....is how you piece together your true story and find its logic. For ease of information I've used the following inserts from previous reblogged channeled messages to 'Sum Up' and to show the THREAD of Logic interwoven into what came through for me during this summer's Boot Camp.
And yes, it was a continuous booting , so that I got the message.
Ariadne's thread (logic)
Ariadne's thread, named for the legend of Ariadne, is the solving of a problem with multiple apparent means of proceeding - such as a physical maze, a logic puzzle, or an ethical dilemma - through an exhaustive application of logic to all available routes. It is the particular method used that is able to follow completely through to trace steps or take point by point a series of found truths in a contingent, ordered search that reaches an end position. This process can take the form of a mental record, a physical marking, or even a philosophical debate; it is the process itself that assumes the name.
https://www.scribd.com/document/177028026/The-Jesus-of-the-Gospel-of-Thomas
http://gnosis.org/naghamm/Pagels-Gnostic-Gospels.html
http://gnosis.org/naghamm/Pagels-Gnostic-Gospels.html
My story is a collection of contractions and expansions, (stumbling and building) integration blocks.
My own story shows how 'cleverly' I had created a dam, - restrictions and limitations to the flow. For most of my adult years now, unkowingly, I have been 'Setting' about building a virtual reality prison.
We do not realise how we create our 'reality'.
It finally came to me that my 'lacks' and subsequent resentment, were actually self created.
I'd built a dam to hold back, and to confine to a manageable dribble, the vast sea of incoming material, that my poor old 'human' self, my little old 3d ego felt too minuscule to manage.
The damn holds back the flow.
So, lets take a diversion for now, and ask what is the flow?
The flow is EVERYTHING...it is the ugliness and beauty, It is LOVE, PAIN and FEAR: it is the CONTRACTION and EXPANSION.
The flow is Huge
It is the CREATIONAL FORCE.
IT is the..." multicoloured light," that we see with our inner eye. When we allow ourselves to see.
The flow brings us:
" .... the Inner Planes, the Creator’s energy and dimensions are present within and around you"....... and
"It is from the Inner Planes that the energy of anything and everything you wish to experience and have previously experienced is drawn from and anchored into your reality. Allow yourself to realise that anything and everything is available to you."
It is your very presence that has given a motivational/co-Creational surge to the Universal cycles, the movement of higher frequencies and higher energy octaves as they flow through your galaxy and many millions of others.
This is the foundation of the multiverse, of All-That-Is! No one and No thing is exempt from this highly intricate creation! You are a part of the Whole! This is Unity Consciousness
“in this moment in time, All-That-Is is pushing evolution through the polarization of every system’s expression”and by this we mean that every system in the creationary fields of All-That-Is requires magnetism, and therefore polarity, as a foundational activity in the support of All of creation, and particularly in the creation of form within the third dimension.
So why build this dam?
This flow then brings huge rivers of stuff, brought forward to awaken you. During my 'summer boot camp' I was required to examine and 'feel into' the 'moments' of awkwardness and downright discomfort.
"It takes a certain amount of sensitivity to awaken. You cannot just awaken in your mind. You must also awaken with your senses, your feelings, and sensitivity is a big part of the awakening process. If you do not know how you feel, how would you know when something is resonating with you? How would you be able to access the emotion of love? Your sensitivity is a strength, and it comes with a side effect. That side effect is that you also can feel more pain.
We are living in a dualistic universe where there are certain polarities, and you are beings that have been operating within a great deal of polarity. What that means is that you can go very far in either direction on a spectrum. The more pain you can feel, the more love. The more love you can feel, the more fear. And so, if you are afraid of feeling anything, then you are dumbing down your sensitivity to feel everything, and that simply is not going to work for those of you who are awakened.
That’s why you chose to be the sensitive ones before you incarnated. You chose to have deep feelings and big feelings, and some of you chose to ignore them for most of your lives, others chose to drown to alcohol, or numb them with drugs, but eventually, you came to this place where you are now. You are at a place where you can not only feel your emotions, but you also understand the strength and the power that you have access to because of them."
SO, my 3D had become so paralysed in fear of the pain that comes with BIG feeling, that it worked out a way to disarm this barrage of big feeling. It constructed pathways around it, it shorted out 'big adventure, freedom and a WEALTH of other situations and experiences, because it was buckling on overload already. My 3d ego could not cope. It felt unsupported and overloaded. So it sought to override any exploration into the big wider unknown by curtailing experience to a 'four walled prison' where it was relatively safe, subjected only to the energies that it felt it could dealwith. Period. My 3d human part felt that it was not able to be big enough to let big flow through.
Except that what you need to VISIT, will come visiting YOU. Even if you are on a desert Island, what you need will flow through you. Even if you feel you don't consciously acknowledge it.
I took an unplanned break and went back to Ireland. The beach and countryside, the sea and air, I missed it all, and had denied myself its beauty and rejuvenation energy. But eventually I went home, I was exhausted.
When I was away I had a beautiful reflexology session.
What was found emotionally in my systems was an energy of smothering, and the inability to move forward....Also fear.
I was annoyed, why fear? hadnt I done the work. why is fear still in my system.
I had been smothering myself. My innate love of freedom and adventure had been locked away from my immediate experience.
So over the summer months, I was 'leaking clues' to myself about a prison structure. Without going into the blow by blow account it shows me that 'fear' is exactly what is holding me back, Fear of the vastness of the 'emotional' big feeling, that brings with it pain, and that is when the fear kicks in, and walls come up.
We create our own prisons....But it wasn't always like that.
"The child knows that he is a part of his world, that indeed, he is a part of the very nature that surrounds him. Young children are open to the power of the natural world and this openness allows the body/mind/spirit system to immediately enter into sacred flow with the creation of All-That-Is. This is the natural connection where, as children, you feel the rhythms of joy, an easiness, a playfulness, and a freedom in the knowing that you are OF the universe and not just IN it. However, the fear-based socialization of your children creates increasingly rigid minds and leaves them believing they are individuals who are separate and apart from their own world. This teaching leaves children increasingly alienated from their own reality as they grow older, losing their sense of joy and most importantly, their sense of safety and freedom in the connection to All-That-Is through the energy of being at One with the entire universe."
As we grow out of childhood, we still feel the 'vastness' of the flow, but we have learned to be frightened of it, of nature, of our innateness, of everything....we no longer just be one with the experience but we resist and cripple ourselves in the effort.
The dam is us holding back our part of being the flow, it is resisting it and then complaining we have no wealth, no power, no freedom. The dam is holding back a huge resource of infinite energy of which we are individuated parts, born for the purpose of 'walking' that huge energetic body of source around to experience more expansion in multidimensional and exponentional growth. The walls we build within are the ego's way of keeping a huge distance between us and the wave....but funnily enough, the waves still comes through but through the nooks and crannies and idiosyncracies weaved into the prison walls we have constructed with the construction materials available to us, i.e the levels of consciousness that we have attained. So we act, create and build from those levels, and the continuous wave still moves through us, but in our fear we create the furnishings to our life and experience from the level through which we percieve. Through that we are pushed down the rabbit holes of fear and every other emotion, tightening and squeezing, Contraction at its most impressive.
Expansion through contraction..."It is to be known that Evolution is a complex refinement of the whole of All-That-Is and it is dialectical in nature whereby two distinct processes exist side-by-side, one of expansion and one of contraction. These actions compliment one another and work in unison to affect the whole.
While Evolution can be likened to the in-breath and the out-breath, they are two phases that occur in a subsequent motion, separately although in order, as one follows the other exclusively and the difference being that within the creation these two processes occur as a simultaneous event."
As the photons collide excitedly into other constituent particles, energy is released and absorbed by these particles, densifying the energetic imprint. As this densification then builds to its most dense attribute, there will be at some point a sudden maximum load in charge; and because All-That-Is is all about balance, there is an immediate balancing effect through the creation of a new complimentary expansion, based on the Law of Balance and Reciprocal Charge.
When all of these wondrous events are seen from your perspective, they may appear to be unplanned and random. However, every single event occurs as a result of another event and this action results in the creation of another new event. Every event in All-That-Is is interrelated and is therefore subject to the Law of Organized Randomness.
Contraction means the compaction of constituent particles; a densification if you will, a drop in area, or space, occurring in the same moment as expansion. It is to be noted that this densification means more constituents move into a declining space which leads to an increase in photon light energy, and therefore charge, along with a resulting concomitant increase in mass.
Expansion means the outward progression,
Expansion means the outward progression,
- where new forms of expression can be created now, forever and always, the constituent parts including the photons, atoms, molecules and so on remain the same, the foundational scaffolding upon which creation evolves;
The dam burst when we say, its OK. I've got it. I don't just know this intellectually but I know innately as the truth of my being that "I am part of that energy that pushes forth the wave, and I am the wave."
What need do have to fear?
I am fearing myself and the Nature of what I am.
I am/have secured a 'comfortable way of feeling only an armchair understanding of that power, but not yet engaging with, or embracing it.
My 3d ego, keeps me in 'survival of the species' mode and so brings down a restraining order. So, a dam is built...
....Until the pain of not being who you are is so much greater that the pain of the hugeness of love....
....And where that pain is only percieved as pain by the limitation of of how we interpret the threads of incoming unknowable hugeness, the likes of which our human perception libraries have no real reference books for.
So, controlling what we feel is acting to try to dilute emotions, that feel impossible for us to handle...and we try to dismantle the structures these emotions can weave into us.
We try to manage, and limit the fear behind the dam. Pressurising....
...which builds the contraction to allow a MAJOR expansion.
....so as more pressure comes with the continuing wave, the flow is ever present....more contraction is experienced...
....until the chink of light into the dam gets bigger, and bigger and the wave is allowed its natural' innate form to burst through.
Which is where we are now, in varying stages for the Wave to flow unhindered through us, we either get with it, and find the excitement of the huge cosmic event of individual, planetary and cosmic expansion or we wither in fear, and let that fear sweep us away into/onto a secondary path, which although remains in fear, will eventually, and inevitably, bring us onto paths, that bring us back to this unavoidable moment of expansion...just not in 'this' now. Michaela.
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