. As you grow and expand your ability to "know truth" grows and expands.

I do not wish to offend but only to encourage self realisation. I have a relationship with the religion that I was born into and still feel comfortable to share the following article. I include certain parts of the religion I was born into, with consciousness into my life, but definitely not all.

I recently had an amazing healing experience in church. It was above all healing experiences I have had to date. It was at the exposition of the Host. The church was virtually empty but the host was exposed for prayer. It was something that I don't normally do, as attending services has become less and less for me.  This wasn't a service, it was a place to be in front of God.

The healing POWER that I felt immediately on my face was intense and I remained motionless for 45 minutes. My throat burned for a few minutes, and then I was immersed in healing love of Christ. I was bathed in light.  When I finally sat back onto the bench, I felt the energy radiate through me.  This isn't the first time that I have had experience of healing in church, but it was the most intensive.

This was the most amazing God presence in that church, only a handful of people were there and I have no way of knowing if they felt the presence too, certainly I was crying softly. I realised that the presence was there because  the people who come with faith in their hearts were being held in that presence. It was a communion with the light. This is what it is all about.

I feel sad that the main focus of church life is wrapped up in bill paying, finance, tithes, asking for more money from people who already give. I do not need to speak about the corruption of certain parts of the church and all of those other wounds.  We have endure this for generations. All I know is that if everyone that had something to do with implementing "religion" experienced the presence of the light in the church on that day, the church would be singing from a different hymn book.

I AM my divine, I AM presence. Michaela. xx.

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Ascended Master Jesus

Nancy brought to my attention her article on the subject, which we post here.

Jesus Did Not Mean He is the Way, the Truth and the Life

Nancy B. Detweiler, September 19, 2012
http://pathwaytoascension.wordpress.com/2012/09/19/jesus-did-not-mean-he-is-the-way-the-truth-the-life/
Understanding what Jesus meant by the I AM sayings[i] is extremely important because it changes the way we view ourselves in relationship to God.[ii]
We must keep in mind that all sacred texts available to Earth humans were written by people residing on the 3^rd dimensional plane of duality.  In addition, what we know as the Bible today has been translated numerous times from Aramaic, Hebrew, Greek, and Latin into our national languages, such as English, French, etc.
As all translators know, words in one language often do not have an equivalent word in another language.  For that reason, much of the original meaning can be lost in translation.  In addition, the meanings of words change as time passes.  The belief system of the translators also influences the choice of words they use in their translation.
As a result, the Bible contains numerous contradictions.  Still many Christians are taught that the Bible is the infallible Word of God and is literally true.  Christians are often taught to “stay in the Word,” meaning not to explore outside sources for answers to their questions about God and life.  “Don’t ask questions or you will lose your faith” is a frequent admonition given by religious leaders.  The reproof itself is an acknowledgement of uncertainty within a very shaky faith.  We do not know what we do not know and for many, this is a frightening fact.
This strong tendency to stay in the box created by religious leaders, creeds, and denominations has resulted in Christians closing their minds to anything new relating to their own spiritual nature.  Christians have feared to explore, to intuit Truth for themselves, and to go against the status que.  In order to remain one of the many, we stifle our true feelings, our questions about life, our innate urge to explore and find Truth for ourselves.
We even read Jesus’ encouragement to “seek and ye shall find” and “the truth will set you free” as if he meant seek only in the Bible and the truth you find there will set you free.  Christians forget that the New Testament did not exist during Jesus’ lifetime.  Any suggestions in the New Testament that we “stay in the Word” or “not change the Word” relate to the Old Testament because that was the only scripture known to the New Testament writers.
Near the end of the 19^th century and into the 20^th, teachers of advanced spiritual maturity began to incarnate to guide Earth humans in exploring metaphysical or hidden wisdom teachings regarding the Truth about God, our world, and ourselves.  Sadly, the churches rejected these teachings as pagan, heretical, and New Age.  What the church really meant is that the hidden wisdom did not conform with orthodox creeds/beliefs.  It feared its adherents would ask questions and lose interest in orthodoxy.
Teachers like Ernest Holmes (Science of Mind), Helen Blavatsky (Theosophy), and Charles Fillmore (Unity) were and are called leaders of cults—words used in a derogatory manner representing the condemnation of many religious authorities even though the teachings of these men and women have added greatly to Earth humans’ understanding of themselves and the laws by which the universe operates.
A.D.K. Luk was among the first to publish the teachings of Earth’s Ascended Masters, such as Ascended Master Kuthumi (formerly incarnated as Pythagoras, then later as St Francis of Assisi), who worked through Helen Blavatsky to form the Theosophical Society.   Ascended Master El Morya (formerly incarnated as Abraham) worked through Mark & Elizabeth Claire Prophet to create Summit University Press for the purpose of teaching and publishing the Ascended Masters’ teachings.
Ascended Master St. Germain (formerly incarnated as the Prophet Samuel and later as Joseph, father of Jesus) worked through America’s Founding Fathers to create a nation based on brotherhood and freedom for all.  I could go on and on with examples of how Earth’s Ascended Masters have assisted their unascended brothers and sisters on this planet as we travel the spiritual path to our own ascension.[iii]
Yet the churches have not possessed or encouraged the development of “eyes to see and ears to hear these hidden wisdom teachings.  This brings us back to the importance of understanding the meaning of the I AM sayings.
Reading the Gospel of John in accordance with Christian teachings, most do not question what they read.  The I AM sayings are found in this gospel, along with repeated statements by Jesus that should alert the reader to delve deeper.  Jesus never proclaimed himself as “The Way, the Truth, and the Life.”
He did repeatedly shift the attention from himself to the Father within.  “The Son can do nothing on his own, but only what he sees the Father doing; for whatever the Father does, the Son does likewise.”  John 5:19   “I can do nothing on my own.” John 5:30  “My teaching is not mine but his who sent me.” John 7:16    “The one who sent me is true, and I declare to the world what I have heard from him.” John 8:26    “I do nothing on my own, but I speak these things as the Father instructed me.” John 8:28b
Not only did Jesus deflect attention from himself to the Father, he taught us:  “I declare what I have seen in the Father’s presence; as for you, you should do what you have heard from the Father.” John 8:38    “I do not seek my own glory…. If I glorify myself, my glory is nothing.  It is my Father who glorifies me.” John 8:50     “The words that I say to you I do not speak on my own; but the Father who dwells in me does his works.”  John 14:10
Jesus again speaks to us “the one who believes in me will also do the works that I do and, in fact, will do greater works than these.” John 14:12    Jesus expected us to follow his example, NOT worship him.  Christianity teaches that “Jesus did it all.”  As a result, we make no effort to do the works that Jesus did and, in fact, exceed his works.  Christians are taught, instead, to love Jesus as Lord & Savior.  Self-realization is considered “New Age.”  Holistic growth—body, emotions, mind, and spirit—is not a part of Christian teachings.  Self-help books are often off-limits.
Yet, in John 15, Jesus states, “I am the true vine, and my Father is the vinegrower…  I am the vine, you are the branches.” John 15:1,5    Anyone who has seen a grapevine knows that the main vine is composed of the same substances as the branches—Jesus and all of humanity possess the same potential.  We are to learn to do all the works Jesus did and more.  With the Father as vinegrower, Jesus as the vine, and humanity as the branches, we are All One.
“Then Jesus cried aloud:  ‘Whoever believes in me believes not in me, but in him who sent me.  And whoever sees me sees him who sent me.” John 12:44
Jesus, the man, fully recognized that God dwelt within him, just as God dwells within each of us.  Jesus allowed God to speak through him—what we call channeling in today’s world.
One of the Ascended Masters’ teachings concerns the I AM PRESENCE within each of us.  When Christian religious leaders heard of the 20^th century I AM PRESENCE movement, they pronounced it “New Age” and not in accordance with Christian teachings.  Because religious leaders have ignored the hidden wisdom teachings, they are unaware of the ever-expanding cycles of time.
New Age simply means the beginning of a new 2000 years cycle, just as the 21^st century indicates the beginning of a new 100 years cycle and the New Year signifies the beginning of a new one year cycle.  Whether or not we set out to do so, we end up learning something new during each year and during each century; we are and will be learning much that is new in this New Age of Aquarius.
One of the major lessons will concern who we truly are, as indicated in Elizabeth Claire Prophet’s Divine Self Chart.[iv]

The top figure radiating light outward to the world is the I AM PRESENCE indwelling each of us.

 Jesus taught the Kingdom of God is within you.  Christianity has taught God as separate from us; we have personified God into our image and set him on a throne in heaven.  This personified God is a vengeful, angry God that demanded a blood sacrifice in order to appease his threats to punish us in an eternal hell of fire.
Sadly, in our personification, we have created an image of God that is far less than any of us can imagine being.  Which of us would require the blood sacrifice of one of our children so we, as parents, could bring ourselves to forgive another of our children?

Exodus 3 instructs us as to what Jesus meant when he said, “I AM the way, the truth, and the Life.”

 “Moses was keeping the flock of his father-in-law … he came to Horeb, the mountain of God.  There the angel of the Lord appeared to him in a flame of fire out of a bush….  When the Lord saw that he had turned aside to see, God called to him out of the bush, ‘Moses, Moses!’ … I am the God of your father, the God of Abraham, the God of Isaac, and the God of Jacob….  So come, I will send you to Pharoah to bring my people, the Israelites, out of Egypt….’ 
But Moses said to God, ‘If I come to the Israelites and say to them, The God of your ancestors has sent me to you, and they ask me, What is his name? what shall I say to them?’  God said to Moses, ‘I AM WHO I AM.’  He said further, ‘Thus you shall say to the Israelites, ‘I Am has sent me to you.’”
The Hebrew word horeb means desert or solitude.  Metaphysically, Horeb symbolizes a high place in conscious union with the divine.  In order to contact the Divine, we must enter the solitude of our heart and inner mind where dwells the I AM PRESENCE.[v]
When Jesus spoke the I AM sayings, he was using the name of God, I AM.  I AM is the Way, the Truth, and the Life, not Jesus.   Moses was sent by I AM to the Israelites in Egypt; Jesus was sent by I AM to the Israelites in Palestine.[vi]
In order for us to learn to do all the works that Jesus did, we must go to our inner Mount Horeb and become One with our I AM PRESENCE.  We are not separate from God; God indwells each of us.  I AM is the bread of life, the light of the world, the gate, and the resurrection and the life.
We are the Temple of I AM!  Through Jesus and through us, I AM is the Way, the Truth, and the Life.

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[i]   What are the I AM sayings:  “I AM the bread of life.”  John 6:35   “I AM the light of the world.  John 8:12   “I AM the gate.”  John 10:7   “I AM the resurrection and the life.” John 11:25    “I AM the way, and the truth, and the life.”  John14:6

[ii]   Throughout this article I will use the term GOD to refer to the SOURCE OF ALL THAT IS.

[iii]   You may read about the Ascended Masters at:  http://www.pathwaytoascension.com/teachings/index.html

[iv]   You may listen to Elizabeth Claire Prophet explain the Divine Self Chart here:  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yfjqgiS5wQU&feature=channel_page

[v]   Metaphysical Bible Dictionary, page 284.

[vi]   Metaphysically, the Israelites represent those who seek God, not simply one ethnic group.  According to Charles Fillmore, in his Metaphysical Bible Dictionary, the Israelites represent  those who endeavor to follow the inner leading of the divine law.  (Page 305)

There is a divine plan for each person. Your life plays out within divine plan. De-cluttering and integration of healing is part of the Growth process. Everything has its place and is valuable, until it no longer serves a purpose. I was looking at some old photos today.

 Your outer world is a reflection of what is going on in your inner world. Recently the road works directly outside my home was noisy and sometimes uncomfortable, but spiritually I knew that it was a mirror to the deconstruction and reconstruction going on within. When you choose to embark on a journey of renewal and growth you choose to sift through and heal all that no longer serves your purpose. The process is to de-clutter and revive, expand and clarify. It is a long process and doesn't seem to have an end point, it is like the ever expanding now moment.

Me in my home in 2009.


I have been trying to de -clutter and reorganise my home  since 2009. We moved in 2007 and still have boxes unpacked from that time.

In the last few years,  and  recently with intensity,  I have been spiritually unpacking.

De-cluttering and reorganising my home is an on going process.  Some days it doesn't happen because the internal process is too demanding and everyday routine chores are the priority. Its like running your own relay race, changing swiftly between meditation and healing, processing, expansion (small bit by small bit), returning to your external roles and responsibilities, and upgrading with each intention and focus.

 I know, now, that each aspect is linked and merged, and they pull each of the other aspects along with each forward movement.

We can posture fully, let go, and lean into the process and let it take our weight as if lying on a sofa.
Be both the person lying on the sofa, and the watcher, observing the person lying on the sofa. The sofa is simply the expression for letting you lean into your life, for you to trust life to take your weight.

In the last few weeks the aspects that have been in focus are my outer roles as mother, partner, daughter, sister and  friend, also of  auntie and a member of a larger family in social gatherings.  Whilst there has been a lot going on, each participation in whatever role has further allowed expansion and clarity of inner self.

The inner work you choose to do is enhanced by the help available to you should you ask for it. Each moment you need help, ask for it, and without putting expectation on how that help comes to you, have faith that all will be well. Look for synchronicity and signs, watch what comes to your mind, practice in accepting that you trust your intuition. Above all Know it is unfolding as only it can. You cannot attempt to wash the item you require at the bottom of a huge pile of dishes, cutlery, pots and pans  without washing all the stuff on top first. There is a divine plan for each person. Each of us unconsciously, and beginning to be conscious, walk our path, to our own divine timing and divine will.

I often thought I must be here to learn patience, because that's the hardest thing for me: wanting and willing the end point, without understanding that it is in the on going Process that answers are found. To become MORE you have to let go to the process, and merge fully with what is before you: to participate with what your life is presenting you. Meditate on what is happening in your life to allow expansion and integration.


We all have bucket loads of debris, cart loads of ancestral baggage, inner child issues and more, all speaking to us in unison with the voice of wounded ego. When we see that mostly our responses are the outdated reactions triggered from a poke to the old wounds, we want to heal those wounds and put them right.

This is the process that we are here to do in this life, putting right those wounds and living free from the fear that paralyses us in the night. All roads in your life leads to this. We are healing to be able to pull ourselves up out of the misery that is endured when we can't see that true fullness is ours to have. Our participation is required in order to be present fully in the process, which can be chaotic and painful, challenging and exhilarating, confusing and enlightening, each in turn.


I must be making progress because I am repeatedly able to return to calm, to the centre core of myself amidst the chaos that is presenting itself in the world. This chaos is  the world healing itself collectively and so throwing up all the unwanted mix of stuff that is abhorrent to the natural way of  spiritual truth that we are ordained to come to live in.


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I have thought for a while that the home where you live is also a reflection of  your body and what's going on in you.

My kitchen is tiny and cluttered. There's not much room for more than two people, In my kitchen there is the cooker, washing machine, boiler, all food stuff, fridge, the freezer is in the garage. The boiler warms the water and pumps heat through the house. I have to go outside into the garage to get stuff from the freezer, occasionally this is an irritation when it's  snowing or when I'm rushing but I'm used to it now. I used to pray, Let me have a bigger kitchen please.

 Also there isn't much storage in the house so the dining room has somehow held that space. It is also where the laundry gets stored and sorted (and dried during the winter autumn months), the boxes containing papers, important files for bills, banks, insurance, schools, the list goes on, are all in the dining room. My Art work is also stored here, all my painting and drawing equipment, pads, portfolios etc. The space to actually do the art is only available when I de-clutter the dining room table. So my creativity is not allowed space.

So lets say that the Kitchen is the heart of the home. Lets say that the kitchen is also a reflection of what's going on in my heart. When I pray for a bigger Kitchen, I am praying for ease in my heart and a removal of blockages.

 

 

Tiny cluttered kitchen.



So what is the dining room? Recently I have sorted out boxes of books that are all wonderful but they no longer serve a purpose, so I am boxing them up to move them out. Also there are three very large bags of clothes waiting to go to the charity shop. The dining room is a holding room. Not much dining goes on in here. So what is the dining room in relation to me?  It is holding my memories in the form of countless photo albums, books we have read, clothes we have worn, Art work I have completed  and plans for the artwork I wish to do. A Cupboard and sideboard filled with stuff. The ironing board is here and a computer we no longer use, along with the wireless scanner and printer.

What is this then in respect to my body? I am playing with the idea that  the dining room may be my digestive system, there is the nutrition waiting to be absorbed, there is stuff needing to be expelled, The gall bladder is waiting to release the enzymes to aid breaking down of the stuff before it can be turned into useful molecules, the liver is cleaning the toxins, the kidneys are there to extract water from the waste before it is  expelled.  There is the build up of fat tissue from unused energy.  All this going on in my dining room. My art creativity is  not freed up yet till there is clear passage. Stuff is waiting for integration or release.

Taken 2009.

I am gradually working to clear my dining room.

It is interesting because currently I am having acupuncture to help my body.  Physically I am aware that I need help to integrate and release.  The acupuncture  is aiding the flow of CHI through the Gall Bladder meridians and liver meridians.  My abdomen is slowly reducing  from a recent major swell up, ( a few weeks ago my stomach increased by at least two dress sizes,)  as interestingly,  the dining room, swollen with storing too many things, is being released.

Yesterday, the window cleaner came and gave the windows outside a good clean. I also cleaned the inside of the windows. Now the house has perfectly clean windows.

This can be seen as the external sign that my spiritual vision has been undergoing a major clearing to produce clarity.

Also yesterday, the gas man came and checked over the boiler and gave it a good clean, it is extremely old, not a modern boiler at all. He carried out maintenance and inspection, checking all the radiators and gas appliances. Finally, I was able to get behind the washing machine and dishwasher and clean out the horrendous dust and gumpf that had accumulated on the pipes and floor.

This can be seen as  the external sign that my heart has been undergoing a major clearing and the vital components of my heart have been cleaned.

I am beginning to see the purity within the process, as it merges  and with my body,  my inner world and those reflections in my outer world. It is a process and all things that are in your life are part of your individual process. As without so within.

Clarity.

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The dominant role in our life is the external vehicle for us to undergo the process.


The role that I am examining today is that of being a mother. I know we all chose the roles that would dominate our life's process, these play out either consciously or unconsciously.

There is an intensity in which we carry out our dominant role that is directly proportional to the stage we are at in our life's process, and the need we have to integrate that learning.

My other roles have been as:
a child in a family that has dysfunction;
a rebellious teenager looking for meaning in a troubled world;
a wage earning young adult looking for a place in the world;
a wayward backpacker and traveller shunning the mainstream milestones of life;
a determined self disciplined student of science and rigorous health and exercise freak;
a Graduate  scientist employed in the pharmaceutical world;
a student of counselling;
a student of healing and 
a mother and partner.
Now my role is  predominantly mother, combined with partner, healer and artist.

In the early years, my intensity within the role of being a mother was like grim determination.  I was unsure of myself. I was in the beginning stages of healing myself and the healing was yet to be integrated at the levels that would play out in my life later. I was carrying  wounds that were playing out in my mothering role but I was determined that the children would not experience low self esteem and disempowerment.  I was healing myself through my role of mothering my children.

I did not realise then that each have their own divine paths and that my mothering skills,( as insecure as they were at that time,)  were also part of their divine plan for their experience as being children.

Each small moment is a all part of the plan. Each moment is gift -wrapped energy.

Each thing, good or bad is a gift of energy.

 

 

 

 

Hendon RAF museum, 2009.
(Interestingly, the top I am wearing in this clip is one which I decided not to give to the charity shop, I like this top, I associate nice memories with it, and the moments shared from this clip were from a good time. Its about integrating the joyous moments and healing the sad moments till they become molecules of nourishment for our bodies and souls- GALL BLADDER, secretes enzymes to allow breakdown into smaller molecules for absorption in the digestive system- Therefore Aids INTEGRATION. I am playing with the idea that the Enzyme is CREATIVITY. Creativity allows us expression, expression allows fullness of self, to give an integrated self.)

I AM  more conscious about being conscious in each moment of the process, both for myself and as a mother.

I AM in continuous receipt of energy gifts in which I can choose to participate.

All images presented in this post are from 2009. This must be auspicious time for me, or perhaps all my healing and clearing is pre- 2009. Well what ever the meaning is it will present itself soon enough.

Its not about the weather. Heaven on Earth.

The sun has been so strong here in England in last few days.

The heat has been hard on us in England but no one dare complain, because we all know how petulant the weather can be. One day hot, one day rainy, then blowy, then blustery, not to mention the weather that brings hurricanes, tsunamis and everything in between.

People can loose their homes in the weather.

It can definitely be  an act of God, when trying to claim on insurance when you loose your home to weather related circumstances.

There is something else going whereby the intensity of heat experienced is more than the weather. Its like turning up the kundalini fire in all of us. Throughout the world.

How else can the English Summer become like visiting Calabri in Italy.  Ok. Ok. Ok. I know. England is nothing like Calibri. How beautiful is this place!  We all yearn for the beautiful hot places in the world.

Sometimes we just have to close our eyes and find the beauty within. Find this beauty and create from this.  We shall find ourselves in heaven on Earth.

I have been thinking about sadness. With all the roadworks digging up outside my home, there has been renovation works going on in the inner me too. Lately feelings, ideas, memories, dreams, events, circumstances, conversations and random meetings with people from my past have been swirling in a gentle way around me. There have also been fast decision making as planned events are changing course, in ways I didnt expect. The plan now is to deal with the Process of healing the 'SAD'.

 This month, has been like a white Knuckle ride. Plenty of Drama and lots going on in my life, which is strange because quite some time ago I subtracted many things from my life's equation to be left with the sum of what was really necessary.

What I want to Journal about now, in a gentle way is the subject of sadness.

Many things in my life have been sad. But there was not, for me, in the past, ways to :
acknowledge and accept
soften and embrace
heal and resolve
Much of the sad events and situations that thread through this tapestry have been embedded in the way a thread is sown into the tapestry.  The body takes all this and absorbs it into itself, holding and hiding it.


Lately while doing routine stuff, I am having re runs of conversations from the past, snapshots of people, and memories of events and situations are coming to me in daydreams.

They are all coming up for healing.

I am in the position of now having to hold my hands up and say "yes, these things made me feel sad, and I am sad now thinking of them, again".

Often in the past, I would just get on with stuff, and use the old, clichés like "That's Life" without ever allowing the healing to come through by expressing my sadness about them. It's true that I would not be able to VOICE my sadness about them. Its the feeling of wanting to cry, not being able, or having the therapeutic space to cry.  There is the feeling of constriction in the back of the throat, where sadness is swallowed back and dumped into the body somewhere.

Now is the time for these ethereal like memories to float back into my consciousness to be acknowledged. It is time for me to respect and honour my sadness for them.

Recently small events,  have triggered those sad items back into being. I am now able to consciously to console myself that "yes, they were sad, and continue to leave a residue of sadness that up until now I didn't consider."

I have to like myself and honour myself enough to let this sadness come through for healing.

My body has been reacting and telling me its time to upload this stuff. Self healing and meditation are helping me keep track of the Process.

I have also been guided to go for acupuncture which is helping the physical release of the emotion. Seeing those needles inserted into my stomach and legs, is amazing, and yes, for me there is some pain, but not always. I  realised that I needed help to work with the body where this sadness has come to be embedded.

Accupuncture, for me has helped, it has drawn out the filaments of sadness that lay blocking my meridians. I am assisting myself by allowing and honouring  myself to be sad.

Its difficult when noone else really understands the process, because I am expected to be, and true to say, I expect myself to be, fully functioning in all aspects of life at the same time as working through these processes.

When the intention is to deal empathically with your own emotions you find help and synchronicity. Resources become available and usually the process is mirrored back to you so that the experience of process is validated.

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Nobody wants to be sad, nobody wants to feel the sadness that  brings you down. It is easier to let it lie in the body till it becomes physical aches and pains or worse, disease. It is easier for a person to say they feel sick, or ill, than to admit they feel sad. We associate failure with sadness, that somehow that person hasn't coped well with the challenges of life. We associate isolation and social dislocation with sadness.

Often we don't know what is making us sad, we just feel sad. It can be buried deep. This sadness may have trip wires to attached to it, that spring our defences into reactions that are not appropriate, when someone inadvertently touches them.

Also the holding of these emotions lowers our vibrations and we can only feel comfortable in lower vibration places or activities, or with people that match these lower vibrations. I suspect addictions to lower vibration 'vices' can be ways in which we remain in 'comfort' as we cradle the invisible sources of our own low vibration emotions.

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The Last thing I want to say about emotions such as this, is that humans are here to experience the full range of emotions. All of them, 'good' and 'bad'. It is one of the unique ways in which humans operate, and these emotions are natural, we just need to upgrade our dealing with these emotions so that we can shine our light through them.

 Some say that humans are individual manifests of the All -that- is, (that is God), and to live through life, and all of the emotions available to us, is to expand the individual self and thereby allow expansion of the All- that- is.

Also lets not forget that as humans we are amazing creatures and will always find ways of evolving through trouble times, I like this quote, it says many things about our resourcefulness.

Any kind of humour, even a dry sense of humour is a sense of humour. I find my sense of humour will often crawl out of the cave many days after the latest uproar in life.  A human sense of humour is  another thing which is unique to us.

Deconstruction. A meditation to the sound of roadworks. The Inner child represents our connection with God.

There is deconstruction work going on outside my home, for two weeks now. It has become base line  soundtrack of  life here for much of the day.

As it is outside, so it is inside.

I have come to understand that this means that there is deconstruction work going on inside. At the end of this series of roadworks, there will be a NEW path outside my home.

After posting the two earlier posts, I came to my room to settle into meditation. As usual there was the sound of drills and diggers breaking up pavement slabs. Men at work, machines and movement.

I decided to continue anyway. I used this soundtrack of deconstruction as the backdrop to my meditation.

We are being called to deconstruct the concrete outer shells that previously protected us in the harsh energy of the old world.

We and The New earth are receiving much higher levels of energy and love, and we need to let it in. To do this we need to breakdown the concrete Port Cullis, that our hearts reside in.

I visualised that the outside work was being carried out by helpers, angels even, and I had to do my work from the inside as the old paving slabs were noisily smashed and pulled up.

The intention I had was to clear, heal and release further negative energy and thought forms that keep the walls around my heart from dissolving completely.

What do I mean?

Well, the dramas that were mentioned in the two previous posts, can include our relationships with people, and how we react to them. If  there are still certain people that are in your life,  that can make you feel sad, upset, or trigger  frustration, then chances are there, they are only pointing the way back to your own inner wounds.

What do I mean?

In your mind, list  the people that when you come into contact with or when you think about them, or when they do certain things, you feel sad angry upset, despair or paralysed. What they are in fact doing is mirroring back to you an aspect that has not been healed in yourself, and this aspect, is so hidden deep inside, that it can only wave at you through the action or non action from another person or situation.

A small example, lately my relationship with my daughter can be very complicated.  We both get upset by each other. We both can be hurt by the other's action or non action and argue.  This is frustrating as often it seems there is no way out.

When you are ready to do this, and have set the intention to deconstruct these old patterns of feeling about someone or something.  Settle into a meditative space and use the clearing technique below.  ( to find this article by James Gililand, posted in full, look back to previous post, Tuesday 21st May 2013).

Invoke the help of higher beings that you are comfortable with.

Be clear in your intention to resolve these negative energies. Be loving because they are flagging up the way to wounds that lay hidden and need resolving.

Clearing method.

Healing Technique: Healing is a must for all those who desire to operate in other realms of consciousness. You must have self – authority and maintain control. If you are experiencing negative vibrations, they are either thought forms, limiting mental concepts, psychic bonds or discarnate entities (lost souls) in need of healing. They are bound to the earth vibration due to lower vibrational attitudes and emotions. Some are coercive and desire to manipulate or control. Love heals. Casting out only sends them to another place, another person. IN all healings, remember that god is love. It is the power of love that heals and lifts. We will give you the following steps to clear the energy.

1. Close your aura by visualizing a white or gold light around you.
2. Call upon your chosen cultural representative of God, be it Jesus, Buddha, Babaji, Mary, Mohammed, White Eagle or another one of the beautiful Many Christed Ones.
3. Tell the entities they are healed and forgiven, lifted and enlightened. (repeat if you feel it is needed)
4. Tell them that they are filled and surrounded with the Christ light and the Christ love (or the highest consciousness and energy available).
5. Ask that your chosen representative to take them to their perfect place and highest expression.
6. Ask that all negative thought forms and limiting mental concepts be dissolved and lifted into the light of truth.
7. Ask that all psychic bonds be severed, and close their auras to all but spirit of the highest vibration.

Repeat this process until you feel clear. There may be more than one healing to do. Remember that your word is very powerful, and what is spoken on their level manifests instantly. Many enlightened ones use this process before opening. It creates a clear and safe environment and it also lifts the one who is doing the healing. Intent is nine-tenths of the law!

Hope this helps, please share with your family and friends.
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Using the above clearing method  and refer directly to the negative energies that hook into you when these hurt feelings arise.




Once you have cleared the space of negative energies using this method, then set your intention to be directed to the wound that is calling for help.

Be patient. Let yourself sit peacefully with this.  Whatever uncomfortable feelings arise, remain patient and remind yourself of your intention to clear the negativity associated with the wound and then heal as diligently as possible, the wound itself.  It may need repeating a few or even several times.

Self Forgiveness, Forgiveness of others and Asking Forgiveness of others, may be tools you need to bathe the issue with.

It can feel like the string from a  kite, with lots of tags, one after another, or taking a tissue out of a box, it pulls the next one up.

In the meditation, if you feel able, call on your guide, preferably a being of the highest light, or if you are unsure, choose an animal you are comfortable with, that comes to you intuitively or that has qualities you feel can help. You can also call on an 'angel of highest purest light', or a  higher self aspect of yourself.

My favourite, is the aspect of myself that can guide me directly to the wound and what needs to be done.

During the meditation, I was brought back to be with my inner child. It seems, that the conflicts with my daughter, and feelings that rise to surface when certain other people are around me, are all expressions of the inner conflicts concerning my inner child.


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 Follow intuitively what feels to be the most natural and comfortable or catalysing action.

The wound may be shown in a variety of ways, symbolic or as an event.

 In my case it was the simple language of my inner child. But the inner child was stubborn and so hurt that I had to have patience.

You probably should journal this healing meditation as the answers often come later. But know that your intention to heal sets the action in motion.

In my case,  the wall protecting my inner child, was a giant bubble, Like the bubble which covers the Village in the sixties programme The Prisoner. I could see her but she wasn't coming out, she did not trust. The wall needed to be dissolved with love and patience.

I learned that the inner child represents  our connection with God. If our inner child has no trust this reflects in our connection with our God-self.

This is the time to break down the outer concrete constructions built to separate us from harshness and pain, this is the language of the Pain body (Eckart Tolle). These constructs  separate us from the falsehoods we live in with regards to each other,  however it also separates us from our God-selves, and love.


Its time to reconstruct our inner landscape, and pave new paths in our outer world to take us there.

The deconstruction and reconstruction of our inner worlds manifest outwardly to create beauty in both worlds.

I love this image ( not one of mine, but borrowed) of  Cherry Blossom Lake, Sakura, Japan.

Drama in Life. Drama is pretty much everywhere right now. Even if you choose to withdraw and hide in a cave, you can be sure that the cave walls are starting to collapse. This is because a drama is the paper that wraps up bundles of issues that as yet remain unresolved, spiritually.

What is a drama? It is an opportunity to grow.  This is explained by Veronica channelled by April Crawford.

  

A New Message From VERONICA

 

This Is Important To Comprehend

 

     "You are an energy residing in a self created environment.  Each detail of the reality intersecting with expressions of other energies similar to yourself.

 

     Realize that all creation is sacred and the connection to yourself is a unique one. 

 

     You are moving through experience to evolve and grow.

 

     Not all of it is pleasant, as you well know.

 

     However, even the most difficult participation can propel your energy into greater vibrational opportunity.

 

     Simply put; honor all creation that results from your choices.  Be responsible spiritually for all experiences that teach a lesson.  Appreciate all that resides in your environment.  Have a respectful position on all that exists around you.  This includes dramatics, other life forms, and the stages of physicality that has just as much awareness that you feel you have.

 

     Everything has consciousness.  By realizing that, the level of your conscious awareness rises to infinite possibility.

 

     Your experience on the earth plane is much more complex than you realize.

 

     There are multi-layers enacting themselves at all times.

 

     What you see visually extends into many directions not readily available to what you call the naked eye.

 

     The beauty is the multiplicity of experience that moves through all the levels of your soulful energy.

 

     This is important to comprehend.

 

     The life you live dramatically is but the tip of the iceberg "spiritually".

 

     Ponder the moment... then we will proceed."

 

 

                                                                       -VERONICA 

 

 

Creative Writing. I have always enjoyed writing, but it is only in the last few years that I allow my self time for this expression. To start writing it is always helpful to Journal. This helps with creative flow and journalling can be therapeutic and used well can be a tool to learn more about yourself. Here is a short story, from my early creative writing course, it is an exercise where you pick out something from a newspaper or magazine, that inspires something in you. Then write what you can about it.

 

 

 

 

 

 

Michaela McGrath

My character is a turtle whose journey was being tracked by a device which plotted maps of where she had been. I was taken with the story and the images of her off the coast of Brazil, after travelling from Africa.  I enjoyed writing the description of her, but, now having written the story I feel I couldnt go far with it.  I didnt want to start making up conversations with sharks and being caught by nets. Mainly because I felt this would mean staying  under the water for too long in one story or it could end up being a childrens story which wasnt what I was aiming for. I am conscious this might be either too watery, wishy washy or just not very eventful for some readers.

 

 

The story.

 

Tika, the sea turtle.

 

I am lying on a deep shelf of warm sea.  Its not so deep, that I cannot see the brightness of the sun, dazzling the outer surface of my world. 

Where the golden light is drenching the air, is the other world:  the world that holds the sun.

The sun, now held high,   in time it will sink down, following ancient pathways.... and disappear  for a while, before answering ageless calling where it returns to its place.

Once high, it sprays out gold beams to dazzle the surface of  my world. 

Out there, it is a different place, another world, one in which I cannot float and  rise, turn and glide.

 

Here, in my world, I can drift, floating and turning and gliding. I can see and feel the colours all around me. I am warm, supported and snug. I am wrapped up in these waters, swathed and bathed and cocooned in my water throne. I am held high but I can drop down too,  if I choose to go deep into inky blackness and cool, then I dive. It pleases me to be who I am and where I am.

 

Those far off waters,  my home territories, are calling me..... calling me to return. It is a distant call, rippling through  the space all around me. I can feel the call which gets clearer each day.

 As I float, the memories of moving through millions of irridessant sparkles of transparent fish, the memories of moving through oceans and oceans of sea, are folding happily away into my skin and bones.  Each feat: another acomplishment in my own domain. I am stronger, I am older, I am queen of all that I see. I am one with the mother of creation.

 

Treading the waterways swiftly, directed by navigation that cannot be seen, I arrived here.  My feast of jellyfish was my tremendous joy. I swallowed and gulped and ate greedily. Each jellyfish a trophy for me, each feast is memorised and absorbed into my growing form. My intention, my plot, my plan is not written down on a sandybed for all to read.  It is my story.  I am driven by my attention to who and what I am.  I am a sea turtle.

 

Hidden somewhere amid the creases and patterns of my shell, is a small stone. The soft leather yields just enough to allow it, it is not uncomfortable, it is just there with me. I have memory of it being planted in my shell by those who inhabit the sun world.  It seems they seek to learn of my ways. They spoke to me in language I cannot hear, but like all creatures, we read and hear anothers intention towards us on our own personal radar. The stone is reading the story of my journey. The stone tells my story in a language I cannot hear but I have given my story a spectacular journey. Its not finished yet.

 

I will go home soon....not yet...another while or so in my turtle time. I will know when its time, my skin and bones send me messages, my form will just decide when the messages are complete. I will find myself on my way home to the sandy bed that is at the end of this ride.

 

But for now, I just rest and feast. I float supported on a deep shelf of warm sea.